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Lyrics whore. [13 Apr 2004|08:27pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Muse - Time Is Running Out ]

so yeah. lyrics.

Matchbook Romance )

Modest Mouse )

Sugarcult )

Acceptance )

Muse )

The Living End )


And I end with the best band in the world..or one of them.
Bright Eyes )

And that concludes my session of post-whoring songs.

your heaven's a lie

[01 Apr 2004|09:04am]
[ mood | blah ]

if you haven't noticed, i gave up on this thing. and id on't care.

i'm just gonna keep reading my friends list though.

plus, lj is better.

your heaven's a lie

It's True. [23 Feb 2004|09:05pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | Taking Back Sunday - There's No 'I' In Team ]

I cut out what Cameron said, but here's the truth. This was about Ryan...:

lolomgUr0x0rz: i can remember the summer days where we'd talk
lolomgUr0x0rz: i saved so many convos that we had
lolomgUr0x0rz: and i miss those days
lolomgUr0x0rz: but it's the past
lolomgUr0x0rz: and the past will never be back

That was like poetry to me, just in a different form..

your heaven's a lie

Taken from Christa [15 Feb 2004|10:50pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Blink 182 - I Miss You ]

RULES:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the four that best apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a journal cut

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

Yeah those other 11 months plus June )

Wow. That is....so me.

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New obsession song [15 Feb 2004|12:50am]
[ mood | surprised ]
[ music | Lostprophets - Last Train Home ]

Lostprophets )

Wow I make some pretty big decisions in my life...

your heaven's a lie

Songs and a rant [14 Feb 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I haven't done this in awhile....

Gary Jules )

Thrice )

Brand New )

Blink 182 )

Yes mom, thank you for putting me in a pissy mood. You talk about me when I'm not around, like I can't hear you. Well let me tell you something, I CAN HEAR YOU so fuck you. Thanks for putting me in the worst mood possible, as always.

She sits up there and rants about me being down here all of the time. I wouldn't be down here if she didn't dislike my music or shows. I'm sorry, I like Lizzie McGuire and MTV2 Rock Countdown, you despise both. I don't like Lifetime - the channel for women, that shit is too sappy for me. May I add that it's stupid as fuck?

And I don't feel like doing my project today, I'm going to do it fucking tomorrow.

Why am I bother typing this out? You're not going to read it, bitch.

your heaven's a lie

I stole this from a random journal [14 Feb 2004|06:47pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | lizzie mcguire on tv ]


// YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP //

01. What color are your walls? boring white with pretty posters
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets? tyedye
03. What color is your rug? this brownish colour. it's ugly.
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? yeah, posters everywhere of my fave bands and such and....in my closet too.
05. Do you have a TV? Is it big?no...no
06. Do you have a phone? not my own
07. Do you have your own computer? yeah
08. Do you have a desk? yep
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room? my stuffed animals. shut up.
10. What are your most favorite things in your room? posters and other things
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room? i have a lava lamp, glitter lamp, mushroom lamp, flower lamp, zebra striped lampshade, and a fiber obtic one.

// GETTING READY //
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up? my mom wakes me up and says "jess wake up" and i say "no"
02. Anything unusual? i have to listen to the radio while i shower
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school? nope
04. Do you try your best to look cute for school? depends on my mood

// SCHOOL //
01. What color is your backpack? black
02. Do you try your best when it comes to school work? yep
03. Do you listen or doodle? both
04. We all know you doodle, but what do you doodle? hearts, bubble letters, etc
05. Do you eat your cafeteria food, or go out? pack
06. What do you do right when schools over? sometimes i stay after, and then go to my moms work

// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable? sometimes
02. Happy? sometimes
03. Tired? all of the time
04. LEAVE ME ALONE? yep

// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes? not really
02. What are some hobbies of yours? reading, listening to music, talking to people, singing
03. Do you collect anything? not really
04. What do you do in your spare time? read, go online, think
05. Are you in love, or at least falling? i think i'm falling in lust again

// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed? get ready for bed
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"? just say goodnight
03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)? on my side or stomach
04. Do you like your life? sometimes

