weekend wed night, karaoke and beer, thursday night, karaoke and beer, friday and last night...same thing, lol. They didn't have rebull at the german bar, they had "banzi" so it was vodka cranberry juice and banzi. not as good as rebull but it provided the kick i wanted.
The reason julie wanted me to try and get back with anita is because she's moving back to milwaukee. her mom has cancer and wants to be close to her. I can relate to that since I moved here for my father.Anita and I have talked thru this alot. we're not gonna rush into anything like we did the last time. we had talked about moving in together right away but the obvious questions came to my mind. So I brought them up and we both agreed it's best not to try and rush anything. if anything we have a "friends with benefits" thing. Julie is staying one more week, she wants to help celebrate my birthday which comes up later this week.This will be the week that it's one year, one year I've been drinking again and no, I didn't lose my job, my place or anything like people in NH said I would. Of course, get them to admit they were wrong? forget it, most are good for running their mouth but when they get called on it? choose to avoid what they say because they'd know they would have to admit I was right, again. They never seem to ever want to admit when I prove them wrong, why is that?
last night some people who won't be around on my birthday decided to buy me some drinnks now, I got royally wasted, lol. to the point I was dancing to an eminem song, and this white boy, don't dance, LOL! only slow dances. But I like the song and Julie conned me into it. i know anita took some pics with her cell phone camera. I'm gonna have to get that and click delete, lol. I also had an "interesting convo with someone before AI went out last night. I won't say who it was but it was "interesting". If i ever say what I think sober to this one, lol. never mind. I'm not even gonna go there here.
anyways there you go. there's an update.
Current Mood: sober- for now
Current Music: Shinedown- Simple Man