letting my heart speak I'm talking with debbie online right now while I'm writing this. she had sent me acouple recent pics of her in snail mail. I showed them
to the close people here I know, my friend tim who's slowly becoming a best friend here, said she'd be good for me when she comes here in acouple months. I fully agree.
it's all i really think about because as I've said before, Debbie is the one true love that God has given me. Love is such a funny thing
because if you're like me in any way, you just can't pinpoint that "one thing" that really shows why you love someone so strong and
so deep. With Debbie I can't find that one thing, it's a bunch of things thrown together that makes her, her. and thru the years that
I've known her, them same things still shine thru like it's the very first time I've met her. the feeling i get just talking to her hasn't
dimminished in any way since the very first time I was able to spend time with her. At a fireeworks display her and I were together
the first time and man, i felt on top of the world. her and I talked on the phone for short times yesterday and hearing her voice, put
it all in there for me like icing on a cake.
sometimes you do have to go back to go forward in life. God has made this happen over and over by reconnecting her with me, and
visa versa. when you know "that feeling", then there isn't anyone else. a woman i know here handed me her number the other day,
she's moving to minnesota at the end of the month, she wanted a one night hookup with me. I took her to the side, thanked her
acouple of times and then told her where my heart really is. a one night hookup with someone who is pretty in her own right mind
you, wouldn't have been right knowing what i know deep inside me.
the woman totally understood and said, "she must really be a special kind of woman if you're so loyal like this".
Debbie has been and always will be.
Debbie is the rainbow that makes the sky look so beautiful, she's the painting you love to look at over and over again. walking with
her just holding hands is like the closest feeling to being in heaven a man coukld ever imagine. I wish we could've gotten it right
the first time but as they say, you have to go thru what you go thru so that way you know what you know. We both have and
we both know where we're leading to. Debbie is a very wonderful woman in so many ways, Little did I know what God was doing when he put her and I together on a faithful night in maine. I know now as I remember another faithful night in maine when her and I
walked together and it started then.
everyone has to go thru hell to get to heaven. Debbie has been heaven in so many ways, her and I both had our own stuff but I do
believe the higher power in the sky has been clearing that because he knows where happiness is. If you go with your heart, and the
head and gut line up, then there is no doubt.
If one hasn't figured out by now. I love debbie very very much, never stopped loving her when we were apart. she locked a spot in my
heart and that spot was never taken by someone else. she is the vision of whatb real, true deep love is all about and I wouldn't to
replace her for anything in the world. lesser ones have been with her and never seen or appreciated what I have with her, i have been
with lesser ones as well and i know, boy do i ever know, that my one real love in my life has been her, it will always be her, and when she comes here to be with me for that week, it'll be a week that'll sweep me off my feet like no other.
Debbie...I love you so much that sometimes I don't think I have the right words to express it. bruce Springsteen has a song he wrote years ago, called "she's the one". you are the one, the one I want to grow old with, the one I want to walk with forever, the one I want to look at and talk to about anything and everything. you are the kind of woman that deserves to be showered with love. and love you I will, as best that i can until I die. nobody can do for me what you always have done, you just being you, is all I will ever want in life.
if i could trade it all or give it all away to be with you you know I would, i don't have to because God has been putting the pieces of
where we both want to be together. It's now just a time thing and nothing else now and I know that. the time is getting closer and I
know once you're here. what we both want so bad will come and we both know that this is where we should've been all along.
Debbie, I love you with all my heart and soul, you are to me in my eyes and heart, the most gorgous woman on the outside and most wonderfulk woman on the inside i have ever met in my life. There is no other for me, you're the one, and for that I love you and I thanbk you.
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Colour my World- Chicago(a dedication to you know who)