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x Going to Live Jurnal! [28 May 2004|10:36pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | x Twisted Method ] Hey all who tend to read my jurnal....im gettin away from blurty for a while, and moving on to Live jOurnal. the site is... www.livejournal.com/users/xblo0dyxt3arsx if u wanna check it out...ill have it free for a while, then im gunna have the friends only thinggy..so yeah...enjoy!... x Laur

x Thoughts that r confusing... [20 May 2004|08:43pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Sugarcult-"Shes the Blade"n Kottonmouth Kings-Tangerine SkY ] x Wow a lot of shit has happened this week.1 friend gone. 1 pissed the fuck off @ me.I sayd srry n eurrthing..and they both dont wanna forgive me..:-(. (Im not telling names in respect 4 them.) It sucks cuz i was really close to the one friend that im not talking to anymore. I felt like she was almost like my little sister..the other one, idk whats goin on..but neways..that friend was soo great. We wuld always hang out together around the hoodizzle, n just chill. We had so many things in common and got along soo good. Then one day I have to go fuck it up and everything just went !BOOM! and its gone. So the end result is that the one friend is pissed at me A LOT, so i dont think that we r gonna talk for a LONG time. I dont get why she wuldnt except my apology. A part of me wants to be friends and the other part doesnt. Im just soo torn between what to think. Argh!!!... x Kottonmouth Kings-"Tangerine Sky" Say goodbye to a tangerine sky say hello say hello to tomorrow- when you say goodbye to a tangerine sky you lose your pain lose your fear lose your sorrow what if you were livin yours instead of hatin mine findin truth and spreadin love and searchin deep inside – see me glidin swiftly to that place I need to be that home grown irie zone harvesting my seeds I’m gonna live my life from day to night with no hesitation Make the best of every situation that I find myself placed in Decidin right from wrong, choosing my final destination Cause when it’s said and done, it’s just yourself that you are facin’ Say goodbye to a tangerine sky say hello say hello to tomorrow- when you say goodbye to a tangerine sky you lose your pain lose your fear lose your sorrow Say Say Say good-bye to tomorrow Wash your sorrow Live and learn Listen up and follow Do what you so let me rock it I be dammed if you think you gonna stop it Popo it drop it D-Loc get up on it Don’t you think your sink cause you can’t call it I be the one that balled you up in college Killa cross just brake you down Kottonmouth Kings on the radio now Make you think when you see my face D-Loc with style and grace I wanna touch the sky unleash control wanna feel time travel real thru my soul wanna ride real high wanna lay real low independent free thought control my zone my zones full blown like a plant full grown transform myself thru this microphone – Hold up ….change that tone Johnny Richter come thru with your barritone It’s time to open up your eyes and catch sight Cause you could wake up in the morning, and not make it to the night Take advantage of your life, you only get one try You gonna be satisfied today if tonight you died? Well I’m not that guy, I keep my blood runnin’ You say you’ve had enough, and I say keep it comin Now you’re bummed because you’re done and you’re left all alone Should’ve known livin blown you’d end up like a clone WHAATTTT! Say goodbye to a tangerine sky say hello say hello to tomorrow- when you say goodbye to a tangerine sky you lose your pain lose your fear lose your sorrow It’s not a place on any map it’s Kaya meditation that home grown herbal zone peaceful medication at peace no understandin no condition but love at peace all accepting to the sky above Say goodbye to a tangerine sky say hello say hello to tomorrow- when you say goodbye to a tangerine sky you lose your pain lose your fear lose your sorrow

x...Good Morn from Linz's!...x [15 May 2004|08:05am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | the computer running...& linzs dad makin brkfast ] hey, im at linz's online at 8 in the morn!..lol..well shes sleepin n thurs nuttin on tv..so yea...the last week or to has made me think a lot. many various things..*no comment on that topic*..but yea. Last nite was fun..first i was chillen w/maddog fo a while, then amanda joins us. I still cant get ovr the fact that im accuallty talkin to her. its weird. idk wether to believe...well im not gunna get into that. So we all rollerbladed around the nieghborhood. It was fun. I was tellin storys bout becca & other random topix. Then me and mad head to my house cuz amanda had to go home. we go thur and i get a call from Linz. so i was lookin for shit to draw while i was on the phone w/linz. we hung up cuz she wanted to call Geno....then mad left 2 eat then she came bak. My dad had left to get pizza...So then i started to get hyper..i went outside w/maddy and i was dancin to "take me away" from ddr..it was so funny....mad was like "dude u r weird" lol..so then my dad got home w/sicilian pizza from tom&pats...i grabbed me & mad a piece and went outside. We were talkin fo a while, then amanda comes home from 99. i asked her if she liked the food & all..then she came down for a few min. we all were talkin then i left to go get linz. i was gettin hyper...so on the way driving down park i blasted "mY banD" wen we drove by maddy,who was on her way home. then i stuck my head out the window and yelled "BY MADDY"muah!" then she screams "BYE!" & does the muah thing bak...the mall was fun...we met up w/al,alex & all them, but they left like 5 min aftr we got there. so we stuck w/robbie. we went around w/them then found rea,nick,geekus,& 2 mor of their friends. So practially the whole nite we spent lookin for various people...rea,geekus,ect. it was fun tho. i got my g-h-e-t-t-o bakpak!!.lol..black nike...so ya..well im gunna get off n go eat n wake linz up....write l8er! Linz+Laur=bxFxfxL 4 life...na na na na na na gangsta nation!!!....westside westside we gunna set this party of rite!lol mad..kayne west!

