Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in Kidd's Blurty:

Friday, April 30th, 2004
7:44 pm	totally pointless but yea.. haha i was talking to my friend who moved to PA from arizona and we were arguing over the correct way to pronounce words. lol. so i've decided to compile a list of the way things should be pronounced. lol. Wash= warsh. its just does. Water= Wuder-think Wood-er- (or kinda warter...hah) mountain= MOUNT-in down= DOWn (haha..) gummies= hair bands..cuz they're all elastic and gummy..also known as GUM BANDS...thank you. syrup= SUR-UP not SEER-Up...it totally makes a differance. lol Subs= hoagies..not subs..wtf? lol subway and Quiznos kinda baffle me..they're hoagies not subs.. sprinkles- i know people who call them Jimmies..that just seems wrong..its sprinkles. Soda= soda..not pop. Unless you call it soda pop. radiator= RADiator...not RADE-iator... Vase should rhyme with face. there is just no other way to say it. lol Creek= that word is so wrong..ITS A CRICK people CRICK not creek. wtf is a creek? awhile..this word is used in every other sentance here. "i'll get your drink awhile"... ain't is a word..and its used quite often. so is Y'all..and yinz..and yous.. sandwich meat= this is absurd..its LUNCH MEAT..not deli meat..not cold cut..lunch meat.. jet ski= uh..no its called a sea-doo..yah. gas stations around here are SHEETZ..only sheetz..you aren't in a civilized town if there aren't at least 5 of them. red up= clean up. yep. i live in redneck land. PA= ok so its short for pennsylvania, but no one who lives in Pa calls it pennsylvania..we call it PA... crayon= cran not cray-on.. motorcycle= motor-sickle not cycle... Tires= Tars.. dinner- there is no such thing..you have supper. haha bank machines= no its called a MAC machine..not an atm or anything..MAC MACHINE.. lancaster pa = LANK-as-ter not lan-caster... Crayfish OK?? not crawfish..CRAYfish... burry- rhymes with berry, not hurry heheh... ok i'm done..i'll shut up (Comment on this)
Monday, March 1st, 2004
7:12 pm	LaLaLa Whats up? its been freakin forever since i've updated this thing. My life is very busy, hectic and stressful right now. Tomorrow i turn 19. lol i feel so old. Me and teddy are trying to find our own apartment. I can't wait til june when i have our baby..i have no idea what to write about. i'm out. (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 20th, 2003
3:39 pm	Its been a really long time wow, i haven't been on this site in a really long time. Where did i leave off last? Hmm.. well i have an amazing boyfriend who i have been with since august and we are having a baby. Life is pretty good right now. I'm the happiest i've been for a while. i don't have time to write. gotta go to work. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 5th, 2003
4:41 pm	Boringness today was probably one of the most boring days ever. But i got friday off work and i'm going on a mini-vacation this weekend. Me, randy, steven, kayla and kendra are going to Six Flags and the beach this weekend. WEEEE! haha omg, we all have to share a hotel room. I'm happy. Randy is MAD SEXY in ways i cannot even describe. OMG.. life is good. haha. its gonna be some real fun. heeheehee. i'm out for now. xKiddx (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 2nd, 2003
11:05 am	Car! i have a new car! CARRRR! yah, so basically i got a new car today. It is so sexy! i just got myself a 1995 Eagle Talon. Its very sexy. Its black and its a 5 speed. thats about the only exciting thing that has happened lately. cuz i don't have a life anymore. I'm stuck working all of the time. oh well. if it wasn't for work i wouldn't have my new car. so i win. My friend tyler called me the other day. I haven't talked to him since the end of june. And i haven't actually SEEN him since my graduation day. aww i miss everyone so much. Tomorrow is christi's 18th birthday and she's having people over. I want to go but i'm stuck working. she'll be mad but i can't really help it. oh well. i want to go shopping and get new pants & shoes but i don't feel like going anywhere. i'm out. xKiddx Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Brand New- seventy times 7 (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003
