This can tell it better than I can I took this from my best friend rae's blog on myspace. A mutual friend of her and i died. I really am not going to judge because sadie and I weaved in alot of different circles. it's not my place to judge what she did or didn't do. she was a very special person that was like by many in the circles her and I weaved in and out of. so instead of me saying something which I'm right now don't have alot to say because I am still processing this. I'll let what rae wrote exlain it.
A year after Sadie's Daughter was involved in a car accident that left her paralyzed and never to walk again and needing full time care..... we now have to say good bye to her mother.
Lindsay and Sadie persaveered through a time of trials and at times scary moments when we didnt know if Lindsay would make it.... Alot of prayers and support helped Sadie , held her up when she didnt have the strength to stand on her own anymore. Through determination and strength Lindsay made it out of the hospital and rehab and was able to come home and not only that but return to full time school at Dover High.
Now just 20 days shy of that anniversary Lindsay has endured another tragedy. One of the sweetest women I know. A Lightbulb in many peoples lives, Sadie would walk in the room and immediately there would be a buzz. You could hear her name go around the room " Sadie is here, Sadie is here " she was sooooo loved by more than I think she ever knew. Tonight they pulled her body out of the cocheco river. She had been drinking and decided to take a walk along the banking .... I want to think it was to enjoy the peace and quiet and serenity she longed for in her life. She slipped and hit her head on a rock and fell into the river ....actually I dont know what came first hitting her head then going into the river or going into the river or hitting her head. All I know is I got a phone call from a mutual friend . She told me "Rae I want you to hear it from me first, The found Sadie's body" . I said WHAT...I didnt want to believe my ears. After many phone calls and talking to a special friend of Sadie's who went to her house to console Lindsay she called me and that is when i got all the details.
My message is this... As I may mourn for Sadie , I am PISSED OFF AT THIS DISEASE WE CALL ALCOHOLISM..... would she have slipped had she not been drinking... I dont fucking know....all I know is this disease took another friend close to my heart. I have to bury another friend cuz of alcohol.....
PLS KEEP LINDSAY IN YOUR PRAYERS and I could use some too./
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Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Melissa Ethridge- yes I am.(sadie LOVED melissa ethridge)