Last cigarette: ...
Last car ride: yesterday
Last kiss: july
Last good cry: friday
Last library book checked out: don't remember
Last movie seen: The Perfect Score
Last book read: The Perks of Being A Wallflower
Last cuss word uttered: fuck
Last beverage drank: tea
Last food consumed: macaroni and cheese (homemade kind)
Last crush: he knows who he is
Last phone call: Danielle
Last TV show watched: Lizzie McGuire
Last time showered: few hours ago
Last shoes worn: slippers
Last cd played: Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue
Last item bought: Gum oh and.. mascara for Marcy
Last downloaded: um....nothing that i remember
Last annoyance: my mom bugging me about my project
Last disappointment: realizing that i can't see immanuel today
Last soda drank: sprite
Last thing written: "sprite" .. oh you mean handwritten..the stuff i was drawing yesterday for Chrispy's movie because I was an extra in the movie.... ^.^
Last key used: ^
Last word spoken: the song that i'm singing
Last sleep: 2:30am-11:30am
Last im: from Kamizu
Last weird encounter: ummm...friday, i'm not going to go into detail.
Last ice cream eaten: can't remember
Last time amused: watching my cat go psycho because he was playing with tissue paper.....hahaha that was hilarious
Last time wanting to die: last night cause valentines day sucks
Last time in love: i dunno....
Last time hugged: yesterday cause i did good on my report card and i was so happy so i hugged chrispy and he was like "uhh alright"
Last time dancing: never >.<

1. Name: Jessica
2. If you were going to be the opposite sex, what would your name have been?: Jon
3. Age: not telling..
4. How old do you look?: dunno
5. How old do you act?: depends on my mood
6. What's the last song you sang?: Yellowcard - One Year, Six Months
7. What did you do yesterday? went to school
8. Today?: nothing
9. What are your plans for the weekend?/next weekend? none
10. Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed?: closed
11. Sexiest thing about the opposite sex?: eyes and smile
12. Do you sing in the shower?: frequently
13. When is the last time you cried?: yesterday
14. Who was the person you liked the longest?: aaron hewlings..i even stalked the guy.
15. Are you in love with anyone right now and they have no idea?: lust*
16. Have you ever said I love you to someone and meant it?: yes
17. Does anything on your body itch right now?: my ear's itchy >.<
18. What color is the carpet in your bedroom?: meh i'm not typing it again cause i'm lazy
19. Have you ever had a member of the opposite sex in your bedroom?: yes...
20. Who is the sexiest man alive?: ummm either Ben Harper, Ryan Key or Sean Mackin (all from Yellowcard...am i obsessed?)
21. If your house was on fire and you could only save one item what would you save?: bearbee (my childhood bear...) and abc blanket (shut up i know it's two items, i can't live without them)
22. Who is your best friend?: chrispy/christa/liz/volpe
23. Who is the next person you'll buy a b-day gift for?: christa
24. Whats your fav number?: 13
25. Have you ever gotten detention?: yep
26. Where is your favorite place to go on vacation?: vegas baby..or the shore
27. What's your favorite animal: cat
28. Do you like playing truth or dare?: sure
29. How many times a week do you bathe: everyday
30. Perfect Wedding Song: no clue
31. Do you have a boy/girl friend?: g/f but all we ever do anymore is fight...
32. A crush: of course
33. Who is the person that knows the most about you?: chrispy
34. Whats your deepest darkest secret?: why the hell would i tell that.
35. Funniest Joke you ever heard?: lmao.the muffin joke.
36. Saddest movie: a walk to remember
37. Scariest movie: dunno
38: Last movie you saw in the theater: the perfect score
39. When's the last time you rode a bike: i don't know how to ride a bike
40. Who is the last person who asked for your digits: immanuel
41. What's it like outside: dark..cold...annoying.
42. What is the first thing you do in the morning: try and go back to sleep
43. What do you wear to work? i don't have a job (yet)
44. Can you touch your toes without bending your knees? hold on let me try .. yep

---Out of all your friends, who do you---

Talk to the most: chrispy and christa
Tell the wierdest stuff to: ^ look above
Listen to problems and/or stories from: all
Want to be with more: he knows who he is
Like? ?
Gossip with most: none

Have you ever had braces: no
Have you kissed anyone within the past 48 hours: no
Would you like some cream cheese: if it's on a bagel
Hypothetically, do you have enough money on you now to buy cream cheese if you wanted to: LMAO no
What is the capitol of Wisconsin: i have no idea....but i'm going with madison since i just looked it up so as not to look stupid
If you could tame any animal for a pet, what would it be: white tiger
Do you like silly boiz? what??????????????!!!!!

your heaven's a lie

This is why I love Liz.. [14 Feb 2004|02:49pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Commercials ]

This conversation, which took place February 14, 2004 at 2:45 PM (also known as today) reminds me of why I love Liz.

lolomgUr0x0rz: happy valentines day, lesbian lover
PaleDyngFetus6: happy valentine's day, fellow carpet cleaner!

