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*sits and listens to the silence..the tv..thinking of everything*** [13 Oct 2004|04:15pm]
[ mood | calm ]

No words, no talk.We'll go dreaming No pain, no hurt. We'll go dreaming No words, no talk. We'll go dreaming
No pain, no hurt.We'll go dreaming~

maybe i was wrong to think you cared..
maybe i was qrong to care
maybe it was my mistake to make you seem so great..
maybe i should open my eyes see your true side..
see everything you truly are..well fine...
lets just be friends and i'll pretend not to care
when your playing with her hair
i'll look away when you kiss her
i'll even close my ears when you tell her you love her..
but i am going to bitch and moan to this and write on my own
i am going to smile and work hard
i am going to still be there for everyone else..
i wont let you bring me down..i still love you
but i'm going to do the same thing you did to me

push you away,push away your tears...
and i'm going to stop cutting over you

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-sometimes saying no is hard and hurtful or other times its the best way to show how you really feel [23 Sep 2004|04:12pm]
fuck i hate driving in the morning...i hate being me sometimes..i take everything so seriously..or not at all..i bitch and moan over the littlest thing and i got asked to go to homecoming...and i dont even know if i want to go...if i feel like dealing with it all...

i cried yesterday...broke down once more..and i was so fucking tired..i got up at like 4:00 yesterday i only got what? 4-5 hours tops...and i had to walk all the way there..and i had to fucking be alert and ready for anything..blah blah..then my pa-pa came home and bossed and bitched at me..so..i just crumbled..and took a shower i learned you can cry your eyes out and not one soul can tell you were...i hate crying..makes your eyes hurt..makes all your self-pity,selfishness drip out of your system..its like cutting..when i cut i watch all my screams and all my tears and the glares that i get..and everything else drip off my leg or my razor..and i like it..i like the smell and the feeling...i'm morbid.shit..i gotta go puke...maybe i'll write more later...maybe not..
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now that we're here [15 Sep 2004|06:48pm]
~~Now that we're here, it's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, one life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here, it's so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed To be the person that I am today These are my words That I've never said before I think I'm doing okay And this is the smile That I've never shown before Somebody shake me 'cause I I must be sleepingI'm so afraid of waking Please don't shake me Afraid of waking Please don't shake me~~

well i tried
tried and failed...miserably..
to not have a change is worse
then haveing one at all i thought you cared
you told me you did..
guess i should have known..that even you were lieing..
high up on your throne...
i'm sick of hurting..sick of feeling
sick of being so name naivee and trusting
sick of everything even though i have been hurt
as bad as some of my friends..but like in a song
not even the strong can stay smiling for very long..
i hate feeling this way..i hate that i hate...


i have being in love with you..and being lied to...

~ThatsJustMe
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now that we're here [15 Sep 2004|06:48pm]
~~Now that we're here, it's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, one life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here, it's so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed To be the person that I am today These are my words That I've never said before I think I'm doing okay And this is the smile That I've never shown before Somebody shake me 'cause I I must be sleepingI'm so afraid of waking Please don't shake me Afraid of waking Please don't shake me~~

well i tried
tried and failed...miserably..
to not have a change is worse
then haveing one at all i thought you cared
you told me you did..
guess i should have known..that even you were lieing..
high up on your throne...
i'm sick of hurting..sick of feeling
sick of being so name naivee and trusting
sick of everything even though i have been hurt
as bad as some of my friends..but like in a song
not even the strong can stay smiling for very long..
i hate feeling this way..i hate that i hate...


i have being in love with you..and being lied to...

~ThatsJustMe
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[14 Sep 2004|05:21pm]
[ mood | cold ]

~~So what i'm just suppose to pretend i dont like yoU?
i dont pretend..i wont hide away...i know what i feel..
So what i'm just suppose to wait for you?wait around till you figure out your feelings?
if you dont care say it..if you dont want to be with me then say itDo not feed me your bull
i wont take it.
So you expect me to be all nice and innocent when you get pissy around me?when you treat me like shit?
fuck that...fuck you..you are not my god...and i am not your goddess on my knees..sorry
So if you can't listen,cant deal with my "shit" then fucking go and dont turn back.
i'm not going to lie...its will hurt...i'm not going to give you my best fake smile~~

well anyways...here i am sitting here drinking my after-you-know-what-shit...i'm not ashamed..not sad...not really any thing..i'm empty..more ways then one..i guess. i dunno..i love him..i admit it...i would like to date him..i admit that too..but i will not sit around and get hurt...i will not be lied to(besides i'm the only person that can lie to me hehe doesnt make sense huh lol)..or anything like that...i will not take his bullshit..i'll give him one more chance to try and get back..i dont really know if that will work...dont really care...lets see how long i can lie to myself..*sighs* i want to cut..but i dont think i will...*looks around*

this week has been so busy damn lol i hadjapanese club on monday..(which is so fucking awesome i love it we do some kind of activity and then watch anime for an hour!!!) then to tuesday hehe today which was FBLA then i have to type some stuff tomorrro..then nothing much...i dunno i love him..i dont fucking know why....i wish i wish i didnt....ARG!!!!!!!

