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u like? [26 Dec 2003|11:13am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Linkin Park- Numb ]

Like my new layout? It's uh...purple.. lol

I guess I'll update you guys.. Yesterday was Christmas, right? Well mom invited me to this Christmas party over @ Aunt Sylvia's house..well since I didn't feel like going to the blabber bitch's house I stayed here with dad and mom got pissed, so she's called me and we had a nice long fight about why i didn't come on the phone. Yesterday all of my presents were at the party, so at 2:00, dad and i are going to pick them up at mimmi's..so i'm having a late Christmas.. I havn't been updating that much because I was doing this layout, so, ya know, I'm back If anyone cares..i doubt it, i have like three people on my buddy list that hardly ever reply unless it's something really juicy that i'm talking about..so, uh.. I LOVE BIG BANANAS!

Is that juicy enough for ya 2 reply? lmao

Merry late Christmas!

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ugh [24 Dec 2003|09:05pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | TV- It's a wonderful life ]

Please someone teach me how to make my journal look halfway decent...i hate it always looking so damn plain..

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[23 Dec 2003|07:11pm]
test test test test
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Quizzes.. [20 Dec 2003|11:41pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | tha tv ]

Hey guys, here are some quizzes...I'm trying in the meantime to get a Christmas layout for this journal..so it's under construction starting tonight. It'll take all night...but, oh well, i'm bored and intrested in doing it...here's the quizzes:

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Forrest Gump!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics )

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Why does ever test say i'm friendly? I'm not friendly..I'm an evil little child..lol, just kidding.

Gothic Dark sexy
You're GOTHIC sexy! You have a dark sexy style,
which is a classic seductive kind of sexy. Your
style is more unique than the average person!

What kind of sexy are you? [For girls only! With Pics! Finally Finished!]
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I'm not gothic..but, okay..

kinky isn't a feather...its using the whole damn chicken! and you kno it. you are so kinky that even you are afraid of yourself sometimes.
kinky isn't a feather...its using the whole damn
chicken! and you kno it. you are so kinky that
even you are afraid of yourself sometimes.

What type of SEX do You enjoy?
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Okay..muwahahaha...*evil smirk*

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Uhnn.. [20 Dec 2003|02:20pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | Sailing-nsync ]

Today's went by pretty fast and it's been boring so far..rode the four-wheeler a little, and talked to drew, but that's about it. I feel very weird and I don't know how to explain the feeling...it's like i'm really scared of something and sad...but I don't know what or why i feel this way and what's making me feel this way. I got to thinking about it when i was riding around a minute ago and i think i'm afraid of growing up and dying. I think that's really what's wrong with me. I don't want to die because I feel like I don't know God. And I've sinned..not bad sins..just like lying all the time and sinning. Hopefully I'll overcome this...I'm listening to depressing music..*Nsync's - Drive myself crazy..it's making me think of James and Drew.. I didn't get to go to the movies lastnight and it pissed me off.

I have sixteen more days to go I believe before we start school again after Christmas. I thought that i'd be thrilled...but I really miss my friends and it's only been one day. If dad had a job i'd be more excited because we'd be at the beach right now. I'd be in a jacuzze watching all the hott guys on the beach and sipping a virgin strawberry..*sigh*..but no..we have to be stuck home waiting for those damn lawyers to call and give dad a case. I really want to go to Wal*Mart and get my school supplies just to get out of the house. I wish I had my driver's license already. I know perfectly well how to drive and all the ways of driving..

When I get into highschool I was thinking that I should be an actress instead of a rockband drummer/singer. So I could act like a whole different person and not be myself all the time and get away from this hell-hole in mississippi that i'm in. I'm only thirteen and I have all of these problems that i should'nt be dealing with...I'm hoping so bad that dad dosn't have a bottle of Jack Daniels around here hiding it somewhere so he could get drunk and be the person that I hate with a vengence...

I went to RobertEnglund.com the other day..those of you who don't know, that's the awesome guy that plays Freddy Kruger..I wrote him an email and his wife wrote back saying she would pass it on to him. I hope he does get it although it was cheesy..just saying how much i loved him and how him and nancy (his wife) kicked ass. Well I guess I'll end this for now....btw: what's up with people not commenting anymore?

