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[29 Apr 2004|08:09pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | .... ]

converting...

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. . . To Fall In Love . . .

stole from the great courtney...=0P [28 Apr 2004|07:23pm]
[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | Always-Blink 182 ]

A-Age: 14

B-Been cheated on: yes

C-Can you honestly say that sex is overrated: lol nah

D-Done something you regret: oh yes

E-Essential Roadtrip Items: pillows, my music, blanket, fooood

F-Favorite Summer Activity: layin in the sun all day then hangin wit the gurlies at night

G-Greatist Boardgame: pictionary

H-Hometown: brooklyn babiii haha

I-Is there anyone who gives you butterflies: yes

J-Job: none yet-but prob lifeguard at splish splash? yeahhhhh

K-Kids: none.....yet

L-Listening to: Always-Blink 182

M-Mom's name: Jackie

N-Number Of People You've Slept With: oh i lost count...lol jp

O-Out of sex...drugs...or ROCK AND ROLL: ROCK & ROLL

P-Person you couldn't live without: the wonderful madre of mine

Q-Quote You Like: "Live Life to its Fullest"

R-Ride You Have: ? idk lol

S-Show You Like: FRIENDS

T-Taken somone's virginity: haha multiple times...=0P

U-Unique or average: i dun really kno. mostly unique

V-Vegetable You Refuse to eat: broccoli

W-Worst Habit: bein too nice

X-X Rays You've Had: knees =0/

Y-Yuckiest feeling: you're bestest most fantabulous friend movin to florida...

Z-Zodiac Sign: G E M I N I babiii

. . . To Fall In Love . . .

think it's bout time to update. [28 Apr 2004|06:58pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Everytime-Britney Spears...yes-britney...lol ]

lately i've been in these great moods and i luv it...alot.... it's def a big improvemnt since my last entry. lol i jus got to thinkin that there's like only 2 months left of school and i jus as well make the best of em. don't you agree? lol so yeah we gotz report cards monday. i did so bad this quarter:


eng-95
chorus-90
gym-100
soc. stud.-84
spanish-95
math-94
art-62!!!!!!! holy shit jus cuz i didn't hand in my head. grr..
bio-83

and an overall of an 88.
goal for next & last quarter: 90 in at least every class.

oh yeah and PASS art! lol


yesterday steph and i did our spanish project and it was the fn greatest! we had a blast-i luv that class!!! yeah we've been eating so many diff. things in that class its cuhh-razy. haha then today we got to break zack & anthony's pinata. they're so great really amusing-lol.


hum what else?

we're goin to summerjam! lol

school trip's comin up.

My Birthday is in exactly 1 month & 10 days!!!! ahhhhh

Non-Prom! def gotta go shoppin.

Graduation-*tear*


cuhh-razyness.


so yeah that's pretty much it so far.


Lata Luvs...
...Yours Truly...

. . . To Fall In Love . . .

random thoughts. [13 Apr 2004|06:42pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Confessions Part II-Usher ]

what was supposed to be something fairly simple to work thru turned out to be the biggest mess. things were said-feelings were hurt on both parts and everyone's effected. it sucks so bad.

i feel like no matter what i do i can't win anymore. it's the worst feeling in the world. me and janine were talkin and she feels the same way and we just don't know what the hell to do. it feels as tho no matter what i say or do i hurt someone and i'm just stuck. i thought coming home from vaca would be a lot of fun cuz i missed everybody & all and it was goin great till this morning. actually last night. school shit is piling up to. thank god we're goin into the 4th quarter. i really need to get my grades up.

i feel really sick so i'm gonna go lay down.

...Yours Truly...

7 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

stolen from steph cuz she's that cool. [12 Apr 2004|01:41pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Always-Blink 182 ]

fill out if you'd like:

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

2. Am I loveable?

3. How long have you known me?

4. When and how did we first meet?

5. What was your first impression?

6. Do you still think that way about me now?

7. What do you think my weakness is?

8. Do you think I'll stay married?

9. What makes me happy?

10. What makes me sad?

11. What reminds you of me?

12. If you could give me anything what would it be?

13. How well do you know me?

14. When's the last time you saw me?

15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

16. Do you think I could kill someone?

17. Describe me in one word.

18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?

