we're going to summerfest..and more.
I won't even go into the noimbill journal thing here. if anyone has seen how I've outsmarted that twit, then you know they're still doing the same ol shit and coming up short, and because I outsmarted them, out talked them and as usual, out insulted them, they hide behind a ban like a wimp. nothing new there since they're netwimps, so we'll just move on to better things I'll always run circles around dipshits like that.
Went into work yesterday to see how things were even though it was my night off. i was "on call" but since I live close to work (and...well you know why I REALLY went in there..hee hee. to see jennifer). I went back after closing and picked her up and we went for a walk thru the riverwalk path. we walked thru just talking and laughing and then she took my hand into hers. it felt real nice holding her hand, just looking at her eyes and hearing her talk is exciting to me. Jennifer is 100% mexican and hearing a true latino accent is a great turn on for me.
we went to the german bar andwhile we were talking someone brought up summerfest. Summerfest is a week long festival in milwaukee that happens every year, it's one of the midwest's biggest events. major bands come there to play. so we left right away because we wanted to see who was performing this year there. we went to her place which is a few blocks from where i live...I chuckled as we entered because she still isn't all unpacked. boxes..boxes and even more boxes everywhere. her furniture, tv, vcr/dvd player, bed and computer were the only things hooked up or set up. She heard me chuckle and jabbed me, "Is that an offer for you to come over and help me unpack"? I knew i'd love to so i could spend time with her so I just said, "just say when and as long as I'm not working, you got me".
we looked up the summerfest webpage. it had the option of buying tickets thru the webpage. the list of bands her and I like is good. and since we already know our work schedule, what days her and I both have off. we going to summerfest, lol.
today I purchased the tickets...she insisted on contributing to the cost too. "Why should the man always have to spend all his money, I don't like you for your money, I like you because I got to know you after you helped get me a job. I see things in you I like". is what she said, she also added "I don't need a man to spend money on me to get me, I know what i like, you being yourself goes plenty with me". That and the fact we're both from the same area in chicago i know helps too. july 2nd we're gonna see social distortion, the 6th has peter frampton and july 7 we're gonna go see collective soul. yes she likes social distortion (I thought i was the only one in town that knew of them, nobody else i knew knew of them, she has their "somewhere between heaven and hell" cd so she knows the band. she also has them downloaded on her computer. we were thinking about going to see the black crowes but we both have to work. it's ok, 3 days at summerfest with her should be a nice time. I know i know..i was planning on this with julie but as we know, julie fucked that up and i haven't heard from her. so life moves on, that simple, that cut and dry.
one good thing about jennifer? she doesn't do myspace, blurty or any of that stuff. "A bunch of whiney teenage girls on there, their constant drama makes me sick". I choked on my beer when she said that monday night.
I was mistaken...i thought she moved up here with her sister. my bad. her sister helped move her up here. so she lives in this small house by herself. today I spent most of it over by her. she made coffee and we unboxed everything. I tell ya, her wearing this white aerosmith shirt with no bra and shorts had me thinking about "unboxing" her, lol. 40 years old and only had one kid, her body to me has some nice ass curves to it. alittle shorter than me and maybe, maybe, this is a guess. 130-150lbs at most. everything just right in all the right places. anyway we found her boxes of movies and cds...looking at her music collection, i found my dream woman, LOL! she likes motorhead, knows who steve earle and lucinda williams is and likes some blues songs. she was suprised i knew who steve earle and lucinda williams were(not too many people know the artist but maybe "copperhead road" by steve earle).
she wanted these speakers she bought at radio shack to be hooked up to her computer but didn't have the right plug for it. these were stereo speakers and i laughed, saying "you liked my set up with my yamaha speakers huh". she said "They're here, I have them, can you hook em up someway"? after some intricate splicing of wires into a plug from a set of shitty computer speakers she had. I got her all hooked up and cranking. i learned how to do that when i was a teenager doing it with the many crappy stereos I had, lol. as soon as she heard em and their nice bass sound, she poped in the lucinda williams cd she has(one of two she has of lucinda) and played "righteously"(it's one of her favorite songs and it's one I know VERY WELL, lol).
