soundtrack to the ride
anastasia's blurty

Date:02.18.03 15:25
Subject:life according to new found glory part 1
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Music: snow shovelling

i was watching the new found glory dvd and their trailer got broken into and so the guy making the video went to all the members and asked them about it

chad: we're gonna go try and get the trailed fixed cause ah you know we got robbed last night so we're gonna go get the trailer fixed
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guy: cyrus man you having a good time?
cyrus: totally
guy: with the break in
cyrus: its amazing you know
guy: you like how this shit happens man
cyrus: all the time. its even better when they take stuff, you know?
guy: i mean if youre gona break in at least get something right
cyrus: exactly
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jordan: sup dude. i fucking just woke up. a cat peed all over my arm.
guy: hey tell us what we're doing about the van
jordan: (long pause) *nods* west virginia's cool. *shrugs* its alright. they have alot of rednecks here. any questions?
guy: what are you going to do about the van
jordan: um. sometimes i park in handicapped spots and, i know its illegal and wrong but i dont give a shit dude
steve: yea dude. i agree with him
guy: how about the van situation?
steve: these are the trials and tribulations of being on tour. you gotta worry about where youre going every day, you gotta worry--
jordan: just answer the question. you just gave a totally different answer.
steve: oh really...you know what im saying?

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Date:02.18.03 13:03
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i really want shadow puppets by orson scott card

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Date:02.18.03 11:31
Subject:haha
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i was looking for quizzes to take and i found this poem

Hearts and roses and kisses galore...
What the hell is all that shit for?

People get mushy and start acting queer
It is definitely the most annoying day of the year.

This day needs to get the hell over with and pass
Before I shove a dozen roses up Cupid's ass

I'll spend the day so drunk I can't speak
And wear all black for the rest of the week

Guys act all sweet, but it soon will fade
For all they are doing is trying to get laid

The arrow Cupid shot at me must not have hit
Because I think love is a crock of shit

So heres my story...what else can I say?
Love bites my ass...Fuck Valentines Day!

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Date:02.18.03 11:01
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did anyone ever notice that whenever administration does something on the af forum that its usually down the next couple of days...like when me and alison posted alot and hank deleted all our posts, or now cause the custom titles were changed? oh only me. okay.

i try to make my pigtails cute and endearing but i always end up looking like someone who belongs at the first thanksgiving

my dog smells


i feel the need to have several spaces in between different thoughts


i want to go see chicago/how to lose a man in 10 days

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Date:02.18.03 10:27
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i am sick
i have a really bad toothache

yesterday i woke up at two, took some medicine, and read
i went online for a little, talked to katie tobin
had some chicken soup and ginger ale and fell back to sleep

today i woke up at four because my tooth was killing me
at 6 i still couldnt sleep so i got up took some motrin and fell asleep till 9:30

and here i am now

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Date:02.16.03 21:15
Subject:long time no post
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Mood:snowy

mmmm mcflurry
im all mcdonaldsed out
i hadnt gone for like 6 months now i go all the time

my brother drew on my blank cd case thing
i hate him
miss vitti mentions it alot
shell say in her baby voice "your brothers mean to you"

i have a cold *sniff*

the um post valentines day adverb fest was alot of fun in that sorta way
alison and i passed out our 30 uniquely individual communist greeting cards
not everyone got them. the only people who stand out in my mind as understanding were joe, kay, and that kid from no name charlies. no not spencer. the one who plays the horn and is really funny when he rocks out during their set. yea
we went to mcdonalds. like thats something new. hank took us which was nice even though we paid him for gas. maybe. ambition free played i will survive for the last time. that was rather sad. then i babysat and watched but im a cheerleader and took pictures cause i had alisons camera. theyre fun. ish. yea and im not a fan of the westchester diner.

i made a mix cd. its good
brick - ben folds
seventy times 7 - brand new
boysetsfire - holiday in cambodia
poor lenore - hindsight
saves the day - at your funeral
convege - color me blood red
bigwig - pro life taker
used - the taste of ink
bob dylan - blowin in the wind
emocappella - cute without the e
elliott - blessed by your own ghost
the movielife - this time next year
saint etienne - how we used to live
less than jake -9th and pine
bright eyes - lover i dont have to love
and last is half of new found glory playing for the world by shai hulud

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Date:02.16.03 17:08
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i was looking at pictures of chuck knoblauch when i met him
god hes attractive
i miss him on the yankees
his song when he came to the plate was the way i am by eminem

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Date:02.13.03 12:04
Subject:my journal broke
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i had to change templates

i am open-minded!




