an update? oh ok, here you go. Julie showed up last night (yay!), she parked her little car in my parking spot next to my harley. we went to the german bar(obvious since you see the pics in the last post). we were there until almost midnight, and then she asked if I was interested in going to bronco billy's. I had a gut feeling that someone was going to be there, but since i could tell she really wanted to go there. I compromised and agreed. I told her "you know who might be there", she said "Who cares. she lost out and will just have to deal, it's a free country".
So on the harley we went and as soon as we pulled into the parking lot at bronco billy's my gut instinct proved me right. I saw anita's car. I pointed it out and as we were walking to the door Julie realized that this might be uncomfortable for me. she asked if i really wanted to go in and I said "we're already here, so let's get thru thisand just have fun, fuck her". Julie made me laugh when she said "fuck her? you already did, remember"? I busted a gut laughing. we went in and it was actually better than I'd thought it'd be.
I tried some new songs, "maybe i'm amazed" by paul mcartney (which in a way is my way of telling julie how I really feel without actually saying it). "follow you follow me" by genesis, and acouple others. Julie and I saddled up to the bar and anita was with her friends (which I knew most of them), they came over and talked with us. I told one we weren't going over there for "obvious reasons" which they knew about and understood. Julie put in a card for us to do "Don't misunderstand me" by rossington collins band (our song). and after we sang it. I saw her and anita go off t the side. a bartender mentioned it to me as he knew something was up between the three of us. I just said "right now it has nothing to do with me so I'm staying out of it". all i heard was julie saying "I accept your apology but you know who you need to say that to as well". I stayed out of it and let them two go at it.
after i went and sang another song anita asked if she could talk to me. I took a deep breath and said ok. i grabbed a cig, lit it and went outside with her. she apologized to me for everything. she knew she was wrong for how she reacted on something her and julie arranged, and she suggested i go along with. she admitted that. her and i talked for about 10 minutes and the big heart i have in me is giving her another chance, just as friends. she told me that julie and I look good together. ya know, I never really noticed but anita pointed out that julie is slowly more and more going towards the biker chick look, gee, i wonder why, lol.
julie afterwards asked me if i would sing with anita, i knew what the song was gonna be, i at first cringed, but said ok, and anita and i sang "patience" by guns and roses. i guess that was the peace offering so to speak. I found out later from julie that anita is very happy that julie and I get aong so well. she told julie that she (julie) is a better match for me than she was, even though she does misses me, it's nice to se us both happy with each other. tat...made my month believe me.
at about 1:30 we rode back to the dells and stopped at the chalet for last call. ever since i started drinking more an dmore at the german bar i've ben spoending less and less time at the chalet, lol. and it was said to me about it, lol. hey...it's better than the showboat and the chalet has no karaoke until the end of may so I go where I like to go.
tonight we'll be at the german bar and probably the chalet after midnight. tomarrow her and i are gonna go to milwaukee. she likes being close to her mother which i can understand. I'm on vacation anyway so what the hell, help her mom out and spend more time with Julie. I'll be posting some song lyrics here which...will show what i realy feel about her, more than I guess i openly admit. she has slowly been the one., where the same feelings i once had for debbie are now coming for julie. there's just something about her, maybe it's the fact she's half mexican half japanese, something about that beauty of hers, the whole package that is her. I'm more hooked than I admit. I'm sure she'll see this, whoopie. best to be honest on the whole thing.
Current Mood: getting buzzed
Current Music: april wine- just between you and me