we took a break and wanted to go somewhere for lunch..I said "anywhere in the state you wanna go, we'll go". she goes "ok...how about where we work". oooofff cccoouurrseee. i should've seen that one coming. I said, "we go there, they're gonna think I'm sleeping with the new salad girl"."but bill, you ARE sleeping with the new salad girl". she said that and had such a wicked smile on her when she did that, lol. aah fuck it i said, we get 20% off our bill if we eat there anyway. so we went there.
so we had lunch there and I already know, I could already tell it was starting to go around. like a rerun you can predict how shit goes around when you work in a restaraunt. they recognized my motorcycle when we pulled in and recognized her as she got off the back of the bike, lol. how easy was it to put two and two together? lol.
afterwards we went back and before we finished unpacking her stuff, she had let's say..."another idea in mind", lol. she's a VERY upfront woman, not quite used to that yet, she said "you can open a box up, or..kiss me and take my shirt off, I'll let you decide what you want to do". fuck that box i was gonna...and man is this gonna sound so BAD...I wanted to "fuck a different kind of 'box' LOL". we did eventually get back to the other boxes and got her all unpacked.
It got to be dinner time and her cell phone rings. she hands it to me and says "it's for you". I'm like "what!? who the fuck is calling me on your phone"? it was tim's g/f karen (they had exchanged numbers the other night). Karen after i talked acouple minutes with her says "the other horseman here wants to know if you're doing anything tonight". Tim picked up our shirts and karen wanted to sing karaoke. the only place i knew was and karen beat me to it saying bronco billy's had it tonight. I said hold on and said to jennifer "you're in no mood to say...go out and belt out fleetwood mac and melissa ethridge songs tonight, right"? Her eyes lit up and I already knew the answer before she said a word. "tell tim we'll all meet up at the wunderbar(german bar) at about 8-8:30". I handed the phone back to jennifer and kept unpacking things for her.
it's so weird...i admittedly have this charactor defect of it's hard for me to open up right away. i just don't do it and you have to have a hell of a crowbar in order to pry anything out of me. debbie, rae and julie would back that up, especially debbie because one of he rbiggest bitches was i never opened up about myself personally, just basic, on the surface stuff, not much else. Jennifer on the other hand, and maybe it's because we're both from the same city and i lived near her neighborhood for awhile. that "connection" has broke the ice more with her than anyone else in recent years. just so easy to talk to her about, anything. i haven't experienced that kind of easy trust in many ,many many years. and she opens up to about herself so it's what we have in common, our chicago connection and the fact we're both ones who "know" the "lives" of living in the same violent big city that i think helps both of us get to know each other better.
we all meet up after 8. except for josh and becca who had to work and would meet us at bronco billy's later. Tim had the shirts and made sure mine was the long sleeve jersey kind that I like alot. I went in the men's room and changed right into it(tim and jason already had theirs on). it's black with white lettering on front. upper left right by the heart it says "Four Horsemen M.C. Wisconsin Dells, Wisconsin". on the back it has a design i kinda borrowed from the united bikers of maine, a huge tree and in the tree it says "Four Horsemen M.C. Wisconsin" under the tree is a tag we all agreed on. it says "Let those who ride decide" (which is a reference to helmet laws). now if we can find a place that can do the patch we want, we'll really be on our way.
we had a few drinks there and jennifer and I took over the jukebox. the search mode at the wunderbar is better than the sandbar and the local listing on what's on their jukebox beats the shit out of the chalet. karen and jennifer were getting antsy..they wanted to sing. I could see karen kinda jonsing on it, lol. so i decided to fuck with he ron it when she asked if i was ready to go. "oh gee, i don't know. I'm having a field day drinking my beer and my vcr here, aaaahh, maybe in abo7ut an hour or two". (tim caught my sarcasm in that and was trying not to laugh, jason walked away laughing his ass off. karen didn't catch it right away). Jen leans in my ear and says "i'll tell you what...if we can leave in the next 60 seconds, I'll let you do something to me you haven"t done yet". I looked at her, she smiled and said "once in awhile, I like it the way you said to me earlier at my place, you want that? find a way to change that sarcastic tone and I'll lewt you do whatever you want to me tonight, and i mean, whatever...you want".
