.......why doesnt nck love me??? great... now im bleeding all over the place because of him...   
11:43pm 18/06/2003
 
mood: rejected
music: silence
i do love nick... why cant he love me? im daria_blue_candylamb, and nick is zzzdeath_childzzz.


zzzdeath_childzzz: LOL

daria_blue_candylamb: yes?

zzzdeath_childzzz: LOL

daria_blue_candylamb: no?

zzzdeath_childzzz: ok

daria_blue_candylamb: whats so funny?

zzzdeath_childzzz: nothing...

zzzdeath_childzzz: nothinbfg at all'

daria_blue_candylamb: whats up with everything? i never see you anymore, never talk to you anymore, then when i do see you im always bitchy and i end up not talking to you...

zzzdeath_childzzz: cause yer pmsy

daria_blue_candylamb: ...ha..ha..ha

daria_blue_candylamb: no, im just psycho

daria_blue_candylamb: theres a big differance

zzzdeath_childzzz: and bitchy

daria_blue_candylamb: yes and bitchy, and just fucking on the verge of jumping infront of a car just to "see what it feels like"

zzzdeath_childzzz: eight

zzzdeath_childzzz: right

zzzdeath_childzzz: *

zzzdeath_childzzz: bye then

daria_blue_candylamb: *sigh* alright.... sorry bout that. another one of my " lizi goes spaztic" moments.... love you. bubbaiize then

zzzdeath_childzzz: right

zzzdeath_childzzz: bye

daria_blue_candylamb: FINE- you know what? i lied, not bubbaiize then, because i still have a question to ask. did we like, break up sometime when i wasnt aware of it? ya, i know stupid question, from a stupid girl asking it for a stupid reason....stupid isnt it?

zzzdeath_childzzz: who gives a fuck anymore?

zzzdeath_childzzz: why asre you even talking to me?

daria_blue_candylamb: because i give a fuck. and youre the one who came and talked to me in the first place fucktard. what happened to you? if i did it then im sorry, but i dont know why i am. i guess i just feel bad for you...

zzzdeath_childzzz: dont

zzzdeath_childzzz: !

zzzdeath_childzzz: i dont know you anymore it feels like

zzzdeath_childzzz: i dont know who you, me or anyone is anymore

daria_blue_candylamb: well would you LIKE to know me? and i really am sorry, if you believe it. i AM. and hey- i still like you- GET OVER IT. id be more than happy if you could know me, and if i could know you, hell, call it a brand new start or something. no more depressing things, itll just be perfect kittys and rainbows.

zzzdeath_childzzz: err..

zzzdeath_childzzz: too many fresh starts..

daria_blue_candylamb: too many fresh starts , not enough fresh blades....

daria_blue_candylamb: i guess i brought this upon myself then, didnt i?

zzzdeath_childzzz: i dont care...

zzzdeath_childzzz: (walks away)...if i only knew you..

daria_blue_candylamb: but you DO know me.

zzzdeath_childzzz: no

zzzdeath_childzzz: no i dont...

daria_blue_candylamb: and hows that?

zzzdeath_childzzz: i just dont

Yahoo! Messenger: zzzdeath_childzzz has logged out. (6/18/2003 11:38 PM)

daria_blue_candylamb: and your not willing to know me now are you?

daria_blue_candylamb: FUCK NICOLAE! you choose the perfect times to leave. i dont care what you say.. call me a stalker, call me psycho or whatever, but i love you ok? you dont give a fuck- that doesnt change anything..... you do know me..
 
     

(Murder My Flesh)

 
   
10:13pm 18/06/2003
  i dont even know why i write in this damn thing. nobody reads it.... i guess that its just nice to be able to write down whatever you want, get out problems, and tell your secrets to something that cant judge you...makes you feel like everythings ok.... it would be kinda nice if people sometimes commented though. well thats all... to anyone..if you real this- bubbaiize  
     

(2 Perfect Scars |Murder My Flesh)

 
i stole meg meg's blob!!!!!!   
08:14pm 17/06/2003
 
mood: bouncy
music: garbage- when i grow up
hehehe! NOW I HAVE A CLEAR ONE!!!!!!

Adopt your own useless blob!
 
     

(Murder My Flesh)

 
avril parody   
08:05pm 17/06/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: sun 41- the hell song
someone wrote this and i though it was really wicked!! DIE AVRIL!!!!