~SomeLoser

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~~~please dont wake me~~~ [16 Aug 2004|11:54am]
[ mood | cold ]

**pushes the boy against the wall**
can you see her fucking tears?
Can you see her fucking fears?
**pushes him harder against the wall**
Dont you get it?
she never stopped careing
never
**smacks him**
she loved you
still does
you are her everything
but yet you just sit and watch her cry
just walk away with out a simple goodbye
you just let her fucking keep thinking about you
**keeps him there as he stops fighting to get away*
open your eyes
open your heart
as your words tear hers apart..
open you mind
open you heart
heal hers or let her tear yours apart
*just looks at him*
you must be blind must be stupid
must be deaf and mute
must not care or care enough
for the whole world
**pushes him**
you were her world
you were her life
now fucking watch as she cries
as she tries to fucking die
watch mother-fucker watch her fucking die
because you had to say goodbye
**leaves him there walks away**

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A Fuedal Fairy Tale [11 Aug 2004|10:14pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | joho (jojo) but she sucks so its joho :) ]

INUYASHA
A human's heart and a demon's soul
An emotional drainage takes its toll
Love for a mother lost so young
Left a bitter sarcastic tongue
Peace only found for blood that's spilled
With a sword that slices, dices and kills
Torn in two by a brother's hate
He deals with a passion given by fate


KAGOME/KIKYO
A present girl sleeps in a past darkened night
Tired and weary from the days akward fight
She sighs as she sleeps cause she's watched from above
Protected from danger by her first true love
She dreams of a family with long silver hair
A home filled with love, dreams, and great care


KIKYO/KAGOME
A miko who died a long time ago
Was brought back by a witch with her ashes and bones
She sought out the man she thought she could trust
To take him to hell in ashes and dust
She thought he betrayed her by stealling something dear
She sealed him "dead" for hundreds of years


SANGO/KOHAKU
A demon slayer whose family was killed
Murdered and slaughtered at a demon's will
A scar was left upon her back
Engraved by her brother through a maniupulated attack
The pain was brought back when she was his face
There was no rememberance, not even a trace
He didn't remember where he was from
Who he had killed or what he had done


MIROKU
Cursed by a demon with a hole in his hand
Instilled on his grandpa for taking a stand
He asks every woman to bear him a child
To continue his quest if he ever died
The hole gets larger there is no doubt
It eventually consume him from the inside out


NARAKU/KANNA/KAGURA
Needing the jewel to complete his power
This black-haired bandit grows weaker by the hour
Many others with the same spider scar
Incarnations roam wide and far
One a small child with a mirror of souls
Another power of winds untold
One of unaccountable speed
His brother unique, his power succeeds
Yet the biggest one broke the sword in two
Leaving its owner a weakened hanyou


SESSHOMARU
He thinks he's superior to any and all
This one trait shall be his down fall
His voice is smooth and arrogant too
All his words are hate filled and cruel
A little brother he wishes were dead
Will finish him off when all is said


SHIPPO
A small little fox seeking revenge
For his father's death he wanted to avenge
He tried stealing the shards a time or two
Only to be beaten by our favorite hanyou
He was the first to join the group
He enjoys the present's instant foods

KOGA
With jewel shards embeded in his arm and feet
This particular wolf is a pain to beat
His pack was killed by blades of wind
And blamed on a dog, all those men
The wolf fell in love with a human girl
He swore to take her for a whirl


INUYASHA THE TV SHOW!!!
Now that I've said what I wanted to say
I'll let you figure out who's who today
If you can't figure it out
There's absolutely no doubt
You don't watch the show
So I'll ask you to go
Please tune in at 12:30 a.m.
Monday thru Thursday for it to begin
Cartoon Network is where it'll be
Just tune in and you will see
The laughter and joy that it brings
As it goes on with its wonderous scenes


by one of my friends ((Nikki))

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why cant i react? [10 May 2004|10:27pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

why do i have to be alone?
why do i have to fat ?
and yes i am fat
why do i have to cut?
why do i have to puke?
why cant he love me?
why cant i hate him?
why why whywhwywhwywy
why must i be so damn pathic?
why cant i just take my new razor blade run
it the fuck across my arms and legs and
bleed til i'm fucking dry?
or drink and take pills tell i'm dead from the inside?
why why why why why?
why
do
i
have
to
love
you?

