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Monday, April 4th, 2005

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Subject:I dont know how to say the things that need to be said.
Time:7:14 pm.
Mood: flirty.
Music:Taking back sunday.
wudd up blurty?
ill make this short and sweet. i just dont have much time for this thing anymore.


but the weekand deffenitly OWNED.
First I would like to say my sister got me SP tickets that I have been dying to go. May 17, day before my birthday. How insanely awesome is that?

Went to the cardello house on saturday night, had a flipping blast at the bowling lanes. Met MIKE, MATT, AND TYLER-- you guys are sexcellant, and mighty fine.

Im busy with Softball, So I wont be updating that much.. as much as I ALWAYS do. Yea, You'll miss it bitch.

Spring is finally here. yes.

Hollllerrr

<3
cant you see im trying to be everything you want?
Yeeeeahh.... if that boy only knew.







i will be your accident if you will be my ambulance. i will your screech and crash, if you will be my crutch and cast. i will be your one more time if you will be my one last chance so fall for me.

Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005

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Subject:another wasted breath - again, it goes unnoticed *
Time:7:09 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Music:Dashboard Confessional.
blaaaahh I do not feel like updating. but im really slacking on this thing. But I know I would have kept putting if off. SO. Basically.. nothing has really happened

iv'e been so out of it and half asleep lately .. you woulnt even know. then softball seasons coming up. Amanda just IMed me and said "Be prepared to work at tryouts monday" ughgh. Awesome.

Hm, there was no school last week. and my day consisted of sleeping, movies, movies, sleep, movies, tanning, movies, and sleeping. twas great.
ah, so yesturday I came back from lunch and lovely nichole and I found that it was a bit chilly in the room. We then suspected the reason why -the window right beside us was half open. She got on one side and I got on the other ( like a big window puller downer team) and BAM! Fall's right on top of heads. Wasn't that awesome. Everyone in the class ended up laughing at us, but I dont think it was very funny considering how bad my head hurt and resulting to a huge ass head ake.

We suck at life, but we're wiked cool.


okay im out peeps and dawgs, homie g strings..




you're the one who's makin me CRAZY i'm in lOve but it's only temporary

Sunday, February 27th, 2005

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Subject:Your beautiful but you dont mean I thing to me.
Time:4:53 pm.
Mood: jealous.
Music:Green day.
Hello All, im kind of annoyed at the moment cause I just typed a rather long entry and then it got deleted cause blurty's server is always down and a huge bitch.

So, Unfortuntly this is the last day of vacation - and that SUCKS. Im working on my reading project, because its due tomorow and im just a good kid like that. =)

Thursday I saw my best friend, who I hadn't seen in about two months. Wiked cool. We went over to Ben's house from bangor and just chilled out - Pigged piled on top of each other. I met some new people -- Alec, Nate (who has the pimpomatic hair), Alex, Robin, and Jen.
So we went to the movies and watched Son of the mask. HA HA, that movie is so stupid that its funny. Made Sense? Didnt think so.

I WANT TO GO TO BANGORRRR HIGH SCHOOL NOW.. =(

After that I spent the night at the cardello's house once again we had fun pigging out on cheese cake and chocolate ice cream. Watched the grand movie of OUTCOLD friggen love it man.

I woke up around 7, felt like I was going to puke my guts out. Then fell back asleep for a couple more hours then got awakend by the sound of the phone ringing in my eardrums. It was my dad and he was coming to pick me up, so I ate breakfast, said good bye, then took nichole home - and that was basically my very uneventful day.

I went to the Snowmobiling races over the weekand, and it was EXTREME. Also, EXTREMEly cold. so we didnt stay the whole day but there was a couple wipeouts and one snowmobile flipped over so that was pretty amusing to watch.

Now im back home just litsening to the Green day cd that trevor let me have. He said it was a late christmas present. The end of February. Sure Fucking is.
Ha, I love that kid.

Today is another day down the drain..
Sorry for the whole Novel that I wrote.

The End.

Written by: Hannah Gray <3

you're the one who's makin me CRAZY i'm in lOve but it's only temporary

Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005

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Subject:its like writing your name on a foggy window and then slowly watching it fade away . . .
Time:9:38 pm.
Mood:pretty good.
Music:Lillix.
I think my blurty deserves a real journal entry now.

my mom's getting me an ipod. siick dude!
with a glow in the dark cover, It will own seriously.

