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|Tuesday, July 13th, 2004|
well my world has just turned completely around in the matter of 24 hours. eric and i got in a fight last night and then today i find out that my step-dad is leaving for a while. i cant even describe how im feeling right now, and i dont even want to try. why does everything have to be fucked up?
oh yay, i get to go to work now...blah. Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: -nothing-
|Monday, July 12th, 2004|
This weekend was pretty entertaining. On Friday, Eric and I got lost on the way to Woodfield mall, but we found our way. All I needed to do was return a shirt too, but oh well. After we went to the mall, we got some food and then he had to work, so I just hung out that night and watched "Degrassi" all night. ::sigh:: I love that show. Work on saturday was alright...kinda dull. We weren't super busy, but we were there later than I would have liked, but its more money, lol. Saturday night Nick and Eric came over for a while and then me and Eric went to see "Shrek 2". Man, that movie is soooo funny. =) On Sunday I baked cookies and slept and then Eric came over after he got back from Nascar. (bah, nascar)
Today I have really nothing planned. Me and my mommy are gonna go see "The Notebook". Man, I'm gonna cry...::tear:: Eric and Shaun came over for a little bit after Eric got out of school. How fucking exciting...Well I'm out, toodles.
---Jason, keep yours pants on!--- Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Construction Outside
|Tuesday, July 6th, 2004|
|Maybe we've been living with our eyes half open...
So this weekend was....exciting. I was in Osh Kosh, Wisconsin from Thursday-Sunday for a horse show. I did pretty good, but I just wanted to go home. On Sunday when I got home, I picked Eric up and then we hung around my house for a while and then we went to his Grandma's house to watch fireworks. She lives right behind Toys R Us so we were like über close to where they set the fireworks off, which was pretty bad ass. After that, we went back to my house and blah blah.
Yesterday me and Eric basically hung out the whole day. We watched "Halloween" because he rented them for Sunday, but we couldn't watch it at his Grandma's. After that, we watched "Jack Frost 2" which is pretty fucked up. We went to a few stores, ate dinner, and then went to see "Spiderman 2". ::drools:: I love spiderman. He's so sexy. Me and Mikey had a discussion last night about how MJ and Peter shouldn't of ended up together because according to Miquel, "Spiderman isn't supposed to have a women. Did batman? No. Superheros are supposed to fight crime, not be in love." It was pretty hilarious because it was like 3 am.
Anywho, I have to work today which sucks ass. Maybe I should call in and say I'm dead. ::sigh:: I did miss Holly though so I'm excited to hear some of her crazzy stories. I'm out, toodles. Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: Summer Wind Was Always Our Song - The Ataris
|Wednesday, June 30th, 2004|
|I Push My Fingers Into My Eyes...
Packing has got to be one of the worst things ever. I hate it. I really really do. Especially packing for Osh Kosh, Wisconsin. I have a horse show this weekend but I'm only showing Thursday and Sunday so I don't have much to do on Friday and Saturday except for going to the amazzing outlet mall. mmm, shopping.
Lots of stuff has been happening since I last updated this. Yesterday when I was cleaning my ratc cage before work I went to put the one back in and she jumped out and started running around the laundry room. This rat is the unfriendly rat of course so I spent about 2 hours trying to get her before I left for work. Thankfully my stepdad stopped and got that sticky tape stuff and caught her, but she bit him really hard. I dunno what I'm going to do with her. I could always feed her to Tanya's or my stepbrother's snakes....hmmm.
Besides that craziness....I'm in love. <3
Well I better get ready for work, blah. I'm not even supposed to work on Wednesdays, but I'm taking Thursday and Saturday off and we're busy tonight, so hopefully I'll make lots of money. =) Peace. Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Switchfoot
|Sunday, June 6th, 2004|
|The Boys Of Summer...
Summer is here. Finally. I have a feeling that this one will be good, and I really do hope that it will be. It's started off good, which is a good sign. After work on Thursday, Mikey came over and picked me up because we were gonna go see Harry Potter at Hollywood Blvd, but they were being assholes and wouldn't let us in, so we went to Denny's until like forever. On Firday Mikey and I went to my work and he got his hair cut and then we went to Starbucks and then he dropped me off. I went to the barn and then came home and changed and Mikey came over and picked me up and we went out to dinner with his family. We went to Fridays which is always yummy. After that he dropped me off cause he was gonna go out with some people to some parties and said I could come but I didn't feel like going, so I didn't. I came home and watched Moulin Rouge...how sad. Saturday I had work and it was pretty good. Tanya asked if I wanted to go with her and her boyfriend Jason to see Harry Potter and I of course said yes so Me and Mikey went out to their house for a while and then went to Yorktown to see the movie. We got about and hour and a half into the movie when all of a sudden the lights start flashing, the movie shuts off, and some recording comes on and says that there is an emergancy. WELL, some dumbass set toiletpaper on fire in the fucking bathroom. UGH, I was pissed. We got free movie passes, which me and Mikey will hopefully use tonight, but still...I want my 90 minutes of life back. We were all starving so we went to Fridays for dinner...mmm third time this week! After dinner we went back to their place for a while and then we went home. Today(Sunday) I got up pretty early to call Will to see if we were going tomorrow to 6 flags for sure and then I called Eric and he was cranky and blah. I sh owered and then Eric came over and then Nick came over and then Eric had to work and then me and Nick watched Mad Max and it was blah. And now here I am...whoa. Im out, toodles. Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: Finch-izzle
|Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004|
"I know someway, somehow we'll be together"
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
|"If you don't shut up, I'll shove this waterbottle up there!"
