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Saturday, February 9th, 2008

Subject:NEW.
Time:1:26 am.
i had forgotten my password for like a year, so i made a blogger.


i now remember it, but im going to continue on my blogger.





www.luckisforlosersxxx.blogspot.com







GOODBYE, BLURTY! <3


annA
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Friday, December 22nd, 2006

Time:12:36 am.
Mood: crushed.
Music:oh it is love- hellogoodbye.















in the words of the great Roseanne,
its beginning to look alot like christmas.crap.

ehh.
i hope these damn holidays get better & what not.
&&& yeah.
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Sunday, July 16th, 2006

Subject:like omg becky...look what darlene just did! -Rubyy.
Time:7:32 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Music:Havent Talked Since- Seeing Red.




heyy.
well..everythings been okay.
warped was the shit.
even though i only went to see one band.
Silverstein.
and it was AMAZING.
I got to meet Paul and Shane :)
so that was badass, yo.
and even though I cant stand AFI
i have to admit,
their set was amazing, up the ass.
i swear. the pit was insane too.
watching Boucing Souls was great too.
they were great.

so yeah.
Divided By David had been practicing like crazy
for this show on the 13th.
It went pretty well,
even though i sprained my wrist all badass
and now i have to be careful when i play
or its gonna keep fucking up :[
soo yeah.
were planning on recording soon this summer
so thats gotta be cool, right? :]

well i must be off.
lates

..annA.
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Sunday, June 25th, 2006

Subject:its the final countdown..
Time:4:34 pm.
Mood: hopeful.
Music:The Vines- Homesick.




uhh yeah, i dont know. everything has been okay lately, i guess.
could be better, but, im not complaining.
i just got back from corpus christi a few days ago. it was really nice over there.
it was cool cause i got to see alot of my family. i dont get to see them that often.
at least not all together at once, ya know. ha. yeah so it was pretty cool.
divided by david had to like, cancel another show this weekend =(
it sucks but whatev. were doing the next show in July for sure. definatly.
we've been working on a new original 'black notebook' and its coming out quite terrific.
well, to me anyway haha. and were working on FFTL's Emily. that sounds pretty cool too.
amanda's supposed to come back to town on monday, so were probably gonna have practice on tuesday.
yeah, so, thats cool, i suppose.
yeah...so this weekend my parents are taking ruby and i to San Antonio for the warped tour !!!
thats gotta be awesome, man. like, my dad never likes going out of town, so i better be extra good since hes actually gonna take us. haha, even if its just for like 2 days, you know =D
yeah well gotta go now, lates.

..Anna.


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Tuesday, April 18th, 2006

Subject:yeah
Time:8:12 pm.

Everything Sucks.
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Sunday, April 2nd, 2006

Subject:die romantic..
Time:2:18 pm.
Mood: restless.
Music:Aiden- See You In Hell....




Yeah its been a while. I completly forgot I had one of these hah. Um...well actually theres nothing much to say. Not a whole lot has changed, actually. Oh, except for the fact that our band Divided By David is actually gonna play a show this month, and we dont sound too bad =) hehe. i'm excited but scared that no one will like us, ya know? I bet every band goes through that though....right? idk. Whatever happens, happens.

So like yeah, im home alone today. well not really, my brother is here, but he has a hangover, so hes dead asleep, and probably will be all day. hah. and my parents are out of town since last night. soo..yeah. PARTY! haha jk.

Fuck. I'm bored as hell. Damn It.

Uh..........Okay, well I honestly dont know what to say.

So catch ya laters, yo.

<3

..Anna.


I ♥ David Joseph !
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Sunday, January 8th, 2006

Subject:hahah
Time:1:11 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Music:Anti Flag- I dont wanna be like you.
I've Got The Mic


You've Got The Mosh Pit


♥ ♥ ♥




Lets Disco




hey hey hey hey hey its sara sara sara sara sara!!!!! lol just kidding, sorry. yeah. so here i am...sitting here in anna's comfy computer chair hehe. yeahhhhhh. oh and shes playing her sexy bass. hahahahaha jk. well..she is playing...and it is sexy...so i guess i wasnt jk? i dunoo! lol uhhhhmmm yeah tacos are good, dont you think? i do. i like taco bell..and taco palenque....and mcdonalds hahahaa. yeah sorrrry. uhhhhh adam lazzara issss hotttttt, right? yeah...Anna<3 agrees. yes, she does. uh huhhh. member the time we went to go see king kong with your brother, anna????? yeah. that was awesome. lol. new years was cool too :) ...and christmas...and that other day...and that other one lol yeah, you get the point. well.....imma gooo now, cause anna's getting pist hehe. buh bye.