x..Fights,Fights and more fights!! [30 Apr 2004|08:14pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | cd mix as usual ] hey all, damn this week has been full of some madd drama!!!..fight after fight...Holy shit our skool shuld be nominated for an award of most fights in a week!..its madd crazy!!!...so hurrs what happened wit the fights...x Todays-->i went to my locker to put my book away...i saw my friends Veronica and Will in the hallway waiting outside talkin, then comes Niahri..we all were talkin and crap then i went to my locker and headed bak hur. So i was goin down the hallway then i see a big crowd. i was like o shit. FIGHT!!!..it was another black/white fight again. Its sad that it happened but u kno. oh yea this morn there was another fight with these 3 black kids that jumped this white kid, then one of the black kids got busted for drugs! its fuXked up!!!..but neways..so i was tryin to get through the crowd to get back to here, but they were fightin so i got pushed around by the crowd in the back near the wall...eurrone was like "FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!" it was so funny..then teachers came out and broke it up. Wow there is so much drama in this skool, but its kinda fun tho..lol..idk why...and yesterday i was in Biology after keyboarding..so we all heard yellin and crap outside, then this kid Jerome was like "theres a fight!!!" my teacher was like "no" then we heard a bash against the wall..then Jerome was like "THERES A FIIGHT!!!" then my teach went outside and held back this africa grl..while the other grl was spinning around her weave!! it was so funny..a bunch of us went to the back door to see what was goin on..it was soo funny!!...as soon as the non-african grl pulled her the other grl's weave off we all were like "OOOOHHH!!!!" it was sooo funny!!....Damn theres been so much drama around hurr, but its iight cuz im keepin myself out of everything. and not sayin a word. lol.!!!..fucked up shit rite?..Damn straight it is! lol...So this week besides all the fights and shit, Art has been fun. Will has been his funny self as usual..today was fun. cuz we all r doin this art projekt that has to do with tracing a face of choice on paper. So ms v,our S.teacher, had all of us go up on the window cill and lean on the windows to trace the faces...Me,Lindz and Will were alll up thurr next to eachother talkin..me and lindz get down, while Will is still up there..so then he stands up and goes, Lindz,Laur..what would you do if i fell?..and i was like "i wuld run away and be like 'i didnt do it!'" then he was like "gee thanx" i was like "dude im playin!" he was like "yea i knew that"...then all period he was visitin me and Lindz, bein himself and all..oh shit. all period he was like, in a funny voice, "i smoke rocks..hahhaa"..oh god it was so funny!!..god i love my art class! its just way to much fun!...with Will,Shay,James,the other James, Laura and everybody else..we all r like friends, which is coo..Mrs suraci likes our class and all, but she thinks Will and his friends r intresting kids..lmao..she told my dad that on parent teach conference..i was dyin!..well im tired and im gunna prob fall asleep at the keyboard if i type anymore...lol..so neways yea...write l8er... p-s..Im gettin my new skateboard tmrow!!!! this awsome Element BAM tattoo deck. Black wit light grey element symbols on it..then BAM's tattoo. the one with the heartagram and the wings or whatever the hell u wanna call them next to it..darkstar or birdhouse wheels,wit bam bearings or something not to expensive. lol. I cant wait to skate tmrow!!!.. ..xX Happy Birthday MadDog Xx......I feel like shit/My suggestion is to keep your distance cuz right now im dangerous/We've all felt like shit/And been treated like shit/All those motherfuckers that want to step up/I hope you know I pack a chain saw/I'll skin your ass raw/And if my day keeps goin' this way I just might break somethin' tonight...Limp BiZkit-'Break Stuff'

x..Last day of vacation...*TEAR!!!* [25 Apr 2004|07:38pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | x New mix ] x Ahh vacation is over!!! damn it sucks.i never got my set!!! ARGH!!lwell hopefully ill get it May 4th.. Well this week was pretty boring except for the fact that i saw Th3 Puni!sh3r w/Maddog and her friend, well now mine 2, Andrew, i was chillen with her all week, Andrew came over here, the mall trips this week..fun fun. Good times good times. Now me,maddog and Andrew r gunna start the soon to be band Outbreak. Fun fun..Im da drummer,maddog prob on vocals and andrew on gutair..gunna be some good times!!. Well back to the old grind tmrow..but at least i got art to look forward to!! :-P....but not Tom.. :-(...Lol...well anyways, gunna go tt people online, paint, then shower. Update the next time i get the computer....x -I just dont think anyone cares anymore....but there you go for the last time/i finally know now what i should have known then that i could still be ruthless if you let me but there you go and i'm not done you're waving goodbye, well atleast youre having fun the rising tide will not let you forget me forget me