Yeah, today I went outside to get the mail and got completely soaked cause there's about 7 inches of snow to walk through- damnit! I wish I was in florida, gahh. That'd be nice.

By the way, its finally Febuary Vaction.

I wanna go eat lunch or dinner or some form of food. Linner I suppose would be the appropriate term.

Tomorrow’s just another day, another way to spend my da --all by my self. Staring at the tv screen, flippin through my magazine, everything is unclear. I need you here --so I wake up, put on my make-up, pick up the phone, no-bodys home, I need to break out, give me some take out, stand inside the crowd, I wanna scream aloud, but I’ll be okay, I’ll be okay.

I belt these tunes out when I'm home alone.
AMERICAN IDOL HERE I COME.

You can be hurt even when you're not in love.
You think you may know someone and come to find out they're completely different.
Sometimes the hardest things to get over are the things you never really had to begin with.
Every now and then your best friends may be the ones who hurt you the most.
Don’t waste your time worrying about others that won't worry about you.
Never make someone a priority if they only make you their option.
Keep all your pictures; they don't change over time, only the people in them do.
And never ever regret something that once made you smile, even if it was just for a second.
Laugh when you can.
Apologize when you should
Let go of what you can't change.
Kiss slowly
play hard
forgive quickly
take chances
give everything

life is too short to be anything but happy.

(<3Thinking of you)

Subject:I'll shine all night, and just like a star -- i'll fall for you
Time:9:29 pm.
Mood:loved<3.
Music:Dashboard Confessional.
I want a boy.
I want a boy that isnt afraid to cry.
I want a boy that is so tall, I feel small.
I want a boy who wears tighter tee shirts than I do.
I want a boy that can draw more than stick people.
I want a boy who puts M&Ms in his popcorn.
I want a boy that thinks ponytails are sexy.
I want a boy that likes whipped cream.
I want a boy that blushes when I blow him a kiss.
I want a boy that has a special nickname only I use.
I want a boy that speaks up for what he believes in.
I want a boy that likes my family.
I want a boy that writes me poems.
I want a boy with nicer hair than me.
I want a boy that will stand up to me.
I want a boy that will wear pink.


I want a boy to give butterfly kisses.
I want a boy to make me soup when im sick.
I want a boy to shop with.
I want a boy to make snow angels with.
I want a boy so I can get lost In his eyes.
I want a boy to wrestle with.
I want a boy to take me to china buffet, and have a crab leg eating contest .
I want a boy that doesnt conform with the non-conformists.
I want a boy to ride the horses with.
I want a boy that picks me daises instead of roses.
I want a boy to help me mow the lawn.
I want a boy that likes to be with me, but has his own life.
I want a boy that will stare back when he sees me looking at him.
I want a boy to put lotion on my legs.
I want a boy to take me on a road trip.
I want a boy to protect me.
I want a boy to build forts out of blankets and chairs with.
I want a boy to laugh at my brunnette moments.
I want a boy to jump on the trampoline in the rain with.
I want a boy that will ditch his friends for me.
I want a boy that doesnt notice when I forget to shave.
I want a boy to lay next to me and watch the stars.
I want a boy to tell me im gorgeous, even when im not.
I want a boy to be my best friend.
I want a boy to watch I love lucy reruns with.
I want a boy to get lost in my hair.
I want a boy to have swordfights with in wal-mart.
I want a boy so I can wear his clothes.
I want a boy to pick me up when I trip and fall.
I want a boy to buy me as many slurpees as I want.
I want a boy to challenge to a burping contest .
I want a boy to see past my faults.
I want a boy to make the other girls jealous.
I want a boy to teach me how to snowboard.
I want a boy to tell me to shut up.
I want a boy that will paint my toenails.
I want a boy that will buy me lunch when I forget money.
I want a boy to write love letters signed with xoxo’s.
I want a boy that doesnt make fun of me.
I want a boy to hold me tight.
I want a boy to doodle my name all over his notebook.
I want a boy to mess my hair up.
I want a boy to sharpen my pencil when im too lazy.
I want a boy to cuddle with.
I want a boy to wipe away my tears.
I want a boy to say he loves me.
I want a boy.

Wednesday, February 16th, 2005

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Subject:Today I changed, its too late because everyone stayed the same.
Time:5:48 pm.
Mood: okay.
Music:The riddlin' kids.
in a nutshell, my weekend was uber sweet. i needed that too. went to the bowling for soup concert with the girls. took home an american hi-fi autograph, put it on my bedroom wall. yup I was fucking proud of that one.

but things have been semi sucky, but im starting to look past the bad. and just flow, like whaaa playa!