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[09 Mar 2004|10:53pm]
goodnite
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havent updated in a long time [09 Mar 2004|08:15pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i'm not stupid not dumb not anything but fucking numb
i'm not broken not used but yet i feel abused
i'm not perfect not pretty but yet i feel so un witty
i'm not lies but i'm not truth
i'm not beautiful and i'm not youth
im not this i'm not that but most of i dont cut to show of that.....

i am lies
i am truth
i am fat
i am youth
i am death
i am life
i am selfishness
i am conceited
i am sick
i am morbid
i am all the things
but i have another motive
i am nothing
i am worthless
i am a razor
i have this other behavior
i am brave
i am bold
but most of everything is getting old

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click here please [22 Feb 2004|03:38pm]
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need i say more? [17 Feb 2004|06:52am]
[ mood | flirty ]

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i love linkin park....their songs....music...chester...mike....everything....lol! [16 Feb 2004|08:25pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

havent updated for like forever had 50 emails...blah mostly stuff for viagra.*geeez* dont really need that lol.well anywayz on the 10th i went to LINKIN PARK in concert and it rocked i mean it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool if i wasnt a fan then i am now.i got thier CD for my birthday meteora.i know all the songs on it lol.ummmz what else...i miss everybody....michael,gina,tlyer,spenser, stacy,everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*hugs to them and anybody i missed*lol anywayz i'm gunna GO so bye!!!!!!!!!!!!1
~Dani

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boredom has taken over me once again damn boredom got away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [04 Feb 2004|07:08pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

Act your age:NO
Born on what day of the week:MONDAY
Chore you hate:DISHES
Dad's name:ROGER
Essentail make-up item:COVER-UP
Favorite actors/actresses:JOHNNY DEPP/ORLANDO BLOOM/JOLIE/
Gold or sliver:SILVER
Hometown:SALT LAKE CITY
Instruments you play:NIONE
Job title:NONE
Kids:NONE
Living arrangements:WITH PARENTS
Mom's name:TAMMIE
Number of socks you own:TONZ
Overnight hospital stays:NONE
Phobia:DEATH BY BROKEN HEART
Quote you like:BOYS ARENT WORTH YOUR TEARS AND THE ONES THAT ARE WONT MAKE YOU CRY....I HOPE ITS TRUE..
Religious affiliation:NONE
Siblings:4
Time you woke up today:6:00
Unusual habits:BITEING MY NAILS/STAYING UP LATE THINKING ABOUT STUFF
Vicious thing you've done:LIE
Worst habit:LYING
X-rays you've had:NONE
Your favorite season:AUTUMN
Zodiac sign:AQURIOUS

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Bright Eyes::NON
Britney Spears::NOW I'M STORNGER THEN YESTERDAY NOW ITS NOTHING BUT MY WAY
Christina Aguilera::WHEN WILL MY RELFECTION SHOW?WHO I AM INSIDE?
Coldplay::NON
Dashboard Confessional::HANDS DOWN
Evanescence::I'M SO HOLLOW INSIDE,
Eve 6::
Faith Hill::
Frankie J::FUCK IT I DONT WANT YOU BACK
Hilary Duff:LET RAIN FALL I'M COMEING CLEAN
Incubus:
Jessica Simpson:I CAN SAY ANYTHING
John Mayer::AND I'M BIGGER THEN MY BODY
Joni Mitchell::
Kidney Thieves::
Lamb::
Lifehouse:: AND I'M FALLING EVEN MORE IN LOVE WIHT YOU LETTING GO OF ALL I'VE HELD ON TOO I'M STANDING HERE UNTIL YOU MAKE ME MOVE
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Rasputina::
Sarah Brightman::
Sarah McLachlan::FALLEN
Simple Plan::I'M SORRY I CANT BE PERFECT
Smashing Pumpkins::
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Taking Back Sunday:
The Cure::
Thursday::
Tori Amos::
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[29 Jan 2004|05:57pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