I <3 You Liz ;)

your heaven's a lie

Fuck Valentines Day. [13 Feb 2004|09:11pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Gary Jules - Mad World ]

That's exactly how I feel about it. Every time the subject gets brought up, I get all pissy and sad.

I have a valentine, but I don't think I'll get to see him. I wanted to tell my mom, but then again, she'd flip if she found out:
- He's 17
- He's from the internet
- He's from Philadelphia
- He's been calling me

I want these thoughts to shut the fuck up.

Valentine's Day Thoughts of Disgust: Kamizu )

Anyway, I've been talking to Immanuel for awhile now. I don't know, I just don't know. I don't want to hurt her (not Immanuel, someone else.) but...ugh.

Lately, I've been nothing but thoughts. Like...why do I hate mostly everything? I think it's because I'm pure hatrid for the fine things in life. Or whatever.

Christa's friend Meg is going to order the Mest (featuring Dynamite Boy, Fallout Boy, and Matchbook Romance (who I've seen)) concert, which is being held at The Troc on Feb. 27th. That's a Friday, so I'm safe, school-wise. But yeah, I'll have to pay her back (Meg, that is), and I greatly appreciate her doing this. And if for some weird reason you're reading this Meg (and to think that you don't know me, let alone know that I have this webjournal), thanks a bunch-ness!

Wow I almost sounded like I was completely happy (I'm happy, pissy, and confused all at the same time) there.

Today was a filming of Chrispy's movie. I was an extra, fun fun. I didn't expect to be in it, so I probably looked horrible, as I do in all pictures and such. It was actually funny, Shannon and Andy had to throw trash at Nate. And a banana peel was one of the things that was thrown. But I'm not going to put in any details about the movie until it's completley finished, seeing as how...well it's not finished. And it was only one scene so yeah.

I don't see how Immanuel finds me attractive, as I am far from it.

Back on the subject though. I got a ride home from Chrispy today, woo make that two times someone from school gave me a ride home. I feel so...popular (sarcasm). I'm not going to write what we talked about in the car cause it was kind of between Shannon, Chrispy, Volpe and I...just as long as I know that it was fun. And it was. When I got home, I went to the computer, and sure enough, Immanuel was on. So he called me and we chatted for about a half hour to forty-five minutes. I have fun talking to him.

Well, there was like...a tragedy in Philly today. A gas main broke and caught fire, around I dunno, 4 or 5. I turned on the news at 5:25 and started in amazement at the TV because ...fire. What do you expect from me? It was so....fire-filled. And fun looking. But it sucked because homes were evacuated and people could have possibly died.

I think I wrote enough for now. More to follow later, I guess.

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I crack my teeth on pearls. [12 Feb 2004|08:35pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Yellowcard - Breathing ]

Right...so I was listening to my Yellowcard CD today and I started remembering.

The concert.

It was so kickass and I regret not writing about the whole experiance in there. But maybe the next concert I go to, I'll write about.

Tomorrow I'm going to be at filming of a part of Christian. (Yes Chrispy, I know I put it in pink, but I happen to like pink. lol) I get to go and take pictures.
You know me and cameras. Pure <3.

So, some freak is commenting in one of my journals about the lesbian entry. Get over it. Right?

I wonder how Immanuel is. I haven't talked to him since yesterday, he didn't e-mail me back. My only hope is that he gets online before 10:05. Just hope. And Sam-E wants to talk to me, but I don't know what about. Seems like she left me though, so I guess she doesn't want to talk to me. Ever. Again.

Whatever. I'm in a good mood and nothing can destroy that.

So today, after school, I see Julie. Well, this whole lesbian thing with me is just hilarious (to me and Liz and I guess Julie). Well, we were walking, and I see Matt Langdale (who hasn't talked to me since like, October. Even when I say "Hi" to him, he ignores me. Asshole. Anyway..) and I put my hand up and yell "I'M A LESBIAN!" and he looks at me funny. Julie and I crack up. I yell it while walking down the hall some more. It was quite funny. But...yeah. It was great. Just the way I said it and the looks I was getting. Let the whole school think I'm a lesbian, I don't give a shit. Cause I think it's the funniest thing since...since...um...gak. Remember that stuff? I do...anyway...

