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hey guys.. u dont understand how much i need summer!! so yeah no more classical roots or choral music FOREVER!! lol.. yeah so we got the year books today and they are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!! its pink!! and it says on the front cover 'one in a basilian' like can u say cute? and theres a pic of like a bunch of girls in their uniforms but its just like the skirt down.. it was such a cute idea.. and im in the year book a good amount of times i look terrible in half the pics but its okay! lol... so im sooooooooo excited about the summer.. the shore, hilary duff concert, john mayer concert, cinderella story is coming out, sleeping late, and i get to read 4 books and learn like 100 vocab words.. pretty awesome.. and then september im a sophomore!! hehe.. yeahhh so next year is gonna b fun... student council, xc, indoor and outdoor track, all my awesome friends!! we better all have the same classes again next year!!! or im gonna b madd.. well atleast we all better be at the same lunch!! summer is gonna be awesomeeee!!
xox
melissa
i wanna run thru the halls of my highschool
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hey guys! today i had off from school so i just chilled at home (wasnt my orginal plan but stuff happens) so i did my math take home and studied sum world cultures and then tonight i went to the phillies game with school.. the new stadium is sooooo amazing.. so me and meg otto were the only freshman who went (holler) so yeah cuz my parents never signed me up for softball or even tee ball i dont understand baseball.. at all lol.. i can follow ne other sport like track, xc, lax, hockey, football but baseball has too many innings lol so i NEEDED a funnel cake so me and meg search the whole fucking place just for a damn funnel cake.. and i couldnt find the place :-( so now im like mad about not getting my funnel cake haha so i just got ice cream instead.. yeah so that guy was def checking us out meg haha i lovee ya!
so omggggg 2 days left of classes left... im so happy i NEED the summer!! and a massage cuz im sooooooooo stressed!!!!! yay for the summer!!
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melissa*
leave me some lovee
u thought ur problems were gone
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You
What is your full name:: melissa elizabeth marie reilly
Spell your first name backwards:: assilem
Date of birth:: 10-22
Male or female:: girl
Astrological sign:: libra
Nicknames:: meliss mer
Occupation:: school at st. basil acamdemy
Height:: 5'4
Weight:: im not telling :-P
Hair color:: brown with blonde highlights
Eye color:: blue-gray
Where were you born:: a hospital?
Where do you reside now:: cheltenham
Age:: 15
Screen names:: 1) missalissa88, 2)danechun1022, 3)materialxgirl222, 4)melissaNco925
E-mail addy:: dancehun1022@aol.com
What does your screen name stand for:: 1)ppl use to call me missa and lissa 2) i use to dance and call everyone hun 3) im a material girl duh! lol 4) sorta like tiffany & co? lol and 925 is the number for sterling silver lol
What is your blurty name: xlovexsoonx
What does your greatestjournal name stand for:: its my fav john mayer song
Pets:: a rabbit
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake:: 15 i guess lol
Piercings:: ears, 3 times in each
Tattoo's:: none
Shoe size:: 8
Righty or lefty:: righty
Wearing:: white tank top and blue soffees
Hearing:: john mayer 'neon'
Feeling:: pissed
Eating/drinking:: dr. pepper
Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love:: nah
How many people have you said: what??
How many people have you been in REAL love with:: none
How many people have you kissed:: lol more than one
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex:: not like in lesbian way
How many people have you dated:: not a lot
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: someone who can make me laugh and is always there for me
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex:: eyes and hair
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for:: jock or preppy
Do you have a crush right now:: eh mayb
Do you believe in love at first sight:: not really
Do you remember your first love:: if u want to call it that then sure
Who is the first person you kissed:: someone in preschool
Do you believe in fate:: sorta
Do you believe in soul mates:: yes
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours:: i hope so
Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have:: 1 sister
What are your siblings names:: meghan
What are your parents names:: mommy and daddy
How many siblings does your mother have:: 4
How many siblings does your father have:: 4
Where are your parents from:: philadelphia
Is your family close:: sorta
Does your family get together for holidays:: yepp
Do you have a drunk uncle:: haha
Any medical problems run through your family:: not really
Does someone in your family wear a toupee:: lol no we all have hair thank u very much
Do you have any nieces or nephews:: nope
Are your parents divorced:: nope
Do you have step parents:: nope
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family:: nope
Did some of your family come to America from another country:: im irish? and im from here too!! (native american hollerr)
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life:: 15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live
What's the most embarrassing cd you own:: dreamstreet or hanson and yess i went to both concerts holler
What's the best cd you own:: john mayer inside wants out
What song do you absolutely hate::its gonna be me
Do you sing in the shower:: yepp lol
What song reminds you of that special someone:: dont waste ur time on me ur already the vioce inside my head
Aerosmith:: and i dont wanna miss a thing
Madonna:: Living in a material world And I am a material girl
Korn:: hmm??
Backstreet Boys:: im going to a place near by gotta go
The Beatles:: here comes the sun
Sublime:: ??
J.Lo:: Baby I love you Baby I need you I gotta have you Can't be without you
*Nsync:: i lay awake i drive myself crazy thinking of u
Limp Bizkit:: i did it all for the nookie haha
Stacie Orrico:: Every now and then When I'm all alone I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Creed:: can you take me higherrrrr?
