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[12 Jun 2005|07:22pm]
mmk well as you can tell im deff done with this soo yea if you would like you can check out my other blurty. have fun kiddies!!!


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Joel and I are totally cool w/ our "cool people" sign of whos cool and whos not! ♥ [20 Apr 2005|05:07pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Jamison Parker ]

holy shit its been like what? a year since i've written in here! whoa! hmm nothing new. school ends in 4 weeks! **dances** OMGosh! IM SOOOO EFFING HAPPY! Tiffy and I are going to LA in 2 weeks! were going to hit up Mel Rose Ave.! and hte stars! and OMGOSH! dude awesome! im to happy! watch me die or something bad happen so i cant go! lol meh. i just want Kori to go b/c that would be really rad and i would probably have to jump up and down like a crazy woman! omg i miss her ALOT! i dont think im going to see her this summer but i promised her i would... =/ whops! lol i still think she should come out here seeing as more and more of my friends know about her..hmm..ok so maybe only like 3. but still! plus! she likes a certain someone out here. or well thinks hes really hot and she wants to bang him. well along w/ someone else she wants ot bang. wow random things. yea so anyways. ya idk. whoa so i idnt think ANYONE would ever read this and turns out. i guess (i dont remember though) i was talking smack about somone once and some other ppl in this thing and they some how got ahold of it. meh its ok i dont care. =) better for them to know how i really feel about them. yea so FREAKY thing! i have been in a really good mood towerds ppl in my school. ew. yea i dont know what wrong with me either! im even nice to ppl who i could care less if they died! lol. im nice. haha wow. meh. grrr all these ppl keep calling my house! gaw!..wow im done now. 2 WEEKS TILL LA!! yes! and this sat. EVERYONE TAKE NOTE! its my Gymnastics homeshow! awesome! im excited! but nervous! whoa. im booked for the next 4 weeks. sad! so this weekend is the homeshow the week after that im going to WI for gymnastics AGAIN! (WA homeshow! whoooooooooooo go WA! lol) then after that LA and then after that SCHOOLS OUT! HOLY BALLS! lol. omg now im sad b/c all my Senior friends are leaving me!! aww. sadness. meh. i still have my jrs. omg! im going to cry next year when they leave! and aww.. i dont even want to think about it! meh well im done writting pointless ness now!

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[27 Mar 2005|09:24pm]
hey guys..yea i havnt updated forever...hmm what to say waht to say...this weekend was ok..kinda..idk friday ROCKED! OMG! and oscar is really really cute! aww!! shay and i were saying how cute he is! haha anyways her and joe are REALLY cute! im soooo happy there together! hmm anyways. sat. was ok minus the fact that frankie got in trouble but thats ok i got to see a certain someone..lol im a great friedn i swear!! haha yea and then i got a sucker so it was ok...hmm today kinda sucked untill i got on the phone and talked to ppl for a little while and i want to play with a lightbright so someoen go buy me one!! they dotn cost that much!! ill love you forever!! haha....im going to sleep im really sleepy... ♥


