linkin park - easier to run   
01:23am 13/07/2003
 
mood: melancholy
music: linkin park. easier to run
it’s easier to run
replacing this pain with something more
it’s so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

something has been taken
from deep inside of me
a secret i’ve kept locked away
no one can ever see
wounds so deep they never show
they never go away
like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they’ve played

if i could change i would
take back the pain I would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could
stand up and take the blame i would
if i could take all the shame to the grave i would
if i could change i would
take back the pain I would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could
stand up and take the blame i would
i would take all my shame to the grave

it’s easier to run
replacing this pain with something more
it’s so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

sometimes i remember
the darkness of my past
bringing back these memories
i wish i didn’t have
sometimes i think of letting go
and never looking back
and never moving forward so
there’d never be a past

if i could change i would
take back the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could
stand up and take the blame i would
if i could take all the shame to the grave i would
if i could change i would
take back the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could
stand up and take the blame i would
i would take all my shame to the grave

just washing it aside
all of the helplessness inside
pretending i don’t feel misplaced
is so much simpler than change

it’s easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
it’s so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

it’s easier to run
if i could change i would
take back the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made
it’s easier to go
if i could change i would
take back the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could
stand up and take the blame i would
i would take all my shame
to the grave
 
   

going under?

 
i am a can of soup   
01:44am 13/07/2003
 
mood: bitchy
music: linkin park
i am so sick of people labeling me. or telling me what i'm not.
apparently i can't be punk because i don't just listen to punk. i can't be goth because i listen to punk.

i don't dress right either. i wear...bright colors.


can we just call me a freak and be done with it? huh?


lables are for soup cans.
 
   

going under?