Britany Spears:: and they say shes so lucky shes a star
Good Charlotte:: girls dont like boys girls like cars and moneyyy
Christina Aguilera:: come on over come on over babyy
Eminem:: these chicks dont even no the name of my bandd
Kelly Clarkson:: a moment like this
Kelly Osbourne:: shutt uppp
Mandy Moore:: i wanna be with uu
Eve:: hmm
Aaliyah::. umm
Nelly:: stomping in my air force ones
Alicia Keys:: Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you
Incubus:: iiii wish you were here
Favorites
Color:: pink
Food:: pizza and pasta and pineapples
Song:: 3 way tie between girls just wanna have fun, love soon and uptown girl (those are my all time favs) and my current fav is burn
Show:: the OC
School subject:: spanish
Band/singer/artist:: john mayer
Animal:: hmm?
Outfit:: abercrombie khaki shorts with my american eagle white polo with my everybody loves an irish girl shirt under it
Radio station::97.5 pst
Movie:: life is beautiful, love actually and american pie (1,2&3)
Pair of shoes:: birkenstocks and my xc spikes lol
Cartoon:: little mermaid
Actor:: josh hartnett
Actress:: reece witherspoons
Potato chip:: lays?
Drink:: hm
Soda:: dr pepper
Holiday:: my birthday!!
Perfume/cologne:: hollister 'august'
Pizza topping:: pepperoni
Jello flavor:: strawberry
Lunch meat:: i dont like lunch meat
Card Game:: uno lol or crazy 8's
Video game:: disney world racingg holler
Website:: www.tiffany.com
Book:: gossip girl and the a list
Computer game:: snood
Number::22
Cereal:: life
Comedian:: hm
Dessert:: milk shakes
Disney character:: ariel
Clothing store::urban outfitters and abercrombie and bloomingdales and american eagle
Past time:: shopping and running
Teacher:: hmm.. mrs. ambler (my 1st grade teacher)
Childhood toy:: skip it and barbies
Carnival game/ride:: the round up
Candy bar:: twix
Magazine:: 17, ym, lucky, B (the bloomingdales one lol)
Salad dressing:: i dont eat salads
Thing to do on the weekend:: shop
Hot drink:: hm?
Season:: summer holler
Sport to watch:: track and football
Person to talk to online:: hmmm jess i guess
Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets:: they are a light khaki with like stripes of pretty colors
What color are your bedroom walls:: khaki
Do you have posters on your wall:: nope
If so of what:: n/a
Do you have a tv in your bedroom:: of course! since 3rd grade holler
How many pillows are on your bed:: 6
What do you normally sleep in:: soffee or pajama bottoms and a cami
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas:: they are pink stripes from victoria secret
What size bed do you have:: full i think or a double lol i dont no
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed:: i wanted bunkbeds but my parents never bought them for me.. but they bought them for my sister
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom:: nah
Describe the last nightmare you had:: i dont no
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:: not really
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed:: 3 mayb 4
Any unusual sleeping positions:: i just move around.. ALOT
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling::omg thank god i dont no how i could do that lol
Do you snore:: nope
How about drool:: not really
Do you have an alarm clock in your room::yes but i dont use it
What color is the carpet in your room:: different tans
What's under your bed:: lots of stuff lol
This or that
loser/wannabe:: loser
Doughnuts/bagels:: omg both i have a doughnut for breakfast and a bagel for lunch holler
Day/night: night deff
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:: which ever one had the rubber slippers first haha
Heaven/hell:: heaven
Make love/have sex:: making love lol thats a cute phrase
Coffee/tea:: coffee.. like frappacinos holler
Hamburgers/hotdogs:: neither.. after hearing kars story i do not eat hot dogs unless im extremly hungry
Rap/rock:: rock!
Britney/Christina:: britney
Swiss cheese/american cheese:: american
Real World/Road Rules:: real world defff
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync:: nsync
Silver/gold:: silver holler have u seen my jewelry collect its all silver
Nike/Adidas:: nike i lovee my nike spikes
McDonalds/Taco Bell:: mcdonalds i had it for the first time in 7 months last weekend lol
Sweet/sour:: sweet!!
Punk/emo:: idk lol whats emo?
Hot/cold:: hot
Winter/summer:: summer
Spring/fall:: fall
Operas/plays:: plays
Read/watch tv:: depends on what im reading and wahts on tv
Cd's/tapes:: cd
Dvd's/vhs:: dvd
Old/new:: most of the time new
Shorts/skirts:: both.
Pink/red:: pink hollerrr
Colored pictures/black and white photos:: black and white.. they are soo pretty lol everyone looks pretty and flawless in black and white pics lol
Meat/vegetables:: niehter lol
Mexican food/chinese food:: hmm
Commercials/infomercials:: lol informercials are fun when ur bored lol
Scary movies/comedies:: comedies
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits:: bikinis
Sandals/tennis shoes:: tennis shoes
Dogs/cats:: doggies
Black/white:: black
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights:: white ones
Passionate kiss/peck:: passionate lol
Back rub/foot massage:: i neeeeeeeeed both
What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem:: these chicks dont even no the name of my bandd
Virgins:: im onee
God:: is good.. except when he doesnt answer my prayers lol
The Osbournes:: i wish i was int hat family haha
Reality TV:: some of its okay
J.Lo:: i love the ring ben gave to her
Religion:: im catholic and i go to a catholic school
Emo music:: sure?
Valentine's Day:: im anti-valentines day haha
Christina Aguilera's comeback:: i like her better b4
Homosexuals:: i wish i had one as a best friend
Abortion:: wrongg
Inter-racial relationships:: w/e floats ur boat
Murder:: badd
Death:: sad
Obesity:: i dont no what id do if that was ever a problem for me
Pre-marital sex:: if u really love them then its all good
Terrorism:: sad
Pornography:: im gonna b a porn star holler lol jk jk
Fortune Tellers:: never been to one
Threesomes:: nah im good
Prostitution:: lol a girls gotta make a living lol im jkkk
Politics:: okay so?