p.s. ppl are fat whores...
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[18 Mar 2005|02:58am]
p.s. that past post was kris putting all my 'thoughts' into words...hmm i never knew i was jewish...but acording to Kris i am..and now its private but its an awesome post...ask to read it...
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[14 Mar 2005|02:46pm]
XdrkXfairyX: sooo hows the boys?
Mags Sftbll: ha ha lol effin dont even ask
XdrkXfairyX: no no please do tell
Mags Sftbll: ha ah ok...
Mags Sftbll: well i was hangin out w/Jeff after school
XdrkXfairyX: and??
XdrkXfairyX: damnit did you make out w/ him?
Mags Sftbll: and i had fallen aslepp in his truck
Mags Sftbll: no that was b4 i fell asleep
XdrkXfairyX: haha nice nice
Mags Sftbll : we just got done running & he came to pick me up from sftbll to hang out w/frens.. and i fell asleep in like 5 mins.
XdrkXfairyX: wait does he drive?
Mags Sftbll: lol
Mags Sftbll: yea he drives
Mags Sftbll: he has a black Dodge Ram 4x4 Truck sweet thing
XdrkXfairyX: hes a KEEPer
Mags Sftbll : and i have a personal ring for Cody. and well, u kno how he always seems to call wen im w/jeff now.
XdrkXfairyX: haha go out w/ jeff lol
Mags Sftbll: so Cody called while i was asleep. and Jeff answered my phone b/c he was curious who was always calling me & who was important wnought to have their own ring....
Mags Sftbll : *enough
XdrkXfairyX: and then what happen@?
XdrkXfairyX: im in sespence!! lol
Mags Sftbll: so he answered my phone and Cody asked where i was and Jeff said i was sleeping. THINK OF HOW BAD THAT SOUNDS!!
XdrkXfairyX: HA!
XdrkXfairyX: and then!?
Mags Sftbll: Cody said... well that is her BF Cody. who is this and why are you with my GF?!
Mags Sftbll: lol i was awake & listeneing in on the convo wen my phone strted ringing
XdrkXfairyX: did jeff know this?
XdrkXfairyX: ok then what happen?
Mags Sftbll: & i didnt interfere b/c i was too tired i i thot: well...this will be interesting... lmao
XdrkXfairyX: haha
XdrkXfairyX: yea thats something you would do
Mags Sftbll: Cody flipped out and Jeff flipped out and it was weird
Mags Sftbll: it is
XdrkXfairyX: haha what was said!
Mags Sftbll: mm cody: what the hell are you doing with my GF and Why is she asleep somewhere near you. i know you are OUT of schoool , so she cant be asleep in class like she usually is!
XdrkXfairyX: ok then jeff said?
Mags Sftbll: Jeff: well, i picked her up from sftbll and she never said she had a bf - not that it would matter - and even if she did guys would want her... and she fell asleep in my damn effing truck!
Mags Sftbll: lmao
Mags Sftbll: then i "woke up" and grapped the phone from jeff and was like: cody man i lyl but i g2g so ill ttyl
Mags Sftbll: lol
XdrkXfairyX: MAGIIE! DAMNIT!
Mags Sftbll: yes
Mags Sftbll: u spelled my name wrong!
XdrkXfairyX: i know that
XdrkXfairyX: lol its maggie
Mags Sftbll: ha ha im j/k i wanted to see if ud freak
XdrkXfairyX: ok so tell me??
Mags Sftbll: no he grabbed me and started making out w/me... and was like.. he isnt big is he..? i dont want to get the shit beat outta me.
XdrkXfairyX: haha
Mags Sftbll: i said.. well, he's 1st place in state wrestling chmps. and all
Mags Sftbll: hes said FUCK lol
XdrkXfairyX: haha!
XdrkXfairyX: nice
Mags Sftbll: and i was like, but.. he lives in minn. so ya dont really have to worry
XdrkXfairyX: well its not like there EVER going to meet!
XdrkXfairyX: haha
Mags Sftbll: x actly
Mags Sftbll: so he said awesome and kissed me again
Mags Sftbll: lol
Mags Sftbll: it was all really weird
XdrkXfairyX: haha wow sounds like a normal guy!
XdrkXfairyX: haha well then im sorry!
XdrkXfairyX: damn you and your 100 guys!
Mags Sftbll: 101
Mags Sftbll: lol
Mags Sftbll: j/k
XdrkXfairyX: holy! im lucky i even have a boyfriend...but then again look how many years that took..oh wait i went to camp you with..go firgure...
XdrkXfairyX: haha
XdrkXfairyX: sure maggie!
Mags Sftbll: but now.
XdrkXfairyX: damnit jsut go out w. jeff!
Mags Sftbll i have to deal with the Cody side
Mags Sftbll: i dont want a bf
Mags Sftbll: tho he is a really good kisser


wow i LOVE mags sooo freaking much! she makes my day! haha
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[14 Mar 2005|02:04am]
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room.
She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"

The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."


Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care anymore? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"


The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the University."


Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.


"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.

.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.


The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else.



"I said no at first, but Jimmy said, "Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."


Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after
spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room She started placing the model cars and other personal things, back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.


The letter said:


Dear Mom:
I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room, and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw him, I knew it was Him. And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His
own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him? "Where was He when I needed him?" God said, He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you, I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore ... and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was Special Delivery! How about that?
Signed with Love from:
God, Jesus & Me.


Let's see Satan stop this one. Take 60-seconds and post this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves
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[14 Mar 2005|02:04am]
today rocked! ALOT! yea i went to oscars house and we hung out and it was cute! he told me i had buck teeth! and i DONT! hes soo mean! but come to find out he was kidding **wipes forehead** yea so him and his brother decided to be MEAN! and say that i slapped oscar one time! yea i SO did not! and so they were all saying how i was mad at him and stuff and the only thing i remember that i did that was harmful torwds him was throwing my cell at him! but i threw it at lorenzo to!! and they got in my way! =/...ok so maybe they didnt! but it was mean and after a while i was getting confused at there little game so oscar jsut grabbed me and gave me a hug and said he was kidding! thank god! yea good thing they said they were kidding b/c i would have been very confused at life! well yea im really really uber happy that things are getting back to normal! =) <
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[28 Feb 2005|07:55pm]
[ music | seven ]

AWwWWWWWWWWWWWW damnit!! KRIS I HATE THIS! ITS NOT FAIR! I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL!!!

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DO THIS!!! [24 Feb 2005|05:08pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | my eyes burn ]

would yous

() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() kiss me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me?
() take me out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere
() cut some rug with me?
() take a shower with me?
() be my bf/gf?
() have a fling with me?
() buy me a drink?
() take me home for the night?
() Would you let me sleep in your bed?
() Sing car karaoke w/ me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't
want to go alone?
() give me oral?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() give me a piggyback ride?
() Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of
gas in the middle of nowhere


Do You's

1. do you think im cute?
2. do you want to kiss me?
3. do you want to cuddle wit me?
4. do you want to hook up with me?

Are we's
1. are we aquintences?
2. are we friends?
3. are we in a relationship?
4. are we gonna have kids?

Am I's
1. am i smart?
2. am i cute?
3. am i funny?
4. am i cool?


Have yYou Ever?
1. have you ever thought about me?
2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. have you ever thought about hookin up with me?
4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from
me?
5. have you ever wished i were there?

Are You's
1. are you done with this survey?
2. are you happy you know me?
3. are you mad at me?
4. are you thinkin bout me?
5. are you going to repost this so that i will return
the favor?




haha DO THAT!! copy and paste it in comments and then fill it out! i will love you forever if you do!!

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[17 Feb 2005|09:50pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | shinedown ]

hey guys whats up!? yup well i havnt written in here for a while so yea.. well here are some really cool lyrics but im not going to post them all b/c i know that alot of you are going to take them...i will leave the name unnamed... well then here they are and there really cute!


Sometimes i feel i know strangers
Better than i know my friends
Why must a beginning
Be the means to an end---ben harper

All of my friends theyre not my friends
A knife in the back felt it again. What did I do? Was it so wrong?
I used to fit in now I dont belong

I think somebody loved me once I think somebody loved me once
I think somebody loved me once but I cannot remember why

My confidence is stuck in my throat when you lay blame Im your scapegoat
Ears burnin red I heard what you said you smile at my face but you wish I was dead- RBF

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know- Butch Walker

yea well if you love me ill have them all posted in my private blurty tomorrow night..there will be tons! you might want to check it out it might have something to do with YOU!! **winks**


<3 Emily

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[15 Feb 2005|12:09am]
hey guys whats up? yea im at kristins house and were just hanging out and its vday and i hate today its so sad. meh w/e though... CHECK OUT MY NEW BLURTY!
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[09 Feb 2005|06:50pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Take it off!!!! ]

hey guys! well yea i have a new blurty and its My New Blurty!!!
so yea click and then if you have a blurty comment and ill add you..so yea if you love me you will!!