5:30 pm	Just another crazy day. Hi, my life is insanely crazy right now. Kendra talks to Jason all the time now. I hate it. I hate it so much. I've cried all day for the last 2 days. But whatever. let me see, I just found out that a bunch of my close guy friends are doing more drugs than i thought. Like herion. Thats fucked up. esp since they know Jen died from that not even 6 months ago. My other friend turned himself in to the police today. He was already on the run. See he was all messed up with crack and stuff. I've know so many people how have been messed up iwth drugs, like the majority of the people that i'm friends with. I know i don't do that shit but it makes me look bad. I'm so afraid that they're going to die. But they don't listen to me. They think that it won't happen to them. Yah, thats probably what Jen thought too. Now i will never have her back again. I miss her a lot. We got so close so fast. I don't even know what i would do if i lost someone else to that shit. My life is so fucked up right now. i'm out. xKiddx (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 20th, 2003
12:46 pm	useless rambling I don't even know what to talk about. hmm how about Music? music is alway good. But music has a tendency to piss me off. Only because people give music stupid labels. I know in my last survey i used the terms mall-punk and pop-punk but still. Its stupid. "Ohh, no thats SO not punk, thats like mall-punk/post-punk/blah blah blah" i hate when people do that. Dude, its music. Like i was watching tv the other day and they called NFG mall punk. and they put them in the same category as Avril. that pissed me off. I mean I've loved this band for 4 years of my life, when no one knew who they were and now (yah the music has changed and its no where as good) they're getting some dumbass label? No way. you can't even put them in the same sentance as Avril. thats just WRONG. NFG has worked their asses off for years to get to where they are. And they still aren't as well known as GOOD CHARLOTTE (who make me vomit). Its stupid. But enough about NFGlory. Emo labels piss me off. I've come to the conclusion that there is no such thing as emo or screamo. seriously. it never happened. maybe thats cuz every other band that comes out and looks like the All American Rejects (a good band) is labeled as emo. They're not. I've come to the comclusion that i hate labels period. Its just music. if you like it great. OH and it pisses me off when someone loves a band when they aren't well known but hates them when they get famous cuz they "sold out." whatever dude. Now if the music has changed and they aren't the same, ok thats understandable. But if its just cuz they're famous? fuck that. But at the same time i hate when people claim to be something they aren't. Like i know a lot of people who listen to Sum 41, NFG, and good charlotte NOW and they think they're the most hardcore thing on earth. but 6 months ago they hated punk music. And they won't take the time to listen to true punk music. what is that all about? god i hate trend whores. ok i guess the lesson for the day is i hate everything. or something like that. Current Mood: weird Current Music: Brand New. Jude Law...blah blah. (Comment on this)
11:52 am	a survey i stole becasue i'm bored. Three things that scare me: 1. CLOWNS 2. bridges that go over the water. 3. lightning Three people who make me laugh: 1. Kendra 2. matt 3. shannon Three things I love in no particular order: 1. music 2. sleep 3. jackass Three things I hate: 1. clwons 2. annoying people 3. stupididty Three things I don't understand: 1. annoying people 2.stupid people 3. dunno lots of things. Three things on my desk: 1. computer 2. cell phone 3. cigarettes & lighter Three things I'm doing right now: 1. taking this 2. smoking a cigarette 3. talkin to some random guy online Three things I want to do before I die: 1. get married 2. have kids 3. be at least 85 FIVE things I can do: 1. sleep 2. eat 3. sing 4. cry 5. talk.. a l0t Three ways to describe my personality: 1. LOUD 2. hyper 3. funny Three ways to describe my looks: 1. cute 2. punky (for lack of a much better word) 3. and umm i dunno who cares Three things I can't/don't do: 1. shut up 2. make up my mind when it comes to a certain someone 3. uhhhhh FIVE things I think you should listen to: 1. i dont think anyone should listen to my music 2. that is unless they already listen to it 3. otherwise please stay away 4. cuz my music is already the new trend 5. and i hate it. At least everyone listens to pop-punk/mall-punk and not real punk. Three things I don't think you should listen to... ever: 1. see 2. above 3. question Three things I say the most: 1. fuck that. 2. aww hell naw, i'm heated now. 3. bastard. Three of your absolute favorite foods: 1. taco bell 2. ice cream 3. cereal Three things I'd like to learn: 1. dunno... 