Country music:: hmm.. no
George W. Bush:: hes our president
Cloning:: i think we should clone me.. i mean like who wouldnt want like another melissa reilly in this world?
Britney's boobs:: fakeeeeeee
Gas prices in America:: i wouldnt no.. alot of ppl are complaing about it tho
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Jack:: from titanic!!
Tiffany:: tiffany & co.. just there on tuesday and i got my baby backk
Ben:: folds five
Maria:: from west side story
Jennifer:: lopez
Nicole:: kidman
Amy:: i wanted that to b my name when i was little lol
Adam:: BRODYY I LOVE HIM
Richard:: i dont no ne
Arnold:: hey arnoldddd
Tom:: hmm
Melissa::hollerrr best name in the whole wide worldd!! its so great theres a song called sweet melissa lol
Charlotte:: good charlotte
John:: i like it better spelled jon
Joel:: billy!!! uptown girlll
Vanessa:: carlton..ilove her musicc
Michelle:: from american pie ahha i love herr!
Kevin:: hmm?
Brent::yaehh
Jake:: hmm
Billy:: joel? lol
Sarah:: i use to like that name alot
Natalie:: imbruglia?
Christy:: we have alot of them in my school
Nick:: i know a few guys named nick
Linda:: my aunts name is linda
Taylor:: the jack johnson songg
Jordan:: michael
Jamie:: aww jess' awesome sister
Adrian:: adrienne?
Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone:: nope
Been on a diet:: i tired
Been to a foreign country:: canada? lol
Broken a bone:: nope
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling:: nope
Swear at a teacher:: nope
Got in a fight::not really
Dated a teacher:: eww can u say wrong?
Laughed so hard you peed your pants:: nope
Thought about killing your enemy:: sorta haha
Gone skinny dipping:: nah
Met another blurty in the flesh::my friends who have blurties yes lol
Told a little white lie:: yesssss
Told a secret you swore not to tell:: yepp sry :-(
Stolen anything:: not really
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid:: lol sorta haha
Been on TV:: yepp hollerr
Been on the radio:: nope
Been in a mosh pit:: nope
Been to a concert:: yep... hanson, nsync, dreamstreet, dave matthews, john mayer and this summer im going to john mayer and hilary duff
Dated one of your best friends:: no?
Loved someone so much it makes you cry::not really i didnt really love them
Deceived somebody close to you:: yepp
Broken the law:: mayb
Been to a rodeo:: noppe
Been on a talk show:: i wanna have my own
Been on a game show:: i wanan b on the price is right
Been on an airplane:: yepp
Got to ride on a firetruck:: sorta
Came close to dying:: nope
Cheated on a bf/gf:: nope
Gave someone a piggy back ride:: yep
Terrorized a babysitter:: yess!!
Made a mud pie:: mayb?
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff:: yes
Snuck out of the house at night:: nope that would b fun tho
Been so drunk you don't remember your name:: nope
Had an eating disorder:: nope
Felt like you didn't belong:: sorta
Felt like the 3rd wheel:: YES
Smoked:: nope
Done drugs:: nope
Been arrested:: nah
Had your tonsils removed:: nope
Gone to camp:: yeppp holler worest 5 days of my life
Won a bet:: yepp
Written a love letter:: nope
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love:: sorta in the hallway last year all the time lol
Written a love poem:: nope
Kissed in the rain:: aww i want to
Slow danced with someone you love:: nope
Participated in an orgy:: nopee
Faked an orgasm:: haha thats funny
Stolen a kiss:: aw thats cute.. lol
Had a friend steal your bf/gf:: nah
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love:: my jess!! haha
Gotten a speeding ticket:: yes bcuz i drive
Done jail time:: nope
Had to wear a uniform to work:: to school yes
Won a trophy:: yep!
Thrown up in public:: haha no
Bowled a perfect game:: yes all the time with my mexican bowling league
Failed/got held back:: sorta cuz i was too young but i was smart enough to go to the next grade
Got perfect attendance in grade school:: hahah noo awy
Roasted pumpkin seeds:: attempted to
Attempted suicide:: nope i love myself lol
Cut yourself:: noppe
Childhood Stuff
Did you watch Fraggle Rock:: YES!!!! i use to have nightmares about them haha
Did you wet the bed:: what kid didnt?
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed:: nope
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them:: yess and still do lol
Were you shy::not really
Were you spoiled:: yesssss omg sum ppl say im still but i really dont understand waht they are talking about
Were you abused:: nope of course not my parents love me
Did you go to the zoo:: yess!! we are members there
Were you in a car accident:: nope
Did you build snowmen:: well my dad did and i use to just loook at it
Did you cry when you scraped your knee:: yepp
Were your older cousins mean to you:: their friends were
Did you think slinkies were cool:: yess i would spend like a half an hour playing with them lol
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer:: lol nah
Were you afraid of the dark:: i had a night light :-)
Did you have slumber parties:: yepp!!
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany:: my cousins would lol
Randomness
Do you believe in aliens:: nope
Name three things that are next to your computer:: my return to tiffany necklace, dr. pepper and a cordless phone
Do you have any hidden talents:: im AMAZING at hula hooping lol haha ud never ever no it
Do you wish MTV would play music videos:: it does doesnt it?
