| Stuffy nose, Ear-Ache, Head-Ache, Fever, Eye-Ache |
[16 Sep 2003|08:56pm] |
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Arg I caught the fucking flu. God I hate feeling so fucking sick. All of my food tastes like boogers. My nose is red. My head hurts. My ears popped. I have such a terrible immune system. My mom says it may be her fault. Afte I was born, she never took me out. Never exposed me to anything harmful, like germs. So finally when she took me out for air, I caught the flu. Because I wasn't exposed to viruses earlier, my body never made it's own antibodies. So I have a weak body...what else is new? I'm short, skinny, ugly. I don't think that having a shitty immune system is gonna make me kill myself.
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| The Scientist |
[13 Sep 2003|11:52pm] |
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Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me you questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming in tales
Heads are a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing tails
And coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
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| I Watched you Change Into A Fly |
[11 Sep 2003|09:36pm] |
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Deftones-Change |
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Well...Deftones is finally coming back. I think the date is somewhere in November. Can't wait to go. Althought that shit band is gonna open up for them (Hoobastank). ^__^
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[11 Sep 2003|08:59pm] |
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Nine Inch Nails-Starfuckers Inc |
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Instead of buying myself the shoes that I desired, I bought a present for my boyfriend. He calls me on my cellphone and I tell him that I got him suprise;without revealing it ofcourse. He seemed very little excited, if at all, by my gesture. Instead, he asks if I'm able to join him in a walk to the other side of the mall. Although I wanted to go to be with him, I wasn't able to because me and my mom were eating. So Franklin hangs up on me. What a sweet boyfriend huh?
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| Jesus & the Fonz |
[09 Sep 2003|08:20pm] |
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Michelle Branch-Are You Happy Now? |
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Jesus is just like another famous rebel-the Fonz. Except that when the Fonz gies "Ayyyy" Jesus goes "Ayyyy-men".
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| Better drug... |
[09 Sep 2003|08:13pm] |
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Static X-Push It |
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There's a better drug than LSD and PCP. I get high off of G-O-D.
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| The Scarlet Letter |
[07 Sep 2003|04:43pm] |
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Sneaker Pimps-6 Underground |
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"Why dost thou smile so at me?" inquired Hester, troubled at the expression of his eyes. "Art thou like the Black Man that haunts the forest round about us? Hast thou enticed me into a bond that will prove the ruin of my soul?"
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| Genre Status |
[04 Sep 2003|04:35pm] |
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Nirvana-You Know Your Right |
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Every year, more pathetic freshman enter high school to "find themselves". By this ofcourse I mean their genre status. The majority either become refs, rappers, and the so-called "rockers". For the time-being, I'll focus my attention to the "rockers". To these freshman, they believe the requirements to be associated as a "rocker" is to dress as a "rocker" (baggy pants, black hair, black nails, boots, patches, and anything that you can buy from Hot Topic). There truelly is nothing to be proud of when you are called, or are referred to as "rocker". This being because the majority of "rockers" are fucking idiots. From experience I have learned that over 75% of these "rockers" fail their classes and have to repeat the year. Is there something to be proud of because of this? I certainly don't think so. These...people believe that the music makes you. That because you are a "rocker" you must wear the clothes, talk the talk, and walk the walk in order to listen to that genre of music. This is a case of immaturity; although I am not saying that I myself am a prune. But just the fact that you must obey these laws to be accepted by the idiots who feel they are almighty because they memorized how many hair strands are on the head of their favourite artist is ridiculous. You must grow up and realize that you can wear comfortable jeans and a shirt and also listen to rock, or any type of music.
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| Even Deeper |
[31 Aug 2003|03:48pm] |
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NIN-Even Deeper |
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i woke up today
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of my footprints
from where i ran away
it seems everything i've heard
just might be true
and you know me
(well you think you do)
sometimes, i have everything-
yet i wish i felt something
do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have i become?
when i think i can overcome
it runs even deeper
in a dream i'm a different me
with a perfect you
we fit perfectly
for once in my life i feel complete-
and i still wanna ruin it
afraid to look
as clear as day
this plan has long been underway
i hear them call
i cannot stay
the voice inviting me away
do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have i become?
when i think i can overcome
it runs even deeper
everything that matters is gone (everything that matters is gone)
all the hands of hope have withdrawn (everything)
could you try to help me hang on?
it runs...
i'm straight
i won't crack
on my way
and i can't turn back
i'm okay
i'm on track
on my way
and i can't turn back
halo 14 / [reznor]
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