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| 01:34am 23/11/2003 |
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mood:  drunk music: techno shit on the radio..ahhh i hate it
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yeah so today i chilled with my family and that was all good and then cj and RUSTY and adam and i think matt and some other kid came and got me at like 10 or so and we went to alexs' and andrew richard ruri and of course alex was there and then some kid ryan and some kid derek and some other kid were there and we all got drunk and then adam and alex went in some other room and made out while me and rusty were in the bathroom talking and now everyone's mad b.c. they think it was wrong for every one to leave and i understand completely what they mean..but guess what IM SINGLE!! haha yeah its great and that rusty kid is sooo cute and so nice aww i dunno...ahh tracie's happy hahaha yay but yeah anti flags soon im excited..can't wait..haha i don't wanna go to skewl on monday..aaaaaaahhhhhh that sux..but rusty coming over tomorrow..that will be fun..aww..tracie you found a cute guy..and maybe he'll like you and ya'll will go out and it will be great but im exhausted so im out
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| 11:01pm 11/11/2003 |
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mood:  crazy music: if i should die
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ok i haven't done this shit in a while but i've realized nobody ever looks at it and i feel like an idiot because in reality i am talking to myself...i hate how things are going now but i've made a plan
1. quit socializing at school: not to look anti-social but just to get my life back in order
2. try to figure out whether or not i actually truely do what to be with anthony: is it all worth it all the sneaking around and all of the fighting and bullshit
3. get a job: another way to get focused of school if i can't socialize outside of school because of a job, then i can't socialize in school either
4. get grades up: shit i need to get my car back to get a job to..well you know
taking back sunday was all i thought i would be ill just leave it to that..i mean i just dunno i got kicked preetie hard in the head and oh yeah by the fat FAT PEOPLE DONOT CROWDSURF OR GET OFF THE GROUND AT ALL jesus christ that pissed me off..but yeah me andrew, ashley and richard all went to the tbs show and i saw catherine and nick and chabeli and soppositively twitch was there and i met ian and that kids crazie...
saturday me and ashley and andrew and ruri and alex went to the mall and were there forever shiit and then richard came and got us and we went to some guy paul that we met at the malls house..got drunk and he pierced my lip..ashley was too drunk, threw up on the guys couch..slept in the street i again played the mom roll and got her food, made sure her alex and andrew and ruri all got home safe, and then got ashley to bed and she went home
sunday my mom went to the football game and i chilled with anthony all day long, i met his mom and it was great but we fought some and shiit and i feel like im not good enough for him when everyone tells me im too good for him i just don't know but yeah he took my lipring out and i put it back in and its out forever now
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| 10:10pm 05/11/2003 |
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mood:  energetic music: sublime
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yeah so im bored and its horrible.. im gonna stop talking to all my friends at schooll because they come out to be two faced except cecily, kelly, and erica and katie. im talking to travis and hes nice..hes a good kid..i think i like this one...hes crazie..but anywhooo yes cecily kills me with her lil phrases...yes sir...um i went to a pedicure party..haha and spent 71 dollars that is the crazie part oh well im out
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| 10:32pm 25/10/2003 |
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haha im watcin scarface with my dad richard and jared and its hilarious hahaha anywhoo so yeah cecily i love you...hahaha you crack me up with your "Are you suggesting cocoanuts migrate" hahaha sorrie anywhoo and birttany i love your you and anthony drama its reallie does crack me up...and then richard bitchard and all that good stuff but anywhoo hahahah scarface, mallrats, and the doors, tonights gonna be a great night all three movies in one night, im in heaven!!!!!!!! anywhoo well i am going to watch my SCARFACE! soooo im out
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| 10:32pm 25/10/2003 |
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haha im watcin scarface with my dad richard and jared and its hilarious hahaha anywhoo so yeah cecily i love you...hahaha you crack me up with your "Are you suggesting cocoanuts migrate" hahaha sorrie anywhoo and birttany i love your you and anthony drama its reallie does crack me up...and then richard bitchard and all that good stuff but anywhoo hahahah scarface, mallrats, and the doors, tonights gonna be a great night all three movies in one night, im in heaven!!!!!!!! anywhoo well i am going to watch my SCARFACE! soooo im out
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| 01:17pm 22/10/2003 |
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mood:  bitchy music: people talking in class
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ok i know that me and cecily have become reallie good friends and alot of people are pissed off but i am not trying to "take" her from anyone and she is not trying to "take" me from anyone..its just me and her relate so well and we have so much in common if you have something wrong with it or if you have something wrong with me then say it to me...but don't i repeat don't post it on the internet...i do not have a problem with stephanie but i do have a problem with her postin shitt about me on the internet alrite well im in class so i gotta go
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| 11:32am 21/10/2003 |
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mood:  contemplative music: taking back sunday that one last gasping breath apoligizing.