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be:: a teen movie maybe chick flick
Do you play any sports:: i run xc, indoor and outdoor track holler
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently::hmm?? win a date with tad hamilton
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen:: shrek
Do you think your good looking:: i think im cute when i try
Do others think you are good looking:: no they think im 'alright'
Would you ever sky dive:: prob not
Do you believe in Bigfoot:: nope
How many rooms do you have in your house:: 10
Are you afraid of roller coasters:: NO!! I LOVE THEM!!
Do you believe in God:: yepp
Do you believe there is a heaven:: yes
Do you believe there is a hell:: yeah
Ever wished on a shooting star:: aw yes altho my wishes never come true
Best Halloween costume you ever wore:: either prep school barbie or hula girl
Do you carry any weapons on you:: no do u??
What is your weakness:: i give in too easily
Name something you can't get enough of:: guys lol
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives:: talkative, hyper, horny (haha jess)
How many kids do you want to have:: 1-3
Future daughters names:: blair, mackenzie, madison, hmm i have a list lol
Future sons names:: never really thought of that
What is your ideal way to die:: in my sleep
How do you release stress:: i dont.. it all builds up and right now im sooo fucking stressed with finals (lol can u tell its all built up?) lol ill hopefully b getting a massage after school gets out
Are you an artisitic person:: not really
Are you a realistic person?:: sure
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off:: nope
Who is the last person to IM you:: my cousin kayla
Are you a deep sleeper:: not really sometimes tho
Are you a good story teller:: i think im a very good story teller.. i tell so many stories and half of them have no point and nobody really cares about them haha
Do you like to burn candles or incense:: my mom does?
Do you tan easily:: first i get burnt lol and then i peel and then im tan!
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit:: zero
Worst feeling in the world?: rejection
Best feeling in the world:: being loved
Do you need therapy:: yes lol more than ever
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance:: actually yes but not for like depression
Do you love your bf/gf: if i had one mayb?
If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP:: sure
When are you moving:: never lol.. my dad and sister freaked out at me last week when i told them i wanted to move to the new house behind basils or the ones where the horseys live
What's your favorite phrase:: oh my god! & bite me!
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| *the perfect guy* |
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holler another survey.. on the perfect guy!! call me if u fit thiss lol!!
-PERFECT GUY-
1. hair color - Brunette
2. eye color - Blue or green
3. height – taller than me.. so like im 5'4 so nething over like 5'5
4. six pack? – YESSSSSSS
5. long/short hair – depends on the guy.. like not like long like girlish hair but i love like surferish curly hair lol
6. glasses? – depends on the guy
7. piercings? – doesnt matter
8. chest hair? – no thats gross
9. buff or skinny – in between
10. straight teeth, gap, or braces - Straight deff.. he can have braces also.. and i did once like a guy with a gap but then he got braces
11.punk/jock/emo/sXe/goth? – jock!!
12. funny or serious – funny most of the time.. but needs to no how to b serious
13. party or stay at home – both
14. should he cook or bake? – that would b cute
15. should he have a best friend? – yes! thats soo cute haha but i have to b his other best friend
16. should he have a lot of girlfriends? – nooooooooooooooooooooo lol but he can have a few but i hafta b number one!
17. outgoing or shy – outgoing.. i HATE shy guys
18. sarcastic or sincere – both
19. would he watch chick flicks? - YES.. and not just to get play lol
20. would he be a smoker? – nope thats gross
21. would he drink? – sometimes... just as long as he can get me stuff too lol
22. would he swear? - sure.. but not like every other word
23. would he pay for dates? – YEPP!!
24. does he kiss on the first date? – yes of course!!
25. where would you go to dinner? – like fridays or like applebees or some place like that
26. would he bring you flowers? – no.. i dont like flowers
27. would he lay under the stars with you? – YESSS OMG
28. would he write poetry about you? – yeah but not gay stuff.. just once in awhile.. or if he does write alot he can keep it to him self lol
29. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby? not alot.. cuz then its sorta weird
30. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends? – yepp!! but he cant flirt with them cuz im number one
31. would you hang out with him and HIS friends? – YES!!!!!! hehe
32. would he play sports? – yess!! like all the hot sports.. haha i have a list
33. would he skateboard? - yeah but not alot.. more sports!
34. would he snowboard? – YESSS
35. would he play guitar? – omggg yesss.... he needs to know how to play john mayer
36. play piano? – thats sorta queer.. lol its cute when ur 5.. but come on learn the guitar!!
37. play drums?- eh.. guitar please?
38. would he clean his room? – Yep!! but it cant b cleaner than mine or thats quiet queer lol
39. would he paint, draw, sculpt? – sure sure
40. would he write his own music? – about me!! lol yess
41. would he sing for you? omgggg yesss id do nething for a guy who can sing john mayerr (well) lol
42. use the word dude? - not likeits the only word in his vocab.. but he can use it
43. use the word tight? – NO!! thats a gay word
44. what kind of car would he drive – a car is a car.. but if i had to pick.. vw, bmw, mercedes, jeep..
45. would he put his arm around you or hold your hand? – BOTH!!! aww thats cutee
46. would he dance? - yess!! i cant stand guys who dont dancee
47. how often would you see him? – enough lol like mayb everyday??.. so i never have to go past 7 again lol
48. would you want him to get you jewelry? –yess lol tiffanys please!! haha or it would b cute if he made me like hemp jewelry :-D
49. stay up and talk all night long? – YES.. if u havnt noticed i LOVE to talk
50. say i love you? -yesss aww thats like the cutest thing everrr!!
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Today was really great.