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survey thingy.. [19 Dec 2003|06:52pm]
[ mood | hurting.. ]
[ music | Good Charlotte- Little Things ]

Today I slept in...and my stomach is killing me..i think i'm dying, so pray for me. i'm going to be pissed if i die at thirteen. uh..oh yeah..anyway. the title says survey thingy..so here we go..

1.Spell your name backwards: xela

2.Where do you live?: mississippi

3.Describe yourself in three words: outgoing, crazy, sweet

4.Who is your worst enemy?: myself

5.If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?: a parrot

6.What is the latest you've ever stayed up?: six o' clock in the morning..

7.Ever been to Belgium?: uhm, no cant say i have.

8.What's your favorite coin?: quarters baby, yeah


9.Wallet: dont have one.

10.Brush: uhm, i have a lot.

11.Toothbrush: its purple.

12.Jewelry worn daily: a necklace, earrings.

13.Pillow cover: it's leopard patterned...

14.Blanket: i have soo many that i sleep with.

15.Coffee cup: green w/ silver writting that says starbucks rules.

16.Sunglasses: theyre just black and prettyful.

17.Underwear: wtf? perv!

18.Shoes: i usually wear my black ones.

19.Handbag: uh..no

20.Favorite top: my baby blu tommy hilfiger shirt

21.Favorite pants: my blue jeans with all the pockets at the top

22.Cologne/Perfume: i love when guys were curve or tommy.. and for girls the same thing for girls though. ;P

23.CD in stereo right now?: eminem

24.Tattoos: none.

25.Piercings: ear lobe

26.Wearing: pajamas. im tired.

27.Hair: dark brown with blonde and red highlights

28.Makeup: lip balm, black eyeliner and shadow..

WHAT/WHO (is/are)

29.In my mouth: nothing..but cereal's about to be in it.

30.In my head: little leprechans talking to me

31.Wishing: i could be at the movies right now w/ my homies watching Lord Of The Rings: Return of the King.

32.After this: watch Comedy Central and write a poem maybe

33.Talking to: my cat

34. Eating: nada.

35.Do you like candles: uhuh!

36.Do you like hot wax: ooohh...sex toture..lol, kidding, i like to stick my fingers in it.

37.Do you like incense: they're awesome.

38.Do you like the taste of blood: uhh...

39.Fetishes: chocolate, freddy kruger

40.If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: i'd kill Julia Culpepper b/c she always humiliates me at school and she's perfectly skinny...aarrgghh..

41.Person you wish you could be with right now: drew at the movies..or james..

42.What/Who is next to you: my kitty..and my CD player is in my lap

43.What do you want done with your body when you die: i dont really care. im going to be dead so whats the difference?

44.Do you believe in love: yes i definitely do.

45.Do you believe in soulmates: yes'm.

46.Do you believe in love at first sight: i suppose.

47.Do you believe in Heaven: yes they definitely is a heaven.

48.Do you believe in forgiveness: mhm....

49.Do you believe in God: i really dont know...sometimes i think i do..i have some things to work out.

50.What's something that you wish people would understand: what goes on inside my head.

51.What's something you wish you could understand better: Why people can be so bitchy for no reason to you just to make you have a fucked up day.

52.What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow: uh..i'm attempting to make a tree house so i can hang up there..somewhere where i can be alone with myself & my thoughts..

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Presents...presents...and more presents...muwahaha! [17 Dec 2003|08:29pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | The T.V..Comedy Central ]

Well today was kind of stupied.. everyone was acting like a totall asshole this morning to me, so I got pissed and everyone started asking what was wrong and why I was acting so bitchy so i lied and said that my mom was in the hospital, and faked crying. hey, it got me some pity and everyone started being nice, although it was weird. Well anyway, besides that, the day was full of day-dreamig in class and getting candy canes and mechanical pencils out of the ass for presents from all my teachers, i'm not at all complaning about the candy canes..yum..

What really freaked me out was when Kim started actually..speaking and being NICE to me...NICE! She spoke to me...god, finally she stopped being such a bitch. She laughed at all of my jokes and smiled and talked to me in Science for an hour. Not one time did she piss me off. So..yeah..