2. how to play guitar 3. how to play the drums Three beverages you drink regularly: 1. pepsi 2. gatorade at work. hah 3. pepsi Three shows you watched when you were a kid: 1. i don't know 2. rugrats. 3. Blues clues..oh wait thats now..hey Joe is mad hott. 1. Spell your first name backwards. Ahsat 2. The story behind your blurty username? i like Finch. they are god-like Describe your... [ x ] Jewelry worn each day. Bracelets and earrings. [ x ] Pillow cover ? Stars [ x ] Coffee cup ? i don't have a coffee [ x ] Favorite shirt ? i dunno. [ x ] Cologne/Perfume? guys nautica colgone [ x ] CD in stereo right now ? nothing actually. [ x ] Piercings? ears and tongue. my navel and eyebrow ring has been retired Who or What (was/is/are) [ x ] In my mouth - my tongue ring [ x ] In my head - i'm thinking about how lame the real world is [ x ] Wishing ? ..... [ x ] After this ? who knows [ x ] Fetishes ? biting [ x ] If you could get away with murder who would you kill? ]no one..well MAYBE avril. GGGGRRR [ x ] Person you wish you could see right now ? well i won't go there [ x ] Is next to you ? the couch [ x ] Some of your favorite movies ? jackass, white oleander (love the book more), the virgin suicides (the book is better), SLC Punk, trainspotting... [ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month? ....... [ x ] The last thing you ate? uhhh [ x ] Do you like candles? yep [ x ] Do you like incense? yep [ x ] Do you like the taste of blood? umm...no [ x ] Do you believe in love ? yah. [ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight ? sure why not [ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die? eww. uh just bury me. [ x ] Who is your worst enemy i have a few [ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? jaguar [ x ] What are some of your favorite candies ? swedish fish [ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better ? i dunno A - Act your age! sometimes B - Born on what day of the week? saturday i think C - Chore you hate? all of them D - Dad's name? Doug E - Essential makeup item? eyeliner, lipgloss & eyeshadow F - Favorite actor? Matthew Lillard G - Gold or silver? silver H - Hometown? hell..C-burg I - Instruments you play? non really J - Job title? cashier K - Kids? i don't have any L - Living arrangements? i live with my mom M - Mom's name? Denise N - Number of people you've slept with? 3 O- Overnight hospital stays? 0 P - Phobia? Clowns Q - Quote you like? "Stupid games are for stupid people." R - Religious affiliation? i'll get back to you on that S - Sibling? brother T - Time you wake up? depends... U - Unique habit? dunno V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? alot of then W - Worst habit? i smoke. i swear X - X-rays you've had? aahh too many to name Y - Yummy food you make? i don't cook. ever. Z - Zodiac Sign? Pisces Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Dashboard- Hands Down (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 19th, 2003
1:20 pm	meh it just occured to me that i never fully explained my Jason situation in here. i talked about it in the beginning but that was all until just now. Its just another fucked up episode in my life. We talked for a while. Everything was going ok. I slept with him, found out he was still with his girlfriend. He told me they broke up. And we stopped talking. Now he's talking to me again. I don't know if i want to or if i should trust him. Plus i'm talking to this guy named Matt. He's realy cool but he seems like he likes to play games. Plus some chick threaten to "kick my ass" if I talked to him anymore. It was funny. she was like "i have a baseball bat waiting if you mess with him." i was like "yah, cuz i'm so afraid of a baseball bat." stupid bitch. I know i could kick her ass. hah. So anyway back to my story. Jason is text messaging me again. Kendra seems to like talking to him. And that pisses me off. but whatever. I was talking about Jeff the other day and how much he's changed. I still love him but not in the way i used to. I mean, i love the old jeff. He's such an asshole now. Its like i could care less anymore, but i know i'll always love him. Just becuase i have my memories of the old Jeff. well thats all. untill i find a survey to do. hah. latez Kidd Current Mood: confused Current Music: Finch- Letters to you (Comment on this)