<3 SaRa!!! <3


I lovers you Anna!!!!

:)
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Monday, December 26th, 2005

Subject:omg! i finally found my chapstick!! THANK THE LORD!
Time:11:47 pm.
Mood: jubilant.
Music:Taking Back Sunday- Head Club.


Hello. Whoa. Been a While. I've been addicted to MySpace so i totally forgot about updating lol. Anyway,Life is great. I dont know why, it just is. My friends are awesome, and I love hanging out with them! Sandy and Lylli and Chris and Sara! I love you guys! Winterfest_05 was awesome! Red Letter Union is fucking awesome! Yeah. Oh! Christmas was fucking great! we went to my aunt and uncles house and everyone was there from my dads side of the family. I had such a fucking awesome time, really. Oh and like the whole family started playing la lotteria lmao and whoever won got one of the gifts that were there, and like me and my dad won like allllll this shit. Like toasters and shit lmao. My mum didnt win shit. lol. but yeah it was awesome. I've never had fun with my family before lol. It was cool.

Anyway, SARA!!! I fucking love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait to see you again and get busy. lmao j/k. Cant wait to just ya know, hang out. :)

Oh Crap, member last year on christmas i was soooo depressed cuz of DJ??? Yeah well its been exactly one whole year since we broke up. But we're cool now. We're friends, and crap. ahahaha I still cant go to KFC though. lmao.

Hm...wat to say? Hmmmmmmmmm............well life is cool and I wouldnt change anything about it at all!!!!!!!!


..Anna.
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Subject:omg! i finally found my chapstick!! THANK THE LORD!
Time:11:45 pm.
Mood: jubilant.
Music:Taking Back Sunday- Head Club.
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Hello. Whoa. Been a While. I've been addicted to MySpace so i totally forgot about updating lol. Anyway,Life is great. I dont know why, it just is. My friends are awesome, and I love hanging out with them! Sandy and Lylli and Chris and Sara! I love you guys! Winterfest_05 was awesome! Red Letter Union is fucking awesome! Yeah. Oh! Christmas was fucking great! we went to my aunt and uncles house and everyone was there from my dads side of the family. I had such a fucking awesome time, really. Oh and like the whole family started playing la lotteria lmao and whoever won got one of the gifts that were there, and like me and my dad won like allllll this shit. Like toasters and shit lmao. My mum didnt win shit. lol. but yeah it was awesome. I've never had fun with my family before lol. It was cool.

Anyway, SARA!!! I fucking love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait to see you again and get busy. lmao j/k. Cant wait to just ya know, hang out. :)

Oh Crap, member last year on christmas i was soooo depressed cuz of DJ??? Yeah well its been exactly one whole year since we broke up. But we're cool now. We're friends, and crap. ahahaha I still cant go to KFC though. lmao.

Hm...wat to say? Hmmmmmmmmm............well life is cool and I wouldnt change anything about it at all!!!!!!!!


..Anna.
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Tuesday, December 13th, 2005

Subject:i live in a cemetry
Time:7:55 pm.
Mood: good.
Music:Hopes for Soon-Not Quite There.
woo! today was awesome. the show was good. lunch was fun with Robert and everything went well. I was actually in a good mood today, which is rare. haha. well im okay in the morning, but when i come to Nixon, i always feel like crap. It sucks. but anyway, so yeah today was pretty cool. yep....

uhm..i dont know what to say now, damn it. its getting closer to Christmas vacations. YES!!!!!!!! woo. I Accidently opened my christmas gift from my brother Luis. ahahaha its money.Woo. money money money. ching ching bling bling. ahahahahaha. yeah.....so....Winterfest is this weekend....im actually pretty excited. I havent been to a show in a long time. Im gonna go with Lylli and Sandy ^_^. They're awesome.

anyway, i gots to go.