I haqd to take one hell of a deep breath after hearing that. I said "tim...it's time to go". he started laughing Jason already was done and as we walked out to our bikes tim whispers in my ear "Boy she must've given you a hell of an offer". I said "Tim...'anything'.leave it at that...anything i wanted tonight with her". Tim smiled and said quietly, "I haven't seen you like this in months, even julie couldn't get this out of you, you like her more than you say and that's ok. we all do, she fits in better than the others, she's your jekyall to you being hekyll so i'd keep her if i were you". I laughed at the reference as it is true and said "that is the idea, being with a woman from chicago does seem very right in alot of ways especially when i'm from there myself". which proves and validates another opinion of mine i had said when i lived in NH and now see it here in wisconsin. nly a woman who isn't from here can see how fucked up alot of women are that are from here, so it's no wonder why she didn't want to get with a local yokel, being with a guy from the same city and same area is what made her more comfortable. glad i could help, LOL!
we all got to Bronco Billy's and some of the ones from saturday night were there. stephanie who was the there the other night was there so she was so happy to see me and jennifer come in. I could tell as it usually is on a sunday there it was more "country music" night than anything else. the majority of the songs were country so i decided the hard rock stuff would be ditched in respect for how things were going here with the people already here. We got our favorite table again and asked where my free bar tab was at amount wise. I knew I had some more to go to wear it down to zero. I had almost 75 bucks left on it so I got the first round for everyone and ordered a pulled pork sandwhich for me. i told jen if she wanted something to eat just order it and tell em it's on my deal, they'll know what you mean(I explained I won $250 in free drinks and food for coming in second place in a karaoke contest).
barb the dj called my name before i even had my card filled out. i went up scratching my head, she handed me the mic and said "something tells me you really want to do this song, so do it now". she set up "black coffee" by lacy j. dalton which anyone who knows me knows it was my friend sadie who recently passed away's fave country song. when the music started i smiled and said on the mic "this is for the memory of a special friend named sadie, may God give her what she couldn't find here". when i got done i did my "tap my heart 3 times and point to the sky" as I always do when i do that song for sadie. it'll always be my thing for her. sadie deserves that and so much more but that's the best i can do with what I've got, so something to keep her memory going is better than nothing.
Anita and her friends came in as I was finishing the song. she looked up, looked and saw jen was here, then looked back at me and smiled (I'd find more about that look later). me and tim teamed up to see if we could win at partners so we could take over the pool table we were near. as tim and i were shooting jennifer went up and did a song, she surprised me and did a lacy j. dalton song. "16th ave"(which was another song sadie knew). jennifer before she started said "Bill, if your friend liked the one you sang, maybe she knew this one too". sadie did and it actually broght some tears to my eyes. i never told her and i never knew she could sing lacy j. dalton. i learn something new wit her all the time. stephanie came up and said that jennife rhas an awesome voice. i agreed and said "she's on the same level as you steph, fucking awesome with what she sings, i look like a reject from american idol compared to how she capitvates a crowd, I can't do that, I know I can't, she does it with such ease, it's amazing to watch".
when she got done she came by the pool table. i thanked her for that, i told her she has no idea how that makes me feel that she did. "I think i have an idea but you're right, she was your friend but if she worth that much then people should keep her being the special person she was in your life". I then squeezed her hand holding back the tears I knew were trying to come out.
josh and becca showed up and as soon as josh changed into his new four horsemen m.c. shirt we all had a toast. they nominated me to make the toast as josh said "Bill has the gift of gab and we all agree that while there's no leaders of this, he's best to be the official spokesman for us, so go for it". I said "to the formation of the four horseman motorcycle club, why fly the flag of someone else's vision when we can make and fly our own vision, to us and our club because we're doing our thing, our own way".