xMore Quizzesx [22 Apr 2004|12:53pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | x Th3 Pun!sh3r §ouNdtr@cK x ] The Generic Teenager Stereotype Do you drink [alcohol]?: nope,tried it tho Do you party a lot? How often?: nope not that type Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: nope,non-druggie here How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: no again!!! Do you skip classes? How often?: well once, but i doubt ill ever do it again Do you have casual sex? Protected?: no!!hell no!!! not till im married! Do you steal?: on occasion....shhh!!! dont tell anyone! well i think everyone does from Hot Topic :-P Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: HELL NO!!! im not a fuXkin prep! Do you drool over celebrities?: Nope. Who the hell cares!/ Well if tony hawk and BAM count, then yea a little. Do you watch a lot of TV?: Nope rather be here or outside with friends. Do you ever watch the News?: Sometimes yea. My dads the politicial type Do you even care about world issues?: same^ Do you read books often?: Not really. only for school Are you failing a lot of your classes?: ..no comment.. Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: yup Do you smoke cigarettes?: nope Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: 7-11's hahah thats funny. mostly malls Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: nope. when i have a crush, it stays for a long time. Do you cuss a lot?: yup just like a trucker! :-) lol Are you desperate to fit in?: nope i got my friend who like me for who i am! Are you intelligent?: somewhat...lol nothing further... The Goth Stereotype Black lipstick?: yup Black eyeliner?: hell yea. i wanna look semi-decent Black eyeshadow?: yea.well sparkly silver-grey Black trenchcoat?: nope. i wish i had one Black boots?: nope Black fishnets?: no im not a punk whore! lol Black nail polish?: hell yea!!rock on Cigarettes?: nope Heavy metal music?: hell yea Marilyn Manson?: sort of Kittie?: yea well sort of Cradle of Filth?: they ok Constant frown and perpetual angst?: huh? Do you like to be seen as: individual Are you an intellectual?: dont think so An atheist?: nope Horrible home life?: ..no comment.. Hopelessly depressed?: ..no comment.. Suffering with suicidal idealations?: no Self-mutilation?: ..no comment.. The Punk Stereotype Plaid?: yea pj's count? Big black boots?: dont kno Mohawk?: yea espically black ones on guys...:-P Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: well eyebrow and lip are ok, ears 2 Loud, confident and opinionated?: nope Wild hair colors?: somewhat NOFX?: hell no Rancid?: hell no Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: ? A: nah The Jock Sterotype What's your IQ?: dont know Do you watch a lot of sports?: nope. only yhe winter and summer x-games Play a lot of sports?: nope. i used to play soccer but now i skate and bike. Talk a lot about sports?: nope. Only x-games sometimes Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: a.d.i.d.a.s? lol..sometimes skateboarding Are you arrogant?: dont think so.. Are you a male or female whore?: NONE!!! Are you homophobic?: no!! 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[ .069. ] movie: o god. way to many but heres a few-Th3 Pun!sh3r,Grind,Bad Boys I+II,The Whole Nine Yards I+II,Blue Streak,Rush Hour I+II,Almost Heros [ .070. ] magazine: Transworld sk8boarding,(sometimes) Teen People [ .071. ] actor: Matt Perry,Bruce Willis,Jackie Chan,Chris Tucker [ .072. ] actress: dont really like any women actress'..i think they r all way to prissy lol [ .073. ] candy: SKITTLES!!!!,Starbursts [ .074. ] gum: Orbit,winterfresh [ .075. ] scent: country APPLE (lol Mad) [ .076. ] candy bar: twiX,reeses [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: ChocO cO0ki3 dough,Black rasberry [ .078. ] color: Black,Red,Lime green,Navy blue [ .079. ] season: (in order by favorite) winter,fall,spring,summer [ .080. ] holiday: My birthday, and x-mas [ .081. ] band: Nirvana,and a LOT more [ .082. ] singer: none.. [ .083. ] group: cant think of any...look above if needed.. [ .084. ] rapper: 5o Cent definately [ .085. ] type of music: Rock,Alter,Bob Marley type music,anything rock/metal crap [ .086. ] thing in your room: my posters [ .087. ] place to be: my room, then outside w.friends [ .088. ] radio station: 106.9 WcCc,107.1 the BoX [ .089. ] tv channel: Mtv,movies channel [ .090. ] junk food: candy mostly..then ice cream [ .091. ] overall food: Chinc,italian,pizza [ .092. ] store: PacSun,Hot Topic [ .093. ] shoe brand: didnt you already ask this? [ .094. ] fast food: Burger King,Wendys [ .095. ] restaurant: 99,TgI fridays [ .096. ] shape: heartagram (lol), star [ .097. ] time of day: Mid-afternoon..just getting dark,night [ .098. ] country: UsA,Italy [ .099. ] state: Florida,Ct [ .100. ] boys name: dont care [ .101. ] girls name: myself..lol [ .102. ] mall: Ct Post [ .103. ] video game: Resident Evil,T.h.P.s series,Dance Dance Revolution [ .104. ] shampoo: Garnie Fruitse..or however the fuck you spell/say it lol [ .105. ] board game: Simpsons Clue,and Monolopy [ .106. ] computer game: dont have one anymore [ .107. ] car: MustAng,corvette [ .108. ] music video: ..hard choice.. [ .109. ] swear word: fuXk!,shitfucker, and a lot more i made up [ .111. ] month: Sept-Dec [ .112. ] cartoon character: Homer,Homestar Runner, [ .113. ] scary movie: Scream,TeXas Chainsaw Massacure,Excorist [ .114. ] team: X-Games people lol [ .115. ] possession: My music. . : what's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : . [ .116. ] eminem: ugly fuck who cant rap [ .117. ] dog: annoying [ .118. ] hot: weather [ .119. ] britney spears: whore [ .120. ] nsync: gay [ .121. ] real world: tv show [ .122. ] orange: color [ .123. ] choice: .. [ .124. ] fuck: a color (lol mad) [ .125. ] bisexual: "a" and "s" [ .126. ] black: my fav color :-P [ .127. ] icq: ? huh [ .128. ] insane clown posse: band which sux [ .129. ] linkin park: GREATEST BAND EVER *headbangs* [ .130. ] jack: from nightmare before x-mas [ .131. ] rainbow: "a" and "s" [ .132. ] cherry: red [ .133. ] cucumber: food [ .134. ] shark: attack [ .135. ] lifehouse: gay band [ .136. ] bat: night animal [ .137. ] leather: cow [ .138. ] whip: ewwww [ .139. ] america: home [ .140. ] water: drink [ .141. ] volcano: lava . : this or that : . [ .142. ] rock or rap: rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: rock [ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: both!!! [ .146. ] rap or pop: rap [ .147. ] rap or r&b: rap [ .148. ] rap or metal: a little of both, depends on the rapper [ .149. ] pop or r&b: nether [ .150. ] pop or metal: metal [ .151. ] r&b or metal: meta; [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: LP, but a little of bizkit [ .153. ] tool or korn: both [ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: nether!! they both suck [ .155. ] hot or cold: cold [ .156. ] winter or summer: winter [ .157. ] spring or fall: fall [ .158. ] shakira or britney: nether! both r whores [ .159. ] icp or eminem: icp. em sucks [ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: both [ .161. ] kittie or garbage: kittie [ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv [ .163. ] buffy or angel: nether [ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: nether..jeasus whats with all the preppy questions?! [ .165. ] football or basketball: football...my cuzins got me into it [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: a little of both [ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snoboarding [ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: sk8ing [ .169. ] black or white: black [ .170. ] orange or red: red [ .171. ] yellow or green: green [ .172. ] purple or pink: nether [ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne:the knot [ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: BOTH!!! [ .175. ] inside or outside: a little of both [ .176. ] weed or alcohol: nether [ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell [ .178. ] pen or pencil: both. pen for school,pencil for art [ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: nether [ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: nether [ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: nether [ .182. ] star wars or star trek: nether [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: both!! [ .184. ] prep or punk: PUNK ALL THE WAY [ .185. ] slut or whore: nether . : private life : . [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope dont want one ether [ .187. ] do you have a crush: i think... [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: no [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: no [ .190. ] who was your first kiss:.no [ .191. ] how many hearts of have you broken: none [ .192. ] how many people broke your heart: none [ .193. ] best quote to sum up love: who the fuck cares!!! [ .195. ] do you have a picture of him/her: nah, i wish i did :-( [ .196. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yah unfortunately [ .197. ] do you go by looks or personality: personailty. Looks come last [ .198. ] ever kiss a friend: nah dont wanna [ .199. ] are you still friends: look above [ .200. ] so moving along..do you smoke: I DONT SMOKE!! JEASUS CHRIST! [ .201. ] do you smoke weed: no [ .202. ] ever trip on acid: no [ .203. ] how about a little x: NO [ .204. ] crack, heroin, anything else: NO [ .205. ] beer good or beer bad: bad [ .206. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: nope. well ive tried them tho [ .207. ] do you like smirnoff ice: NO [ .208. ] prefer beer or liquor: no [ .209. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: I DONT SMOKE!!! . : would you ever : . [ .210. ] bungee jump: maybe [ .211. ] sky dive: maybe [ .212. ] swim with dolphins: yea i wanna [ .213. ] scuba dive: yea [ .214. ] go rock climbing: mayb [ .215. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no [ .216. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: hell no!! im definaltey not the type that would do that. [ .217. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: nah [ .218. ] cross-dress: hell no!! [ .219. ] lie to the police: nope [ .220. ] run from the police: yeah probally [ .221. ] lie to your parents: way ahead of ya there. been there done that [ .222. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no way [ .223. ] be an exotic dancer: hell no!!! thats "a" [ .224. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: nah [ .225. ] streak: hell no!! . : your friends : . [ .226. ] best friends: Linz,Brad,Veronica,Ashley,&more i think... [ .227. ] known longest: Linz [ .228. ] wish you talked to more: Brad :-( [ 229.] wish you saw more: Brad :-( [ .230. ] how many friends do you think you have: ..enough [ .231. ] who drives you insane after a while: ..no comment. i dont wanna piss anyone off.. [ .232. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Linz,Brad,MaddyV,Ashley [ .233. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no [ .234. ] can always make you laugh: Maddy,Brad,Linz [ .235. ] hot tempered: ..no comment [ .236. ] most impatient: ..no comment. ill keep my thoughts to myself [ .237. ] shortest: Gena [ .238. ] tallest: tie between Ashley,Veronica,Brad [ .239. ] skinniest: Linz [240 ] nicest: all of them :-) [ .241. ] best personality: Brad,Linz [ .242. ] biggest drug user: none!!. we no druggies lol . : have you ever : . [ .243. ] flashed someone: nah [ .244. ] told the person you liked how you felt: nope [ .245. ] been to michigan: nope [ .246. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: nope .247. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope [ .248. ] skateboarded: hell yea [ .249. ] skinny dipped: eww no [ .250. ] stolen anything: yup..hehehe I think everyone does from Hot Topic lol [ .251. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: no i think its fun :-) .252. ] kicked someone's ass: ..yup and i still want to [ .253. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball : hell yea i did [ .254. ] broke a beer bottle: all the time!! (rite mad? lol good times good times) [ .255. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: nope. .256. ] kissed someone of the same sex: eww hell no!!!! [ .257. ] flipped someone off: hell yea all the time [ .258. ] gone on a road trip: yup [ .259. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: nah im only 14! lOl .260. ] been to a concert: hell yeah!! plenty of times [ .261. ] been to another country: nope. i wanna go to italy tho [ .262. ] talked back to an adult: all the time [ .263. ] got pulled over: nope [ .264. ] got in a car accident: nope [ .266. ] given money to a homeless person: yea like a quarter lol [ .267. ] tried to kill yourself: ..no comment [ .268. ] cried to get out of trouble: when i was little yea [ .270. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: eww no [ .271. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: yea . : opinions : . [ .272. ] what do you think...about pop music: shitty as hell [ .273. ] about boy bands: gay fuckers who should be kicked out of the musc industry [ .274. ] about flag burning: bad [ .275. ] of the war on terrorists: shoudl eb fought till the end. [ .276. ] about suicide: totally insane. [ .277. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: fuckers [ .278. ] about abortion: idk [ .279. ] about rock/metal music: kicks the shit [ .280. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: college or out, with a job in somesort of art thing [ .281. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Linz,Brad,Veronica,Ashley,Maddy . : what did you do : . [ .282. ] last birthday: dont recall [ .283. ] yesterday: chilled with maddy at the mall [ .284. ] last weekend: dont recall [ .285. ] christmas: went to Ny [ .286. ] thanksgiving: New Hampshire beeeeetch!! [ .287. ] new year's eve: home [ .288. ] halloween: did stupid/fun shit with maddy around the neighborhood .289. ] easter: With family. [ .290. ] valentine's day: nothing. who cares bout that holiday . : the last : . [ .291. ] thing you ate: tountains .292. ] thing you drank: soda [ .293. ] thing you wore: my dickies,etnies hat,jewelry,etnies shoes,quiksilver shirt [ .294. ] place you went: (yesterday)mall [ .296. ] person you saw:(yesterday) Maddy [ .297. ] person you kissed: my mom lol [ .299. ] song you heard: Damageplan-Ashes to ashes.The Punisher Soundtrack . : now : . [ .300. ] what are you eating: nothing [ .301. ] what are you drinking: nothing [ .302. ] what are you wearing: dickies,quiksliver shirt,etnies hat,jewlery [ .303. ] any shoes on: nope [ .304. ] hair: tied up .305. ] listening to: x The Punisher Soundtrack [ .306. ] talking to anyone: Andrew [ .307. ] are you pissed i made this so long: nah its fun . : yes or no : . [ .308. ] are you a vegetarian: no [ .309. ] do you like cows: yea [ .310. ] are you a bitch: no [ .311. ] are you artistic: hell yea [ .312. ] do you write poetry: yea [ .313. ] are you a fast runner: no [ .314. ] can you ski: sort of [ .315. ] are you british: Nope,but maddy and judy are :-P lol [ .316. ] do you want to spear britney: hell yes i do!! .317. ] do the voices talk to you: no .318. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: no [ .319. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: no .320. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': yes .321. ] are you straight: yes [ .322. ] are you ½stupid, ¼insane, and another ¼physically handicapped: yrs [ .323. ] are you fat: yes [ .324. ] are you skinny: no [ .325. ] are you short: yes [ .326. ] are you tall: no [ .327. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: hell no [ .328. ] how about orange pants: no [ .329. ] can you see the flying monkeys: yes .330. ] are you evil: sort of...heheheh [ .331. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: no .332. ] is britney a whore: YES!! [ .333. ] are you a teenage zombie: dont think so [ .334. ] am i annoying you: no [ .335. ] do you like marilyn manson: sort of [ .336. ] are you secretly from another planet: no .337. ] do you shop at hot topic: YES!! . : random questions : . [ .338. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: penguin [ .339. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: chinc food,or italian food [ .340. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yes. unfortuneatly.(lol mad) [ .341. ] do you dream in color or black and white: color [ .342. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: yes i do. .343.] can people read you like a book: no .344. ] what's your biggest fear: staying back [ .345. ] do you talk a lot: no .346. ] are you afraid of clowns: no [ .347. ] do you like spiders: yes .348. ] how about grape kool-aid: no [ .349. ] can you drive: no .350. ] are you spoiled: hell no [ .351. ] are you anti-social: sort of [ .352. ] do you see dumb people: yes [ .353. ] do you see dead people: yes i do(lol mad) [ .354. ] any last words: R.i.P....any more questions? lol