..Anna.
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Saturday, December 10th, 2005

Subject:and i dont even know why im here
Time:6:34 pm.
Mood: giddy.
Music:Taking Back Sunday- You Know How I Do.


hey you. been a while. yeah. i really dont have anything to say right now, except...ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS!!!!! and im not really that excited about christmas..just the fact that we dont have to go to school for a while. I fucking hate waking up in the morning. Especially when its all fucking cold. It sucks. And lately I keep falling asleep all hardcore in all my classes. Except for MIDI though. But im actually active in that class..so..I dont really have a choice. Yeah. Uh......Its almost that Christmas concert we're playing, and GOD SAVE THE QUEEN sounds like shit. It sounds bloody horrible if you ask me. I mean, we've only practiced it like, 3 times. hah. Damn it! Oh well...............its not like im expecting for us to sound decent..but you never know, right?

Tim Pagnotta
You are Tim Pagnotta, lead singer and guitarist for
Sugarcult! Rather than being too serious or too
silly, you are the in the perfect fuzziness
that is the middle! You know when to have fun
and when to be mature, and your loyal fans
adore you for your deep and snarky lyrics. But
your mom thinks you say the f-word too much on
stage. For shame! But you're poetic, so we'll
let it slide. Rock on, honorable one!


Which Rockin' Frontman Are You?
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I'm Craig Nicholls!
Craig Nicholls


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You're
You're "You Know How I Do"! You're stuck
in a relationship where you don't want to be,
but you're not sure how to get out. You play
along with what you're supposed to do, yet you
want to give it all up.


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So I guess I must be off now. yeah. seeeeeeee yeah.

..Anna.
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Monday, November 28th, 2005

Subject:i feel right at home in my town..
Time:6:00 am.
Mood: chipper.
Music:Bayside- Don't Call Me Peanut.


hey hey hey, whats going on blurty? ...............really?.................you dont say.......................uh huh...................go on................yeah......no way!!!!!!!!!................cool.

lol, sorry. bored. dude, i woke up at 5am today, and now its 6am, and im still here...doing nothing..just waiting for it to be 7:30am so i can go to school now. yeah, pathetic, i know. I hope today's cool. I'm in a good mood. Cant wait till lunch........ok whoa, im thinking waaay too ahead. Yeah.....so man, this Thanxgiving holiday was fucking sweet. I liked it :) yeah I spent most of it with Sandy and Lylli and Chris..yeah it was cool. They're cool. yeah. its nice to have REAL friends sometimes :) anyway, I dont know what to do till 7:30am...damn it. Im Tim, dammit. lol jk....

I cant wait till christmas, man. I wanna go see my lovely brother already! haha. dude, he said he would take me to get a tattoo if i wanted. If that doesnt qualify for Best Brother Ever, I dont know what does. lol, seriously. he's the best brother in the WORLD. lol, ok, sorry. He's just so fucking awesome. I dont consider him my brother...I consider him my Best Friend . And I know one thing, He'll never leave my side, and he'll always be there for me. Like a true friend.

Anywho, uh oh yeah, I was all breaking down yesterday and I was so fustrated, that i just like, started chopping off my hair. Yeah, it didnt look too bad, but my mom fixed it. Im actually glad i did it though. I needed a change. Its like, a new beginning. Its a start to my new life. hahahha :P but seriously. yeah. it is.

Dude, The Junior Varsity kicks fucking ass! I love them...and no Im not talking about the stupid high school football team. lol. Im talking bout that damn awesome Victory band. lol. hahaha, yeah theyre fucking amazing. You should listen to one of their songs. Yeah.

So........It looks like I've ran out of things to say. But I finally had some time to update though. Im gonna start waking up at 5am more often........NOT! lol hahahaha.

"Well, lets cut to the chase............AH HA HAHAHA HA! cut to the chase AHAHHAHHA HA HA!.....well, you'll laugh later" -Donald Sinclair AKA John Cleese (Rat Race)



"Get Comfortable"

Locals read me
Like i'm not supposed to be where i should be
But i creep
To the backbone of my being

Rasie your flags but keep your distance
Steal and skin go get your reasons
Raise your flags but keep your distance
Steal and skin

I fell right at home in my town
Happy day
And step out into the freezing morning air

Feels good to know that everyone here
Feels good to know that everyone waves by habit
But it makes my day by habit
But it makes my day by

I thought i'd be
Right where i wanted to be
So what now
I crashed the course
Could i get back on it?

