found this I was cleaning up my email box of old emails when I came across this one. I figured what the hell, post it here. the email addy has been deleted for obvious reasons).
Date: Sun, 7 Jan 2007 01:47:05 -0500
From: "Debbie" View Contact Details Add Mobile Alert
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To: "Bill
Subject: Sorry
I am so sorry that things were misunderstood. I just have such a hard time letting myself fully trust anyone anymore. I cant fathom that anyone can truly be honest faithfully and so loving. It just all seems like a dream! I am not the same person you knew when you were back here. You might not even like me.
I also have ths habit of trying to push away people when they are good for me. I thought I was over that, but I noticed tonight that I am not. I tryed it with you. I had to stop my self, I do love you so much and it scares me so much. I dont want to be hurt anymore. I am getting to old to hurt anymore. well I dont know what to say anymore I am just sorry and I need you!
Love you so much Debbie
I guess after everything that has gone down between her and I. she obviously STILL has that problem. At least I'm now away from the problems that make her, her.
Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: Eric Clapton- Before You Accuse me(take a look at yourself)