x..Quiz..x [19 Apr 2004|10:23pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | x Th3 Pun!sh3r §ouNdtr@cK x ] Friends Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yea Who is your best friend?: i dont have one best friend, but i think if i had to say 1 it would be linz Who's the one person that knows most about you?: linz What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: to talk with someone about your problems, and dont do things that wont make anything better Your favorite inside joke?: ..way to many to name between me and maddy Thing you're picked on most about?: not to shure... Who's your longest known friend?: Linz Newest?: theres about 15 people i can name Shyest?: me..ash,sherry,and like more people that i cant name Funniest?: Will,Maddy,Brad Sweetest?: Gena,Kayley,and more Closest?: Linz,Brad,Ashley,Veronica Weirdest?: Maddy,Brad,Linz,Kayley,Gena,Sam Smartest?: Brad..definately Ditziest?: Maddy,me,Kayley,Gena,Sam Friends you miss being close to the most?:...Brad definately. It sucks that i dont get to see him that much,well not at all :-( TEAR!!! Last person you talked to online?: Maddy Who do you talk to most online?: Maddy,Brad Who are you on the phone with most?: i dont use the phone much, but when i do its between Maddy and Linz Who do you trust most?: Linz and Brad Who listens to your problems?: Linz,Brad Who do you fight most with?: (sometimes)Maddy Who's the nicest?: Linz Maddy Brad Kayley Ash V Who's the most outgoing?: Gena and Sam Who's the best singer?: shit this is a hard one...definately a tie between Linz and Gena Who's on your shit-list?: a LOT of people but heres the top 5-...1-Kaitlyn 2-Amanda 3-Heather 4-Lea 5-Any prep that i hate Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: hell no!!!!!...well mayb going out with one...hehehhe Who's your second family?: well it used to be Heather's but now ide say its mostly Linz's but somewhat Maddy's 2 Do you always feel understood?: Nope definately not Who's the loudest friend?: shit thats a 3 way tie between Gena-Sam-and Maddy Do you trust others easily?: Nope. i have to know them for a WHILE b4 i totally put trust in them Who's house were you last at?: Maddy's Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: ..nobodys. no one loves me like that except for my fuxkin parents Do your friends know you?: some do..some dont Friend that lives farthest away: Brad :-( Love and All That Do you consider love a mistake?: yes What do you find romantic?: personality, then looks. Turn-on?: a GOOD scence of humor in a guy. Turn-off?: attitude twards me. First kiss?: nope not yet. prob wont get one for a while.. If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: shitty. i would leave it alone to see if it passes.If not the person would have to deal with it if i dont like them. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: definately Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: dont care Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: not that i recall...all my crushes had some cuteness in them Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: nope. not one bit What is best about the opposite sex?: personailty What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: attitude. What's the last present someone gave you?: easter candy and shit Are you in love?: nope. Do you consider your significant other hot?: my crush yes. i dont have a "significant other". dont want one ether Who Was the Last Person... That haunted you?: "a" deinfinately You wanted to kill?: Kaitlyn and Amanda..god their faces makes me sick!!! *throws up* That you laughed at?: Maddy and my new friend Andrew with all their werid jokes :-P That laughed at you?: Maddy and Andrew That turned you on?: ...no one..i havent talked to that certain someone yet :-( You went shopping with?: Maddy and Andrew :-) Good times.Good times That broke your heart?: no one. To disappoint you?: my parents To ask you out?: no one...dammit!!! nah jk i dont care To make you cry?: my parents.and a friend To brighten up your day?: Maddy and Andrew That you thought about?: Brad. cuz i havent seen him scence like last summer :-( You saw a movie with?: Maddy and Andrew!!!!..we saw Th3 Pun!sh3r!!!!..shit that movie kicked MAJOR ass!!!!! You talked to on the phone?: my dad, to check in You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Maddy,Andrew,Shawn You saw?: Maddy & Andrew You lost?: ..No comment.. Right This Moment... Are you going out?: nope. its fuckin 1o:3o @ nite! lol Will it be with your significant other?: JEASUS!!!!! I DONT HAVE ONE!!!!! Or some random person?: look above dammit What are you wearing right now?: Hawk t-shirt and pj pants Body part you're touching right now: head, im puttin my hair up in a ponytail What are you worried about right now?: how the hell im gunna get my grades up What book are you reading?: none!! i hate reading lol What's on your mousepad?: eagle with american flag. but its gunna be the punisher soon! :-) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: hyper,sad,depressed,lonely,excited Are you bored?: yes definately! Are you tired?: sort of Are you talking to anyone online?: yup...Maddy,and Shawn Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope. Are you lonely or content?: a little of both Are you listening to music?: yup!!! Th3 Pun!sh3r soundtrack mo fo!!! lol x...This week has started off good!. On sat i met maddys friend Andrew. hes really cool. We all went to see Th3 Pun!sh3r. that movie was the fuckin shit!!!! not as good as i thought, but still good..today me,maddy and Andrew all were chillen. we walked to the corner store and got snaks and sat on the beach for a while. Fun fun,good times good times. Andrew was yellin shit to Kaitlyn*cough*bitch*cough*Amanda and heather..oh god it was funny as fuck!!!.we all hate them SOOOO much. anyways, i would love to write more..but i g2g. update soon!.