My valentines day was like every other day. didnt get much, sience I didnt have someone to spend it with, but atleast my mommy loves me.

im such an idiot.

I hate falling asleep with makeup on and you wake up with shit all over your face. I hate sundays. I love when friends tell me im missed. I hate the friends who seam to care less. I love when people tell me they can come talk to me. I hate when my brothers a jerk. I hate hearing Fall Out Boy on MTV, wtf is that shit?! I hate winter. I hate being broke. I love chilling with the new people ive chilled with. I love blue collar comedy tv. I love feeling loved. I hate homework. I love apple Juice and I love getting new cds.

and I LOVE YOU!
goodnight all!

Thursday, February 10th, 2005

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Subject:He looks at me with his beautiful eyes, smiles and it pathetically makes my day*
Time:7:18 am.
Mood: happy.
Music:Incubus.
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....yeah,
i guess thats it.
the best way to describe it.


adam brody is really good looking.
he makes me want to go LA LA!
baby, i'll be your ally cat. drink the milk up off the floor.
something like that. annnnyhooooooooot.

So, its thursday morning and we yet have another snow day. =)
tried going back to bed and sleeping it up, but no luck.

this school week was kinda, just ok.
nothing special.
I played in the snow for a short while
when I got home yesturday. that was hot, err, uh, cold.

*dont you hate those one way fights when you get ingnored for reasons you wouldnt know. but then the next day, suddenly your their best friend. uggh.

.


CANDY STORY

It was another PAYDAY and I was tired of MR.GOODBAR.
Then, I saw Miss HERSHEY'S throwing me KISSES on the corner of CLARK and 5TH AVENUE. In no time I pulled out my WHOPPERS and began feeling her MOUNDS with my BUTTERFINGER. "Hey, How'd you like to CRUNCH on my TOOTSIE ROLLS?", I asked. Well, she did, and it felt like pure ALMOND JOY. Then, I let her have my CHOCO TACO. She left out a little SNICKERS and moaned "OH HENRY! It feels GOOD & PLENTY. Even better then the 3MUSKETEERS. Oh, those beutiful SUGAR BABIES!!" She asked me if I was into M & M'S. I said "Why dont you take my WATCHAMACALIT and feel my MILKYWAY?" Hey, I know men are from MARS and woman are from venus, but soon she began to get a little CHUNKY and 9 monthes later...out came BABY RUTH.


haha.


later kids.

Sunday, January 23rd, 2005

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Subject:sooner or later, you'll be looking back on everything.
Time:7:02 pm.
Mood:bored and what not.
Music:Life as we know it.
this weekend was pretty boring.

once again, not much action for hannah =( i need some boys. :-P
but yeah . . IT was snowing balls outside today. score. I wanted to out and make a snowoman and such, but I was too lazy to put my snowpants on. there better be no school tomorrow and tuesday wednesday.. how about we just never go back?. i will probably commit homicide if there is. like, really though, i'll be pissed off.




if you were______ what would you be?

[a flower] bright pink & orange tigerlily
[a fruit] pinapple. or some shit like that, I dont know.
[a vegetable] baby peas, biatch!
[a spice] sugar.
[a color] emerald green
[a bug] blue and green dragon fly

Short Answer
[are you left handed or right handed?] LEFTY. Jigga waht.

[are you smart?] this year i kind of am. i let myself be stupid last year.

[whats your middle name?] Kathleen<3

[how many personalities do you have?] god only knows

[how many piercings do you have?] ears. Im such a rebel

[tattoos?] none, but when I get older fo'sure.

[do you like v-8?] gags

[what was your first word?] mama.. I was so awesome

[are you superstitious?] yeah, but in a weird sorta way

[do you read your horoscope?] if its around, yes

[do you believe in that stuff?] nah, but its so nifty when they're right

[can you do a cartwheel?] suuree can.

[do you have bangs?] haha...i used to have those suckers

[do you have contact lenses?] nope

[can you drive?] no!! damnit.

[what do you drive?] i want that HAWT dodge ram painted pink, can you imagine how pimpin`id be?

[do you snore?] nawwwh. me?

[Do you drool in your sleep?] haha, i confess, i do when im sick and have a really stuffy nose..