Tim and I won and we took over the pool table until we left. I noticed some idiot was trying to hit on becca at the bar as she came back from the ladie's room. she yanked her hand back but he grabbed her hand again. I said to Tim, "I'll be right back". Tim had noticed it too but me being the "war" of the four horsemen so to speak, he knew I was gonna go do what I do best, stand up for what I know is right. he informed the others just in case. I found out that josh was gonna join me but tim said "let's see if Bill can do it, if not, we're all gonna go, at once".
i walked up and the guy sees me "what are you, the hero"? I said no, i'm an informant..he looked confused and then i said "I'm here to inform you that you see them guys over there(pointed to where we're at), she's with us, and if you don't want all of us to come over here and take this to the next level, you'll leave her alone, right now". the guy sees the shirt and says "what's the four horsemen motorcycle club"? I said "for you? trouble if you don't let the girlfriend of one of our members go". the door man came over and told the guy "these guys are regulars and i won't be able to stop a 4 on 1 attack on you". the guy got up and saw i was taller than he was and that I didn't bat an eye when he got up. Tim slowly started making his way towards me, followed by josh and jason, the guy sat back down, mumbling. I told becca to go by josh. I was gonna add a smart ass remark which i know would've pissed the fucker off but Tim touched my shoulder, so knowing he's my best friend and my "balance" when it comes to me wanting to take it a step further, I just simply turned and walked back to our table. which isn't "me" at all as I like to just "dig" it into an idiot. Tim said after "I came over cause i knew you were gonna say something. you say what we agree but i had to come and make sure you just said it, and not do it". I smiled and we went back to business as usual. the idiot never tried again with any of us after that.
this happened while jennifer and anita were in the ladie's room. from what i was told they introduced each other and anita said how she used to be with me and jen said she knew. I guess anita said some nice things about me and that "He does have a lust for latino women, he'll treat you right if you let him". she said other stuff and to me it was nice of her to say, she's seeing someone in her group of friends i had met when i was with her so if she's happy, then cool al the way around. they came out on the ass end of the confrontation with me and the idiot and anita i guess added "he's also very loyal to his friends, he'll go to the wire for them every time like i think is happening now". anita and i later talked alittle and she was surprised i actually bought a gun. she knew i had been thinking abut it but didn't think i would. i told her what it was but i didn't bring it tonight. maybe i should have but as things played out. i'm glad i didn't, why add that to the mix when things calmed down. every bar has that one idiot, sometimes the tourists turn out to be the biggest idiots.
Jennifer went up and got the crowd on her side again...she did a song called "Somebody stand by me" that's a stevie knicks song i never heard before(I have now since i downloaded it,lol). it's a slow blues based ballad and she hit it well. you can "feel" the emotion n some of the songs she sings, this was a great example of it. I think she should add that to her list, shw wound up doing "sorcerer" by stevie knicks and finished off her night of turns with the version of "rhiannon" from "the dance" which is becoming her signature song. Jennifer is becoming quite known in a very short time for how she sings that song so well. Tim went up and did "turn the page" his fave bob seger song. I did two more as well.
I did "running down a dream" and then my last song was one I never did before, i decided to try this one and see if i could send a message of sorts to jennifer. I decided to do a stevie knicks song myself and as son as the music for "everyday" started. Jennifer spun around in shock. I said "This is for you jennifer" after she spun around. as I sang it she came up to the stage. during the chorus i knelt down to one knee and asked for her hand. I held it and looked into her eyes and sang the chorus to her. then kissed her hand before getting back up to keep singing. When i was done she came up to the stairs as i was coming down and i could hear the ovation get louder as Jen grabbed me and kissed me.
bar time came and instead of trying to get back to the sandbar we all decided to call it a night then and there. the idiot from earlier saw us leave and had said something. I turned around to go back in but stopped and said "you had your chance tough guy, you backed down so stay there where you belong".then walked out. all of us roared out of the lot. josh and becca up highway 12 to baraboo so they can get to rock springs where they live, jason, tim and karen went the other way to take the back road into town and jennifer and I went up the highway 12 to take the expressway back. she wanted to feel the wind in her face so I roared down the empty stretch of the expressway. her and i landed at her place and you can, well you can figure out what happened after that. that "anything i wanted" to do with her? i'll just say it's something debbie wasn't woman enough to do, LOL!
oh yeah that reminds me. debbie deleted her journal again. when the truth comes out and her lies get busted by someone other than me, namely the motorcycle club that she claimed her husband was a member of? what else could she do, admit she lied? HA! that'll never happen, her m.o. is always t either delete what she claims or delete her journal, that's it, one or the other. let's all hope she just stays away this time. i mean come on, how many lies does she have to get busted on? she's better off just shutting the fuck up as i've said all along. her deleting her journal? means she's finally doing just that, shutting the fuck up the way she should've done all along.
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