I got out of bed really early because my cousins woke me up
I feel good because today I getting my lip pierced! Finally! Mom said I could and she's signed the forms and EVERYTHING!
I'm so happy. I just found out that I have been accepted into Harvard. And Yale. I don't know which to choose... oh, why is life so hard sometimes?
Last night I had to finish my term paper on the history of pre-communist Russian society. I focussed on the needs of women. I think it's ok, but if I don't pass this I'll lose my scholarship.
I want to tell the world that I love you all! You're all so special to me!
I am really annoyed with those assholes at _are_you_hotter_than_us_?, because I am so much cuter than them, and those photos don't do me justice. They can't reject me, so I'm starting my own rating community. Click here to join (the first five applicants are automatically accepted).
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's ten thousand photographs of my cat.
I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.
I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder.
You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what your favourite sexual position is.
haha guys this was great.. haha its not forreall.. get over it!! haha
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with some naked photos of myself. (Not safe for work - teehee).
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| a fun survey! |
[10 May 2004|10:35pm] |
Name: melissa
Nickname: mer, meliss
Birthday:oct 22, 1988
Birthplace: in like meadowbrook
* Now *
Current mood: soo happy!
Current music: usher.. let it burn
Current taste: pepsi
Current hair: curly pony tail with a blue ribbon
Current clothes:soffee shorts and a white cami
Current annoyance: UGH 9 days of school and midterms
Current smell: my house?
Current thing I ought to be doin: studying? lol
Current windows open: aol and aim
Current desktop picture: island
Current favorite band: dave matthews
Current book: i like it like that (gossip girl book 5)
Current cd in stereo: hilary duff, john mayer, and billy joel (i have a 3 disc cd player)
Current crush: nobody really
Current favorite celeb: adam brody
Current hate: hmm school? math?
Smoke?: nah
Do drugs?: nah
Have sex?: not yetttt lol
Receive oral sex?: haha nope
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: not really
Remember your first love?: cant say i actually had a first love
Still love him/her?: n/a
Read the newspaper?: nope
Have any gay or lesbian friends? i want a gay best friend!!
Believe in miracles?: maybe
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: for the most part yes
Consider love a mistake?:not at all
Like the taste of alcohol?: only if its not the stuff i had a few weeks ago.. that was very gross and i didnt even get drunk
Have a favorite candy?: starburst!!
Believe in astrology?: for the most part yes
Believe in magic?: not really
Believe in God?: yep of course
Have any pets:a bunny named snowflake
Go to or plan to go to college: of course.. hopefully i will get in
Have any piercings?: 3 in each ear
Hate yourself:of course not.. i lovee myself get over it im self centered lol
Have an obsession?: haha yess
Have a secret crush?: sorta
Do they know yet?: they once did lol
Have a best friend?: of course!! my best friend is jess!! and i have my sexy 6 who i love so much also!!
Wish on stars?: aw thats cute.. i wish haha
Care about looks?: lol what do u think?? haha im not as bad as i use to be.. but im still sorta bad haha like how i freak out about my legs and how my hair looks and stuff
* Word association *
Rubber: haha
Rock: music
Green: grass
Wet: water
Cry:sadd
Peanut: butter and jelly
Hay: is for horses
Cold: sweaters!
Steamy: shower!
Fast: how this year went fast
Freaky: hehe lets get freakyyyy
Rain: my hair gets fucking frizzy
bite: MEEEEE
fuck: haha when? gimme a ringg lol
Blows: JOBBBBBBBBBBBBBB lol
Religion: im catholicc
* Appearance *
Hair: brown hair with blonde highlights
Eyes: blue-gray
Height: 5'4
* Last thing you .. *
Bought: hm the last thing i actually bought for myself?? lol i have nooo idea.. my mom DID buy me a book yesterday
Ate: apple sours altoids
Drank: pepsi
Watched on tv: dickie roberts
*either / or *
cLub or houseparty: houseparty holler
beer or cider: cider
drinks or shots: drinks deff
cats or dogs: dogs
single or taken: depends?
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: pepsi holler
this or that: this
* Who do you want to ..
kill: lol idk
get really wasted with: hmm.. me and jess attempted to a while ago but it didnt work.. lol
look like: myself of course
be like: my self duh
avoid: hmm a few people haha
* Last person you..*
talked to: jess holler
* Where do you . .
eat: my kitchen? bcuz i am normal
cry: lol newhere.. recently its been at my computer lol.. cuz i was depressed last week
wish you were: newhere but here!! lol
* Have you ever . . *
Dated one of your best friends?: nahh
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? it was more like in like not love
Drank alcohol?: yepp
Done drugs?: nope
Broken the law?: i think so
Run away from home?: i use to tell my parents i would
Broken a bone?: nope
Played Truth Or Dare?: not like a good game of it
Kissed someone you didn't know?: nope but that would b fun haha
Been in a fight?: not really lol
Come close to dying?: prob not
* What Is . . *
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: either dreamstreet or mayb like aarron carter
what does your bedroom look like?: well its painted with ralph lauren khaki paint and i have a bed and a dresser and a closet and a night stand and a tv and a stereo and a door and clothes and a desk and a lotta other things
Your favorite thing for breakfast?:waffles!!
Your favorite restaurant?: applebees or fridays
* Random Questions *
What's on your bedside table?: a pic of me haha from when i was a kid
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: soda and like nachoes
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: lol last weeks OC
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you do? hmm im not sure
What is your biggest fear?:rejection
Do you ever have to beg?: for what i guess i do sometimes.. usually im just given what i want.. wow that sounded very spoiled lol
you a pyromaniac?: noppe
Do you have too many love interests?:last year i did.. i was liking about 10 guys at once.. and the sad part was.. none of them liked me ugh they sucked
Crushes?: maybe maybe not
Do you know anyone famous?: my cousin is JC from nsync
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous!!