.*Near to the door*
*he paused to stand*
*as he took his class ring*
*off her hand*
*all who were watching*
*did not speak* *as a silent tear*
*ran down his cheek*
*and through his mind*
*the memories ran*
*of the moments they walked*
*and ran in the sand hand and hand*
*but now her eyes were so terrible cold*
*for he would never again*
*have her to hold*
*they watched in silence*
*as he bent near*
*and whispered the words..*
*"I LOVE YOU" in her ear*
*he touched her face and started to cry*
*as he put on his ring and wanted to die*
*and just then the wind began to blow*
*as they lowered her casket*
*into the snow....*
*this is what happens*
*to man alive.....*
*when friends let friends....*
*drink and drive.*

:Sorrie:.
sorrie I havn't been there
sorrie I wasn't the one
sorrie I was always on the run
I*m sorrie that I always cried
in the night wishing that you didn't hate me
it tares me a part that
I*m sorrie I didn't ask u sooner for the keys to your heart !

-Die for love-
I sit in the park where I dwell
For this boy I love so well
He took my heart away from me
Now he wants to set me free
I see a girl on his lap
He says things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed
Not a word to mother was said
Father came home late that night
He looked at me from left to right
He saw me hanging from a rope
He took his knife to cut me down
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave Dig it deep
Dig my grave From head to feet
And on the top place a dove
And remember this, I died for love….

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tell me why cant i breathe whenever i think about you? [28 Jan 2004|09:03pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | tHE ATARIS~the boys of summer.....good song ]

why does it alwayz happen i like you.you like me.but you got a girlfriend.so i can see.that you really dont care about me.i have this stupid selfish feeling that i'll never find my true love to be...i have crushes and make out but it doesnt seem to matter nothing everyseems to be the same sometimes i wish i was a little kid still thinking boys have cooties...*sighz*i cut again not deep but enough to bleed.i had to i felt so alone i still do.My mom was hurting again and so i watched my sisters and cleaned house...but i just cant take this...i have friends but i'm such a bad person i wonder why people even talk to me sumtimes...most of the time.i hate this i hate being this person whos such a bitch i alwayz need people talking about me and if they dont i want them to shut up....what the hell is wrong with me?i feel like screaming like tearing up all the posters hanging from my wallz and grabbing a marker and confessing that i'm sorry i couldnt be a good person and that i love everybody all my friends and family then taking my life but razor or gun making it so it cant be undone.But i just know i wouldn't be able to do it...i love people.i love him i love her i i i i i me me me me *sighz* ifeel like i shouldnt trust anyone...because i'm told lies almost everyday..."em i stuck up britt?" "no dani your not"blah blah dont feed me with shit i dont eat it it doesnt help my figure...ya right like i have a figure jabba the hutts maybe...*sighz louder*i just feel like i'm such a bad person..selfish dishonest bitchy moody that i dont see how people can talk to me and listen to me i hate how i think these stupid thoughts about "maybe he likes me" "or him" "or him"blah blah blah...i just wanna feel comforable with this with that but i cant be myself when i cant even look in the mirror....cant even see what i've become what i am who i am.This person who has nothing to give to this world i feel like going mute or disappearing into the nite and living off clams and fish on a island all by myself so i cant hurt anyone and cant get hurt or feel like i have to be loved to be happy.numb.from everything. how would it feel to cut into my skin and not feel all my bleeding escapeing the poison thats my thoughts and feelings..running away from my own head.aw silence.*looks around and wonders*will i be alone even after death?will i still feel these feelings?still be trapped.i mean what have i got to give..nothing what have i got to live for?my friends that will leave me no boyfriend to hold me my parents argue about me and think i'm being a rebel..*grabs a glass of water*and i'm really depressed right know..sick of eveything i wish i could just be numb not hollow...sleep use to be my only ecape but now i'm not even sleeping well mostly cuz of my damn cold but still.i just wanna feel loved.i just i just i i i i i i i me me me me me me me me *wants to scream*i wonder if anyone would miss me?would my mom?dad?sisters?friends?selfish i know but i have to wonder...how would i do it if i had enough nerve?razor?gun?pills?rope?roof?starve?runaway?....i think i would use a gun blow my fucking brains out..i'd be dead.i'd leave a note saying i couldnt handle all this shit when it was only just a nightmare thats been haunting me.will i wake up if i die?i mean whatever i mean.i guess i'm just saying right now i wanna go lay down and weep and weep til i drown in my own tears and fears.but i cant just cry i have reason i have the means but i just cant i want to let it all out all this anger all this saddness all the pain i'm such a dramaqueen hence the name.i feel sooo so so out there.like nothing will ever happen but be the same as well ope i need more agua *gets up and grabs water*i keep on waiting for something to change in my love life *eep*then everything stays the same
MY WISHES~britt doesnt have to go to nevada or be a bitch bunny has a decent boyfriend even if its jake,My mom is better no more pain but will still be alive till i'm 100,my step dad will be nicer and care about my mom more,gina and michael will stay together forever + ever and i'll come over to watch there kids for em,diana will be happy,bob will find someone better,tyler will stop caring,and i'll be dead.wow wishing takes alot outta you.but i think trying not to feel is worst.i've tryed so hard to pretend like i dont care about anyone..no crushes i mean but its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard....so trying.it hurts to stop caring but yet it hurts to care...i'm spilling out everything...wow.maybe i feel better maybe i'll be truly happy and all my friends will be too maybe i'll die trying maybe just maybe i'll find love.....................
~Dani