[do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?] i avoid licking at all costs

[do you keep a journal?]youre a smart one

[what languages do you know?] english. a little bit of ESPANOL MIS AMIGOS. <-- See! right there.

[what's the best awards show?] they all suck

[do you like onions?] depends

[do you like cotton candy?] who doesnt!?

[do you like Pina coladas?] my love ?

[what instruments can you play?] i used to play the drums. hahah, how uber cool is that!?

[what word do you overuse?] idk...actually, no, really.. the words "i dont know"

[what do you sleep in?] jamies

[whats your bedtime?] whenever im tired...usually pretty late

[how many pillows do you have?] twoo.

[do you like to dance?] like a retard? of course!

[do you like to sing?] singing is oh so much fun. imagaine how much fun it would be if i was actually talented!?

[are you any good at it?] i spoke too soon

[how many cds do you have?] wayyyy too many to count

[do you like to talk on the phone?] depends on the person. some people arent good for phone talking.

[how many times have you moved houses?] once

[what do you think of chain letters?] loserful

[do you like where you live?] uhm, hermon has its days. but It usually pretty drama-free. with me anyway.

[is your room messy?] ohoho. yes.

[do you like your writing?] yesh

[do you like to finger-paint?] cheah! its just so fun

[what do you smell like?] at the moment, vanilla bean noel.

[are you organized?] not really, im kind of a mess, but thats just how i am.

[what do you put on hotdogs and hamburgers] ketchup only, i hate mustard!

[do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] uhhh huh!

[do you sleep with socks on?] lately I have, its freeeeeeeeeezing

[are you ticklish?] most definatly.

[are you shy?] in a weird way. usually im not, it depends on the people. its usually only around new people, mostly adults

[do you talk to yourself?] all the time

[is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories?] 2

[do you have a basement or an attic?] basement

[what flavor fluoride do you get at the dentist?] haha, i honestly havent been to the dentist since i was like 12 as sick as that sounds

[did you go to preschool?] yeh.

[are you a morning person?] yeah right

[whats your favorite outfit?] i dont know, i have too many to chose

[do you have a friend that you wish wasn't?] i had a friend, that i wish now was

Tuesday, January 18th, 2005

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Subject:The killers. *falls in love*
Time:1:04 pm.
Mood: pleased.
Music:The killers;Mr.Brightside.
coming out of my cage, and i've been doin' just fine, gotta gotta be down, because i want it all
it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this, it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss.
now i'm falling asleep, and she's calling a cab, while he's having a smoke, and she's taking a drag, now they're going to bed, and my stomach is sick, and it's all in my head - but she's touching his chest now, he takes off her dress now, letting me go, and i just can't look, it's killing me, and taking control, jealousy, turning saints into the sea, swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis, but it's just the price i pay, destiny is calling me, open up my eager eyes, cause i'm mr. brightside, i'm coming out of my cage, and i've been doin' just fine, gotta gotta be down, because i want it all, it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this, it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss, now i'm falling asleep, and she's calling a cab, while he's having a smoke, and she's taking a drag, now they're going to bed, and my stomach is sick, and it's all in my head, but she's touching his chest now, he takes off her dress now, letting me go, and i just can't look, it's killing me, and taking control, jealousy, turning saints into the sea, swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis, but it's just the price i pay, destiny is calling me, open up my eager eyes, cause i'm mr. brightside

This song is cooler then.. YOUR MOM.

LtleQtie3169125 [4:10 PM]: i have it all figured out...greg is the annoying one...josh is the weird one...robbie is the nice one...chad's the nerd...anthony is the cutie...JR is the quiet one...chris is my bestfriend....shawn is the geek...yep

SO TRUE kace. God, you rock at life wiked good.

this hyperness which now has lasted about 5 hours really needs to wear off so I can take a nap before practice.


Never lose hope
Just don't rely on it

Wednesday, January 12th, 2005

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Subject:im bouncing of the walls again, im looking like a fool again.
Time:6:42 pm.
Mood:happyness..
Music:Sugarcult.
today was sucky man
gym blows so much ass and penis, you cant imagine.
the good thing was we didnt have any practice
so um, I came home and stuff
my brother took me to go tanning. When I was done he wasnt even there, so I had to wait like 10 minutes for him to come back and pick me up. Frucking IDIOT.
hahaha, that frucking words was a typo - but I like it.
We have comps next saturday! oh man! madness I tell you, madness

I think I'm getting a 6 pack from coughing.

but hey, today i did absolutley nothing but sit online.
that makes me feel like such a fucking loser.