x Boredd [21 Mar 2004|04:56pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | cKy-attached at the hip ] x--> Today was alright. woke up. did shit around the house. got dressed..went online on my moms phone...talked to MadDog....ect ect around 1-1:3o madDog came over and we headed outside.. So thats where ive been scence then. Outside between mad's and hurr.. heres a little survey i found in Nikki's jurnal.--> xXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXx rufio vs. brand New: x Brand new saves the day vs. taking back sunday: Taking back sunday new found glory vs. the get up kids: nether they both suck jet vs. aerosmith: aerosmith..jets ok simple plan vs. good charlotte: nether...they both SUCK!!!!! the all american rejects vs. dashboard confessional they both are o.k bright eyes vs. from autumn to ashes: never heard of ether of them dashboard confessional vs. something corporate: something corporate him vs. metallica: H.I.M cuz i dont like the new metallica new found glory vs. blink 182: BlInK 182 i hate nfg old blink vs. new blink: i just like the band all together yellowcard vs. rufio: yellocard..really dont know rufio the ataris vs. wakefield: the ataris story of the year vs. rufio: story of the year nirvana vs. aerosmith: Nirvana for life student rick vs. never heard of it: never heard of them rancid vs. red hot chili peppers: rancid the starting line vs. new found glory: nether a static lullaby vs. alkaline trio: dont know ether bands weezer vs. nirvana: nirvana 4 life no use for a name vs. something corporate: no use for a name+ S.c even tho i dont really no ether of them silverchair vs. thrice: Thrice..dont really kno silverchair finch vs. a fire inside: finch sum41 vs. blink 182: blink 182 bush vs. nirvana: nirvana further seems forever vs. dashboard confessional: dashboard anti-flag vs. thrice: thrice nofx vs. millencolin: nether...nvr heard of them sugarcult vs. the juliana theory: sugarcult camp kill yourself vs. millencolin: cKy for life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! saves the day vs. rufio: idk ether of them ...X-Games people-- Hawk vs. Burnquist Hawk Mirra vs. Niquist both =) Palmer vs .White Palmer Hawk vs. McDonald Both BAM vs Hawk Both!! =) seXy bitChes lol xXxxXxXXxXxxXxXXxXXxXxXxXxxXx well thats it for now, when i think of more ill add them.... L8er-

x Bored x [13 Mar 2004|09:35pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | x Lost Prophets 'Start Something' cd x ] -->Just really boreddddddddddddddddd hurrrrrrrr lol....today was extremely boring...in the morn i had to wrk on my 20th cent essay 4 Dell,....then i watched Grind then tv then Bad Boys 2, then Grind again...then scence Maddog didnt come over, i went out with my parents...whoopie. fun fun NOT....we went to Dick's to see if they had new boards, which they did..but of course i culdnt get 1 cuz "get your grades up first" i was like fuxk that...then we went to d&d's and i got a dunkachino and a doughnut...after that we went to x-pect...i got some make-up... :-0 lol i kno i kno surprising...but hey a grls gotta start wearin it sometime....i got new eyeliner, eye shadow..and foundation to cover up the dam zits lol....we got home (finally) and i went online...Maddog was on and she asked me if i wanted to go out and skate..and i did...so we went out and skated for a while..talkin about random shit as usual..but its fun, cuz maddy's a coo kid....then i went in and watched a little bit of I Am Sam with mom, then sh0w3red then came on here...so ya....tomorw shuld be fun cuz im gunna go up to Haley w/MadDog to skate & chill for a while..then we'll prob come back and watch GrinD or suttin...im goin to church, which i havent been to in like forever...and i get to see brad!...i havent seen him in sooooooooo long...we'll prob hang out and catch up...well g2g again, my 2hrs r up..im gunna go watch t*v or draw..suttin like that.... xxXxXXxXxx I WANT SKITTLES!!!!!!!!!!!!! xXxXXxXXxxXx LoL