P.S. 13 dayz ans 14 dayz

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Happy Birthday Brittney!!!!!!!!!!!!i love ya!!! [26 Jan 2004|04:54pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]
[ music | BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]

well it was britt's b-day today duh lol anyways woke up and talked to mummy and left for school.and got there really early for me lol...and grabbed bunny and ran to britt's locker and opened it up and blew up ballons and put them in her locker and but streamer everywhere.Wrote HAPPY B-DAY BRITT and had ashley go get her.then she came and opened her locker and was amazed or pissed...lol.And then me and bunny threw confettii on her!
*laughs*She wasnt happy bout the confettii...lol was fun anywayz..then off to first which is drama/speech.didnt really do anything had to make a dialog thing..then to math which was boring seen cody and chantel and becca and summer and michelle talked to those fools lol..and then to 3rd didnt really talk to anyone there dont really know anybody in there lol then off to 4th and that was hella fun computer tech didnt really get how to do the folder transfer thing jerk!anywho went to lunch met up with bunny and britt..shared lunch with bunny and then i kinda walked off got kinda tired of listening to britt bragg....i love her but yea..and i just kinda went to 5th with out talking to her.then we got in a fight over something and then the bell rang.i walked to meh locker and seen my sam!!!and got a hug and walked to 6th and got yelled at and took notes didnt really talk to anybody even though me and britt were cool...didnt feel like talking i guess...so i read..dreamcatcher by the one and only steven king.the to 7th and was quiet watched west side story and was so mad with the ending!!!!!!!it sucked.anywayz gunna go and take some surveys!bye i love everybody...
~Dani

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(insert way cool and interesting title here) [22 Jan 2004|05:46pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

okies i havent updated truly updated in a long time...i got my new classes on tuesday...i like em so far i have...
01 THEATRE 1A
02 ALGEBRA I
03 SPANISH 2
04 COMPUTER TECH
05 EARTH SYSTEMS
06 WORLD GEOGRAPHY
07 ENGLISH
on tuesday and wedesday i just kinda got use to it hell i got brittney and bunnys lunch so its cool...but today was hell...got up and wished i could just go back to sleep..but got awake and showerd and drank some coffee...yay.and turned on the tv just for backround noise..and i put on the music videos and listened to linkin park's numb and as i was watching the video i seen the girl had cuts on her arms..*sighz i'm gunna be killed for this*i grabbed a paper clip and dug deep and for those of you that think you cant cut yourself with a paper clip you can! and so i cut up my arms becuz i was curious.and in pain i guess just really depressed about life britt has cj and i didnt know about it til like a week ago she never really tells me anything i just feel like she doesnt trust me but she says she does........and bunny likes jake and he likes her and every other guy i like likes someone else or has a girlfriend so i feel so lonely and lost right now.i try not to like anyone but its too hard...so in a dramaqueen way i get hurt.so i cut.bad.well i'm such a wimp that i could never really use anything really sharp..*sighz and looks around*well first was ok i got to class and i just kinda sat down and read,and i watched the boring anoucements. then we talked for a little while well mrs. green did lol.then we had a locker check and i walked to my locker and cleaned and i banged my arm on the locker and almost screamed.it hurt.anywayz i walked back to the door drama door and it waz locked so i walked to britt's locker and talked and chatted then i went back to class.and i talked to candice and she showed me some pictures of her and her cuz of them "dead" it was cool in a morbid way.then green droned on.then to 2nd math which i just talked to chantel and cody and summer and becca about fitness for life and about bunny's dad cutiing open his leg.then to 3rd and i read and palyed the spanish game and got most of the answers right and my arms started to ache.then to comp.tech which was cool cuz we got to use the computers *lol* then to lunch and britt bought me and bunny a soda and we walked out side and i got a hug from sam.and then britt drew in the snow and me and bunny just talked..they dont know about my arms they didnt see becuz i was wearin a hoodie.then to science yuk *disgusted look*in which i put my arms under the table and cut becuz i was feelin shitty.and the droneing of needledick didnt help and britt's bitchen...so i went to my locker and dropped off my text book and britt's.then to 6th and got yelled at for being loud *lol* and i just did my work and britt asked what wuz worng and i said something like nothing becuz she never tells me anything so why should i tell her?*sighing*we had a prep rally and i got to see austin..hehehe.and then to 7th english and moore yelled at the class so did the princbal becuz some kids were making fun of west side story saying things like gay and yada yada.so the sub yelled at us for sexual harassment cuz he's gay.*feeling bad*i didnt say anything like that. then the bell rang and me and britt and bunny lift school and britt called her mommy and asked if me and bunny could come over and she said yes but i didnt feel like going anywhere so i said i couldnt *just a white lie*and walked home and got dinner done and over with now i have to do dishes cuz they dont know how to clean themselves...*laughs*i talked to michael and told him about it and i hope he doesnt think i was trying to get comfornt or anything like that i just had to tell somebody...and he understands...so does gina but she wasnt on...*pouts* so thats my day it wasnt the best but hey its over.............
-hugz and luvies and kisses*
Dani