Goodnight.

Sunday, January 9th, 2005

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Subject:I set myself up for the greatest fall all time.
Time:12:30 pm.
Mood:Tired, and what not..
Music:Matchbook Romance are amazing..
2004 was alright
sure, i'm gonna miss it.
but bring on the new year.
Dear 2005,
please be better
thanks.

We had Cheerleading Comps yesturday, fourth place. Not bad. But could of done a lot better. NEVER DROPPED A STUNT. Fucking proud of that one. The funny thing is, the mats all the squads were compeating on were HERMONS. [Ours] So, We officialy Owned The mats. Friggen Right Dawgiee.

ATTN KIDS: MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 110 DAYS
lets start thinking about presents. =)

also I think I have a gum addiction
Ive eaten 8 pieces in a little over an hour.


that cant be good.

Hm, watched Euro Trip for the 135,789,971 time. Still not mentally tired of it yet.

I bought this kickass jacket. It's Roxy, and pink. werd up.
Expect me to wear it everyday.

So there, I updated. Dont expect another one till next year.

There is a tiny bit of Sarcasim there.

Love.
We think about it, sing about it, dream about it,
lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it, we search for it.
When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it.
When we have it, we fear losing it.
It is the constant source of pleasure and pain.
But we can't predict which it will be
from one moment to the next.
It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define,
and impossible to live without.

Hey lets tottally beat 8 comments on this one kids

Wednesday, January 5th, 2005

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Subject:You can never find the right guy if you're still holding onto the wrong one
Time:8:23 pm.
Mood:Pissed.
Music:nothing, damnit..
Ask me a question. Anything. You can ask it anoymously if you'd like.


everytime she laughs
she hopes he is watching;
not so he sees she is happy
but so that maybe
just maybe . .
he'll fall
for her smile
just as hard as
she fell for his.

Tuesday, December 28th, 2004

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Subject:He makes the pain go away with just a smile
Time:8:47 pm.
Mood: energetic.
Music:coheed and cambria.
to my friends who are not so single
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

to my friends who are heartbroken
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

to my friends who are naive
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

to my friends who are searching
True love cannot be found where it does not truly exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does. Love is magic. The more we hide it, the more it shows; the more you suppress it, the more it grows.

to my friends who are the playgirl/guy time
Never say I love if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when what you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her.

to my friends who are posessive
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

to my friends who are afraid to confess
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

to my friends who are still holding on
A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and we just have to let go.

to my friends who are single
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it would come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often times it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004

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Subject:you got me waiting just to see if it goes the way it never will.
Time:7:46 pm.
Mood: flirty.
Music:New found glory.
Sorry guys for no updates lately. Im a busy gal. PLEASE forgive me. Im sure all my blurty friends are tottaly pissed off. and in such a bitch fit right now. You guys are probably giving me the "Scilent treatment" Thats why I havent seen any updates. Am I right? I guess I deserve it. But, I promise i'll start updating again right after chirstmas. YES. Its this saturday. IM SO EXCITED. Christmas is the best man.


Heres a little something something for you all.