Aggrivated

Uh huh.. she's not like this.
Uh huh.. uh huh.. she's a little bitch.
La la la la.. choke that bitch..
What the hell is going on?
The preps always sing her song.
You know who's really gonna make me hurl?
That poser girl.
She's as punk as a tree stump.
Not to mention, an anorexic cum.
She really needs to shut the hell up,
Or else she's fukked.
She had one hit,
That sounds like hit
The preps think they're punk
Because of that junk.
She's pssing me off,
She needs to be jumped right now.. tell me..
Why'd she have to go and make me so aggrivated?
I see the way she poses off of real punks and goths just to get attention..
Well life's like this, bitch,
You'll rise, then you'll fall and you'll crawl back to us trying to get something more
And you'll turn it into popularity you know you'll end up really screwed later.
Yes, yes, yes..
I hate all the brainwashed kids
They think Avril is the sht
She sucks live her voice goes in and out of pitch
That stupid bitch
They've ruined Hot Topic forever
Will it be the same? Never.
Ever since that little bitch walked in the door
There's nothing more
She's taking our cuffs, our chucks and our ties.
She thinks she can make it with "a little white lie"
I hope that bitch gets strangled to the ground and dies.. tell me
Why'd she have to go and make me so aggrivated?
I see the way she poses off of real punks and goths just to get attention..
Well life's like this, bitch,
You'll rise, then you'll fall and you'll crawl back to us trying to get something more
And you'll turn it into popularity you know you'll end up really screwed later.
Yes, yes, yes..
What the hell is going on?
The preps always sing her song.
You know who's really gonna make me hurl?
That poser girl..
She had one hit,
That sounds like shiit
The preps think they're punk
Because of that junk.
She's pissing me off,
She needs to be jumped right now.. tell me..
Why'd she have to go and make me so aggrivated?
I see the way she poses off of real punks and goths just to get attention..
Well life's like this, bitch,
You'll rise, then you'll fall and you'll crawl back to us trying to get something more
And you'll turn it into popularity you know you'll end up really screwed later.
Yes, yes, yes..


Now if you really hate Avril, pass this on and prove to the world that's she's a sorry ass, posing, anorexic, MOTHER FUKKING BITCH
 
     

(1 Perfect Scar |Murder My Flesh)

 
have a great day you worthless turd.   
07:09pm 17/06/2003
 
mood: disappointed
music: my stupid friends laughing on the phone....
hehehee.... happy bunny is so cute!! im on the phone with my friend leticia and she got a talking happy bunny!!!!!!! hehehe.... it says " you smell like butt". man... they went shopping.... and i feel bad.....because i cant. *cries* WAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!! :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( o-well.... ill just plot their demise while i sit in my room rocking back and forth in the corner........ok.... im gonna go look at pretty things online.... bubbaiize!!!!!
 
     

(Murder My Flesh)

 
more quizzes!!!   
04:55pm 17/06/2003
 
mood: lazy
music: NIN- fuck you like an amimal
martini



You Are A Martini!



Aggressive, in control and focused.

You don’t take shit from no man and no man would dare give it.

No matter how much money he has, no matter how big his arms are...

he don’t get no poon-tang until you say so.



Not only are you driving the bus, you fucking own it. You built it.

And no one gets on unless you choose to accept his ticket.

Or her ticket, whatever. As previously noted, you are driving.



What Cocktail Are You?

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lip piercing



You Are A Lip Piercing


In your face punk, and borderline angsty.

You wouldn't be caught dead at a corporate job.

But you can be found at Tower Records.

You rate your friends by how hardcore their piercings and tattoos are.



What Piercing Are *You*?

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(2 Perfect Scars |Murder My Flesh)

 
.....   
04:00pm 17/06/2003
 
mood: crushed
music: paper heart- all american rejects
~~~*~~~ Pleast Just Don't Play With Me, My Paper Heart Will Bleed ~~~*~~~


my god..... i really need a boyfriend... singleness sucks....
 
     

(Murder My Flesh)

 
condoms.....Yummy!!!   
02:19pm 17/06/2003
 
mood: amused
music: systematic-leaving only scars
strawberry condom



You Are A Strawberry Flavored Condom!


Sweet, funky, and even a little bitter at times.

You're tasty enough to be popular, yet freaky enough to be unique.

Sometimes you get a little nasty in bed... but nothing too extreme!



What Flavor Condom Are *You*?

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(1 Perfect Scar |Murder My Flesh)

 
the aftermath   
02:38am 17/06/2003
 
mood: dirty
music: stacy orrico- stuck
even though i just posted, im gonna do it again....the cutting left my with a satisfied content feeling, like a cat... but now im also feeling this emptiness....like im disappointed at myself for letting myself do it again... *shakes head* shame shame..what a bad girl....



--~~~*~~~-- I hate today.. but it's probably better than tomorrow--~~~*~~~--
 
     

(Murder My Flesh)

 
alex!!!!!!   
10:46pm 16/06/2003
 
mood: ditzy
music: cute without the 'e' - timberwolves at new jersey
woo-hoo!!!! alex is gonna make a page soon!!! heheh... then ill actually have soneone to put on my friends list........heh. anyways, alex, im sure your journal will smell delicious.. ok... that came out wrong too.. DAMMIT!!!!!
 
     

(3 Perfect Scars |Murder My Flesh)

 
   
09:13pm 16/06/2003
 
mood: aggravated
music: afi- girls not grey
this is really weird, I still don't know how to use this , and I'm really confused... ill try to work this out later.
 
     

(Murder My Flesh)

 
beginnings..   
07:12pm 16/06/2003
 
mood: annoyed
music: the wallflowers- one headlight
im new to blurty, and its really fucking confusing.... im trying though, and maybe some people could help me, or give me some tips..if you could be one of those people , e-mail me!!!! bleeding_glitter@hoitmail.com
 
     

(Murder My Flesh)