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i love these and tyler.....^_^ [21 Jan 2004|07:22pm]
[ mood | irate ]
[ music | 18 DAYZ TIL MY B-DAY AND 19 TIL LINKIN PARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. smile
2. make someone happy
3. be in love
THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1.happy
2. bouncy
3. outspoken
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. verymoody
2. anger real quick
3. selfish
THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1. slvakenaion (spelling?)
2. irish
3. english
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. eyes
2. hair
3. lips
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1.arms
2. tummy
3. legs
THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. ireland
2. egypt
3. england
THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY
1. Remmie/Rem
2. echo
3. dramaqueen
THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
1. buglad19it was suppose to be ladybug)
2. jupiterstorm29
3. trigunqueen29
HAVE YOU EVER:
1) kissed your cousin: HELL NO
2) ran away: TRYED WUZ CAUGHT
3) broken someone's heart: I HOPE NOT
4) been in love: PLENTY OF TIMES
5) cried when someone died:NO I'M A ROBOT ....YES
6) broken a bone:NOPE
7) drank alcohol: YES
8) lied: ALL THE TIME
9) cried in school: YES
WHICH IS BETTER:
10) coke or pepsi: PEPSI CUZ IT MAKES ME SEXY LOL BUT IT IS GOOD!
11) sprite or 7up: 7UP
12) girls or guys: .....GUYS
14) scruff or clean shaven: SCRUFF
15) quiet or loud: LOUD
16) blondes or brunettes: BRUNETTES
17) bitchy or slutty: BITCHY
18) tall or short: TALL
19) pants or shorts: PANTS
WITH THE [GENDER OF YOUR PREFERENCE]
20) what do you notice first: EYES
21) last person you slow danced with: NONE
22) worst thing to do: TAKE A BEST FRIENDS BOYFRIEND AWAY/KISS HIM
WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm:MY HUMER
27) person you hate the most: STEP PARENTS
28) the best thing that has happened to you today: TALKED TO TYLER
FAVORITES:
29) color: PURPLE
30) movie: THE RETURN OF THE KING
31) book: COMPANIONS OF THE NIGHT
32) subject in school: ENGLISH AND SCIENCE
33) juice: GRAPE AND APPLE
34) cars:MUSTANG
35) ice cream: choclate
37) seasons?winter
38) breakfast food: pancakes
39) music to brood to: hu?
DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call late at night?:NOPE
41) save internet conversations: HELL NO
43) wish you were someone else: ALL THE TIME
44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex: NOPE
45) cried because of someone's mean words: YES MY BEST FRIEND'S
BEST:
46) cologne: candies
47) friend: brittney and bunny
48) kiss:never been kissed
49) romantic memory: (insert romantic movie)
50) most recent advice given to you: be smart be brave
DO YOU
51) color your hair: try
53) have piercings: ears and bro
54) have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
55) own a webcam: no
56) own a thong:no
57) ever get off the computer: yes
58) sprechen sie deutsche: nope
59) habla espanol: si
60) quack: quack quack
HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything: yes
62) smoke: did
64) obsessive: with some things: yes
65) compulsive:sumtimes
66) obsessive compulsive: sumtimes
67) panic: yes
71) obsessed with hate: sumtimes
72) dream of mutliated bodies, blood, death, and gore: NO
73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be?: HELL OH WAIT I'M THERE....IRELAND
74) can you do anything freakish with your body: NO
75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive EYES
76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president:HELL YA
77) would you marry for moneyNO
78) have you had braces: NO
81) could you live without a computer: YES BUT IT WOULD BE HARD
82) do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc...? YUP
83) if so, how many people are on your lists: 45
84) if you could live in any past time period, which would it be? 80'S
85) do you drink enough water: YES
86) do you wear shoes in the house or take them off:TAKE EM OFF
87) what is your favorite fruit: PEACHES
88) do you eat wheat bread or white:WHITE
89) do you kiss on the first date:NEVER BEEN ON ONE
90) are you photogenic: HU>
91) do you dream in color or black and white:BOTH
93) do you have any dimples: YES
94) do you remember being born: NO
95) why do you take survey's:BOREDUM
96) do you drink alcohol: YES
97) what is the best accent: ENGLISH OR IRISH
98) who do you want to kiss: TLYER,JARED,JOE,ETC
99) do you like sunrises or sunsets the most:SUNSETS
100) do you want to live to be 100?: NO
101) is a flat stomach important to you: HELL YA
102) are you loyal: YES
103) are you tolerant of other people's beliefs: YES
104) when you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? OFF
105) do you have nightmares frequently: SUMTTINES
106) do you like your nose: NO
107) do you think you can draw well: NOPE
108) at what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real? 8
109) how many pairs of shoes are in your closet:2
110) do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety? YES
111) do you write poetry: YES
112) do you snore: NOPE
113) do you sleep more on your back, front, or side?TUMMY
114) dog/cat? CAT
115) do you lick stamps: YES
116) do you use an electric can opener? NO
117) have you ridden in a hot air balloon: NO
118) which hurts the most, physical or emotioal pain BOTH AT THE SAME TIME
119) favorite TV show: boy meets world,roseanne,south park, crank yankers
120) do you know anyone who is clinically depressed: yup
121) do you prefer a piano or violin: none
122) are you a sex addict? no
123) do you know someone who has cancer? NO
124) do you like to argue: YUP
125) do you hunt: NOPE
126) do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants: FAST FOOD CUZ ITS FAST
127) would you rather vist a zoo or an art musuem: ART MUSUEM
128) do you have a middle name?:NOPE BECUZ AN ASSHOLE SHARES IT..*HINT HINT*