19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?


...Yours Truly...

2 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

home. [11 Apr 2004|09:44am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | some commercial form the t.v. ]

ya know what sucks? DRIVING TO FREAKIN FLORIDA! traffic backed us up even more and im gonna need so much serious therapy now. ( imagine someone kicking the back of your chair repeatedly and not being able to sleep for 18 or hours straight! ) lol

but really guys.............florida is amazing. the weather is even more amazing. i miss it greatly as im shaking right now typing all this from the coldness cuz my mom turned the heat off when we left. genius she is.

so yeah-we got there last saturday and the house was beautiful! i loved it,even tho i had to share my room wit jazmine WHEN i called the other room but anthony beat me to it. but he didn't stop there. i got thrown into the pool numerous times and got punched everytime he saw a punch buggy-PT Cruiser-AND CORVETTE! A CORVETTE! ughhhh. oh yeah and let me mention that on the first day i forgot to wear sunscreen and my shoulders were burnt and he kept hitting them!!! grr that's my brother. aren't you jealous? lol anyways, we spent 3 days just lazing round by the pool and the 3 other days at parks. ( universal studios, islands of adventures, and seaworld. ) they were all great but i fell in love wit dolphins all over again in seaworld! they're amazing and so soft ( yeah i got to touch one ) and yeah i realllllllyyyyyyyy want one. lmao
you guys really should've seen me there. i was like a happy 3 yr old. but that's nothing...

one night we went to downtown disney and it was the best ever! there were huge things made out of legos and a huge candy store and like a million disney princess' stores! oh man i played wit every single thing in sight. ( yes even the dolls ) lmao my mom just watched me the whole time and laughed hysterically. oh and im gonna buy the castle in Magic Kingdom bc im a Princess. lmao



yes-that's right. =0)

i got a slight tan? lol i believe so at least a bit darker then i was. lol

but that's ok.....summer will be here soon.

and im so living on the BEACH! haha



any takers for being my beach buddy?



so yeah got home round 6 this morning. boy did that suck. im so soreeee....=0(


when i get my Magic Kingdom castle with my dolphin and Heath Ledger as my husband....we're getting a masseuse! lmao yes i am now obsessing over Heath because he is gorgeous! *sigh*


but i do havta say that i missed my girls muchly!!! hum-2 days before back to that dreadful place we call school. anyone wit possible plans feel free to call my casa.

oh yeah! Janine & Samma-thank you for leaving those LONG messages on my machine!-haha you make me smile and make my mom a bit concerned bc Jnaine called and forgot her own name. =0P


well this is all for now bc im still freezing. i'll update more lata.

xoxoxo
....Yours Truly...

3 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

tomorrow =0) [01 Apr 2004|06:17pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Jet-Are You Gonna Be My Girl ]

grr-i got my ss test back-63 & my bio-47!!! its cuz i have S p r i n g F e v e r...LoL in spanish today our whole class took a vow of silence & didn't talk for like the whole period & mrs. murphy made ppl flip out by giving us the "test" that's supposed to be tomorrow. i would've gotten an 88 anyways so im good. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH "we got served!" Lmao Steph then art 7th period was great. sam & i painted her finger nails all different water colors and played wit the nice stiff brushes. haha maddy thinks we're nuts but yeah i luv that girl...=0P

man oh man tomorrow is the last day of school for break-then we go to Florida! AHHH im so HAPPY!!! =0) and yeah mommy gets home so that makes me happy too lol i miss her.

aiight that's all cuz i gotta finish my articles!!! haha


...Yours Truly...

1 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

oh man-i just havta put this AMAZING song on here: [30 Mar 2004|05:04pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | THE REASON-HOOBASTANK ]

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know...

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is YOU

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is YOU...



i love it. i really do.there's no other word for it but amazing.