Steal ot live and thats my reason
Steal to live

I feel right at home in my town
Happy day
And step out into the scorching day by day

Feels good to know that everyone here
Feels good to know that everyone waves by habit
But it makes my day by habit
But it makes my day by

Now i lay down and stare
Watch my walls
Find the friendly faces
Anyone i know

I feel out of place in my old town
Just a day
Another day

Feels strange to know that everyone here
Feels strange to know that everyone waves by habit
Just another day by habit
Just another day by
-THE JUNIOR VARSITY





..Anna.
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Sunday, November 27th, 2005

Subject:nothing lasts forever.
Time:5:35 pm.
Mood: crushed.
Music:Bayside- Hello Shitty.


It seems that you're keeping me down
and it just seems pointless
To work this thing out and
What's holding me back?
A lifelong friendship's not worth it
I'll hide this one deep underground

Convenience can comfort you now
But the words that you said
You can never take back and
I'm warning you now
When you realize you made a mistake
I'll be sure to kick you while you're down

I gave you this gift (I gave you this gift)
Now I'm here alone and I'm paying for it
Our light's almost out (Our light's almost out)
But I'll smile again the day that you figure out

I was all that you had...
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Friday, November 25th, 2005

Subject:no no no..you wont regret..
Time:2:45 pm.


BANDS YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT

JUNE
TAKING BACK SUNDAY
AIDEN
THE JUNIOR VARSITY
ATREYU
BAYSIDE
HAWTRONE HEIGHTS
SILVERSTEIN
theAUDITION
ACTION ACTION
SAVES THE DAY


yeah,well today im going to the mall with sandy lylli and chris again. hope its cool. Why didnt I start hanging out with these ppl before? All this time ive been hanging out with losers who can never go out. ch. lol jk jk. but yeah. anyway, i gotta go now. peace.




"This Photograph Is Proof (I Know You Know)"

Well, I'll wait till you listen
I won't say a word
to follow your instincts
just never worked for me
oh, you're silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card)
and you're noticing nothing again

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind, the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself

(Feel it out for once and feel nothing like everyone else)
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
and I know you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it

I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't mean it (remember more than you'd like to forget)

So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, better's no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours

Well I, know you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it

I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't mean it (remember more than you'd like to forget)

Drop everything, start it all over
remember more than you'd like to forget [x2]

Would you like to forget? [x2]
drop everything, start it all over
well, drop everything start it all over (would you like to forget)
drop everything start it all over
start it all...

Well I, know you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it

I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't mean it (remember more than you'd like to forget)

I know you know
I know you know...you know, you know, you know...


..Anna.
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Friday, November 18th, 2005

Subject:and this walk that we shared together...
Time:7:26 pm.
Mood: listless.
Music:June- My side of the story.


Hey blurty, hows it going? That's nice. Today was pretty cool. Yeah. Uh...let's see....what to talk about..what to talk about......hm...............damn it. I seriously have nothing at all to talk about, man. This sucks................Oh well. I'll see you later!!! ....................This whole entry was seriously a waste of time. hehe.

Patrick

Is this what you wanted?
With you match to catch and burn me down
(with your type of answers)?
It’s just how you say it
half drunk
Well is it time
he’ll watch from the window
Is this what you wanted?

It started off like this.
(I know you know)
Will you go when its time?
I know you can light the match
(I know you know)
to burn me down

I know you know what.
I’ll fold, I’ll forget.
Will you?

Is this what you wanted
Now and again through your ears I’m listening.
It’s just impossible to get your attention.
And it always comes down to just how you say it.
Come home.
When I promise
let down
but would you let me go if the time was right

We will leave this option for you to decide.
It started off like this
Will you go when its time?
(I know you know)
I know you can light the match
(I know you know)
Will you go when its time
to burn me down

I know you know what.
I’ll fold, I’ll forget.
Will you?
(to burn me down)
I wont come home but
I know you know what
I'll fold, I'll forget
Will you?

Would you go if the time was right
(burn me down don't forget to)
Would you go just say you would want to take me.
take me, please take me, please take me
(This fire is almost out)
Would you go if the time was right
(this time we fall)
Would you go
Just say you want to take me.
take me, please take me.
And burn me down

I know you know what.
I’ll fold, I’ll forget.
Will you?
I won't come home but
I know you know what.
I’ll fold, I’ll forget.
Will you?

-JUNE



..Anna.
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Sunday, November 13th, 2005

Subject:Dont bother, Angel, I know exactly what goes on.
Time:5:36 pm.
Mood: mellow.
Music:Taking Back Sunday- Great Romances of the 20th Century.
Best Friends means I pull the trigger. Best Friends means you get what you deserve...