129) are you basically a happy person: YUP
130) are you tired?: YES
131) did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: YUP
132) how many phones do you have in your house: 4
133) how long is your hair: SHOULDER
134) do you get along with your parents? SUMTIMES
135) what color of eyes do you prefer: GREEN
136) first name: dANIELLE
137) were you named after anyone?: YUP
138) do you wish on stars?: YES
139) when did you last cry: 4 DAYZ AGO
140) if you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be? LEFT ALONE
EVERYTHING
141) do you like your handwriting: NO
142) who do you admire and why: GINA BECUZ SHE DEALS WITH SO MUCH SHIT EVERYDAY AND SHES NOT BITTER
143) what is the #1 priority in your life?: MAKEING PEOPLE HAPPY
144) what is your favorite lunchmeat? HAM
145) any bad habits: TONZ
146) what is your most embarrassing CD? BACKSTREET BOYS
147) if you were another person, would you be friends with yourself: NO
148) are you a daredevil: NO
149) have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? YES
150) have you ever stolen anything:YES
151) do looks matter: NO
152) have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid: YES
153) do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow:YES AND LITTLE JAKES TOO
154) do fish have feelings: YES
155) are you trendy? NO
156) how do you release anger? CRY SCREAM
158) do you trust others easily YES
159) what was your favorite toy as a child?: BARBIE
160) what class in school do you think is totally useless? GYM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
161) do you like sappy love songs? YES
162) have you ever been on radio or television: NO
163) do you have a journal: DUH
164) do you use sarcasm a lot:YES
165) have you ever been in another country: NOPE
166) what do you look for in a girl/guy?: SWEET,KIND ETC
167) what is/are your nickname? REMMI RIGHT NOW
168) would you bungee jump?: YES
169) do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: NOPE
170) what are you worried about right now?: LIFE
171) do you think you are strong?: NO
172) what's your least favorite thing in the world: GIRLS THAT THINK THERE SOOOO COOL WHEN THERE BITCHES
173) how many wisdom teeth do you have? ?>
174) what would you change about yourself: SIZE
175) i need: LOVE AND BEER
176) i find: ALOTTA STUFF
177) i want: A HUG AND KISS
178) i have: NOTHING
179) i wish:FOR EVERYTHING
180) i love: BOYS
181) i hate: GIRLS
182) i miss: MY LIFE
183) i fear: DEATH
184) i feel: NOTHING
185) i hear: SUMTHIN
186) i smell: MY FEET
187) i wonder:WHY LOVE FUCKS EVERYBODY UP
1) Using band names, spell out your name DEFAULT AREOSMITH NICKELBACK INCUBUS EVANESCENCE LINKIN PARK LILLIX
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? NO BUT I'VE HAD ONE DEICATED
3) What song makes you cry? NONE
4) What song makes you happy? DEEPER THAN HOLLER
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? ANYTHING THATS MELLOW
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'6
HAIR COLOR: BROWN
SKIN COLOR: WHITE
EYE COLOR: BLUE
PIERCINGS: EARS
TATTOOS: NONE
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: BLACK
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: NONE THE OC IS ON
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: NOTHING
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?:COLD
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: NOPE
HAVE A BAD HABIT? YES
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: SUMTIMES
LIKE TO DRIVE?: YES
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: THE OC
CONDITIONER: any thing that loves my hair
BOOK:meet me by moonllight or any thing by block
MAGAZINE: ym
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: mt dew code red
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: vodka
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: GOT 2 A MOVIE
h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: nope
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yes
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: no
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: no
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes i was on crank yankers lol j/k but i have prank called sumone before
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no
USED YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD: nope
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: yes but only cuz i could
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH:no
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: nope
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: dont have one
GIRLFRIEND:none
CHILDREn my sisters!
CURRENT CRUSH: joe no brandon no austin no kyler no joe
BEEN IN LOVE?: ONLY ME LOVING THEM
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: YES.......JAKE
BEEN HURT?: YES
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: NOT SPEAKING UP,
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: YES
HAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX: NO
HOW MANY TIMES: NONE
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: YES HOT TOPIC
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: ............
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: ..........
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: LINKIN PARK
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: BUNNY,TYLER,BRITT,TRAVIS,DIANA,GINA,MICHAEL AND BOBBY.AND ALL THE OTHERS I PROBABLY FORGOT
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: HANG OUT,GO ONLINE,SING TO THE SONGS ON RADIO/CD'S
TIME YOU CRIED?: WELL
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: ........
YOU GOT E-MAIL: TODAY
THING YOU PURCHASED: PHONE
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: MARRIED WITH CHILDREN
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: THE RETURN OF THE KING