Do you know how to play poker?: nope
What do you carry with you at all times?: lipgloss and mints.. haha
How do you drive?: amazingly.. lol if i was 16... lol my parents said im gonna b a good driver
What do you miss most about being little?: barbies.. and skip it
Are you happy with your given name?: i actually love it lol
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?:TONS
What color is your bedroom?:khaki lol
What was the last song you were listening to?: let it burn.. its on repeat hah
Have you ever been in a play: yepp
Do you talk a lot?:yess lol most of the time i need to b told to shut up
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: yep and yep
Do you think you're cute?: lol sometimes
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: yeah sorta cuz come on they like gave up on life.. its called get a job!
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yep!!
Do u believe in your friends?: omg yess
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: i think its funny lol
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| ughh monday |
[10 May 2004|04:39pm] |
hey so yeah i got bored again with my profile.. lol more like im OBSESSED with the gossip girl series and im now reading the 5th one.. 6th one comes out in october!! hehe im excited lol.. yeah so it looks hott.. lol yeahh omg i cant wait til the movie comes out.. yeah ill post later
*melissa
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| *finally friday* |
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hey its finally friday.. okay to make kait happy heres the count down haha ilu!! lol
actual days(counting weeks and days off)-21
actual days of school-14
full classes(not including b days)-6
days not counting finals or picnic-9
so yeah im soo excited for the summer.. and omg greattt amazing news.. guess whos on student council for 2004-2005?? meeeeeeeee hollllllllllllllllller!! lol alright well i ran for secretary and i lost so yesterday i was all depressed but my wonderful best friend came over and she made me a card!! aww i love herr!! hehe everyone should have a best friend like mine! lol.. and then my family was suppose to go out to dinner to like celebrat cuz my parents thought id win lol but i didnt haha so i was all depressed at home and just like chilled and my daddy took me to starbucks cuz he nos that my favorite place in the world.. well like food/coffee place lol and they got rid of my fav drink so i was depressed about that and i got mad at the starbucks guy :-( so i got sum choc chip thing it was good but not like my mocha malt :-( lol im such a loserr heh so yeah then i came home and it was time for friends so i went over jess' and watched friends cuz my parents will let me do w/e when im depressed lol so they let me go over and we watched friends and omg it was sooooooo good.. then i came home and went to sleep and then the next day my dad drove me to school and we stopped at dunkin donuts cuz my dad still knew i was sad and then i got to school and then we voted for rep.. but 2 ppl werent on the ballot so they got rid of the ballots so during break we went to the gym and voted again.. then at the end of 3rd period over the loud speeker that announced the class reps and HOLLER im one of them!! hehe im so excited about student council next yearr hehe.. yeah thanks to EVERYONE who voted for me i lovee u!! haha REILLY IS REP!! lol.. yeah so then during lunch we ate outside cuz its friday and we do this every friday so i had my camera and i was in an AMAZING mood so we decided to take pics so ill post them soon on my photo site so i was gonna get into a pic with kar and kate and then i like feel over my bag haha and just laid there haha yeah im soo graceful.. and then i went to sum more of my classes and then went home and jess came over and we tryed to find something to do but we had no success! lol yeahh so my mom took us to starbucks and then came back home and chilled yeah thats lifee
yess its the weekend holler lol!! leave me some lovee
melissa*
When the feelin aint the same and your body don't want to
But you know you gotta let it go
Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn let it burn (gotta let it burn)
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| *ick i dont like my blurty* |
[25 Apr 2004|10:56pm] |
yeah my blurty was being gay and it wasnt letting me make it the way i wanted it to be :-( i had such a cute idea..but this was the only icon that was working :-( so hopefully it will bcome pretty soon!! lol ugh school tomorrow but as of today i dont have much school left
actual days (counting weekends)- 33
actual days of school-24
full days of school- 14?
days not counting finals- 18
yeah im excited lol
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| *wonderful weekenddd!* |
[24 Apr 2004|06:32pm] |
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hey guys so my weekends been alotta fun so far..
yesterday i went for a run after i came home from school and then i took a shower haha.. and then went to jess' and we watched win a date with tad hamilton.. soo cute!! then nick picked us up and we went to starbucks... and then we chilled outside of jess'.. and then i went home.. then i woke up this morning really early cuz my mom called me from the shore cuz shes finding us a hosue.. so then i went to the penn relays with my dad, sister and meg otto.. and then we went to tiffanys cuz my bracelet is broken so i had to get it fixed.. i will get it in 2-3 weeks heh im exciteddd.. lol im like naked without it.. like how can u go thru life everyday with ur bracelet since 6th grade and then not have it its like whoooooa crazy haha... so then after i returned it i went to urban outfitters and thats my fav store so i was soo happy.. but i didnt buy nething cuz my dad was being gay and like decided we had to go :-( so then we were hungry so we went to the zoo.. and we were looking for the mcdonalds there but it isnt there nemore.. lol i was soo in the mood i havnt had mcdonalds since EARLY OCTOBER!! lol so then i came home and here i am now.. and tonight im hanging out with jess..
so yeah does ne1 even read this??? if u do post something please.. i fill like im writing to myself.. that would b what my diary is for..