2 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

just 3 days. [30 Mar 2004|04:51pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | The Reason-Hoobastank ]

today i was in a much better mood and school wasn't as bad. lunch was def interesting. i could've sworn the chip machine bit me-steph stared at me THE WHOLE TIME and totally freaked me out and then decided to throw popcorn down my shirt which i couldn't get out till 4th period! ty steph lol. in social studies we read this joan of arc play thing aloud and i had the part of this girl marie who kept sayin BURGUNDIAN and i just couldn't freakin pronounce it so mrs. pujdak makes me say it over and over. gr-that woman gets on my nerves. but anyways-MY AVERAGE IN BIO IS AN 87!!! AN 87! IT'S SOOOOOO AMAZING! =0) LOL and yeah i actually paid attention today and got what we were doin and that's def a first.


oh man cannot wait till vaca. just 3 more days!!! i really need to get away from schoolwork *not ma gurls tho* and get lotsssssssssss of sun! =0P

yuck speakin of schoolwork-i have 3 articles done out of the 31 and its all due friday. woo yeah-go dem lol. i should MAYBE start it right? i think i might...











....MAYBE...





Lata Luvs...
...Yours Truly...

. . . To Fall In Love . . .

to Beatriz: [29 Mar 2004|03:25pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | .... ]

we got that dreaded call last night. 6:15 to be exact. my cuz has been thru so much. she was born with an illness that confined her to a crib and the doctors said she'd never make it to 3. she did. the doctor's said she wouldn't make it to 10. she did. they finally realized this girl was here to stay much longer than they could measure. these last couple of weeks she's been in the hospital. she died for a lil bit but they were able to revive her. she was doing so well but i guess she just got tired of trying at the of 21. she was such a great girl and she will be dearly missed by all. she's truly an angel and i'm so glad she could finally Rest In Piece...God Bless Sweetie...

my mom flew out to Puerto Rico this morning round 7:30. she hasn't called but i'm guessing she's ok. she was a wreck last night and man do i hate to see her cry.

just needed to let that out. and thanks to my gurls for makin me smile today. i luv yousss...

...Yours Truly...

2 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

felt like updating. [26 Mar 2004|08:04pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Remember Me-Hoobastank ]

i have nothing better to do on this lovely friday evening then to update this thing online. don't you just love it? lol so yeah it seems that i have 85987675896789576897568 things to do for homework bc im a procrastenator-cant spell-and have only done 2 articles for english out of the like 30? yep and i have a ss test monday that i think i may do horribly on bc mrs. pujdak can't teach & i miss my mr. bogart. =0( yeah i also have to finish reading the outsiders by monday cuz i have a test on it and have to do a take home test for english also. ahh jus thinkin bout it gives me a headache. simple-i just wont...till maybe sunday night. lol

oh man. i finally handed in my composition for spanish. and you'll never guess what steph & i came up with. =0)

steph & i were on vacation.

near the Bermuda triangle.

this octopus named Henry came up to us and asked us to help him look for treasure.

we looked for a long time but had no luck.

we finally found it and it was a small box.

in the box was a picture of his previous owner.

and he missed her so he wanted us to find where she buried her pic.

he was happy.

he taught us the life lesson that "not all treasure is silver & gold."

pretty deep for an octopus eh?

lmao yep! 2 9th grade honors students. aren't you proud? but hey can't say much for steph's story either. she wrote about a bear-named billy-that told her some jokes at the zoo. gosh can't wait to see our grades on the spanish regents. haha

school is amusing. art is one of the best classes. sam & i bond a lot during this class and pretty much do absolutely nothing until mrs. ciro comes along to check on us. and i wonder why im currently failing...

i think i passed the bio test. of course i also thought the hydra perfromed locomotion using its testicles. lmao i told matt this and he sed he thinks i should've gone wit the blonde highlights. =0P

liz left today & it was very different cuz ya kno i had no one scream "DEM MOVE YOUR ASS" after every class. lol yeah when she gets back, i'll be on my way down there. driving. yuck. but hey bright side is that- i'll be workin on my tan. lol yeah my mom is bribing me wit my own room & bathroom, walk-in closet and lil balcony if we move down there. can't say im not thinkin it over...but im def NOT ready to leave everything. as crazy as it is-i luv long island lol. and i luv my friends. aw well we're gonna check it out and decide. who knows...

i think this is enough lol.