Hair color? dark.
Eye color? BLUE. <3
Height? as long as he's taller then me.
Six pack? sort of, I mean not nasty but not too built.
Long hair or short? longish.
Glasses? if he looks cute in them, yes.
Piercings? please, & thank you.
Eyebrows? umm? yeah. would be nice.
Big butt or little? normal, nice butt.
Chest hair? no thanks.
Buff or skinny? skinny skater boy.
Teeth? yes i would like him to have teeth. pretty, WHITE teeth.
Section 2
Funny or serious? funny but can be serious when i need him to be.
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home? party-hopper but likes to occassionally stay at home, with me. =)
Should he be able to bake or cook? YES ! i'd LOVE a guy to cook for me.
Does he have a best friend? yea.
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends? ehh .. not too many. i'd get jealous.
Out-going or shy? outgoing .. but not full of himself outgoing.
Sarcastic or sincere? sarcastic, yet sincere at the right times.
Does he love his mother? of course.
Should he watch chick-flicks? doesnt really mater. I wouldnt make him. I get pretty annoyed with them myself.
Would he be a smoker? as long as his breath doesnt smell all the time
How about a drinking? dont care.
And swearing? who gives a fuck ?
Would he play with your hair? aww YES !
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time? hell no.
Would he pay for you when you're on a date? yes, unless i wanna pay for him. he'd let me.
Does he kiss on the first date? uh-huh
Where would you go for dinner? wherever he wants, im not good at making decisions.
Would he buy you flowers? aw that would be so cute.
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies? yes ..
Would he write poetry about you? god, yes.
Would he use endearments? i have no idea what that is.
Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends? yea.
How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends? yea i would.
Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening? deffenitly.
Would you hold hands? mmmhm.
Section 3
Does he play soccer? Why not?! It would be a plus.
Baseball? sure !
Football? doesnt really matter.
Basketball? once again, i don't care what sports he plays.
Water polo? that's a little queer, yet cool at the same time.
Golf or something equally boring? whatever floats his party boat.
Does he surf? &THEN WE COULD GO SURFING TOGETHER ! :D
Skateboard? that'd be hott.
Snowboard? that'd be hott, too.
Can he sing? major turn on, yes.
Play the guitar? even BIGGER turn on.
Play piano? no thanks.
Play the drums? sure !
Can he keep his room clean? i don't care what his room looks like as long as his bed isn't messy. ;)
Is he an artist of sorts? yea.
Does he write his own music? yes, too cute.
Does he have pets? yea .. dog(s). or horses ! that'd be awesome.
Section 4
Does he use the word dude? aha yes.
How about tight? ehh ..
Would he watch the sun rise and set with you? aww, yes.
What kind of car does he drive? i really don't care. a van would be amazing. gotta respect a dude in a van.
How old is he? older then me ..
What's his name? doesn't matter to me. something unique. would be freaking awesome.

Tuesday, December 7th, 2004

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Subject:advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.
Time:3:08 pm.
Mood: thoughtful.
Music:Avril Lavigne.
ITS SNOWING! I love it. I get orgasims when I see that white stuff falling down. It makes me extremely happy =)

yea, so Anyways. --obviously i'm really good at this whole daily updation thing.

I was so tired today. I didn't want to wakeup for school, not that I do anyday but today was worse than normal

So yeah, school.
Im pissed.
69 in Geology.
Cant cheer for 13 days.
which is extremely stupid.

I was in a bad mood like all day, untill math. because Matt's in that class, and he kind of cheered me up. I love that kid tho. He's a riot. and He makes math class 1000 billion times better.


What a day.

umm i swear i had alot of interesting things to say...maybe i was just dreaming about having a semi interesting life or something...

I hope we have a snow day tomorow, because im so tired and I feel like sitting around doing nothing all day long. and eating lucky charms. sweeeeeeeeet.

So long my friends.

I leave you with this Survey."YAH"
Surveys are fun.

1. What has been the hardest subject in high school for you? ahhh, I hate algebra1 - its quite confusing and POINTLESS.
2. have you ever tried sushi and do you like it? yes, and I dislike it.
3. Did you ever have acne? well, no not really. haha I dont know why - i just wasnt ever blessed with such a gift
4. Which show is funnier-That 70s Show or Friends? hum, aww I miss friends.
5. Did you ever get a makeover? just little gay ones from my friends
6. How much did your last haircut cost? durrrr i dont know. probably like $15 or something.

Have you ever...
07. Said "I hope you die" to someone: probably
08. Tried to kill yourself: no way dude.
09. Gotten in a fist fight: no, cant say I have.
10. Lied to your parents: mayyybeee?
11. Lied to your friends: yeah, it was for the best.
12. Bit someone: I dont think so.
13. Gotten drunk: no, never.
14. Gotten totally wasted: this question looks very familar.
15. Given someone a bruise: yeah!
16. Freak danced: hahaha yeah, good story.
17. Cut yourself: yeah. accidentally, of course!
18. Skipped school: heck ya man. I was "sick"
19. Hung up on someone: well yeah. i'm a bitch. but not really. but yes i have.
20. Gone commando: um, when i was little
21. Thrown up at school: no, god i would kill myself.