*melissa*
I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing til dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out
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| *took too long thursday!* |
[22 Apr 2004|06:35pm] |
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hey guys.. this week has gone by sooooooooo slowly.. so yeah heres how my awesome day went
assembly- it was the heads up assembly and it like was about drugs and stuff.. like how scary?? and they showed pics of the dead ppl and stuff.. so if u do drugs STOP... yeah i saw the same thing at cms last year.. like its sooo sad and soooo scary.. soo many girls got up and left in the middle
1st- study- did my math homework and studied for english and talked to kerri :-)
2nd- math- soo boring we went over sum weird thingg
3rd- science- we are watching that weird movie
4th- religion- we are learning about virtues and vices lol
5th- lunch- just the reg lunch
6th- world cultures- took notes
7th- computers- spread sheet assignment which i finished HOLLER hehe
8th- english- test.. i think i did very well!! hehe goo mee
9th- spanish-that class is literally a joke.. i learned more in 7th grade when i only have spanish 1 part 1 then i did this year in spanish 1 in its whole lol.. crazyyy
then i came home cuz i thought i have an ortho appointment like i def did but then something got messed up so i didnt it was weird.. yeahh so i felt bad that i did go to track so i went for like a 2-3 mile run which i deserve major snaps for cuz i actually got off my ass i did something lol cuz like i never run by myself.. so then tonights penn relays.. im excited.. its like my fav thing.. like ive been going ever since i was in like 1st grade with my dad.. so yeah its cool! and then im going on saturday again.. hehe im excited lol
omg dont u guys LOVE the sign in the lobby that says chasity is for lovers.. haha our school is soo stupid!! lol
so yeah its almost the weekend.. HOLLER
*melissa*
Tiffany's, Cartier
Talk to me, Harry, Winston, tell me all about it
There may come a time when a lass needs a lawyer
But diamonds are a girl's best friend
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hey guys.. so yeah 2 days left of this week!! holler!! lol so heres how my day went
i woke up and got ready for school and made a sandwhich for a homeless person bcuz im sucha nice person well more like its sandwhich day.. and i thought we had to.. so then my dad drove me into school early cuz its teacher appreciation day.. so i had to like help out and stuff.. and i got hugs from a bunch of teachers lol
1st- classical roots- ugh i cant stand that class i always like fall asleep
2nd- math- soooooooo freaking boring
3rd- science- we watched a DEEP movie.. bcuz i def followed that
4th-religion- not much lol..
5th- lunch-yeahh it was lunch.. lol
6th-world cultures- took notes u no the usual
7th- computers- making spread sheets.. i need alotta money when i grow up haha
8th- english- NO MORE GRAMMAR UNTIL NEXT YEAR... HOLLER!! lol
9th- spanish- i got my test back and i got a B+ im like soooooo upset.. lol what a loser i am.. but hello ive been taking spanish one since 7th grade.. we should all b hopeing that id get an A
then i had to help out at the teachers dessert.. yep and i got choc. chip cake and when i was about to eat it i had to go to a track meeting so i was expecting to finish it but i couldnt :-( so yeah.. and then after the meeting i needed to get changed so i could go for a run.. but then like all the groups left w/o me.. so luckily the penn relay group was still there so i went for a run with them..
then i came home and showered watched tv went online listened to music u no the usual.. and the oc was on tonight.. soooo good!! hehe i love itt. and i need a guy just like seth.. so if u have one for me.. leave me a message in my blurty to tell me how i can get him lol.. i love himm soo much!! hehe
okay yeah so tomorow im going to the orthodontist and im getting my braces off in like 2 months-ish holler!! hehe i canttttttttttttt wait! lol
and then after ortho im going to the penn relays!! im soo excitedd!! hehe
and yeah 27ish days left of school!!!!!!!!! holllllllllller!! lol
leave me some major loveee
*melissa*
we should take a ride tonight around the town
and look around at all the beautiful houses
there's something in the way the blue lights
on the black night can make you feel warm
everybody it seems to me that
just like to be
just like you and me
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| *track meet tuesday!* |
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hey guys! today was a pretty good day.. i cant believe it.. this time next month next week will b finals aka the LAST week of school! omg wow this year has gone by sooooooooooooo fast and its gonna b SUMMER!! yay! finally lol!! okay so heres how my day went!
1st- music- borinngggg
2nd- math- OMG i think i did pretty good on my test holler :-) well atleast i hope so.. or im grounded hah that would SUCK.. cuz that means i cant go out during the week.. only like saturdays.. and mayb fridays if im lucky
3rd- science- i hate that class.. its sooooooooo boring
4th- religion- took sum notes.. and went over our scripture papers.. yeahh that class is really easy.. oh yeah i was reading ahead in the text book and it was like a page saying the 10 commandments and under like u shall not want ur neighbors goods.. it said like being materialistic is a sin.. well i sure sin ALOT haha well its all good i guess.. its not my fault im like that! haha okay yes it is but im sry for it.. so god still loves me :-D
5th- lunch- OMG.. soooo many shadows.. and tors shadow was crazy and that thing on her lip was ewww disgusting... i think we all no what she was doing over the weekend.. haha jkk and i LOVEDD how she randomly got up and left to play flute can u say RANDOM?? haha yeahh shes gonna get raped by dr. madden haha ewww grosss lol.. yeahh so today was an interesting lunch haha
6th- world cultures- notes like ALWAYS
7th- computers- im making a spread sheet that shows like my monthly expenses if i actually lived on my own well my credit card bill would sure be high haha.. that is y im gonna make millions and marry a plastic surgen.. yeah what a life!! hehe..