Night Luvs.
...Yours Truly...

2 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

-it just keeps getting better- [26 Mar 2004|06:41pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Amazed-Lonestar ]

got this by clicking on a random. pretty interesting. lol

[spell your first name backwards] sileramad
[age]14
[where do you live]pat-med
[four words that sum you up] outgoing nice fun content
[wallet] small, blue & white
[hairbrush] black
[jewelry worn daily] haha ready? small studs-big earrings-necklace *depends on my mood which one*-bracelet-at least 2 rings
[pillow cover]yellow & very soft
[coffee cup] don't drink it
[shoes] any sneakers i can find. usually white
[cologne/perfume] Hot
[clothes youre wearing now] jeans-sweatshirt

MIXED QUESTIONS:

[wishing]warm weather-better grades
[after this] watchin a movie?
[talking to] jazmine
[eating] nada yet
[fetishes] hum no comment lol
[some of your fav. movies] Pirates of the Carribean, 10 Things I Hate about You and yeah lots more
[somthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months] oh man-spring break-trip to hershey-my birthday-SUMMER-graduation-SPAIN!
[last thing you ate]chicken nuggets & fries
[something youre hella afraid of] mice
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] another puppy of my own
[three cities you wouldn't mind relocating to] *not going by cities but* chicago-puerto rico-cancun
[some of your fav. foods]lucky charms-oreos
[something you wish you could understand better] or why the kids just can't give the rabbit some TRIX! lmao steph
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] CAYTI

DO YOU...:

[like candles] luv em-collect em
[like incense] yep
[believe in love] yes
[believe in soulmates] sometimes
[believe in love at first sight] maybe
[believe in forgiveness] mos def
[want to get married] yes
[want to have kids]yesss
[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] who does??

IN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU:

[cried]yeah.
[bought sumthin] no
[gotten sick] kinda dizzy but no
[sang] all the time
[eaten] yes
[been kissed] yes
[felt stupid] lol don't get me started
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] no
[met someone new] no
[moved on] ?
[talked to an ex] yes
[missed an ex] depends...
[talked to someone you have a crush on] yes
[had a serious talk] no
[missed someone] yes
[hugged someone] yes
[fought with your parents] nope
[dreamt about someone you can't be with] yes

SOCIAL LIFE:

[best girl friend(s)] cayti-step-steph-janine-laura-liz-erin-katie
[best guy friend(s)] mike-jon-maddy-brian-nash-derrick-sean
[boyfriend/girlfriend] nah
[hobbies] hanging wit friends-shopping-sleeping
[pager/cell] neither
[are you the center of attention or wallflower] couldnt say
[car you drive] soon to be red corvette =0)
[would you rather be with friends or on a date]friends
[job] none yet
[attend church] nah
[like being around people] mos def

WHO...:

[have you known the longest] steph & laura
[do you argue with the most] hum no one really
[do you always get along with people] mostly
[who is the most trustworthy] all of em
[who makes you laugh the most]gorospe & janine man oh man i heart them lol
[who is the nicest girl(s)] erin
[who is the nicest guy(s)]nice guy...does he exsist? lol
[who has the coolest parent(s)] pssh i do-i luv em lol and helena is hysterical
[who has the coolest sibling(s)] idk-i have the most annoying!
[who is the most blunt] janine
[is the smartest] prob laura
PERSONAL:

[who is your role model] my mom
[pet peeves] fakes-lying
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] yes
[ever lied to your best friend] no
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] who hasn't?
[cried over the opposite sex] yes
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] no it changes-i have variety lol
[rather be dumper or dumped] neither one
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] im not sure i think someone gets hurt in both
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] nada really
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] im really trustworthy but im to emotionally fickle lol but hey im workin on it
[are you happy with yourself] eh not really
[are you happy with your life] the people in it yes
[if you could change one thing what would it be]im not sure...

. . . To Fall In Love . . .

