update (about time huh, lol) well it has been awhile since I updated this thing, so let's play catch up...shall we?
I now have a computer in my place, bought the tower, mouse and keyboard for $90 (an IBM), and someone gave me a monitor. this computer is so QUIET! I have to look at the light to make sure it's running. got a cheap dialup for internet so I'm all set.
talked to Debbie all weekend, both online and on phone(the wonders of unlimited long distance, lol). hearing her voice makes me melt so much, and hearing her laugh and giggle, even at my expense, is such a joy. the magic we have is here again, just bopping from one thing to another and laughing alot. imagine when we're together and not on the phone, oh my God are we gonna be a riot.
a friend of mine in NH passed away over the weekend. her battle with her demons she couldn't beat. Jen Hunter( who isn't the "jenny" that I've been having problems with here in wisconsin) was a very nice woman who unfortunately couldn't keep them demons in check. I remember helping her when she was sober and when she wasn't(when we were in the same bar together). her passing really had me thinking about what I' m doing. Between that and Debbie where she is right now( 9 months, good for her) and the fact I saw alot of myself over the weekend in my boss's son coming into work drunk and obnoxious. Had me cut back on how much I was doing. more than I had cut back before seeing all this.
All of that is a good thing because i see the less I do the more some people I just don't click with, their personality just rubs me the wrong way. I see what real morons they really are, and I don't want or need to be shit magnet.
made a webpage up to post poems up, has one posted and i'm in the midst of writing another one. I had these little ryming lines that don't have anything to do with each other written down, and have to remember where I was gonna go with them when I wrote them down.
saw some recent pics of debbie and man...if i met her for the very first time today after seeing them pics. I'd be on my knees begging her for a date. more reminders of why I feel she is the most gorgous woman I ever laid my eyes upon(and no, I won't get my eyes checked, lol). she still does it for me, in every way. can't wait for her to be here for a week with me. I'll be jumping for joy until fall when that happens.
still working at resteraunt, we catered to this called the holiday train was right next to the starbucks tent and got to drink all the starbucks coffee i wanted for free. it was good but I wouldn't go out of my way to spend 4 bucks for a cup of it.
passed a message to debbie's oldest daughter today. was good to do that as if one is gonna be with a woman who has kids, you involve the kids or you're wasting your f'n time.
not much else is happening, just enjoying a ton of time talking with my true love. she is the sun the moon and the stars for me, she is the rainbow and a yellow brick road for happiness. If someone can find someone like that, you've got it made.
To my sweet love...It's been a long tme coming, my dear. It;s been a long time coming, and now it's here...and now it's here.
Current Mood: silly
Current Music: Long Time Comin-Bruce Springsteen