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: I THINK THAT IF THE BABY IS JUST BARELY CONCIETED THEN THE WOMAN CAN GET RID OF IT OR IF SHE WAS RAPED OR INSEST ACURRED
TEENAGE SMOKING:DUMB
SPICE GIRLS: SLUTS
DREAMS:

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randy travis helps guys to suck up........but in very cute wayz [21 Jan 2004|04:19pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Well I've heard those city singers singin' 'bout how they can love,
Deeper than the oceans, higher than the stars above.
Well, I come from the country, and I know I ain't seen it all.
But I heard that ocean's salty, and the stars, they sometimes fall.
And that would not do justice to the way I feel for you.
So I had to sing this song about all the things I knew.

My love is deeper than the holler.
Stronger than the river.
Higher than the pine trees growin' tall upon the hill.
My love is purer than the snowflakes,
That fall in late December.
And honest as a Robin on a springtime window sill.
And longer than the song of a whippoorwill.

From the back roads to the Broadway shows with a million miles between,
There's at least a million love songs that people love to sing.
And every one is different, and every one's the same.
And this is just another way of sayin' the same thing.

My love is deeper than the holler.
Stronger than the river.
Higher than the pine trees growin' tall upon the hill.
My love is purer than the snowflakes,
That fall in late December.
And honest as a Robin on a spring-time window sill.
And longer than the song of a whippoorwill.

My love is deeper than the holler.
Stronger than the river.
Higher than the pine trees growin' tall upon the hill.
My love is purer than the snowflakes,
That fall in late December.
And honest as a Robin on a spring-time window sill.
And longer than the song of a whippoorwill.
A Whippoorwill

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