I think this entry was pointless.

your heaven's a lie

This happened around 5 [11 Feb 2004|08:26pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | Probot - Shake Your Blood ]

Danielle: I'M A SPERMIE!
Me: I'm an egg! FERTILLIZE ME!

your heaven's a lie

I must tell you. [11 Feb 2004|04:05pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | Cat meowing ]


Omg, lmao.

I'M A LESBIAN.

Yes yes, Liz and I are lesbians.

So the other day, a girl in my study hall saw Liz and I walking down the hall with our arms around each other. And of course, this backwards oreo, says to her friend (when I walk in the classroom) "It's the lesbian!"

Wee Liz!!! ;);) <3 Lol

So today in Motif, Liz was there. And we were holding hands. Just so other people would think I'm a lesbian. And I love it, cause I know I'm not. I'm just Bi. So anyway, I don't care what you mofo's say about me cause I know I'm not a lesbian, I'm just bi, and I'm better than you people (see, I'm not walking around saying stuff that isn't true about others, or myself for that matter.) so you can shut the heck up :):)

~Lesbian ;) ;)

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And now it's time to . R . A . M . B . L . E . [09 Feb 2004|09:17am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps ]

So I'm home. Deathly ill. Well not deathly, but I'm sick.

I think it's the flu.

Anyway, last night I tossed and turned for hours. I went to bed at 10, woke up at 11. Fell asleep at 5. Woke up at 6 crying and forcing myself to speak to mom: "No, don't make me go. I tossed and turned all night with a sore throat and I couldn't breathe out of my nose or sleep and my throat still hurts and my nose is stuffy I'm achy let me stay home and sleep please mommy please I'm so tired!" She was pissed cause I didn't try to wake her or anything, but I wouldn't blame her. I should have tried to wake her instead of:
1. Watching TV to get tired (that worked but no sleep)
2. Drinking 6 glasses of milk (that made me pee a whole lot)
3. Trying to cry myself to sleep
4. Taking medicine

None of it worked. Except the TV one but I still didn't sleep. So, all in all, two hours of sleep. And I tried again. And I can't.

Why?

I JUST WANT TO FUCKING SLEEP.

So since I had 6 hours to think in a dark room with two fans running and a cat next to me, I thought. About A LOT.

Well first off, how come I can't convince myself that I'm in lust with him (I'm keeping his identity secret, and no it's not Kiddo, although I still like him, he's next on my things I thought about list so hold your horses aleady.) again? I talked about it with Danielle (by the way, read her journal entry and post NO YOU CAN'T in her recent journal entry: www.blurty.com/users/xpinkxfreakx ) and she said she thinks he likes me too. Who knows? I'm not asking him though, hell no I am not. To chicken.

My mind then wandered onto Kiddo. He's leaving and I don't know when, I have to do something soon or I'll...I don't know. Hate myself? Probably. But I already did something, and he just wants to be friends, nothing more nothing less.

Then I got onto the subject of my being sick. It seems like every other week anymore, I'm always sniffling, it always leads to a sore throat.

Then I had to pee.

But then I started thinking about my life in general. How I waste most of my time on this Godforsaken computer and singing. I want a career, a good one, but I want to become a famous singer. Yet, I suck at singing and playing guitar, so it won't happen. I have to stop thinking unrealistically. The next thing about my life was how I'm almost done highschool, and I don't even know what colleges I want to apply to, let alone why I didn't take the SAT Prep Course for next year. Instead I took Creative Writing/Journalism and Computer Applications II, and incase I couldn't get into Creative Writing, I wrote down Psychology. The SAT Prep Course would have helped me a whole lot more with the Math section and Verbal section.

Now, my thoughts went to this very random thing. What colour to paint my room. I want it a green colour, but I'm not quite sure. Someone help me with that part.

Three hours comes up and I'm thinking about my future, am I going to get married? Will I have kids? What's going to happen in my future???????!!!!!!!

Now I just go back over these thoughts. Over and over and over again. And it kills me because I want it all. Like the Lacuna Coil song, Tight Rope, goes "You want it all, the perfect smile."

And I do.

Greed.

Comment on your thoughts about my thoughts. Am I psycho?

your heaven's a lie

[06 Feb 2004|01:27pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Liz said I was in her bubble.

No more cussing for me, I have to calm my a...butt down.

Oh Liz, We have to have plans or something or talk I'm concernededed for you. <3 right? :p

Umm....Yeah I hate the people in my group who DON'T DO ANYTHING because they think they're too good for school.