8th-english- MY LAST DAY DIAGRAMING SENTENCES OMG IM SOOOOO HAPPY ABOUT THAT!! :-) i will never ever have to diagram a sentence again haha.. yessssss.. lol u dont understand how much i hate them
after 8th we got to leave cuz we had track.. so yeah the meet went really well i did really good.. in the mile i got 6:50 holllllllllllller... hehe i dropped another 8 seconds hehe.. at the beginning of the season xc my time was like 8 something or other.. and now its in the 6:00s hehe goo mee.. so hopefully by like next year i can break 6 minutes :-D
then i came home and got food.. cuz i was soooooooo hungry and then me and jess went for a walk and then i finsihed reading a book omg it was soo good it only took me 2 days lol goo mee hehe..
oh yeahh happy 4:20!! hehe natioanl pot day loll yeahhh..
thursday is gonna b AMAZING.. cuz im leaving school early cuz im going to the orthodontist and he says im getting my braces off in like 2-3 more monthish.. holler! hehe than im going to the penn relays!! hehe i loveeee them sooo much!
*melissa*
u can cross the line whnever u want to.. im calling it love soon!
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| *my weekend* |
[18 Apr 2004|10:17pm] |
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hey guys my weekend has been alotta fun!! so heres how it wentt
friday- after track i went to meg ottos cuz i didnt have a ride home and we chilled and then my mom picked me up and i went home and took a shower and stuff and hung out with jess and nick.. we went to burger king
saturday- woke up all early to get my john mayer concert tickets bcuz we all no i LOVEE HIM so i got up at 10 to buy themm.. holler im exciteddd img oing with jess and my daddy! yay~ hehe so the day was soooo beautiful so i decided to go tanning while listening to john mayer and studying for world cultures and talking on the phone at sum parts.. thats what i like to call multi tasking haha and then i came inside and i was burnt haha my tummy has color noww hehe!! and then ihad to babysit my sister so jess came over and we were bad hahah i l u and this summer is gonna roccccck!!!! hehe
sunday- i woke up sorta late and i went online and then i got highlights and they look really cute! hehe im excitedd lol.. and then i went to genardis with my dad and then i came home and then i went out with nick..
and now im "studying" except not lol yeahh thats it.. tomorrows monday :-( but i cant wait until next weekend cuz its the PENN RELAYS!! hehe.. even tho i dont even run in themm.. i loveeeeee going and watching.. its gonna b a lotta fun this year cuz im allowed to bring ppl!!
hehe leave me some lovee
*melissa*
omg i cant waitt til august 14!!
After all the crushes have faded
and all my wishful thinking was wrong,
I'm jaded, I hate it,
I'm tired of being alone so hurry up and get here.
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| *JOHN MAYERRRRRR CONCERT!!!!!* |
[17 Apr 2004|10:08am] |
omg i got tickets to the john mayer concert which is at the tweeter center on August 14!! im sooooooooooo excited!!! i guess im gonna have to redone the blurty soon lol to make it john mayerish lol.. leave me some major love and ill post later!!
*melissa*
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| *thursday night* |
[15 Apr 2004|11:55pm] |
its almost fridayyyyyyyy.. hehe yeahh the weekend starts tomorrow!! hhehe.. major snaps for me.. i actually did my math homework.. oh yeah and if i dont get higher than a B on my next math test im grounded until schools out.. like just during the week tho.. how much does that suck?? well im gonna study my butt off lol
leave me some majorr love
*melissa*
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| *back to school* |
[14 Apr 2004|08:45pm] |
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hey.. yeah started back to school today.. spring break was alotta fun even tho it was really short.. so heres what i did over the weekend
saturday- slept and hung around my house.. i was gonna go to the mall but my plans were canceled
sunday- EASTER- went to church.. OMG SOO MANY ppl there.. then i went to my cousins house and then i went to my grandparents and then came home and chilled
monday- slept.. yeahhh haha and then i had track
tuesday- slept.. homework.. watched my 2nd favorite movie----> life is beautiful.. aww i love that movie.. and i worked on my speech for student council... RELY ON REILLY!! hehe u no u lovee mee and then i had track and then i came home and then i hung out with nick and we saw a hooker lol!! and then i came home and worked on my speech a little more.. and went online... and then i went to sleep
HEres my EXcItINg day backk!
1st- classical roots- OMG KILL ME ALREADY.. i cant stand that class at all.. i cant wait til next year when i dont have to deal with her.. she bothers me soo much!! only like 30ish days left right??
2nd-math- soooooooooooooo boring ugh my god.
3rd- science- took sum notess yeahh thats it
4th- religion- worked on a scripture paper.. yeah ur jealous
5th- lunch- thank god for this period!!
6th- world cultures- took notes.. i actually enjoy this class
7th- computers- i like this class too.. i got to play snood majority of class lol.. oh yeah i have another email address its like mreilly@stbasilacademy.org.. email me cuz ive never gotten an email on it hahaha
8th- english- I HATE DIAGRAMING SENTENCES.. if i diagram another fucking sentence i think i might screamm
9th- spanish- can u say PMS?? lol... yeah we didnt do much cuz we were suppose to study for the test but me and meg just talked the whole time
then i went to track but we went for like a 30 minute run cuz we had to go to the phillies game so after practice was over we got on the bus to go and then we found out that the game was canceled bcuz of the rain.. MAJOR BUMMER :-(.. i was gonna see guys there!! haha yes thats the main reason y i signed up for it hehe..
xoxox
melissa
And that's the way to my heart
The way to my heart
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