GIRL TALK
01. Do you stuff your bra? haha i dont need to. damn boobs. die.
02. Have you ever stuffed your bra? Hehe nope.
03. What make-up do you wear daily? cover-up some days. eyeliner, mascara, eyeshadow, lip gloss sometimes.
04. What are your underwear like right now? hold on lemme check - - hot pink, with blue hawian flowers. AE.
05. How many pairs of shoes do you own? probably about six.
06. Come on, tell the truth. Is that really your true hair color? sure is.
07. What do you like most about your apprerance?: Eyes. and hair.
wheres 8?
09. How many fillings do you have? none
10. Do you think you're good looking? i'm alright i guess
11. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking? yesh.
12. Do you look like any celebrities? -I've been told I look like punky brewster, and that chick on SPY KIDS. Compliment or not? I dont know.
13. Do you like a man with muscles or not? yeah a little, I dont like alot of muscles tho. icky.
14. Tall or short men? most definately tall...ahhh i love the tall boys...
15. Does your dream guy have long or short hair? uhh kinda long, but kinda short..."emo hair" i guess you could say...
16. What's the hair situation 'down there'? ummm... fuck you?
17. How long is your leg hair? haha sick...it's coming back, even tho i shaved this morning. god damnit.
18. Ever come close to having sex, but didn't? yeah...
19. With who? no name needed.
20. If so, why didn't you? various reasons
21. Are your eyebrows a different color from your hair? yeah slightly
22. Do you pluck your eyebrows? every now and then
23. When did you last have a hickey, and where? hah, never.
24. Are you on birth control? nope
25. Can you dance? haha i can shake it like a fucking salt shaker
26. Can you lick your nipple? ummm...never tried it. i think you're on heroine...
27. Do you struggle with self-esteem? eh. not very often. sometimes tho
28. Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder? NOOO
29. When was your first period? 7th grade I believe
30. If you unexpectedly got pregnant, what would you do? freak the fuck out
31. Future daughters/sons names? dont wanna think about it yet...
32. Are you pro-choice? yeah
33. Do your underwear and bras usually match? no. like never.

THE PAST
01. Any good memories from this year? oh yes.
02. Any bad memories from this year? Yes. a few.
03. Do you regret anything from this year? nope
04. Do you regret anything you've ever done? momentarily, but then i figure it was meant to happen
05. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Devin...aww. We were stupid kids back then.
06. Did you ever have braces? nope.. thanks, god.
07. What is your best childhood memory? dang i have no idea. i had a pretty rad childhood
08. Do you have the same friends you did when you were seven and under? a couple...
09. What color hair did you have as a kid? light brown.
10. What does your name mean? - I think it means "graceful" haha wow they really fucked up picking that one out.

THE PRESENT
01. Current Music: matchbook romance-my eyes burn.. yay.
02. Current CD in player: Matchbook Romance
03. Current conversations: Away message is up.
04. Current time: 9:06pm
05. Current clothes: ataris shirt, and boxer shorts
06. Current hair: down. needs to be washed.
07. Current taste: carrot with salt. yumness.
08. Current mood: amused..
09. Current smell: the carrot. whatever that smells like.
10. Current thing you should be doing: homework...i'm kinda doing it...kinda not.
11. Current desktop picture: Adam Brody. He's so hot. ugh.
12. Current favorite group: like music? im guessing. Hm. God. So many to name.
13. Current book: just finished dancing naked
14. Current refreshment: unhealthy shit... WATER
15. Current worry: uhm. i dont know. that i just might be too cool for my own good.=)
16. Current crush: Its a god damn secret.



comments make me happy. So, Will you make me happy?

Wednesday, December 1st, 2004

(9 Waste all their time | <3Thinking of you)

Subject:I could make you happy if you werent already
Time:3:09 pm.
Mood: chipper.
Music:The ataris.
Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your Blurty to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your Blurty) have to say.


start posting beeee-otches!

Monday, November 29th, 2004

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Subject:You dont know what you do to me, everytime you walk into a room I can barely move
Time:8:22 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
Music:The cheerleading music is still ringing in my ears.
I decited to update.

I just got back from my cheerleading tryouts, I made JV. Kind of dissapointed, because I thought I did pretty good while doing my routine. But hey - its better then nothing. I had weird butterflies in my stomach the whole time. It kinda sucked. Before I got there I thought I was going to pass our or throw up. But Jessie came and picked me up, so I was kind of happy then. She comforted me and told me I was going to do good, and that she was proud. Same with Sorrell, Her Wounderful words made me have confidence in myself. They are both my insperations! <3

Hm, So I havent wrote in a few days, never really could keep up with these things.

I like someone new, but of course I cant tell beacuse who knows where it will go from there. But he's such a sweetheart, and he makes me happy. I wish we talked more.

You know what else I like? To write on the bathroom mirror after I get out of the shower. Awesomeness! Its great, you should try it some time.