Fuck 'em.

your heaven's a lie

[06 Feb 2004|12:11pm]
If you're reading this today,
Help me find information on:
Totalitarianism

I NEED IT TODAY. Not tomorrow, TODAY.
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. W . a . i . t . i . n . g . [31 Jan 2004|01:20pm]
[ mood | truthful ]
[ music | Audioslave - I am the Highway or whatever it's called ]

There's something wrong, it's something that won't let me write in this thing anymore. That's why i've resorted to putting stupid shit in here anymore.

I've told Kiddo/Dave everything I've wanted to tell him. And I mean everything.

Now I just have to wait for an answer.

Waiting is a hard thing for me. I always think of the worst. I always want the answer to be yes, I always want stuff that I shouldn't want. It's greed.

It's kind of wrong for me to ask that kind of thing, once is like...I don't know. Once is just like, we'd be using each other. I'd want more though, not being greedy or anything, I just....

I just want a relationship with him, but I'm too afraid to tell him that. I'm too afraid of losing him. He's already moving, and I don't want him to. I understand his reasoning on why he just wants to be friends.

He's always been there to care when others haven't. I mean, he's so nice and all. I've never met a guy like him.

And this is the first time where I don't give a crap about what people would think. I don't care that others would call me a loser for dating someone a grade below mine, I don't care that people would tell me to find someone my own age. I JUST DON'T CARE. I'd tell everyone that it's my personal preference and they have no right to tell me who I can and can't date.

There I go again, with my unrealistic thinking.

I should have told him sooner.

If I wasn't such a chicken to tell him sooner, maybe things would have been better. I mean M U C H sooner.

I have that empty hole in my heart to fill, and I wouldn't want to fill it with just anyone. I mean yeah, I have my girlfriend from Jersey who I love and all, but she's forever away. I've never had a guy who lived around here. Yeah, I had John, who used me, lied to me, and was a complete asshole. But Dave...Kiddo...whatever YOU want to call him...he's too sweet. Perfect. In my eyes, at least.

I don't get it, everyone except me has someone who they see so often.

JP, I'm sorry if you read this, you just...you seem to ignore me now. And it hurts. I read your journal entry about Jill, and now I wonder. How can we trust if we don't see?

Dave/Kiddo, if you read this...I had no other way to write out my feelings, and the feelings I wanted to tell you, I was too afraid to tell you. I didn't know how to tell you, I didn't know what you would say, you get the point. I just hope you don't hate me for it.

<3 ~ Jess

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[31 Jan 2004|12:55pm]
-::- name a song for each emotion -::-
Sad:Heart - Dog and Butterfly
Happy:The Offspring - Hit That
Angry:Story of the Year - Until The Day I Die
Hurt:Yellowcard - One Year Six Months
silly:American Hi-Fi - The Art of Losing
Highper [ insider on the spelling people ]:Hot Hot Heat - Bandages
loved:3 Doors Down - Here Without You
dirty:Brand New - Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades
-::- Name a song that relates -::-
Makes you want to dance:Hot Hot Heat - Bandages
Gives you chills:Cradle of Filth - Her Ghost In The Fog
Makes you think:Anything AFI
Makes you miss someone special:Yellowcard - Miles Apart
Makes you think about your future:No clue
About your past?:Anything Static Cling
Your life?:Umm...
love:Shh..
hate:Shh..
- ::- Top five Bands/singers -::-
first:Yellowcard
second:Coheed and Cambria
third:Maxeen
fourth:Acceptance
fifth:Brand New
-::- Top five songs -::-
First:One Year Six Months
second:Blood Red Summer
third:Please
fourth:Bleeding Heart
fifth:Jaws Theme Swimming
-::- What do you think of these artists -::-
Good Charlotte:Okay
Brittney Spears:Whore.
Chingy:Fuckface.
Blink 182:Awesome.
Pearl Jam:They're okay nowadays
Mest:^.^
Xtina:Whore.
Yellowcard:MY LOVES
Justin Timberlake:Manwhore.
Cauterize:Who?
Simple Plan:Better before they sold out
The Ataris:<3
P.O.D:Eh, older stuff is better.
AFI:<3
Limp bizkit:Older stuff blah blah
ACDC:Big Balls. Teehee.
Linkin Park:Thumbs Up
Three Days Grace:I would so sing that song 24/7
-::- What do you think of this music -::-
orchestra:Blah
blues:It's okay
alternative:Yay
jazz:eh
opera:Hell no.
christian:Eh
country:Hell No.
hip hop:FUCK NO
emo:YAY!!!
ska:It's okay
rap:FUCK NO
rock:MY LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!
punk:It's okay
Pop:FUCK NO!