...can't take my eyes off of you... [24 Mar 2004|05:02pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | You're Just Too Good To Be True-Heath L. in 10 Things...lol ]

i am in love wit heath ledger. he's so hott and i love the way he sang in 10 Things I Hate about You and yeah i've had that song stuck in my head since 2nd period gym lol. gym was fun. me liz and steph walked the perimeter thing bc yeah they don't do the whole running thing and i'm on medical lol

all in all, school was pretty good except that i got a 78 on the ss quiz that btw was open notes. ugh mrs. pujdak sucks so bad. and then spainsh i got a 100-woo! spanish is great but i think pretty soon our class is putting mrs. murphy in a mental insitution...with nice padded walls. lol hum bio was def interesting today. i kept makin nicole laugh wit my pervertedness-but hey i can't help it. i could've sworn the student teacher said something bout sex. lol whatev...

today was so nice, very sunny and oh mannnn we get to go to florida soon! i cannot wait-i sooooooo wanna lay in the sun all day lol. just one more week of school.........ugh

tomorrow should be eventful. STEPH'S BIRTHDAY! YAY!!! LMAO and yeah Janine's gonna hurt Kaitlyn hum very intriguing. lol

well then-im gonna go finish steph's BIG birthday card for tomorrow.

lata luvs.
...Yours Truly...

2 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

...My heart's in overdrive... [21 Mar 2004|06:14pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | I Believe In a Thing Called Love-The Darkness ]

so yeah-play is finally over but i do admit im gonna miss hanging wit everyone after-school. *thanks to janine franco steph & laura for comin and bringin us presents. you guys make me smile.* lol and yeah laura & steph's party was GREAT! janine amused me muchly wit her dancing and franco and i got to smush ( is that even a word?) steph & laura's faces wit freezing ice cream cake. =0)

today my mom and i went to queens to get my hair done. we left round 10 and didnt get home till 5:30 cuz i got my hair dyed-highlighted-then cut. i had fun and kinda like the way it came out even tho its a DRASTIC change. in some lights it looks pink but whatev. lol

today is the first day of spring which means its almost april which means its alomst time for spring break in florida! yep this is what my mom and i talked bout on our drive to the salon lol. the only thing that sucks tho is that she's sayin how she wants to move down there. i completely and strongly oppose but yeah my dad still doesn't kno bout anything and i know he'll take my side...at least i hope. lol

aiight i think that's it for now.
lata luvs.
...Yours Truly...

. . . To Fall In Love . . .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAURA! [18 Mar 2004|03:44pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Rainy Dayz-Mary J. Blige ]

yeah guys it's Laura's birthday!!! woo have a great one girl-i luv ya!!! =0)

i'm in a great mood-it's been a while and i miss smiling so yeah. lol

opening night tonight! kinda IFY bout it cuz ya kno it sucks n all. but that's ok.

i have so much english homework-well fuck that. lmao Liz..

1 week till Steph's birthday.

2 months & 20 days till mine. lol can't wait

aiight wish us luck tonight-we def need it! LoL
...Yours Truly...

. . . To Fall In Love . . .

a tiny bit better. [16 Mar 2004|06:34pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | Always-Blink 182 ]

first of all i gotta apologize to liz for last night lol she knows why...i luv ya hun

second-sean. i have no idea what else i can do or say to make things ok between us but i can't say i haven't tried and you can't either. i already apologized like a million and one times but yeah that doesn't get me anywhere. just kno that I AM SORRY however you may think or feel bout me now. yeah i think that's it cuz idk what else i can do.

my cuz is getting worse. all we can do now is wait. not a good feeling.

no play today cuz of snow. can't say im not glad bout that but yeah we do have it tmw from 5 till 9:30 then thursday is opening night and yeah we are soooo not ready but whatev...

Laura & Steph's birthdays are comin up! can't wait-havta go shoppin soon! yeah cuz ya kno i don't do that enough...

yeah i think this is it for now.
...Yours Truly...

3 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

Whatev... [15 Mar 2004|04:50pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Faint-Linkin Park ]

But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got

yeah so i have this great obsession wit Linkin Park-they're amazing and so is their music.

guys-if i've been moody i apologize, i'm very stressed. my cuz is sick. really really sick =0( this may be the end for her and it's really upsetting and my mom might have to go back to puerto rico and see her. i kno i wouldn't be able to face her or my aunt... i feel so sick to my stomach right now...

ugh. i don't feel like goin to play practice or school tmw for that fact. i really hate how ive been feeling and again it's none of your faults so if i act like a total bitch i apologize before hand.

thanks.
...Yours Truly...