There was a fight today..a very good one at that..Jessica and Judy beat the hell out of each other at break..I was coming out of the high school building from gym class and Jessica was hitting Judy's head against the consetion stand and after about the fith time her head hit the glass, it all shattered and made a huge cut on her forehead and she turned around and yelled bitch to Jessica and started trying to choke her. Tiffany and Mr. Patton broke them up finally. Jessica had scratch marks all over her neck and face & Judy had knots on her foredead and a peice of glass sticking out of her cheek. It was pretty kick-ass ..it made my lame day turn out awesome.

Well, Rebecca and Shelby are giving my Christmas presents tomarrow..can't wait..Shelby i think got me a spiked chocker..tomarrow is my last day of school until Christmas Holidays, yay! three tests tomarrow..damnit, well south park is on so i'll go for now..

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What would you doooo...for a Klondike bar? [15 Dec 2003|07:57pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Make your Heart stop-Linkin Park ]

Hey you guys...very lame ass day today in a way..it was actually pretty awesome, exsept Rebecca broke up with James and you would think I would think that was a miricle, but it's actually pretty sad, because he really liked her and he was so sad when she broke up with him...actually becca made me and deanna brake up with him for her..she's so ignorant and imature...everyone kept telling him that me and him should hook up again b/c we made such a bomb couple..*sips on her tea*..so yeah...i slept through all of my classes as usual..and since this is nine weeks test week, we had to take damn notes..so that was hell..i actually had to move in my seat...i had to MOVE my hand and LEARN...damn they exspect wwwaayy too much of us kids these days..lol. dad's pissed at me because he thinks i have homework..well i kind of do..but whatever..i always make good grades when i study..yeah right..i didn't exempt ANYTHING damnit.

.i have to go Friday..but it's a half day..so i guess that's good..at least Amber will be there to entertain me through luch Friday, she didn't exempt anything either...she got Kim to talk to me @ lunch...since Lauren wasn't there today me and her had to sit infront of eachother damnit at lunch and everytime i said something she'd cut me off...i was about to get up and slap the living shit out of her, and Amber asked her, "Will you shitheads ever get along." and she just went, "I dunno...oh..damn..i broke a nail.." shit she actually said that damnit...fucking prep.

Well i'm starting a band called "Obscene" with Amber, Shay, Shelby, and maybe Deanna..we don't know about her yet..she's kind of weird..she's all touchy-feely with all the girls...exspecially me...uugghh *shutters*.. *sips her tea again and chews a peice of ice* oh yeah..the highlight of my day was walking out to the buses with James and Drew..and they both tickled me until i almost pissed my pants in gym...James's hands...were on...ME...lol..It was crazy..but, fun. Well i guess I better go now.. I'm really not sleepy but I can see dad giving me dirty looks from his rocking chair...one of those "get the hell off the computer or i'll kill you any second now" looks..hehe...bye.

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wow... [15 Dec 2003|05:01pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Some rock song... ]

blurty's back to working..holy shit..bout time..

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*snore* [12 Dec 2003|11:13pm]
[ mood | freezing and sleepy ]
[ music | Tha Tv ]

Well folks, this ends the day for me. I barely have a voice, my throat is hurting me so badly; i think my tonsils are trying to grow back. I'm gonna get some creamy milk and a cookie and then go to sleep, I have to get up early. Drew is coming by and picking me up to go to Movie Gallery and picking up some DVD's that we're going to his house to watch. He has his heart on making out, and i really don't want to..i'll tell him i'll have a desease...hehe...well i gots ta go..i'm exausted and still hungry lol..so g'night!