How indie are you?
test by ridethefader

You're pretty knowledgeable about music in general. You like indie music, sure, but that's only part of it.
You'll listen to any old shit as long as it sounds good to you. You're not snobby about music at all, you
just like what you like. How boring. Curiously, this makes you popular with the opposite sex.

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Date:02.05.03 21:54
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holy child has gone prom crazy

which is fine cause.....prom!

i wonder if anyone noticed its febuary?

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Date:02.05.03 09:11
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purple bear with gamecube
game addict bear
wow, im surprised that you even pulled yourself
away from your videogames long enuf to take
this quiz......
game addict is your name and games are your...well
game.......
ok, u are dismissed....you can return to your xbox
now......


**which dysfunctional care bear are you?**
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HALO

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Date:02.04.03 21:45
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http://odie.db.erau.edu/~verdej/val2.html

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Date:02.03.03 20:00
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chad
Chad Gilbert


Which New Found Glory Guy is right for you?
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:loser:

*HATES KATIE RYAN*


i love sex and the city
i wanna be miranda


Your dream NFG guy is...Chad Gilbert! No romantic
steak dinners for yoou! Hah and no drinking
either, sucks for you. But hey, at least hes a
hottie!!!


Who is your NFG dream guy?
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whats sad is that there is more than one of these quizzes...and that ive taken them

*over it*

*still hates katie ryan*

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Date:02.03.03 12:42
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See which Greek Goddess you are.



i should probably make a quizzes page

hmrph

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Date:02.03.03 12:25
Subject:*obsessed*
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back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,
like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heat.
For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
I kept quiet left you deep in conversation.
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen.
I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would,
but now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could.

Everyone's caught on to everything you do.
everyones caught on to.

As if this happening wasn't enough I got to go
and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
Ignore the sun, the cover's over my head.
I wrote a message on my pillow that says, "Jesse, stay asleep in bed."
So don't apologize. I hope you choke and die.
Search your cell for something with which to hang yourself.
They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has got to hell.

Everyone's caught on to everything you do.
Everyone's caught on to
Everyone's caught on to everything you do.
Everyone's caught on to
And I can't let you, let me down again.

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish.
and I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

And is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call, and end this conversation.
and is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause you left the phrase from the ties you severed when you say best friends mean friends forever

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish.
and I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

everyones caught on to everything you do
everyones caught on to.
and everyones caught on to everything you do
everyones caught on to.

- brand new
'seventy times seven'

my name isnt disappointment



Date:02.02.03 20:45
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i dont like old people, they smell funny

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Date:02.01.03 15:42
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i applied for the USNA summer session today.

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Date:01.31.03 10:52
Subject:quiz crazy
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You are Russian
You are a Russian.


What's your Inner European?
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Playful Orlando


What Orlando Bloom are You?
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man hes gorgeous

Ah, Kingly Aragorn. Good choice.
Kingly Aragorn


What Lord of the Rings Male and Mood Do You Desire?
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Random Fast-Food Mascot


What's Your Personality Type?
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your eyes show anger


which eye are you?
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Date:01.30.03 09:34
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oh god yesterday was an awful day. school went by forever. at break i tried to find alison so she could explain functions to me for my test the next period but shes at sectionals. so kayleigh tries to help me instead. i do the problem and shes like "now lets do the number line." "what numberline kayleigh? we dont do number lines." but shes kayleigh and shes smarter than me so i must be wrong. after a bit of me telling her theres no number line involved she goes and askes mr fitzgerald who confirms that there is indeed NO NUMBERLINE. by that time break is over so i go take my math test. and fail miserably. i have never left problems blank before ever but i did. coinscidence: the ones i did leave blank were the domain problems kayleigh tried to help me with.
we have a physics lab and we build a rollarcoaster. ours was the best rollercoaster. it had a tunnel of love and a funnel. i named it the new found glory express.
i spilled spaghetti sauce on my sweatshirt
me and cara won gatsby jeopardy but only cause we knew all the questions already *shrug*
then i go to the doctor for my "attention problems" i hate the doctor so bad. hes balding and has a huge purple birthmark on his face. he and my mom flipped out because i lost a pound. A POUND. jesus fucking christ i would be one thing if i couldnt afford to lose a pound...but i can. then my mom says that mrs chandler called recently and said that teachers had been concerned that i was losing alot of weight. first off i havent and second i need to lose the weight. grrr
then back off to school for the 5:30 -7:30 play practice
i go with meghan mchugh, alison kelleher, ravayna, and katie ryan to go get food. normally i would not chose to associate with them (except meghan) but meghan had a car and i wanted to go get food with them. so we're driving along westchester avenue and we hear this noise. we pull over on a side street and we have a flat tire. so the next hour and half is spent on the side of the road in the snow trying to change the tire. with my favorite people. hoorah. i wanted to shoot myself. or them. whatever.
then there was play practice which is always fun. in that not at all wanna die sort of way
we went to the stepinac open house
i didnt get home till nine
my computer is broken

gahhhh

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Date:01.29.03 22:24
Subject:new template
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though why i would want to change it from nfg...