Hey you, you with the face. What's up? Today was so fucking plain. I did nothing . Well, i did get to update my stories, which I bet is nice for the readers. Anyway, ysterday was pretty cool. Yeah. Dude, it's almost fucking Thanksgiving! That's fucking awesome, man. I love Thanksgiving. But you know what? It's almost fucking CHRISTMAS! That's fucking great. My Parent's said maybe we could go see my brother and crap in KS again for Christmas. This would be like the best time for us to go, since like my brother was just in the hospital and shit, I'm sure they wanna go see him and crap. That would be awesome, I wanna go again. But It would probably be hard to leave, like last time. That sucked. I like, wanna stay there FOREVER . I love it there. and I love my brother. He's fucking cool. Best brother ever, ya know. I wanna go live with him. That would rule.

Anyway, Victory Record bands are fucking great. I just realized that. Like, Ive always loved Bayside, and shit, but like, yeah, theres other awsome bands like, June, theAUDITION, Silverstein, Atreyu, and shit. They're awesome. Yeah. Espcially fucking JUNE. they fucking rule. Yeah, wells I gotta go now, Im gonna go take a shower, then update some stories. so Peace Out!

..Anna.

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Saturday, November 12th, 2005

Subject:yo
Time:3:48 pm.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Anna
Birthday:October 3
Birthplace:Laredo, Tx
Current Location:Same Place
Eye Color:brown
Hair Color:currently brown with blonde
Height:5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed:Lefty ^_^
Your Heritage:Hispanic
The Shoes You Wore Today:black and pink DC Shoes
Your Weakness:calling people a 'dumbass bitch'
Your Fears:drowning, having a normal job in my hometown
Your Perfect Pizza:chesse pizza with some mikey way on top! oh yeah! hehe
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:learn all the right notes on my bass.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lmao, haha, wtf
Thoughts First Waking Up:Mikey Way!!!, what time is it?, or..i hate school..
Your Best Physical Feature:nothing. haha
Your Bedtime:whenever I feel like it, gosh! lol
Your Most Missed Memory:Seeing Good Charlotte preform for the first time..
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:Mc D's!!
Single or Group Dates:Group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Nestea!
Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate! YEAH!
Cappuccino or Coffee:Both are niiice.
Do you Smoke:No.
Do you Swear:every damn day.
Do you Sing:yes.
Do you Shower Daily:no.
Have you Been in Love:Yes.
Do you want to go to College:not really.
Do you want to get Married:someday, yes.
Do you belive in yourself:yeah.
Do you get Motion Sickness:yes.
Do you think you are Attractive:nah.
Are you a Health Freak:helllllll no
Do you get along with your Parents:most of the time.
Do you like Thunderstorms:they're cool.
Do you play an Instrument:yes, bass.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yeah.
In the past month have you Smoked:no.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:naaahh
In the past month have you gone on a Date:nope haha
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yeah, on my birthday
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no, i hate that crap haha
In the past month have you been on Stage:yes.
In the past month have you been Dumped:no.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no......
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:nope
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:no.
Ever been Beaten up:no.
Ever Shoplifted:nope.
How do you want to Die:in my sleep, or an overdose..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:still be in my band and have a crappy job at WalMart..haha..better than going to college and getting a real job
What country would you most like to Visit:Europe.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Hazel
Favourite Hair Color:light brown
Short or Long Hair:dont matter.
Height:taller than me, so...taller than 5'3
Weight:doesnt matter..
Best Clothing Style:nerdy emo punk..yeah! haha w/e
Number of Drugs I have taken:one
Number of CDs I own:i dont know, like..3? lol, jk. I dont know, alot.
Number of Piercings:3.
Number of Tattoos:none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:i dont reget anything i do.

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Friday, November 11th, 2005

Subject:whats the worst thing i can say?
Time:4:16 pm.
Mood: devious.
Music:Helena- MCR.


All You've Ever Been To Me, Is A Stupid, Lying, Excuss For A Person...

Hey what's up Blurty? These past days have been pretty flipping sweet. Ruby said that yesterday was supposed to be a lucky day...and IT WAS! yeah hahah it was cool. Yesterday was nice, for many reasons. Yep.

Anyway, so like, uh....We've been practicing Hopes For Soon at midi lately, and its sounding pretty cool. I mean, its not that awesome, but it sound good for just a few practices. Yep. So, that's pretty cool.