. . . To Fall In Love . . .

Life is crazy [12 Mar 2004|08:05pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Last Song-The All-American Rejects ]

oh man it's amazing how quickly your moods change throughout the day...i was fairly upset this morning i even cried in school and that sucks majorly...but im so good now

last night was the March Madness tournament kinda thing-totally amusing!!! today was mr. bogart's last day =0( BUT GUESS WHO GOT A HUG!?!?!?!?!? that's right I DID! =0) ahh i luv him!!!

OMFG JANINE STEPH AND MYSELF ARE NOT ALLOWED TO PLAY WIT CELL PHONES...like EVER...hah it was soo0o0o0o0o0o funny but i feel so0o0o0o0o0oo bad at the same time. sorry sean!!! no hard feelings? lmao oh and we're so even...hah oh im so anticipating Monday...oh boyyyyyyyy don't worry we'll make it up to you...=0P

play today was a load a fun. me liz lyz purcell alex and kel had a blast painting shirts hah i luv these gurls...tmw we gotz play from 9-3 which should def be intresting so yeah lookin foward to that and maybe gettin my belly piereced? sounds good...

sunday movies wit liz steph janine erin jon matt and nash??? secret window & johnny depp AHHH im in luv wit him too...

aiight my luvs im soooo exhausted its been a weirddd week and SOME KINDA FRIDAY! hah

...Yours Truly...

2 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

Amazing song... [10 Mar 2004|07:50pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | I'll Be Missing You-Puff Daddy ]

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream
In the future, can't wait to see
If you'll open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living your life, after death


Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define
Wish I coul turn back the hands of time
Us in the six, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death


ah beautiful song right there...

...Yours Truly...

2 Kisses| . . . To Fall In Love . . .

Smiles & Dedications... [10 Mar 2004|07:20pm]
[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | Don't Stop Believing-Journey ]

well today went smoothly. usual school stuff except that i had a bio test on sexual reproduction and completely messed up the flower diagram.. woo go me...

play is always eventful-liz yelled at the lil 6th graders bc they're too clingy-that amused me muchly. we did the dumb songs over and over and over again not cool. mike was super pissed-can't blame em tho it sucks that he didnt even havta be there. but yeah i luv hangin wit them-work jus gets in the way lol

okay so im dedicating this next paragraph to my samma bc she is great and i heart her mucho...
so many good times girl! pina coladas, strawberry daquaris, mint chocolate chip icecream!!! oh man we make the biggest messes! lol i miss ya like crazy and im so sorry bout the way i acted i was so outta line but you also misunderstood me so that didn't help. you are sucha great person and i'm so glad we're friends! you mean a lot and i jus hope we can become close again bc i haven't seen ya in like forever!!! i hope you're doin good in school and yeah we sooooooooooooooooooo havta hang out!!!! and yeah check out hott boyzzzzz lol mwaz ilu!

next cayti:
cayti my cayti i luv you! i miss you!!!! ugh i wish i could hug you and we could hang out like old times! you best get your ass up here and hang wit me this summer! you are one of the best people's in my life and i jus dunno where i'd be without you!!! very lost that's for shit sure! lol i miss you muchly!!! but you're always wit me when i listen to JOURNEY and all our other 80's music...and oh yeah and when i listen to the Used lol you are the bestest ever!!!

hum ya kno how much i luv ma gurlies? lunch is jus fantabulous wit em! ( steph laura lizzybeth erin stephanie katie janine!!! occasionally nikki kicks me outta me seat and asks me for hw but i still heart her lol) all of em make my day so much brighter and i will forever heart them! =0) yes this is me being a complete weirdo-but i def want all of yous to kno how much i care bout you guys!!! lol i think im done now....

alrighty well i need to get all these weird 50's songs outta ma head and get some good music...

Lata Luvs
...Yours Truly...


. . . To Fall In Love . . .

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