Well I'll know for sure about the job at the resteraunt in a hotel come monday afternoon. I also put in an app at the german bar since I know the new GM and the kitchen manager there. They're looking for an assistant kitchen manager so hey. I have the experience so why not move forward in life.
LOL@ what my peeps keep doing. They do keep me entertained, they have no balls to do it here, but they do keep me entertained. I'm so worthy of all this I'm deeply deeply touched, ROFLMAO! it's the internet so by all means keep me entertained, peeps. My fanclub enjoys it.
Wed night was usual karaoke night. Julie and I had a nice night by ourselves for the most part. My friend Josh who used to work at perkins and is now at applebees came in. we had acouple jagerbombs. he then went to pick up his girlfriend and Julie and I spent more time talking, slow dancing and me singing. She won't sing at all. She watches others but won't do it. I tried, zero zip and nada damn chance of her doing it.
Thursday night we went to the German Bar. Anita and that usual bunch were there when I showed up. There was aparking spot in front of the bar so everyone heard when I pulled up on the motorcycle. he dj here has so many more songs than phyllis does on wednesday's so it was nice to do acouple of the usuals and expand on the ones I wanted to do. we were there til bar time. We didn't feel like going to the chalet to finish off the night, the german bar is slowly becoming a plan b place because some of the usual karaoke crowd are coming in there along with different people. the prices are cool there too. they have a nivce restaraunt upstairs with a pool table and stuff. Alicja the woman from poland I dated last summer used to work there, if she only knew that I'm back there now, lol.
Anita wanted me to sing "patience" with her again. While we were all together it felt very awkward just being with Julie with Anita there. I mean her and I hashed it out and we're ok, but still feels very strange to be dating her friend and her being in the same place with us. While we were singing the song I saw the way anita was looking at me. That connection is still there especially when her and I sing together.
Julie brought it up too. I'm trying not to pay any mind to it. I don't know if it's anita wanting to get back together with me, julie kinda being jealous of how anita and I when we sing together. I really don't know. I don't want to think about it alot because I just hope it all just balances out. Because the obvious questions come to mind. Would I want to give her another chance knowing what she did? Is Julie just a rebound? too many questions and I just don't want that to kep coming up if i can help it. But i have a feeling it's gonna.
Anyway that's about it for now. I'm gonna meet Julie at the Chalet. I think we're either gonna stay there or she was mentioning another place she likes to go to so we may go there. Who knows.and it's April, very close to one year I've been drinking again and I still prove all the ones that thought I'd lose everything wrong. Julie will take her 12 step keychain, I'll take my 12 step medalion and we do love doing this. we drop it on our glasses of beer and then drink the beer, lol. yeah I know it's mean but we were both sober and miserable. Now we can be ourselves, the way it's meant to be anyway.
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Ice Cube- It Was a Good Day