camping trip from hell   
03:50pm 14/08/2005
 
mood: exhausted
oh man i went on a camping trip...worst camping trip ever. me and my gf had the worst time. the girl we went with complained about everything. she wanted to go home the day we got there. it was horrible...she was complaining about the bees and and the bugs and everything under the sun...her fiance was like"honey i am 100% behind u". i came home today..and they wanted to go home last night...but then they didn't and then they did...and then they did...oh man me and my girl were getting irritated. it was horrible. camping trip from hell. it would have been good if that girl and her man werent there.
well today is my lil' sisters b-day and she is 17, and we are having a bbq for her and tons of her friends are coming. i am listing to dane cook with my brother.hi-larious. well gots to go
 
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its my bday   
10:45pm 15/07/2005
 
mood: happy
oh man i am soooo happy....tomorrow is my 21st (july 16th)b-day i am soooo excited i am going to drink and then i am going to drink some more...woo-hoo go me. so yea right now i am at my best friend sal's house just chilling and watching his cat prancer(a girl)playing with a tampon..lol its soooo funny.she finally found her woman hood...lol...well that is it peace out homies
 
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marriage well kinda sort of   
05:29pm 04/06/2005
 
mood: cheerful
oh man i am gonna get married well kinda sorta any ways i am getting a domestic partnership with the love of my life we are gonna do it at gay pride in sf this month i am soooo happy
 
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"not in our town hayward"   
06:25pm 28/04/2005
  hey everyone who lives in the east bay california there is gonna be a march in hayward called "not in our town hayward" it is basically a march to stop the hate in hayward its from 12-4 in hayward if u want to contact me just call my cellphone if u live in the east bay my number is 510-759-8668 if i dont answere my gf paula will just ask for me peace out guys....  
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it's me   
05:51pm 19/02/2005
  hello everyone...so i am sure that no one really reads this and i just right in here for my health...or i just like talking to myself....well for a while there was this person talking some mad shit...and they couldn't be brave enough to let me know who they were...they had to be a real pussy and put them selfs under anonymous....good one.. and they also decided to go below the belt and make in fun of my gf and my mom...low blow..but whatever....just keeping talking shit well that is it peace out  
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long time no write   
10:12am 05/12/2004
 
mood: content
hey guys i moved i now live with my moms bf....its me, paula, and marilynn and my mom its lots of fun...but yea i havent been online in a while cause i dont have a computer at my new house but yea...hope to talk to everyone soon
 
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she pisses me off some times   
05:10pm 27/09/2004
 
mood: grumpy
music: "maps"- the yeah yeah yeahs
she just says things with out thinking....paula said that she was a pimp and then my granma was like "...oh so what do u mean by that u like to live off of ur girlfriend" and then paula was like "if u know me at all u would know that's not what i meant" and then she left and then i went to go and see her in my moms room and then she was like i want to be alone....she just needs to think that maybe sometimes the things she says hurt and affect other people....grrrr....now paula is gonna be all pissed off damn it
 
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HERE'S LOLA   
08:59am 25/09/2004
 

adopt your own virtual pet!
 
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i got this in my email today   
06:45pm 24/09/2004
 
mood: giggly
im looking for a new man
http://ladies.to/slutty want to see me panties
 
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hot fucking damn   
09:02am 15/09/2004
 
mood: sore
music: the fan right next to me
so last night i chased after my sister.....man o man was that fun....my mom told her she couldnt leave the house but she did anyways...so i was like oh no you are not leaving...so i followed her and then she started to run and then i started to run..that girl can run like the wind..my chest started to burn but that didnt slow me down b/c i new if i slowed down she would get away...i finally caught her at juniper she was yelling at me and then i slapped her hella hard she tried to punch to me but that didnt work i tackled her on some ladies front lawn..i am sooo surprised that the cops didnt get called...so my gf followed me in her car....she just wanted to make sure everything was ok...but man i am gonna quit smoking...i didnt realise how bad it is....but yea jesus i am never doing that again...well i might if its marilynn....
 
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her mom pisses me off   
10:58pm 01/09/2004
 
mood: cold
music: john mayer "my stupid mouth"
aug 26
grrrr.....how dare she call my house and tell my gf those things.....i can write what ever the fuck i want to write and no one can stop me....freedom of speech bitch....and then for a week she was having anxietys attacks....well when we move hardly anyone will have our new phone number....i just want to go over there and get her and my stuff and anybody took anything or went through my stuff i will raise hell....that woman just makes me soooo mad....and i dont care if anyone leaves a comment to this i just want to put her sisters in the middle of this...they are sooo sweet...bleh to everyone else
 
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what do i do?   
10:55pm 15/08/2004
 
mood: sad
she hella misses her family....i dunno what to do her mom wont talk to her and she just read her sisters xanga and found out that they had a b-day party for her dad and they didn't even invite her.....thats their daughter....i just feel sooo bad...hardly anyone from her family talks to her...she talked to her sister once and that was it....she has tried calling her lil sister but no call back....they have my number....u dont do something like that to family.....her mom told her that she wiped her hands clean of her...u dont tell that to ur daughter and ur dont make ur daughter feel bad either....god i wish there was something that i could do.....
 