<3 Emily

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[06 Feb 2005|02:16pm]
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Hardcore

63%

Industrial

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Hip Hop and Rap

46%

Ska

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Classic Rock.

25%

Country

25%

Britpop

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Mainstream

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[05 Feb 2005|11:15pm]
I FUCKING HATE WHEN PEOPLE TAKE MY SHIT! to bad for you guys this is going to be probably one of my last entries b/c some people dont know how to stop taking my shit! so in the next few days its going to be friends only!
Hope Your All Happy!

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[05 Feb 2005|10:31pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | chevelle ]

OMFG! i fucking hate girls! jesus christ! so your fucking ex b/f was a at party i was at! well ill tell you what you tell me GET OVER IT! omg! i hate fighting w/ her but really! she did the SAME thing! either if she admits it or not SHE did and i even talked to ppl befor i acused her of anyhting to make sure i wasnt wrong and ppl said that she shouldnt be talking! i dont want to not be friends over some guy that we dont even like b/c thats stupid! but seriously AHH! im getting sick of all this fucking drama! seriously! its just all "OH NO MY B/F CHEATED ON ME! OHH NO HE DOESNT LIKE ME! omg that bitch stole my guy! omg she has the same shirt as me! oh no my mommy owuldnt buy me my 100$ LV purse!" christ! i really hope im not like that! this week i have noticed it DOESNT MATTER! get over yourself! EVERYONE should! were freaking teens! we shouldnt worry about all this stuff! who cares! i kno that i care about alot of stuff that i named but i notivced how stupid it is! yea i have turned into maggie! i dont care anymore about stupid things! shes turned into me and cares about guys liking her and what not! yea it would be NICE to have alot of things but..meh w/e! and people need freaking ANGER MANAGEMENT! REALLY! i mean i know i probably do to and i swear im taking care of that the BEST i can! well for those of you who know me im TRYING! but really! omg people have just been stupid and no this is not all towrds mollie its about EVERYONE! and alot is about my school! omg i seriously DONT CARE ANYMORE! i dont want to hear about your so called "depression" that you DONT HAVE B/C YOUR A FAKE! and i dont want to see you trying to gett attention by take a freaking sharp object and TRYING to carve something in your arm where it DOESNT EVEN HURT! freaking pussys i swear! idk im NOT in a good mood! im just going to go watch my fav movie befor my mom gets home and fullfills her daily goal!

fucking friends.


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[04 Feb 2005|11:41pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | All That I've Got ]

wow people are getting really annoying worrying about me! i mean DAMN they spaz at me for a taking a fucking pill and im all "OH NO! CALL THE COPS IM GOING TO OD FROM TAKING ONE PILL! BOO FUCKIN HOO!" idk w/e that wasnt the bad part about my day..it was ok for once i got to see jamie which was awesome b/c i have SOOOO much fun w/ her..but then the night was kidna full of drama and i didnt really want to be around it. yea. w/e though im a teen i better get used to all this drama meh..yea so today kinda sucked at school b/c i think travis thinks that since im going w/ him to hte banquet that its like a date or something and i really dont like him like that b/c...EW! and so lex was all "omg emily you NEED to tell her that your going as friends" and see i THOUGHT i had cleared that up but i guess i hadnt so i have to again. he has this whole idea that were going to go to drakes house after and stuff seeing as lexi and drake are going out and i really dont want to b/c i will probably ask someone if i can jsut go home w/ them or something..idk thats really weird and creepy b/c i DONT like him even a little bit and sometimes i ever HATE having him as a friedn b/c he means well but he can get REALLY annoying...idk..yea so i tried to talk to andrew today b/c he said he would ALWAYS be there and he wasnt and it really sucked b/c i needed to talk to someone. so yea i can take him off that list.. w/e its life..