1:07 pm	Its been forever since i've updated. Hey, let me see..Its been about a million years since my last update. Nothing too interesting has been happening. Jason is speaking to me again. Which is cool i guess. I work all the freaking time. Seriously all i ever do is work and sleep. If this is what its like to be a mature, responsible adult, then i don't want to be one. I swear the only reason i work is because i like the money. I'm propbably going back to school in september. If not i don't know when. I'm only taking 2 credits worth of classes. And then i'll go baack sometime. who knows. I know i don't. i'm out. latez. xtashx (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 6th, 2003
5:59 pm	Craziness Ensues. YAY! Man, how glad am I that i'm out of Junior high and am graduating in 4 weeks? seriously. This Tech Ed. teacher at my old Jr. high just got fired for sexually harassing a 15 year old! what a sicko. He told the poor kid that "everytime him and his wife do it he thinks about her." EWWW! I would have bitch slapped that mofo! So i heard from my cousin (who goes there) that the school wants to say that he got sent to Iraq to fight, not that he was fired. HAHA! Can we say conspiracy? I can! Why can't they just just tell the truth? Ya know that he's a big nasty pervert! (Comment on this)
5:33 pm	Things I Don't Forkin Understand... Ok, as the subject says here are somethings i don't understand. Why cigarettes are up to $4.15 a pack! I mean I know why, but I don't see why they have to cost so much. bastards. Why people who live in small towns live in thier own little bubble world not noticing the real world until something major happens, and then they suddenly have an opinion. (i know this can be true, i live in a small town) Why people in my town preach until they're blue in the face about god and the bible, but go to the bars all the time. And why we have just as many bars as churches (A LOT!!) can we say hypocrites?? Why gay people can't get married in most states. Fuck that! I mean you love who you love. Nothing can change that. If thats so wrong then Being straight and getting married should be wrong. And i hate when people say being gay is a sin. fuck that. i have more but i'm fighting with my computer..latez (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 9th, 2003
8:02 pm	a walking open wound... ^dashboard^ anyway. god i've gotten myself into yet another "situation." Yea i have a thing for my worst enemy's brother. (what the hell am i doing, i don't know). we've been calling and text messaging each other a lot. He was even going to come see me yesterday. I've known him for so long, and he's always been sweet to my, but his brother is a dick. Oh yea, and he has a girlfriend, but he wants to hook up. I'm so sick of guys, first my Jeff drama, now this. Speaking of Jeff, he wanted me to sneak out and go see him lastnight. His girlfriend was at his house sleeping! he must be out of his mind. He pisses me off cuz he'll wait until i'm over him and he'll try to start something up again. but anyway, back to Jason. He's so cute, and sweet, and funny. i like him a lot but i don't know if I should trust him because of his brother. i hate guys. we prank called Jordan like 15 times in a row last night. but he's no fun cuz he was playing along towards the end. then i called Sheetz and asked if they sell home pregnancy tests (just to be a dumbass) and Kayla & Kendra lost it. they laughed so loud! and me & Kendra jumped out her window (i almost cracked my leg on the fuckin car too) and we ran around the neighborhood at 3:00 in the morning. Me & my friends are dumbasses. I haven't been sleeping well since Jenn died. i dunno my head's still all fucked up. I mean fucking heroin! thats crazy shit. i miss her so much. well..i'm done. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Bad Religion - American Jesus (Comment on this)