I've been obsessing over Mikey Way lately. He's so fucking cute, right? Anyway, I recently read this awesome fanfic about him, and omg, it was so fucking amazing. It made me cry so much at the end. It was so devestating. But It was the bst fanfiction story I've ever read. It was awesome. Check It Out
Here.

Anyway, so...outside of school, things havent been going so good. I dont think I can name all the things, but they'res plenty of stuff. I just dont tell anyone about it or anything. Dont wanna be all Emo. haha j/k. But seriously, its better to not tell or bother anyone with it. It's not like they care.


Yeah. Well...Uh....I guess that's about it. I gotta go spend some time away from the computer. See Ya Laters. Peace. xoxo


There's a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you,
But I hate myself instead.
There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me.
I guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly.

Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees.
I guess thats what I should get for crawling back at your feet.
And now I'm feeling so down, that there's no God above.
No mercy for a soul thats just way too fucked up.

There's a pain in my chest growing stronger with every heartbeat.
Now there's nothing left of me,
but empty bottles of pills and Bacardi.
Yes, I guess its wrong to live right.

Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees.
I guess thats what I should get for crawling back at your feet.
And now I'm feeling so down, that there's no God above.
No mercy for a soul thats just way too fucked up.

Leave me here to die

- Alcohol and Alter Boys (Bayside)



..Anna.
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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005

Subject:John <3 Lives FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!
Time:6:22 pm.
depress
The world is cruel, fate is bitter and there's no
place for you anymore. Your thoughts can often
lead to, 'Why live when I feel like dying ?
Yours is an illness of sorrow.

Life sucks lol. Im serious. and I dont even wanna get into why it does. theres just so much fucking shit man. It all sucks.

I love John Beatz!! for ever and ever.

And I Will Always love my lovely Buffy!!!




I'm so tired of the stupid games you play.
If I sat outside would you come watch me wait?
If I had a gun and shot it at your face,
would you promise not to get out of the way?

If you happen to be able to avoid
My first attack, I'll put a knife against your throat
and cut an inch for every time I lost my self-control
and you made me do the things I did at night when I got home

But I thought you'd change, but I realize today (today)

Evelyn, I know you lied. I want to tell you that I'm alive for the first time
and I'm begging you to leave here now. I'm begging you to stay away from me.
I know you lied. I want to tell you that I'm alive for the first time
and I'm begging you to leave here now. I'm begging you to die painfully.

So this brings us to the backup of my plan.
Maybe I'll just have to strangle you with my bare hands.
Then you'll have to adhere to my demands
and occupy a shallow grave, as shallow as you are.

But I thought they'd change but things just stayed the same..... (the same)

Evelyn, I know you lied. I want to tell you that I'm alive for the first time
and I'm begging you to leave here now. I'm begging you to stay away from me.
I know you lied. I want to tell you that I'm alive for the first time
and I'm begging you to leave here now. I'm begging you to die painfully.

Sometimes content leads to stagnant and stagnant leads to contempt.
Contempt leads to the present.

But I thought you'd change, but I realize today (today)

Evelyn, I know you lied. I want to tell you that I'm alive for the first time
and I'm begging you to leave here now. I'm begging you to stay away from me.
I know you lied. I want to tell you that I'm alive for the first time
and I'm begging you to leave here now. I'm begging you to die

Evelyn, I know you lied. I want to tell you that I'm alive for the first time
and I'm begging you to leave here now. I'm begging you to stay away from me.




Anna
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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005

Subject:I <3 JOHN!!!!!!
Time:7:06 pm.
Mood: crushed.
Music:bayside- just enough to love you.
There has been a tragic loss. Bayside was in a terrible accident this
morning while driving to today's concert on the Never Sleep Again Tour,
which includes their friends and label mates Hawthorne Heights,
Silverstein and Aiden. Their drummer John "Beatz" Holohan was killed
when their van flipped after hitting a patch of ice outside of Cheyenne,
WY. Their bass player Nick Ghanbarian was also seriously injured.
Anthony and Jack have thankfully been discharged from the hospital.
Members of the band's crew also remain hospitalized.



you have got to b shitting me!! Do you know how much this sucks? Bayside had just started being my favorite band this year, and now.................wow. This is so fucked up. John Beatz was f-ing awesome. I cant believe it. It hurts.

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Blurty for I got the mic, and you got the mosh pit.

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