THIS IS MY SONG JAMIE! i will take you down! "SNNNNAAAARRRRRRFFFFFFFF!!!!"

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now


Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now


And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall


Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now


And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how



I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall


Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

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[03 Feb 2005|06:08pm]
"you know, you have something in your eye **leans in and picks eye**" hahahah OMFG thats GREAT!
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[03 Feb 2005|05:14pm]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | Im Not Okay... ]

well today was ok. Kris and i were really hyper so it was ok. yea and i found out that Travis and Wam used to like me which FREAKED me out b/c its...THEM! and yea so now im kinda worried b/c im going to the banquet with him. =/ but he made it CLEAR we were going as friends and i told him we better be going as friends..ew..haha he likes ugly ass girls i jsut noticed that..whoa FUNNY!! haha he liked ME and ASHLEY..ew i hate her so much..she should die.. ANYWAYS befor i get mad b/c i hate her.. um yes..hmm OMG KRIS IM SO FREAKING GOOD! i found out the song!!! haha wow that took us ALL week to remember! i told it was h. heights but you didnt have it on ur ipod! haha "I'm putting on my EL CHAPSTICKO!" wow..still cant get over that.. OMG I HATE HER! hah DAMNIT KRIS YOU BROKE MY FUCKING PENCIL!! mr. b was being stupid and wouldnt let me get another one! haha but thats ok you had fun breaking it..i guess..YOU BETER HAVE b/c it was BLUE!! haha BANG A COCK! 69! PORN! that class is so DIRTY! i love it! actually i hate it b/c i dont UNDERSTAND! hmmmm... "THROW UP JUST THROW UP THROW UP! grrrrOOSSS!" haha omg that was great! "she thinks shes the SHIT b/c shes standing by them! I STAND BY THEM EVERY FIKIN DAY!" wow..good time good times.. i am VERY BORED and i hate living here and my mom is beign stupid and i cant wait till next year..and I WANT A FREAKING JOB ALREADY! jesus! i want a laptop soon! haha omg i was thinking about that one time when me lex kris and hooliya made drake go into the girls locker room and he got in trouble and ppl thought we were doing dirty things..haha oh wow...

It's Been More Then A Week...

Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.

From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.

You and me like one heart-beat.
You and me like one heart-beat.

So slice open my veins.
And let, the romance bleed away.


From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.

You and me like one heart-beat.
You and me like one heart-beat.

Back into I thought I knew, these words inside me, tell me what to do.
My heart held, in the palm of your hand.
Now I know, the way to go, this place inside my demented mind.
You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor.
This time in silence, this time I win.
This time in silence, this time I win.
This time in silence, this time I win.
This time in silence, this time I win.
Forget my name

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[02 Feb 2005|08:00pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Pieces ]

[ .. CURRENT .. ]
- Current Clothes: jeans and an AE shirt
- Current Mood: sad. And disappointed
- Current Music: MCR
- Current Taste: chips..mmmmm
- Current Make-up: Eyeliner, Eyeshadow, blush, cover up
- Current Hair: Pulled Back and Straightened
- Current Smell: my hollister stuff
- Current thing I ought to be doing: my back homework..
- Current Desktop Picture: a plain black background..
- Current Favorite Artist: yea to many
- Current Favorite Group: again to many
- Current CD in CD Player: um I think jamisonparker
- Current tape in VCR: moulin rouge baby!
- Current Color Of Toenails: nothing
- Current Refreshment: none
- Current Worry: um. Yea way to many to name or take the time to talk about

[ LAST PERSON.. ]
- You Touched: Carrell..it was a hand to hang ((gymnastics))
- You Talked to: Carrell Travis Angie
- You Hugged: David or Kris
- You Instant messaged: Jeff and my Maggie!!
- You Yelled At: haha Angie and Traivis… but then again when do I NOT yell at them
- You Kissed: Oscar

[ FAV0URITE .. ]
- Foods: umm HAM!! And lasagna
- Drink: Dr. Pepper
- Color: Pink, Blue, Or Black
- Album: I love ALL of them!
- Shoes: DVS or Converse
- Candy: Kit- Kats Gummy Bears or Peanut M&M's
- Animal: Koala..haha HEFFERS!
- TV Show: The O.C. and point plesent
- Song: wow.. at the moment Always, Dead to the World, Goodbye, I'm not Okay, and Don’t leave
- Vegetable: who the hell eats that!?
- Fruit: again WHO eats THAT!?
- Cartoon: RECESSS!!