x Long time no write....x [12 Mar 2004|09:21pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | x Lost Prophets(cd) Start Something x ] <--for all you people who accually like reading my journal heres a update for you to enjoy--> xX Freshman year of W.h.h.S has been shitty. well kinda, cuz i made new friends this year! and i started talkin to some people who i never used to talk to. Big Ups to my new friends of this year! lol...they are: x New- -Will -Sherry -Megan -Tom -Nikki -Jessi -Joe -Drew -Bk -Marissa -Niari -Britt x Ones I didnt talk to lst yr and now tt this yr -Tina -Chantal -Lauren Byron -Lindsay D -Nicole S -Ashley M -Leah xXxxXxxXxXxXxXxXXxxXxxxXxxXx So by the way im writing so far youd think im pretty happy, but im not totally happy. My grades this year are goin as down as a bungee jumper jumping off a cliff. Im serious...neways moving off that topic...Just so you guys kno, everything is cool between me and maddy again. So yea happy happy joy joy! lol...umm lets see..what else has been goin on....The neighborhood is the same old place. School has its ups and downs, those ups are definately me meeting my new friends. Espically Will. hes awsome..in art everyday he is talkin and cheerin me up & bein really funny. Hes a cool kid. (those of you who know him kno what i mean)... Art all together is a fun class....In the beginning of the year I had gym, where I met Sherry..we were walking on the track together for a while, then we were skating. It was fun....Lunch was ok...then 3 & 4th marking period came and i switched to 5th per lunch and 7th per keyboarding....5th per lunch is sooooooo much better/fun than 7th per!!...Gena,Sam,Kaylee,Bk,Jimbo,Ashlee,Tom x2, and more ppl r in there...we always talk about diff weird things lol...its fun.....keyboarding i got Sheridan again, shes ok this year not the best. At least i got kk in my class! :-D lol...well g2g.. i would love to write more, but its 10:o0 and my 2hrs is up, im gonna go draw and listen to the Lost Prophets cd...write soon! xLaur You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of the night that were believed to live off of human blood. Count Dracula, being the most famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had dark hair and pale skin from being away from the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's very possible they had the skin disease that made you allergic to the sun so whenever the sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like crazy. They were usually snobbish and control freaks and kept werewolves as pets.(please rate) What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures) brought to you by Quizilla Your a Dark Dragon! Ok, yes, not very nice. Your evil, spiteful, malicious, and jsu darn bad. You like to see othrs in pain, or cause it. Im sorry to say, but you scare me. Fly around somewhere...err, far away. What elemental dragon are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you, you are always right at his or her heels! Your deep social connection with human beings produces your qualities of genuine caring and charisma. However, at times you are naive to the true nature of your loved ones. Remember that humans' gift of free will does not always lead them in wise directions. But your essence of love and friendship represent the other precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a strikingly valuable and innocent being who has a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took me for freaking ever to create) What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics) brought to you by Quizilla' You are the chinese element of Water. People who are under the element of Water are creative, independent and intelligent. Water you are a dreamer, but are quite vulnerable, and have hidden agendas. The color of water is black, and your symbol is the tortoise. Winter is the season in which Water shines and it's months are October/November. Your weather condition is cold. Water is the direction of north, and your day is Wednesday, while your planet is Mercury. Animals under your element are usually shelled. People under you are Turks. Your sense is hearing, your taste is salty, your sound is moaning and your virtue is knowledge. Your organs are the kidneys. You were created by Metal and control Fire. Which of the 5 Chinese Elements Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of the night that were believed to live off of human blood. Count Dracula, being the most famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had dark hair and pale skin from being away from the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's very possible they had the skin disease that made you allergic to the sun so whenever the sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like crazy. They were usually snobbish and control freaks and kept werewolves as pets.(please rate) What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures) brought to you by Quizilla

x Lifes a b.i.t.c.h x [30 Dec 2003|09:55pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | nothing. the sound of my angry/sad thoughts ] -->fuck it. its over. i dont know what the hell im doing to deserve all this mistreatment from different people. These poems really mean something to me. Now more than ever. "peer pressure" Society sucks Life's a bitch Fuck life's lessons I don't give a shit There are no morals This world's run by asses I give up when... Our peers harass us Don't we all have feelings? I guess not Do u have a conscience? Apparently not You enjoy mocking us, Causing depression Your soul's not worth shit Can u handle this confession? Would u like this?... YOU ARE the freak, The weirdo, The geek You torment us And think of it as fun All u deserve Are the bullets in this gun xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx x i f****** hate u x Sadness and anger is a deadly mix My heart is broken It can't be fixed You hurt me and expect forgiveness Well guess what kid, Your feelings are a shitload of worthlessness All u are to me is a prik Don't mess with me You fuckin dick I am a woman Your are a kid not worth my while So stay away You immature little child I have moved on So should you I'll dislike u forever I fuckin hate you xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx This entry is it for a while. Im probally not going to update or anything. Im getting my own journal in my possession. hidden in my house where no one can read it but me. Im going to go think about why all this shit is happening to me. Why am I the one who is the person that everyone thinks of as a playtoy. They use me for a while then when they are done with me, they throw me in a closet for a long period of time. After that long period of time, they all of a sudden out of the blue want to play with me again. They apologize for being mean and forgetting about me, then want to play again. And stupid me not thinking accepts it. And plays once again, knowing the time will come when I will be put back in that closet. I want to learn how to not accept apologys from people i know treat me like that playtoy. I want to learn how to speak out about how i feel about things. I want to do all this, but I dont know how. I need someone to teach me. Thats it. I wont be updating anytime soon.I want to get away from all this fucking bullshit and go to New Hampshire to see my cousins. Because I know they accually care.(<3) x Lifes a B.i.t.c.h. x 19 Days till the Linkin Park Concert x Happy Fucking New Year x

~* MeRrY ChRi§tMa§*~ [26 Dec 2003|01:02pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | x Bad Boys II DvD x ] ~*Merry Christmas Ya'll*~ yesterday was a good day. I woke up at about 7:3o and watched some t.v untill about 9:o0 when my parents woke up.. we had breakfast then opened up presents!..(everything total) i got $50 to Best Buy,$20 to PacSun,3 cds,The Sims Makin Magic,candy,and Linkin Park shirt +a calander,and evanescence shirt,Nightmare before Christmad socks,Bad Boys II DvD (:-D),a desk lamp,a new comforter,a hair straightiner,a new blow-dryer,$4o in VISA gift cards,new Homer Simpson slippers! :-P,$15 to Best Buy, and more...so we stayed home for a while then had a ham and ziti dinner, then had dessert...i was playin Sims like the whole day..its really awsome..im in training to be a magician...neways...at about 3:3o we went up to Heathers for a little while..i got my homer slippers,$15 to best buy, and a squishy ball from Hef...we headed home to watch Santa Clause 2...CHARLIE= HOTNESS!!!!! i went online and played Sims...our day was pretty good...nice and quiet... ~x 24 days till the concert!!! x MeRrY ChRi§tMa§ 2oo3 x HaPpY NeW YeAr 2oo4 x~

