Friday, April 13th, 2007

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11:07a	beer, vcrs and screwdrivers oh my. the last couple days have been an alcohol induced fuzz in some ways. last year I didn't celebrate my birthday, this year I decided to go ahead and man, have i been celebrating, lol. Julie is going back to milwaukee today to be with her mom who has cancer. she gave me one hell of a "present" last night. won't say here what it is but whoa...and WOW! lol.I know "something" I'm gonna miss about her, lol. yeah, male pig thing, lol. anita told me last night that she sees alot of pain is still in me, she says she can see it in my eyes. bad experiences, failed relationships, wrong women for me, all leave a lasting impression so maybe what she sees is the end result. I don't see it but then again how can one see the apple on their own head unless they look in a mirror? last night doing karaoke at 2 different places it was pretty much sad song night for me. which I guess is where anita got that observation of pain in my eyes. I guess I show or one can tell alot of emotion when i do sadder or "slower" songs. "I'll hate myself in the morning" I did twice, second time it was a blind dedication t someone I know."bridge of sighs", "hurt" by johnny cash. "a Tender Lie", "Help me hold on" by travis tritt. "it's a heartache". no forever in blue jeans, none of the usual songs. mostly all different stuff last night. well that's it for now. i'm off from work today so I'm gonna download some more tunes, post lyrics and if I feel I want to write about anything else, I will. oh yeah, I don't know if blondes do have more fun (though I have dated a blonde before), i do know one "blonde" another time another place, I'd love to have ALOT of fun with, LOL! physically, wow...personality? a nice match. but..it'll always be one of them another time another place things. Current Mood: mischievous Current Music: Rosanne Cash- seven year ache (Comment on this)
12:09p	lyrics Social Distortion – Reach For The Sky lyrics (the acoustic version you can only download is better) When I was young I was invincible I found myself not thinking twice I never thought about no future It's just a roll of the dice But the day may come when you got something to lose And just when you think you're done paying dues You say to yourself "Dear, God What have I Done?" And hope its not to late cause tomorrow may never come Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come Yesterday is history And tomorrow is a mystery But baby right now, It's just about you and me You can run you can hide Just like Bonnie and Clyde Reach for the sky ain't never gonna die And I thank the Lord for the love that I have found And hold you tight cause tomorrow may never come Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come So if you please take this moment Try if you can to make it last Don't think about no future And just forget about the past And make it last Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come (reach for the sky I ain't never going down) Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come (reach for the sky I ain't never coming down) Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come (reach for the sky I ain't never going down) Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come Social Distortion – Winners And Losers lyrics Winners and losers, turn the pages of my life We’re beggars and choosers, with all the struggles and the strife I got no reason to turn my head and look the other way We’re good and we’re evil, which one will I be today? There’s saints and sinners Life’s a gamble and you might lose There’s cowards and heroes Both have been known now to break the rules There’s lovers and haters The strong and the weak will all have their day We’re devils and angels Which one will I be today? Chorus: Are you happy now with all the choices you’ve made? Are there times in life when you know you should’ve stayed? Will you compromise and then realize the price is too much to pay? Winners and losers, which one will you be today? There’s a light and a dark side Standing at the crossroads, there we’ll meet There’s prophets and fools there The lies and the truth, will be at our feet I got a reason to turn my head and look the other way Its heaven and hell here, which one will I live today? Chorus: Are you happy now with all the choices you’ve made? Are there times in life when you know you should’ve stayed? Did you compromise and then realize the price was too much to pay? Winners and losers, which one will you be today? Which one will you be today? Which one will I be today? (Comment on this)
12:33p	more lyrics Fred Durst-wish you were here (pink floyd cover..of sorts. I really LOVE this version). So, So you think you can tell Heaven from hell, Blue skys from pain Can you tell a green field, From a cold, steel rail? Smile from avail, Do you think you can tell? So, Do you think we can change, Everybody that hates before its too late, So proud to be free But who can we blame? Don't be ashamed, Do you think we can change? How I wish, How I wish you were here When a world of lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year. Running over the same old ground, But here we find, the same old fears Wish you were here. We don't need Anymore pain, We just need to remain on the very same page So much to gain, No more losing a friend, we're losing ourselves We just need your help, So glad you're here So glad you're here. (Comment on this)
2:41p	Survey says...... 1. What is your middle name? -- none of your business 2. What color underwear are you wearing now? -- white 3. What are you listening to right now? -- Bruce Springsteen- Devils and Dust 4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number? -- 87 5. What was the last thing you ate? -- pizza plavored burritos 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? -- black (my outside matches my inside) 7. How is the weather right now? -- Sunny 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? -- My mother 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? -- um.....depends. best if I don't answer that one. 10. Favorite type of Food? -- Italian - 11. Do you drink? absolutely. 12. Do you smoke? -- yes 13. Ever get so drunk you don’t remember what you did? -- yes can't remember what I did and sometimes, what I say when I'm in a sentimental mood 14. Hair color? -- brown 15. Eye color? -- hazel 16. Do you wear contacts? -- no glasses 17. Favorite Holiday? --none 18. Favorite Month? -- april (my b-day) 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? -- no, rarely cry now 20. What was the last movie you watched? -- The Crow-Wicked Prayer 21. Favorite Day of the Year? -- my b-day 22. Are u too shy to ask someone out? -- sometimes, yes. when i do i'm like porky pig on turbo if I don't think it thru and ask slowly. 23. If you could say something to someone right now what would it be? -- i wish thgings could be different. say to who? no comment. 24. Hugs or Kisses? -- hugs, only to women 25. Chocolate or Vanilla? -vanilla, there's other flavors? 26. Do you want your friends to respond? -- if they want 27. Ever been in jail? no comment 28. What mood are you in now? -- horny, but only for one woman, maybe, lol 29. What books are you reading? -- The strange and terrible saga of the hell's angels 30. Piercings? -- hell no 31. Favorite Movie? --get carter (stallone version) Last of the finest, king of new york, the crow series, training day 32. Favorite baseball Team? -- chicago cubs and white sox. red sox suck and so do the brewers. 33.What were you doing before this? -- watching tv 34. Any pets? -- got rid of the ex wife so no 35. aim? -- as in aol IM? no. 36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? -- Butter AND salt 37. Dogs or cats? -- dogs 38. Favorite Flower? -- yellow roses 39. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren’t supposed to? -- um...yeah, almost got caught doing something last night, thank God the car just kept on driving by, lol. 44. Have you ever fired a gun? -- yes, pistol, rifle and 12 guage shotgun 45. Do you like to travel by plane? -- it's faster than a train 46. Right-handed or Left-handed? --left 47. If you could be with anyone right now, who would it be? -- anyone, anyone on the face the earth? no comment. 48. How many pillows do you sleep with? -- two 49. Are you missing someone? -- yes, I'm missing a few people actually 50. Do you have a tattoo? -- yes, on left inside forearm says "born loser". Current Mood: blah (8 Comments | Comment on this)

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