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what do i do?   
10:49pm 15/08/2004
 
mood: sad
she hella misses her family....i dunno what to do her mom wont talk to her and she just read her sisters xanga and found out that they had a b-day party for her dad and they didn't even invite her.....thats their daughter....i just feel sooo bad...hardly anyone from her family talks to her...she talked to her sister once and that was it....she has tried calling her lil sister but no call back....they have my number....u dont do something like that to family.....her mom told her that she wiped her hands clean of her...u dont tell that to ur daughter and ur dont make ur daughter feel bad either....god i wish there was something that i could do.....
 
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poor baby   
08:35am 06/08/2004
 
mood: awake
music: that damn car alarm outside
my poor baby girl, her vagina is out of commision....we went to the emergency last night after i got off of work b.c she was really hurting down there....so we get there at 8:20 dont get seen till almost 11-11:30 and then they tell her that she has gardernella vaginitis and a yeast infection. now please someone tell me how she got both of those...and then my mom tells me that my granpa wants us out at the end of the month oh thanx that just gives us lots of time to move doesnt it.....damn it i just hate living here sometimes....grr...i hope u get better paula i love u baby girl 12*05*03.....i love that girl sooo much...i told her last night that my paula cant be sick...b/c what am i gonna do with a sick paula....now i just have to wonder how i am gonna pay for her meds.....oh well i am part of this thing called visalus sciences and its soooo fucking cool...oh man its like my new job if any one wants more info.....u get paid for bascially referring people...but yea hit me back...peace out
 
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my poor baby   
08:26am 06/08/2004
 
mood: awake
my poor baby girl, her vagina is out of commision....we went to the emergency last night after i got off of work b.c she was really hurting down there....so we get there at 8:20 dont get seen till almost 11-11:30 and then they tell her that she has gardernella vaginitis and a yeast infection. now please someone tell me how she got both of those...and then my mom tells me that my granpa wants us out at the end of the month oh thanx that just gives us lots of time to move doesnt it.....damn it i just hate living here sometimes....grr...i hope u get better paula i love u baby girl 12*05*03.....i love that girl sooo much...i told her last night that my paula cant be sick...b/c what am i gonna do with a sick paula....now i just have to wonder how i am gonna pay for her meds.....oh well i am part of this thing called visalus sciences and its soooo fucking cool...oh man its like my new job if any one wants more info.....u get paid for bascially referring people...but yea hit me back...peace out
 
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sex   
08:17pm 30/07/2004
 
mood: sick
it sucks sooo bad living here....i cant ever have sex b/c my gf doesnt want to touch me b/c she is afraid of getting caught but she doesnt even want to kiss me....for a while she saw us as only being friends...i love her sooo much that i just dont want to be her friend....like today we had the house to ourselves for a couple of hrs and all she did was tease me and then my mom came home....i love her dearly but i really miss the sex....now i hope i dont sound horrible...but come on...i dunno i guess i shouldnt be upset about it...she tries i dunno..like her friend said we are too sexual to be living here i just cant wait to get out
 
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do they think its ok and i was never mad???   
03:11pm 23/07/2004
 
mood: blah
music: "okay i believe you,but my tommy gun don't"- brand new
PiNeApPlEsGiRl19: hey are u with mer?
IiQuOrBaBy: HEY NINA ITS ME MER
PiNeApPlEsGiRl19: oh hey
IiQuOrBaBy: WATS UP
PiNeApPlEsGiRl19: i was wondering if u had my case for my pipe?
IiQuOrBaBy: OH YA I DO.I KEEP FORGETTIN ABOUT IT SORRY
PiNeApPlEsGiRl19: oh ok i was wondering if i could get that back?
IiQuOrBaBy: OF COURSE
PiNeApPlEsGiRl19: ok
IiQuOrBaBy: WAT R U DOING
PiNeApPlEsGiRl19: nuthing just gonna watch a movie in a minute
IiQuOrBaBy: OH COOL WHICH OND
IiQuOrBaBy: ONE
PiNeApPlEsGiRl19: butterfly effect
IiQuOrBaBy: AWW DAMN I HELLA WANT TO C THAT
IiQuOrBaBy: UR OFF TODAY
PiNeApPlEsGiRl19: yup
IiQuOrBaBy: COOL COOL JUST TODAY
PiNeApPlEsGiRl19: and sunday
IiQuOrBaBy: COOL
 
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so fucking funny   
08:53am 17/07/2004
 
mood: content
http://www.rathergood.com/moon_song/
 
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fireworks   
08:38am 17/07/2004
 
mood: content
music: listing to my granparents talk
so i went to the a's game last night...it was cool i saw fireworks and the a's won woo-hoo...but then i came home and found out that i couldnt go to raging waters i was hella mad but my mommys car is dead so there really isnt anything i can do about it....but paula,tyler,crystal, her friend and me are going to berekely so that is pretty cool. at the moment i am just waiting for crystal to call me back so i can wake up paula and get ready alright people peace out.
 
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birthday   
11:52am 16/07/2004
 
mood: annoyed
gawddamnit....today is my birthday and my granma keeps bitching at me to do things...leave me alone...paula feels really bad...but i am use to it...but i am happy that paula and tyler(her cousin)are here...tonite paula, my tia pat, sondra(sondro), and billy(my brother), and me are going to an a's game with fireworks that will be awesome possum. and tomorrow we are going to raging waters with crystal,my mommy, marilynn(sister) and paula and tyler and that will be awesome i have never been...ok that's it
 
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