~* X-MaS Ev3 *~ [25 Dec 2003|11:48am] [ mood | touched ] [ music | x cKy+LP x ] -x-> Today was a better day than i thought it would be. In the morning we al just hung around, and did things to get ready for New York...So at about 3:3o we left for NY...We got caught in traffic..lucky us...at about 7:o0 we got close to the exit..but of course i had to pee...so my dad got off and got almost lost, but not really..so we drove around then my dad called my uncle pat to see if he knew of any McDonalds or sumthing..so luckily he did and it was really close to the exit we got off :-)...so we all went in and went pee, then i bought sum fries cuz i was extremely hungry!...so after that we headed to my cuzins house... <-we got thurr at about 7:3o and stayed till 11:o0- so hurrs what i did from 7:3o on---> my cuzin John came to the door to greet us..i was still in the car gettin my coat and my parents were inside already. so i headed in and John was like "hey your dad told me that you didnt wanna come cuz u didnt wanna see me" i was like "oh yeah john i was planning to sleep in the car the whole time cuz i hate u"...i got in and i was like "just kiddin u kno that haha..so what up cuz?" it was funny....i got in and everyone was chillen in the kitchen eatin hot dogs and stuff....we were hangin out for a little while then John got Brian and then me then Brians sister Caitlyn...we all decided to go downstairs and play hide-and go seek...oh man we had fun...Brian was the frst to find me John and Caitlyn....John had me hide in a corner behind a amp...and he had Caitlyn hide behind the coutch pillows...it took Brian like 10 min to find us...it was funny...after that we all went upstairs and had dinner..then we stayed upstairs for a while then we went back downstairs and played like 2 more rounds of hide and go seek then John and Brian decide to have a wresling match...omg it was so funny!!!....then fucked up the coutch and all the pillows...oh man i was dyin...caitlyn was jumping on top of John...funny...then i joined in (dont ask) John got me and Brian down...and Brian was like "dont kiss me now john" i was like whoaaaaaa that was uncalled for...but i was crackin up at the same time...then me and Brian lifted John and flipped him over onto the coutch and had im thurr for a while...we had Caitlyn hit him with pillows and sshit...it was to great....John was like "u guys are gunna get it" and me and bri were like w/e...it was funny...we had fun 2gether...we almost broke like 5 things! lol....after that we went up and had a little bit of dessert then it was grab bag time...Caitlyn handed out all the #'s and i got #1!!!!!!!!!! :-D thats a good thing cuz if you get #1 u can pick the frst gift..and the last....everyone else picks and at the end *I* get to trade with whoever i want...it was awsome!!...i ended up trading with my cuzin Amanda for coffee,chocolate,and roches...a few other things...santa came and i got a necklace..and everyone else got gifts...then i got $40 in VISA gift cards (which r awsome) from my aunt,uncle and 3 cuzins..and i got an oradement ,sketchbook and colored pencils from Virginia, Johns grandmother..shes so nice...neways...we gave John and his sisters Best Buy gift certs...it was so funny..me and John were kiddin with eachother like girls not talkin to eachother, we were like "im not talkin to you" and john wuld say "uhh i thought u werent talkin to me..ugh.." it was so funny....John is so fuckin funny, and hes just a great cuzin..(I <3 ya soo much John!)....then after grab-bag we sayd our byes and left for home...mom told me that Aunt Judy told her that John saw one of my away messages or suttin, and told her that he was sad cuz i was sad about things..and he wanted to cheer me up..i was like aww! thats to cute!!...and luckily he did...we had so much fun...(John- hope to see you soon!..thanks..and im not talkin to you..ughhh..lol hahaha <3 xoxo C4L) x 24 days till the LP Concert in NY!! x ~*Merry Christmas 2oo3*~

x...Last Day of Skool...x [23 Dec 2003|11:43am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | x Linkin Park-+more x ] <--hurrs what happened the last of skool b4 VACATION!!!--> x 1st per-nuttin really went down...just that Linz gave me my Christmas gift...its a really cute punk bear that had zippers and a pocket in the back..its awsome....we did soem work with mr o. and he gave us some West Whims books.... x 2nd per-Nuttin went down hurr ether...just boring shit...me and nicole were talkin, listening to her cd player..ect...and playin with my bears hair lol... x 3rd per- omg i had so much fun!!....anna brought in sugar cookies from sams or costco or suttin...but neways....she gave Will like 2 of them, and me to....me Lindz and Will were chillen in the back...i gave Will 3 airheads and he started to get hyper...:-P it was so fuckin funny!!...he was prancing around the room like a "fairy"...lol....he was askin this grl,Lindz and me if we all would marry him one day....it was to great..then he came over and wanted me to give him 3 more airheads..i was like o god...he took and orange one and rolled it up like a blunt omg it was funny...he was goin around with it in his mouth...mrs suraci was like oh brother...haaaa...it was so great....then like 10 min l8er Will asked for 3 more! i was like damn!....but it was so funny tho..he was even more hyper then b4...i think that was the funest per. of the day........ x 4th per- nuttin went down...me Ash,Lea and this other grl were chillen...i was givin Ash and Lea their candy when Parkin came over....he was like "Laur can i have one...pleasee!!....(wit this sad look on his face)" i was like aww...so i have him 2....then he picked up my bear...looked at it..then looked at me..then looked at it again...i was like ok...then Parkin was like..."thats not you" i was like "...so its cute!" lol....im gunna miss Parkin!.... x 5th per- nuttin again went down...me and Sherry were sk8in around havin fun cuz she kept on fallin and hittin the wall...it was great...im glad ive became friends w/her..shes kool....we both love sk8ing.....but not x-mas music!!... x 6th per-..boring..nuttin went down...me and leah were hangin out, talkin... x 7th per- Lunch..ate..did the usual.. x 8th per- chillen..but we had a fuckin sub...and Linz..talked and finished up a worksheet x 25 days till the Linkin Park,hOObastank,P.o.D and Story Of The Year concert!! x

x...IM GOIN TO THE CONCERT!!!...X [10 Dec 2003|02:30pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | x L!nk!n P@rK-BliNk 182-and my MiX x ] HOLY SHIT!!!!!!! im so happy!!!!!!!! yesterday linz got the tix to the Linkin Park,ho0bastank,story of the year and p.o.d concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D :-D....im so happy my mom let me go! i havent been to a concert scence vertical horizon like 3 yrs ago....but neways..i cant wait to rub it in maddys face!!!! (<--BITCH) rgh i hate her....but neways....today was a pretty good day....in art Will was bein madd funny again!!! omg i love that kid. hes so fuckin awsum..like everyday if my day starts out bad, like im thinkin about shit that i dont need to be thinkin about, it all goes away during 3rd per. cuz Will's there there to cheer me up...like today i went into art a little pissed off, and a little reg. we sat down got all our shit together then started to work....so at our table today was me,Will,linz,Laura,theresa,and tom....omg Will fuckin cheered me up like usual...he was bein his perve/wanna b porn0 star like always..omg its to funny tho!!!....he so awsum...well i wuld love to tell about the rest of the day but i g2 go work then..library...update l8er... x LinZ+Laur=B.f.f.L x ~!~1 month and 8 days till the L!nk!n P@rk,P.o.D,Hoobastank and Story of the year concert!!!!!!!!! ~!~

x...More Quizzes...x [07 Dec 2003|06:03pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | xX Linkin Park-LiVe iN teXas and Evanescence-Tourniquet Xx ] You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla Fight Club! What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!) brought to you by Quizilla Mua ha ha ha ha! You're the evil Lord Licorice. Your heart is as hard as rock candy. You hope to someday take over Candy Land, and maybe the rest of the world! Which Candy Land Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Mike, your older bor, is in the basement in confinment for trying to steal stuff from your art box... Poor dude... What member of Linkin Park is your older bro? brought to you by Quizilla Your Heart is Black What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla You're impatient Rob. Bad Rob! What unlikable Linkin Park personality are you? brought to you by Quizilla Distant. Shy. Insecure. You've become so numb... Which Linkin Park girl are YOU? brought to you by Quizilla You're Jack! "I am the Pumpkin King!" and yes you are. Although you have the fame and fortune, you are not happy. You go and try to find yourself but in cost of Christmas. In the end everything is peachy keen and we still love you. Which Nightmare Before Christmas Character are you? brought to you by Quizilla You relate to Mike Shinoda. You havent lost your sanity quiet yet, and you are a leader. Which Linkin Park member are YOU? brought to you by Quizilla Hello, (insert name here)! The whole world would know you by your birth name. You would not have a special name, or you would not be unknown. Everything you do would be recognized. You would leave things in the open. You hate getting caught in things you do, since it may tend to happen a lot. That is why, I must say, that you would probably get caught faster and easier than usual. You may just be famous for your slaughters, and then forgotten after you're off the streets. What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As? brought to you by Quizilla Chester Bennington What linkin park member would you marry? brought to you by Quizilla Bucky Lasek very dedicated and talented What Pro Skater would you most likely be?(now with pictures) brought to you by Quizilla "A Place for My Head". You've had enough of all the things people put you through. They have taken advantage of you and mistreated you. You need to get away from them. You are full of rage because people have stepped on you. You are constantly looking for some place that is right for you, away from the enemies. Which Linkin Park Song Are You? brought to you by Quizilla xX 1 month and 11 days left till the LinKin ParK ConCerT in New yOrk!!!! :-) Xx <3 Pete Chris Andrew