4:28 pm	hah, this is about my town! haha God, i will always and forever love forwardgarden.com cuz there was a forward made about my town. its so true! U Kno Ur From C-burg Pa when:* The whole town shows up for highshcool football games on friday * There is a Sheetz on practically every corner *Everyone is so proud that the High School Mascot is the Trojan (cuz its named after the condoms) *Every girl in CASHS thinks Mr. Helfrick the Gym teacher is hott. *everyone knows everyones business *The high school sports teams ROCK at everything except football *U kno all of the druggies/dealers. *Going to HERSHEY is a big deal *U think it is stupid for the mall to have a teen curfew thing *Going to the Valley Mall in Hagerstown is a big deal. *everyone says "warsh" instead of wash *preps rule the freakin town *There are like 15 dollar stores and more pop up all the time. * U think it is a crime that CASHS doesn't have air conditioning(it should be a freakin crime!!) * U kno that C-burg is short for Chambersburg Pennsylvania. hahahah, ha..the dollar store part is so true that is scares me. but i love the dollar stores. Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
3:33 pm	New here..and stuff hi people. yah i have no idea what to say but its ok. i'm bored. thats what i get for living in the boonies! haha.anyway i'll do a survey so you know something about me. ok so its a music survey, sue me. For each artist/band - name a song you like by them: Then add one of your favorite bands to the list: 112 – uh, no? 3 Doors Down - Duck & run 98 Degrees – uh....dunno. Aaliyah – uh...the Dr. Dolittle song. Adema – The way you like it, drowning Alan Jackson – no Ashanti – no Avril Lavigne – again, no. not at all, never. Backstreet Boys – i want it that way (ROFL) Bad Religon- American Jesus, Punk Rock Song, I want to conquer the world..and many more Blink 182 – dammit Britney Spears – Overprotected Bush – glycerine, machine head Camron – no Christina Aguilera – *gags* no Creed – NOOOOOOOOOO Dave Matthews Band - <-- does that shock you? not me. i'm not a fan. Dixie Chicks – ready to run Dru Hill - who cares Eagle Eye Cherry - i dunno Eminem – square dance Eve - the song w/ gwen stefani Faith Hill – uh..12? Fat Joe - whats luv Finch- all of them Untitled, Letters to you, Postscript, Enders, Finch IS GOD! i want to marry finch Fuel - nope, none Garth Brooks - friends in low places Get up Kids - all of them. The Get Up Kids rule all ass. Ginuwine - no Good Charlotte – change, motivation proclimation Hoobastank - pieces, crawling in the dark Incubus – stellar, nice to know you, pardon me Ja Rule – the fast and the furious song Jagged Edge - the one with nelly..where the party at Jessica Simpson – uh...... i think i'm in love? dunno don't like her Jewel - none John Mayer – your body is a wonderland. aww he has the cutest lil smile! KC & JoJo - nah Kelly Osbourne – shut up Kelly Clarkson - the american idol song, ha. Korn - got the life, freak on a leash, A.D.I.D.A.S. Leann Rimes - can't fight the moonlight LFO - hahahahahahahahahaha NO Linkin Park - all of them. LP is kool. a place for my head is the best. Lit - my own worst enemy Ludacris – area codes Madonna - don't have one Mandy Moore – i wanna be with you, walk me home Marilyn Manson - dope show, the beautiful people Michelle Branch – ick N.E.R.D – nah Nelly – Work it (w/ Justin timberlake. ROFL) NOFX – mmmmmmmmm....... dunno, i have their cd's but i don't really have a favorite. its hard to pick cuz they've been around forever. Nsync – digital getdown (hey they're a boyband singing about cyber-sex, now thats funny) O-Town - liquid dreams <--its about wet dreams, also funny. Orgy - blue monday and stitches Outkast - uh..... dunno Papa Roach – last resort, between angels and insects, time & time again Pink - none Puddle Of Mudd – blurry, drift & die Queen - bohemian rhapsody Reba McEntire – uh........ Red Hot Chili Peppers – don't like them. Shakira - i hate her, she can't sing. ew Silverchair – ana's song, miss you love. just about every song they've ever made. Sublime - wrong way, pool shark, date rape, caress me down, santeria, all of their songs rock Sum41 – uh...... makes no difference (back when they weren't even popular) ha Taproot - poem. i love taproot. they're amazing. ha Tim McGraw – uhhh Trust Company - they good single they've had is the 1st one. that cd was so disappointing Tupac - california love. Usher – my way. i dunno i don't like usher Uncle Kracker - none Vanessa Carlton - none Violent Femmes - none Xscape - none Xzibit - none Ying Yang Twins - <--- what the hell? (Comment on this)