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Update.. [12 Dec 2003|10:13pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Somewhere I belong- Linkin Park ]

Well...I'm sorry....but.....IM STAYING!!!! hehe, i was messing around with this layout and look what came out...a beautiful Chris shrine, so i'm keeping this biatch lol. I'm so happy with it, i'm trying to get an orange background behind my journal entrys...i guess i can tell you about today while i'm here. today was a great day until james started going out with rebecca...i almost hurled in gym when i found out...they are the totall opposites of one another...there's this gothic looking guy that listens to Ill Nino..and like...., Rob Zombie (like i listen to) and she's a pennicostal that can't do ANYTHING.. i bet she can't even let a fart go in her own house without her parents screaming at her...james was asking her if she ever masterbated in pe...god, he is so disgusting at times..but i know i love him still, and i'm so jealous. well, i'm going to go check on dad and see if he's asleap..i'm so hungrrryyy...(when am i not? lol)

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Moving.. [12 Dec 2003|08:25pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | Linkin Park-Part of me ]

Hey pplz, I am moving to LiveJournal...as you all have probably heard, they have free user accounts, and you don't even have to have a code now. My s/n there is Obscene_PUNK, feel free to add me and join LJ! Sorry I'm moving..Thank every one of you guys for being mah homie chickenz and talking to me..i'll give you another update when i'm through doing my layout and everything, it's going to take all night..so cya whenever tonight.

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[10 Dec 2003|09:48pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | Comedy Central-South Park- WOOO! ]

Hey pplz. Long time since you've heard from me, huh? Well I've been trying on this freakin layout and it's paid off...well i went to tiff's house w/ shelby this past weekend, and taught shelly how to ride a three wheeler in below 20 degrees temperature...brr..me n shelly had to sleep in the same bed and she kicked me and pushed me off the bed in the middle of the night and i hit my head on the nightstand. Tiffany burnt me a Linkin Park CD..the new one..Meteora, so , yes i'm happy! ;) Well today...50 people at least came up to me saying how they had bought me a Christmas gift..people I hardly knew told me that..and also all my friends. Shelby said that she got me something really awesome that she liked and you could wear it...so i'm guessing a necklace. I tried to make her tell me what it was, but she wouldn't tell. I'm going to get James some insents from Underground in the Mall, and maybe some blacklight posters because i know he'll hug me for it.. *sigh* Today I told Rebecca to ask James out because I want to quit thinking about him...he is affecting my work at school, my life, everything. everytime i think...he's right there in my head. Anyway she asked him if he liked her in a note and also asked if he still liked me. When we were going down the boardwalk he kept trying to kiss me like the insane dude that he is. I looked at Rebecca and said,"Lets play a precious game of truth or dare. I dare you to kiss James right now." and Rebecca kind of giggled and said,"Nnnooo." like the nun she is. And James looked at me and was like,"I would love to kiss you again, though." and winked...he's going to make me go crazy..lol, actually i think he has already...well i'm out for the night. cya.

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awesome day! [02 Dec 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | Happy & Sleepy ]
[ music | Alive-Korn ]

Today was great...James and I were talking like we just met eachother and we played a few pranks on becca..which was hella fun. Kim and I finally started talking to me..and suddenly all the popular cheerleader dumbass chicks started being all nice and shit to me b/c they found out where i'm going this weekend. Tiffany invited me and shelby(best friend) to her house, Friday. Friday night we're supposed to be going to Hattiesburg to the mall to see the missing. it's going to be awesome. I just got off the phone with drew and james..we were on three way... we talking for two hours and a half... well i'm sleepy... g'night.

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People sometimes are so fucking cruel. [01 Dec 2003|09:54pm]
[ mood | pissed & depressed ]
[ music | Always-Korn ]

Well today was hell... I'm sleepy so i'll make this short. Doris, Julia, Lauren, and Tiffany's big fat ass...they have this notebook that they write everyone's name in and put their complements about that person underneath their name. Well Julia left it beside me... and yeah, I got curious and looked up my name in the book... Underneath my name it had, "Bitch. Slut. Fucking Hore. Dumbass. & Stupied Fuck." All by Doris, Julia, Lauren, and Tiffany. I got so pissed off, I started crying and ran to the bathroom and stayed there for almost two hours just crying... The reason why is... ever since I moved back to East Marion they have been so nice to me and said really nice things about me... But no ... they have to go behind my fucking back and say shit about me. I just don't fucking get it anymore. It's like the nicer you are to a person, the meaner they are to you...people (exspecially preps), suck major cock....