RELL AND I HAVE A DATE ON FRIDAY. <3

Anyways, I had cramps all day. Yeah. you know how it goes. Us girls anyway. I couldnt find my notebook. PJ knocked over my chair, and I fell on my ass - that fucking PJ! haha, I still love that kid tho. I was tired-almost fell asleep in two of my classes. and didnt feel that fabulous either.

SO yeah my day pretty muched SUCKED, how was yours?

Thursday, November 25th, 2004

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Subject:What are you greatful for?
Time:4:13 pm.
Mood: calm.
Music:Simple Plan.
Well today is thanksgiving. and I want to start out by saying what I am thankful for.. Im lame =)

My family- they have inspired me so much in everything I do. Exspeically my mother. She is a perfect role model and has major potential, always watching out for me and having pride in whatever I do. My dad, because he has always been there for me. and always looking out for his little girl - making me smile everyday and showing that he cares. My brother, just because he's the shit and a kik ass guitarist. =) and he's one of the greatest big brothers any sister could have. I know he will always be there when I need him the most. Someone to talk to. My big sister. Where would I be without you? You are my pride and joy! You have given me so much advice through the past years and your the most beautiful intelligent young lady. Im so greatful your my sister. Thanks for everything.

My FRIENDS- You all know who you are.
We have all had our laughs and great memories (more to come!) You never fail to put a smile on my face. But I just want to say thank you for all of you to be apart of my life because you have made it a great experiance and through out the years you have all been there for me. and I'll always do the same back. Nothing will ever come between us!



You Are the Stuffing




You're complicated and complex, yet all your pieces fit together.
People miss you if you're gone - but they're not sure why.




Have a great Thanksgiving everyone. I love you.

Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004

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Subject:and the sound of rain is killing me.
Time:7:47 am.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:The killers.
YAYYYYYYYYYYY, school's out for the rest of the week! thats what Im talking about.


But I watched cheeper by the dozen in civics today and that just made my life completely complete with completeness. there is a hole in my favorite sock. nevermind, now life sucks.
tomorrow is my day off and im hoping that somehow magically I get some well sleep in time; or else. *shakes fist*

there are about 7 people I want to IM right now but im lazy and i decided to update since i know so many of you read this.


I have the biggest urge to watch sweet novemeber. that movie is beautiful. why am I in such a good mood? im so carfree right now, im just like fuck it! haha.

I have to go to cheerleading practice at 6:30ish...BOOOO...Thumbs down for that one.

i'll leave you with some kik ass quotes..<3

in every person's lives there are two loves, the first love which changes you and your outlook on life, and the second love which puts your heart together after you lost the first one.
We spend all our lives searching for all the things we think we want
Never really knowing what we have.. which makes us want it even more


hmm....comment me with - favorite love songs.
<3

Monday, November 22nd, 2004

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Subject:I woke up in a car*
Time:12:49 pm.
Mood: lazy.
Music:Something Corporate.
I woke up in new york city
from my sleep behind the wheel
caught a train to poughkeepsie
and time stood still

she wrote me a letter from san diego to qualify her luck
these flights connect through arizona but i think i'll stay stuck

so here i am
here i am
well i woke up in a car
i traced a way to fall
so i could see the mississippi on her knees
i've never been so lost
i've never felt so much at home
please write my folks and throw away my keys
i woke up in a car
i woke up in a car


i met a girl who kept tattoos for homes
that she had loved
if i were her i'd paint my body
until all my skin was gone

she wrote me a letter as we passed through rockford
she said she won't forget
maybe i do maybe i don't
but i know i haven't yet

so here i am
here i am
well i woke up in a car
i traced a way to fall
so i could see the mississippi on her knees
i've never been so lost
i've never felt so much at home
please write my folks and throw away my keys
i woke up in a car
i woke up in a car


and maybe i could live forever
if that ever i had known
that you'd be waiting there whenever i'm alone

but here i am
well i woke up in a car
i traced a way to fall
so i could see the mississippi on her knees
i've never been so lost
i've never felt so much at home
please write my folks and throw away my keys

well i woke up in a car
i traced a way to fall
so i could see the mississippi on her knees
i've never been so lost
i've never felt so much at home
please write my folks and throw away my keys
i woke up in a car
i woke up in a car
i woke up in a car

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ALSO. Friends are still needed kiddos. Just leave a comment, add me. and i'll add you back. But be a good friend and comment on my journal. and i'll do the same back. SPANK YOU. <3

HANNAH.*

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