its so much easierto run

[11 May 2003|08:54pm]
[ mood | !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]
[ music | !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! music ]


i think i'm okay. PAUL IS HERE. GIVE ME MY HUG DAMNIT.

to run

[08 May 2003|07:15pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

oh i have new icons and a new layout sort of. maybe someday i will stop lurking eternally. *shrug*

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[05 May 2003|08:31pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | SOMETHING CORPORATE // i dont know the title of the song ;x ]

why is everyone all JOEL THIS JOEL THAT? what about HI BILLEH? SUP BILLEH? OH LOOK ITS BILLEH. no i am not having a Jan Brady moment no because it is true oh what is so great about Joel? Even though shh I am his shadow but still pshhh and what is it with this Benji thinking I only liked guys ... well PSH not going into that subject because well i just know now why not a lot of girls like us guys because we're fucking heartbreakers HEARTBREAKEEERRRRR *cough* sup Dave and Pierre fitting song and then people ask me what happened to you why are you so mopey well because i am single and i don't like it and its getting annoying there i finally said it OH HEY POPTART

*runs after poptart*

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................ [04 May 2003|01:35pm]
[ mood | .......... ]
[ music | ............ ]


Oh and this is why I am glad I have devoted my life to lurking forever.

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[03 May 2003|06:15pm]
hi. i've decided... i'm lurking forever kthnxbye.
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hi. [29 Apr 2003|11:55pm]
[ music | LINKIN PARK ]

Hi. Billy feels like updating.


I realized its ... um ... kind of late and I still havent eaten anything. Hah this must be why I am skinny.

*squirms in his seat*

By the way. My ass hurts in this new chair of mine.

BET YOU ALL WANTED TO KNOW THAT EH? EH? *wiggles eyebrows*

I am a single man again. Hey I can follow Joel around ahahaha

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[27 Apr 2003|09:32pm]
*eats a poptart, waves a sign: " i am not dead " *

*clicks update*
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[25 Apr 2003|09:29am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

hi. I really never have much to write about. Plus i think it doesnt help that I have the attention span of like......*blinks* EW THERE IS SOMETHING IN MY EYE >:O!!

Oops I like to lurk and maybe if I had a reason to unlurk, I would do exactly so.

Maybe some day when I am bored and can think again there will be a good update. But that day won't be today because EW THERE IS STILL SOMETHING IN MY EYE. >:O!

oops i lurk right now

[*shifty eyes, is not sneaking on the computer at school, shifty eyes*]

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ahha im random [22 Apr 2003|08:51pm]
[ music | red hot chilli peppers - give it away ]

*shifty eyes, runs by THROWS POPTARTS AT YOU ALL*

hah I wanted to update.

Though I dont think there could be a real update from me for like, ever? ;x

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[20 Apr 2003|10:36am]
[ mood | !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]
[ music | *Shifty eyes* Linkin Park :x ]



I did not have the urge to tie him down to a chair and keep him there. Nope controlled myself O:)

Though just to all let you know, I did get a couple more piercings. And no, not a Adam's ladder or whatever haha ew. ;x

to run

[18 Apr 2003|04:14pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

um lyke who'd luv me if i undyed 4 u all?

oh god that hurt my brain doing that.

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[16 Apr 2003|01:48pm]
[ mood | amused ]

haha another icon yo.

its from our video ;)

to run

[16 Apr 2003|10:10am]
hahaha our new video rules. its got old people hitting on Paul and its great. and Granny Avril too. HAHAHAHA

by the way WHERE IS DERYCK :'(
to run

[14 Apr 2003|09:40am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | sum 41 - machine gun ]

hi look. my name is billy martin. and i lurk. *nod*

to run

hi this is mood changing billy. yo. [12 Apr 2003|05:08pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | red hot chilli peppers -- cant stop ]

hi. there will be no breakup. not if i can help it. *nod*

to run

[12 Apr 2003|09:56am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | linkin park - breaking the habit ]

I don’t know what went down yesterday. I’m fuckin weird, everything goes good for me and then out of nowhere I’ll find something to dwell on. And then get upset over, and then end up taking out on some innocent person. Then the whole thing with my father came up. It just pissed me off even more, and being a dick that I was I didn’t just walk away and let them be.

Pierre and David: I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have disrespected David or did anything else to him that would upset you. I sorry for saying things I definitely regret now. And Joel, I wasn’t talking about his shirt :/

Ali, Joel, Katie, Kelly: I’m really sorry you all had to see drunk Billy. I don’t know if I did anything as brutal as to Pierre and David but if I did please know I’m sorry.

Chrissy: I’m sorry to you too for snapping at you.

Deryck: I need to talk to you, its not what you probably are thinking after seeing this. *nod* I just want to talk to you before you hear the wrong thing from someone else.

Then I start to understand a little of where I am right now. What decisions I’ve made outside of just yesterday. I’ve always never wanted to be like my father. I still don’t want to be like him either, leaving and shit .

edit: heh, well I think things are better again.

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[10 Apr 2003|11:08pm]
[ mood | tired ]

new icons. yet again.


i think im gonna go to bed, like ...


to run

[09 Apr 2003|05:06pm]

WTF fuckin_vjs



Edit 2: about that vj thing, i dont know whats up. UM...THEY'RE REALLY NEVER AROUND [*cough*] SOOOOOO YEAHHHHH...

EDIT 3: is it me or was that last vj thing 1/2 of it was basically about the GC kids?
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[07 Apr 2003|08:48pm]
[ mood | bored ]

im bored. i felt like updating. because. well damnit just because.


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bwaha [06 Apr 2003|06:39pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | the ataris // in this diary ]

I told you all I was cuter than the rest of them on SNL. :]

by the way. Hi Im lurking forever again. k bye.

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