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lol so yeah im not in skewl...again..lol i need to attend skewl more often anywhoo yea so im at home it's 11:33 and im taking unusual pictures on my webcam...lol is that not crazie yeah so im gonna work on my research paper soon and then things will be fine i need to definetely start going to skewl because well i never go and report cards come out tomarra...ahhhhhh lol anyways im not so sure if im sure of anything anymore...haha taking back sunday...thats great..and i already got my ticket and my what anti-flag what ticket...what...wow tracies so smart..lol but i dunno jakes locked up now for 5 days..haha poor cecily that means no sex in the back of my car for her...poor girl...oh well she'll be fine unless they try to cut jakes hair..he'd kill for his hair..a guy that cares that much about his hair...says one thing..commitment...haha jk no it doesn't reallie say that im not sure what they say though...lol so yeah im bored i bet nobody has ever read this thingy and thats funnie.lol but im out now so
later on
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| 10:52pm 20/10/2003 |
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mood: gloomy music: sex pistols god save the queen
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ahh my mom is whylin..hahah whylin thats a great word...so yeah i got my taking back sunday ticket and then 5 minutes later i got my anti-flag ticket..haha gotta die gotta die gotta die for you government..thats shit....hahah so yeah it was weird seeing aj today at forrest i mean holy crap that kids sexie and i am attracted to him its crazie im am attracted to alot of people like chris im definetely attracted to that kid..i feel so bad losing him on the way to 5 points and yeah i need to find that twitch person to get my rufio hat and my northstar shirt its gonna be a problem if i don't get em i mean seriously im gonna f somebody up but yeah im madd tired and im listening to the sex pistols and everything...oh and im scared b.c. my mom found a pack of ciggs in my car and took em and i kinda took em back and everything holy shit balls welll yeah i love joshy-poo that poor kid him but i am going to go to bed now
xoxo later on xoxo
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| 01:53pm 11/10/2003 |
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mood: cranky music: pearl jam
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this shits gonna piss me off i have about...an hour to get ready to leave and i still have to take a shower and im tired as hell,,i don't reallie wanna go to homecoming tonight but i gotta take pictures..this isn't very good. im gonna look horrible tonight and i reallie don't wannan go..i do wanna go to ...sleep ahhhhhhh this isn't fun,,anywhoo my moms pissin me off..all i need is some f'n superglue to fix my ciggarette case..thats it..and shes goin crazie..im gettin sick and thats not good..andrew is such a sweetheart..hes dying his hair blue for me..thats soo nice..well im out
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| 12:23am 11/10/2003 |
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mood:  tired music: umm i dunno something on the radio
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i think im gonna go crazie, this is bullshiit, im gonna be in so much trouble and homecoming is tomarra, this is ridiculous and i think im gonna cry...hahahha sorrie yeah im upset i haven't gone to a show in a week holy shiitballs and this isn't good..wow the last time i was at a show i met twitch and the last time i saw twitch was at the show wow thats horrible and i reallie want my rufio hat cauz nice from over it gave it to me and that made me happy and he has my northstar shirt and they signed it and i want it back i will find that mofo and get my shirt back b/c they both mean alot to me wow im too tired to be writing this..lol we lost our homecoming game tonight 50 to 9 lol our first homecoming game ever and we lost it..hahah thats hilarious oh well thats alrite but anyways im extremely tired so im off to bed now
later on
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| 12:19am 11/10/2003 |
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mood: tired music: umm i dunno something on the radio
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i think im gonna go crazie, this is bullshiit, im gonna be in so much trouble and homecoming is tomarra, this is ridiculous and i think im gonna cry...hahahha sorrie yeah im upset i haven't gone to a show in a week holy shiitballs and this isn't good..wow the last time i was at a show i met twitch and the last time i saw twitch was at the show wow thats horrible and i reallie want my rufio hat cauz nice from over it gave it to me and that made me happy and he has my northstar shirt and they signed it and i want it back i will find that mofo and get my shirt back b/c they both mean alot to me wow im too tired to be writing this..lol we lost our homecoming game tonight 50 to 9 lol our first homecoming game ever and we lost it..hahah thats hilarious oh well thats alrite but anyways im extremely tired so im off to bed now
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| 12:19am 11/10/2003 |
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mood: tired music: umm i dunno something on the radio
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i think im gonna go crazie, this is bullshiit, im gonna be in so much trouble and homecoming is tomarra, this is ridiculous and i think im gonna cry...hahahha sorrie yeah im upset i haven't gone to a show in a week holy shiitballs and this isn't good..wow the last time i was at a show i met twitch and the last time i saw twitch was at the show wow thats horrible and i reallie want my rufio hat cauz nice from over it gave it to me and that made me happy and he has my northstar shirt and they signed it and i want it back i will find that mofo and get my shirt back b/c they both mean alot to me wow im too tired to be writing this..lol we lost our homecoming game tonight 50 to 9 lol our first homecoming game ever and we lost it..hahah thats hilarious oh well thats alrite but anyways im extremely tired so im off to bed now
later on
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