[ ARE Y0U .. ]
- Understanding: sometimes
- Open-minded: kinda
- Arrogant: haha yea I can be only when I'm making fun of someone..so I guess maybe once a day..
- Insecure: yes very
- Interesting: YES!
- Easily Amused: omg yes!
- Random: yes..
- Hungry: not really..i had CHIPS! Omg!
- Friendly: haha..not at the moment..or this week..so sometimes
- Smart: haha I WISH!
- Moody: um yea I have mood swings EVERYDAY
- Childish: haha YES! Its so much fun to! And when I'm around Kris I cant help it!
- Independent: haha far from it!
- Healthy: Kinda
- Emotionally Stable: ha! When I am that will be the day that I am friends with ashley.. so for those of you who don’t know her no I'm not! Not EVEN one bit CLOSE
- Shy: meh depends on who I'm with
- Difficult: yes
- Bored Easily: kinda sometimes
- Messy: yea to messy actually…
- Thirsty: Yea.. and I should drink something because I'm sick…
- Responsible: haha ask angie that one! ((she would say not in this life time))
- Obsessed: haha NO! never.. ok maybe just a little…ok yea I'm VERY obsessed..NOT MY FAULT HES FREAKING HOT THOUGH AND its hard not to love him!
- Angry: haha yea…
- Sad: when am I not?
- Happy: that would be the day! ((no))
- Hyper: depends on who I'm around
- Trusting: yes very..sometimes that’s a bad thing..
- Talkative: meh sometimes I guess

[ WH0 D0 Y0U WANT T0 .. ]
- Kill: ASHLEY! Omg I hate her so much I want her to DIE
- Slap: ashley and Jake because there both stupid! Well ok I already slapped jake so I guess ashley…wait no I think I did that too..hmm..yea I’d slap ashley again..
- Get High With: haha TIFFANY!!
- Tickle: **blushes** I'm not telling!
- - Look Like: no one
- Talk To Offline: we all know who this is
- Talk To Online: once again we all know who this is..but he doesn’t talk to me **sigh**…but how does it figure that his brother does??

[ HAVE Y0U EVER .. ]
- Been kissed? Yes! Omg and it was cute…well the last time I did..
- Done Drugs? Maybe..
- Eaten an entire package of Oreos? Well I WAS going to but NOOOO Kris took away the pack because shes mean! Lol I'm jk I love you Kris
- Been on stage? Yea.. stupid play
- Dumped Someone? No I'm to nice.. but I was going to if that counts!
- Gotten in a car accident?? Yea because my mom sucks at driving!
- Been in love? Yes

[ FAV0URITE .. ]
-Shampoo? Umm.. yea lol idk I just use it..but its not that crappy 1$ stuff..lol I'm told NOT to use it so that means it good..lol
-Toothpaste? Crest
-Soap? My vanilla bodywash baby!!
-Room in your house? My room!
-Instrument? Don’t play one

[ EITHER/0R .. ]
-Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee
-big or little? Big
-Lace or satin? BOTH!!
-New or old? um, depends
-Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? brad pitt!!
-Vogue or Cosmopolitan? Dude Cosmo!
-Jeans or cords? Jeans
-Sweater or sweatshirt? both
-T-shirt or tank top? Tank top
-Skirt or dress? skirt
-Wool or cotton? cotton
-Rose or Lily? Rose
-Oldies or pop? pop
-Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yea they hate me so they dumped me…
-Do you have a best friend? Yea idk about that one also..i guess.. but I'm sure that to them I'm not there best friend..