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Happy freakin' Sunday *throws up* [30 Nov 2003|10:58am]
[ mood | im pissed of cuz it's sunday.. ]
[ music | TBS ]

I hate, HATE Sunday..because the very next day you have to go to school daaammmnnniiiiittt!! School is like going to a dungeon where they sit you down in a desk and stick knifes in your side for eight hours until your ready to throw up. Anyway to finish my story yesterday, I came home from ThankGiving at those ppls house..and Chris..Joseph..and James wouldn't stop calling, asking me to come over. Wait..at wal mart me and drew like i was saying were trying to get the bruce almighty dvd..and it's like everyone had one exsept us..we went to drew's house afterwards and watched bringing down the house and matrix reloaded...then we played grand theift auto, vice city..which was hella fun..then his grandpa came in the room with a sausage in a pack and was looking at me and he said,"Your gonna like how my sausage tastes." and I started laughing because i have a perverted mind. and after he cooked it he brung it in drew's room and held it up to me and said,"Go on. Taste it. It's very good." and i did, as i was still laughing and was like,"Oh yeah, mmm, it's very good." and he wa like,"My sausage is always good, ask Diana." (which is his wife) and i just started laughing until my stomach hurt...well, i'm trying to get a journal layout on here..so be looking for it.

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woah.. [28 Nov 2003|10:56pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Snap_Slipknot ]

Hey everyone! Sorry I missed saying Happy Turkey Day yesterday but I was at Mr. Rocky's & Mrs. Kitten's grandparent's house sittin down and havin myself a damn feast!! Everyone there hadn't seen me in a while so basically all the old people pinched my cheeks until they almost rotted off....heh... I took two plates home and I ate mine when I got home, lol...,so there is really nothing much left now, exsept a roll.

I went to Drew's house today. He came by at 5:45 this morning and we catched the Early Bird sale @ Wally World...aka Wal*Mart (for those of you who don't know ;) - Me and him both were looking for the Bruce Almighty DVD, and you know freakin what!? There was two huge racks full of empty slots all 190 degrees around the display..., and they were all empty...not one DVD left. And after I saw it I was like,"Good God...there's gotta be one.." and as I looked around it seemed like everyone had one in their carts..Drew noticed it too.

Drew was being an ass and made me go get everything for him...brb to tell more..South Park is on!

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Mmm... [23 Nov 2003|02:29pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | numb ]

You have no idea what a hot bath can do to a person...I feel so weak and great, lol. I'm trying to plan out with drew to come to his house. I hope I can go, cuz I'm so bored around here, and lonely. Well yesterday was the Chingy and Ludicris concert...Drew and me couldn't go because his grandma wouldn't let him go,...grandparents are so uptight. Mom called today making me feel bad again...saying how I was selfish...she dosn't get me, I hate that ho. Well I'm off to go call drew...


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still up.. [23 Nov 2003|02:20am]
[ mood | im..so..slee- *falls alseap* ]
[ music | MTV...some kind of rap battle thing... ]

well i couldn't sleep so here i am...i am still pumped up on sugar...i wish James was here right now, I know what we would be doing... ^_^ Well anyway, I was updated the next chapter of my story and I found this:

Woman are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, THEY'RE amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree..

That's so freakin true...that fits perfectly with me in some ways. Well g'night you guys...this time i'm really off to sleep... *falls asleap on the keyboard*

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whew.. [22 Nov 2003|10:20pm]
[ mood | very tired..*yawn* ]
[ music | numb by linkin park damnit..quit askin stupied questions! ;P ]

Damn, it took me long enough to edit and put the little lights around that picture, i'm never going to change my icon again... well i'm still listening to numb by linkin park. i've been listening to it for two hours straight now..i guess it's kinda like my theme song now, lol. i changed my comment links and overhead links for my recent posts and crap like that. it looks pretty darn skippy...uuhh, i mean, good. don't know where that came from, lol. well..on mtv right now there showing, 'me against the music' by britney spears and madonna. i'm sorry, but madonna kicks some serious ass. her and britney in that video make it freakin dynamic! well i guess i'm going to go join dad in the living room and watch unwrapped on the food network..there doing a special on taffy, lol...you can tell i'm bored. here's the chorus lyrics from numb...i'm going to try to make a layout with this chorus..well g'night everyone...

I've become so numb I can't feel you there, I became so tired and so much more aware I'm becoming this and all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.
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