x..Just some quizzes..x [06 Dec 2003|08:01pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | x Evanescence- Tourniquet x ] ur like travis barker! what blink 182 member are u? brought to you by Quizilla You are Spearmint. You are quick-witted and sharp. You pay close attention to details and you can tell what your friends are feeling. You are always the first to understand a joke and you are valued for your insight and advice. However, you sometimes isolate yourself from other people, afraid to share your own feelings. Most Compatible With: Cinnamon Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You're Patrick! You're a little slow sometimes but still very cool! You like to jellyfish with SpongeBob and eat! **Which SpongeBob Character Are You?** brought to you by Quizilla -x-->Everything that i hoped wouldnt go wrong did. i lost another 2 friends (or i thought were friends) this week. i dont know what to do anymore. i feel like no one cares about me anymore...i wanna go see my brothers..i miss them...i no they wuld care about me and my feelings...dammit!! i wish it was x-mas vacation already!!!! >:o.... <3333333 xoxo Pete Chris and Andrew..i <33 u guys and i miss u a hell of a lot!!! xoxo

x...Thanxgiving...x [28 Nov 2003|10:02pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | -The Whole Nine Yards- DvD ] -x-->Thursday and Friday i was in new hampshire...to tired to write....i may write more l8er....me go watch The Whole NIne Yards now...bye bye ~x C4L- <3 Pete-Chris-Andrew <3 I love you guys!!!! xoxo x~

x...A few quiz results b4 i go for 2 weeks :-(...x [09 Nov 2003|08:34pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | x 5o Cent-Stunt 1o1 x KI§§-Rock-n-Roll All Night x ] You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You have strong faith in yourself and those around you. A true leader, you are relentless in your persuit. What Matrix Persona Are You? brought to you by Quizilla What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla Nirvana I like bands. Which one of them are you most like? brought to you by Quizilla you are the "I hate you so bad" happy bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your not ashamed of it. which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla Well thats it for now! ill update in 2 weeks! xLinz+Laur=B.f.f.l x Brad-my one and only b.f.a.a!! ill miss talkin to u kid!! :-( x

x...Last Day on the pc for 2 weeks!! :-(...x [09 Nov 2003|06:15pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | x 5o Cent-Stunt 1o1 x KI§§-Rock-n-Roll All Night x ] x-->Hey!! wow i havent written in a long time....so heres how my last couple of weeks went.......everythings been well wit me hurr.....like 2 sundays ago me,maddy,shaun,hef, and colin were rakin hef's backyard and everyone elses! ogm it was fun thou...me and maddy put on her Chingy cd and we were blastin xRightt Thurr and the remix over and over again it was so funny+fun.....i got t.h.u.g on the 28th..the game rocks!!!...all the graphics r better and just everything about it is better....me and linz beat it today.....but neways....umm nuttin much went on....maddy has been comin over lately when i had t.h.u.g...w made Chingy,P. D.i.d.d.y,5o,Trent and one as myself...it wass funn...damn i havent seen Max in like forever....i miss hangin out with that kid :-(....so0o00o.....o yeah i went to my aunts house like 2-3 weeks ago...it was funnnn...i was so happy to hang out with my cuzzzinns who i love dearly (<3 P,C+A <3).....o ya and last tuesday......................(drumroll).......................I GOT MY BRACES OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D :-D :-D x10,000...god i was so happy...my teeth feel so weird still....everyone noticed on wed. i felt so special! lol.....but neways....today i went to linz's family b*Day party...i felt so special cuz i was at her family party and i wasnt even family! lol....we had fun..i bet t.h.u.g!! :-D im so proud of myself!!!....but neways...then linz's little cuzin came..so we had to get off the ps2 and let him play...but b4 we did that i unlocked Gene Simmons from KI§§ and Iron Man....and a level called x Hotter Than Hell x where u culd collect the letters of KI§§ then they wuld put on a concert!!...it was fuckin awsum!!...after that we went upstairs and had cake...then went back downstairs wit chuckie...then his dad told him that they were goin to McDonalds...and of course linz wanted to go...so me,linz,chuck,cindy and chuckie went to the McDonalds over by Best Buy...we saw Chae there...but neways...after McDonalds we went back to linz's for a little while then i went home at about 6....linz got a tv in her room....:-( i want one!! goddammit everyone has a tv in their room except me!!!!!!ughhh....mayb if i b nice o my parents and get good grades and study...ill earn one...ill even have cable cuz theres a hook up in the office..so im hopin i get that established.....but for now i wont have nething!!! cuz my pc is goin back to the compaq company to get fixed for about 9 days!!! (bussiness days...Mon-Fri) so i wont have the pc till (Mayb) the saturday after thanksgiving...the benefit of all this is that ill have a kick ass machine with no problems on it...:-D..no worm or nuttin...thnk god cuz my pc has been runnin madd slow and its just plain old fucked up....my plans for the next two weeks are: 11/11-Linz's b*day!, prob gunna chill with her and go sumwhere....11/15-New York City with Linz,Sue,mom,and Cathy, that shuld be fun....11/17-get my retainer...:-( i gotta enjoy my free teeth while i can! but the frst week ill have to wear it 24/7 except for brushin...then after that ill only have to wear it from the time i go to bed untill i wake up, just like my lovely cuzzin chris(<3) does, im gettin the one like the invisalign, but not to move my teeth..just to keep them in place......(11/26 mayb)11/27-28 New Hampshire!!!! :-D for thanksgiving....i cant wait!!! but my cuzins cuzins will be thurrrr ...(ahh im doin it again!! lol brad)..it shuld be funnn..cuz i get to see my lovely cuzzins(<33)...play t.h.u.g w/them...and just plain old have funn....and to get away from peoplee around hurr..(not maddy,colin,max,jen or shelly)....so neways....im gunna miss my pc!!! :'( x10,000...well at least sk8ing in skool will keep my mid off it....omg sk8ing i madd fun!! me,sherry and mary-belle have fun!!!....but newayss....ide better go cuz i only have an hour left on the pc...i might update from my dads store but im not totally sure...ill prob talk online at the store tho......iight ill update in two weeks about Linz's b*day,N.y.C.,my retainer, and ThanksGiving......byeeeee x Linz + Laur =B.f.f.l 4 life!!! !no matter what! -11/11 HaPpY BiRtHdAy LinZ!!!-x Brad my 1+only bfaa! ill miss talkin to u! :-( x

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