[ IN THE LAST 24 H0URS, HAVE Y0U .. ]
- Cried? Yea..
- Helped someone? I guess..
- Bought something: yes juice!
- Gotten sick? I'm sick right now thanks to someone.. I'm not going to name names..lol
- Gone to the movies? Nope
- Gone out for dinner? yup
- Said "I love you"? yea but its not that person was listening to me..**sigh**
- Written a real letter? Yea but I would never
- Moved on? I'm trying but its not working out so well..
- Talked to an ex? Yea but not as much as I wish I could..
- Missed an ex? Yea but I don’t think he cares to much..
- Talked to someone you have a crush on? Yea…
- Had a serious talk? Yes sadly..
- Missed someone? When am I not missing them?
- Hugged someone? Yea and I was happy when I was **smiles**
- Fought with your parents? When do I not fight w/ my mom?
- Fought with a friend? Yea..lol Angie And Travis.. they kept touching me and I HATE being touched so I hit Travis and told him to fuck off and I told angie to get off me..

[ D0 Y0U .. ]
- Wear eye shadow? yea
- Put on a "front"? hmm if I knew what the means I would answer that but I don’t.. sounds like “put on an act” so if its that then YES
- Have a crush on someone? Yea but its more like IN LOVE.. damn I wish they cared that I did.. **sigh**
- Eat with your mouth open? Ew NO!
- If you got a tattoo, where would you get it? Wrist or lower back
- What color is your floor/carpet in your room? purple
- What was the last CD you bought? I have NOOO idea..
- How did you spend last summer? **smiles** with Oscar.. and with all my friends and in Cali, and and I WAS HAPPY!!
- Are you lonely? Yes…very..
- Are you happy? Never.. well actually YES I am! When I'm with..him..
- Are you wearing pajamas? No not yet..
- Are you talking to someone online? Yea Amy and Ben and I wish I was talking to someone else but hes ‘not online’
- What is your astrological sign? Libra

1 ||will go down as your lover

ohh annoyness of MCA! [01 Feb 2005|09:59pm]
[ mood | extreamly sad... ]
[ music | Always ]

hey guys whats up!? yup i hope you all check out my pix! yea well today was yet another boring day...OMG i had to get my blood drawn and i seriously almost started crying! i was SOOOOO scared! i know thats a really big baby thing to do but thats one of my fears to get blood drawn from my arm! thank GOD that you can have it taken from your hand.. **wipes forhead** yup but anyways im sick..AGAIN! meh i should probably stop sharing drinks and stuff...lol meh its me ill end up forgetting..yea so im really into this new band called "...And Then I Turned Seven..." there good go check them out!

today i was so freaking sad..yesterday was kristins day to be sad and today was mine..and freaking lexi pissed me off and made it worse! im sorry but i cant stand freaking fakers who want attention like her! and i told her that to! and i KNOW she made out w/ TJ! its so freaking obvious! speaking of tj that little bitch hit me today! i was so mad at him! meh ill just have one of the high schoolers kill him for me! **smiles** OMG i was so scared that a certain someone was going ot get stabbed! i would hate the person who would have done it and if he did he would go to juvy for the rest of his life and everyone would hate him! yea well i cant stop listening to this song so yea..

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Always
Always

yea heres some lyrics from A.T.I.T.S.

"Goodbye (I'm Sorry)"

Time has run out, for me, everything's distant and I don't know what to believe
It's so hard, lost in the world's confusion and I need to leave
For awhile, life is so meaningless there is nothing worth a smile
So goodbye, I'll miss you....
I'm sorry, but this is my fate, everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long, so here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me, I'm not worth any tears...
It's been the years, of abuse, neglected to treat the disorder that's controlled my youth
For so long, I'm in a fleshy tomb burried up above the ground
It's no use, why should I hold on it's been five years don't need one more
So goodbye, life's abuse...

2 ||will go down as your lover

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