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Date:01.28.03 21:42
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¤ name: lauren
¤ hometown: croton on the hudson
¤ highschool: school of the holy child jesus
¤ current school: see above
¤ work: sometimes
¤ age: 16.
¤ family: i wouldn't be here if i didn't have one.

DO YOU LIKE
¤ your family: sometimes
¤ your school: never sometimes
¤ your job: it could be better, though i don't really have like specified hours and I can go in whenever so that's good.
¤ your city: its hardly a city
¤ your pets: not at all
¤ church: sure
¤ smokers: sometimes
¤ drinkers: um
¤ partiers: *cough* i don't care.

ARE YOU
¤ hip: no, never.
¤ emo: sure. when i want to be.
¤ indie: do i look like nora?
¤ punk: yes. i like new found glory.
¤ metal: mmk, yeah. sure.
¤ trendy: never in my life.
¤ a good kid: umm k. yeah. when i want to be.
¤ a rebel: im the diet coke of rebel. *makes reference to kayleighs sn that lasted about 2 days
¤ talented: no.
¤ smart: usually.
¤ religious: sorta.

FAVOURITE
¤ Color: blue.
¤ Book: enders shadow/ender's game, a tree grows in brooklyn, harry potter books…there are more.
¤ Movie: much ado about nothing.
¤ Time of the day/night: i like the time between 7 and 11 pm. after midnight i get cranky.
¤ Website: i don't.
¤ Company: new found glory.
¤ Store: anthropologie.
¤ Food: pineapple.
¤ Place: maine.
¤ Smell:oh, i don't know.
¤ Sound: new found glory.
¤ Animal: kangaroo.
¤ Boy name: adian and liam.
¤ Girl name: cristina.
¤ Subject: physics.
¤ Word: boink.
¤ Phrase/quote: i hate you.
¤ Number: 33.
¤ Windows operating system: 98 on my laptop and me on my pc. i want xp.
¤ Person's live/deadjournal: rachels. duh.
¤ Childhood memory: i was cute. i don't know
¤ Boardgame: chess and/or monopoly.
¤ Band: guess. three words sounds like new found glory. and bigwig fairweather and tbs.
¤ Song: cute without the e and rewind now.
¤ Underwear: me n alisons matching ones.
¤ Outfit: umm. yes.

EITHER/OR
¤ Hiphop/rap: rap. what is the crap they try to pass off as hip hop?
¤ Indie/emo: can you help me be emo.
¤ Adam sandler/jim carrie: i pick jim carrey.
¤ Soda/water: well. soda.
¤ Black/hot pink: hot pink. cause those are colors you compare.
¤ Halloween/easter: halloween. boo.
¤ Dark/light: what if darkness never fades.
¤ Night/day: daay.
¤ Anorexic/chubby: chubby. 143.
¤ Pop/punk: pop-punk.
¤ Pop/hip hop: your mom. and her sister.
¤ cuddling/making out: depends.
¤ syke/riiight: i don't get it.
¤ bed/floor: bed.
¤ too much/too little: too much. you can always get rid of excess.
¤ sXe/druggie: can you smell it?
¤ drink/smoke: drink. i hate smoking.
¤ party/kickback: i dunno.

CURRENTLY
¤ Outfit: brew thru sweatshirt, pants, socks.
¤ Drinking: nothing.
¤ Eating: nothing.
¤ Position: one of my legs is like indian style under my other. or something.
¤ Music: fairweather
¤ Favorite person(s): kristin schauber.
¤ How many im's going: away message. cant you see im busy?
¤ Who's with you: everyone.
¤ Are you in love: no.
¤ Are you in like: no.
¤ Are you single: yes.
¤ Mood: im drawing a blank.
¤ Caught up or way behind: way behind
¤ Horny: not really.
¤ Miss anybody: katie.
¤ Loathe anybody: yeah, sure.

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