Music Survey brought to you by BZOINK!
your heaven's a lie

[31 Jan 2004|01:17am]
I'm
drinking
half
and
half
!!
your heaven's a lie

I must stop doing these [30 Jan 2004|10:54pm]
[ music | Papa Roach - Last Resort ]

What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?:please no more
..rain?:love
..tornado?:scary
..summer love?:i wish
..Jon?:this kid i used to talk to
..Mike?:volpe
..Shea?:weird
..banana?:dandy warhols
..dizzy?:fast spinny ride thingie
..Laura?:bitch
..Juan?:mexican?
..car?:i wish i could drive
..white?:too bright
..peppermint?:gum
..New Found Glory?:good
..placebo?:what?!
..orange juice?:yum
..candid camera?:smile!
..sister?:don't have one :(
..brother?:don't have one :(
..hate?:people
..school?:hate
..President?:stupid
..football?:stupid
..rap?:fucking stupid
..pop?:eh
..rock?:FUCK YEAH
..punk?:yeah
..sex?:marriage
..death?:sad
..baby?:yay
..duuude?:sweeeeeet
..the end?:and they lived happily ever after

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay. brought to you by BZOINK!

your heaven's a lie

[30 Jan 2004|10:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | weezer - sweater song thingie ]

The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?:nope
Do you party a lot? How often?:nope
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?:nope
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?:5
Do you skip classes? How often?:nope
Do you have casual sex? Protected?:none
Do you steal?:nope
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?:nope
Do you drool over celebrities?:yep
Do you watch a lot of TV?:nope
Do you ever watch the News?:sometimes
Do you even care about world issues?:sometimes
Do you read books often?:yes
Are you failing a lot of your classes?:nope
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?:yes
Do you smoke cigarettes?:nope
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?:malls
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?:yes
Do you cuss a lot?:yes
Are you desperate to fit in?:nope
Are you intelligent?:somewhat
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?:if i was allowed
Black eyeliner?:yes
Black eyeshadow?:yes
Black trenchcoat?:maybe
Black boots?:if i was allowed
Black fishnets?:if i was allowed
Black nail polish?:yes
Cigarettes?:no
Heavy metal music?:yes
Marilyn Manson?:yes
Kittie?:sure
Cradle of Filth?:yes
Constant frown and perpetual angst?:yes
Do you like to be seen as:invisible
Are you an intellectual?:sometimes
An atheist?:not anymore
Horrible home life?:of course
Hopelessly depressed?:of course
Suffering with suicidal idealations?:of course not
Self-mutilation?:nope
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?:if i had some i'd wear it
Big black boots?:i wish
Mohawk?:i'll skip
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]:i want them
Loud, confident and opinionated?:yes
Wild hair colors?:i wish
NOFX?:no
Rancid?:yes
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?:nope
A:B
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?:hell if i know
Do you watch a lot of sports?:nope
Play a lot of sports?:nope
Talk a lot about sports?:nope
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?:i hate sports
Are you arrogant?:sometimes
Are you a male or female whore?:neither whore.
Are you homophobic?:nope
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?:nope
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?:yep
Boobs = yes?:yes
Parties = yes?:no
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?:nooooooo!
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?:haha
Have you ever been on a diet?:yep
How much did you lose?:i'm going on one, freak
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?:sure?
Make yourself throw up?:nope
Make-up?:yes
Low-cut tops?:haha no
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]:D now
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?:LMFAO NO
Giggle a lot?:haha no i laugh, i don't giggle.
What's the deal with boys?:nice.
Thongs?:annoying but nice
Pretty bras?:lace is itchy, padding isn't needed and underwire is a must
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?:ym, seventeen, alternative press
Who's the weaker sex?:girls
Are you a feminist?:not that i know of
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?:fuck no
How often do you shave your legs?:every three days
How about your armpits?:same as legs dumbass
Are you emotional?:very
Especially when on your period?:yes
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?:originality...but acceptance is a good bad
Independence or Companionship?:companionship
Stability or Freedom?:both
Personal or Interpersonal?:personal
Introvert or Extrovert?:a mix of both
Popularity or Isolation?:isolation please. popularity is so fucking stupid.
Unique or Loved?:unique
Understood or Individual?:individual
You or Them?:me of course

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