Two words....Gang Bang. Yes. I had my psychology final and my english final today. Psych was really hard and my english one was just a pain in my ass. It was all writing and since I didn't talk one day in discussion I had to write the essay. How gay. But now its over, woohoo. After my finals, Mikey came over and I sang the little mermaid songs to him and then we went to Stevens to have coffee and to sign eachothers year books. I love him. ::sigh:: After we were done there we picked up Gary and went to Tribeca because he wanted some cigars. We got soaked but it was fun as hell. After that we came back to my house and watched EX-Treme dating and then they got the crazy idea to rape me. Gary got the duct tape and tied me up and they tried to rape me with a waterbottle. We got pictures and they are hilarious. Good times. It was fun while it lasted but taking it off hurt like a mother.
I'm so glad that school is over after tomorrow. I need to just relax and BLAH. I hope this summer is good. Me and Will got the six flags passes on Monday so at least we can go there. Plus I got Eric to entertain me. =)
I'm out. Toodles Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: Overnight Celebrity
|Monday, May 17th, 2004|
|"Something's wrong with your tv..oh, wait..."
So this weekend was good. Friday I hung out with Eric. We watched "Kill Bill" because he had never seen it and we were going to go see "Kill Bill 2" that night at 10:35, so we watched that. I was pretty damn bored because I have already watched it like 50 times, but oh well. So "Kill Bill 2" was awesome. Come on, lots of people die...whats not to like. lol. I didn't get home until like 2 am and boy the next day at work was I dragging ass. The horrible thing is that we were soooo busy. ::sigh:: My feet still hurt. After work, I went to Jewel and while there, I called Mikey, but he decided to ditch me, so it sucked. I sat in my room and watched "The Little Mermaid" and "Moulin Rouge." Eric came over after work. Good times. Sunday I went to Woodfield with my step-brother. He used to work at the H&M there, so he wanted to visit his friends, and I wanted to shop, so it all worked out. We went to Sweet Tomatos...yum yum...for dinner. You gotta love salad.
I just got home from school and when I checked the answering machine, it said one new message, and it was my trainer and he said thay my new horsie is in! YAY! Go I'm going to go see her now...I'm uber excited. =) Toodles~! Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Moulin Rouge
|Sunday, May 9th, 2004|
::sigh:: oy vey, this week has been insane. I haven't written in this bitch in forever, but now I feel as though I must. Lets see, it all started Wednesday. I went to the barn, like I do every Wednesday and I say hi to my horse and then start heading towards the back to talk to my trainer and he goes, "Before you leave, say goodbye to your horse because she's being shipped out Friday." Whoa. Yeah, sure, I knew it was going to happen soon, but some warning would have been nice. Selling a horse is a horrible feeling. It's like having a kid, keeping it for a year or two and then having to give it up. It's just horrible. So Thursday pretty much sucked too because I was still sad from the night before. Thursday night after work me and Mikey went out with Jen for a while. Jen is so funny because she's a raging alcoholic. Friday I didn't go to school, so I slept until 11 which was amazzingness. Mikey came over and drove to me work so I could get a manicure and a pedicure and my hair and make up done. My mommy met me there and got a manicure and then on the way home Mikey calls and is like "Where are you? We're here." So I had like no time to get ready at all. But prom-izzle was awesome. My chicken moved across my plate which was creepy, lol, but I still had an awesome time. It seems like if you have a problem with anyone, its gone for just that night, which I think is good. We stayed the whole time and then we spent the night at the Holiday Inn. mmm, california king bed, lol. I got home Saturday around 11 and then me and Phil got bagels and then me and Mikey went and saw "Val Helsing." It was alright. I dunno, I expected more I guess. Saturday night we just hung out and then Eric came over and then Lauren, Jessica, and Kayleigh. After the three girls got there, things got weird feeling, and then they left and me and eric just hung out in my room for a while. I can't even talk about that situation because it makes me sad, so blah. This morning(sunday) I gave my mom her gifts and then got ready and then we went to my Grandma's house, which was pretty dull. We went out to dinner and then we came home and watched "Friends" from thursday. Ross and Rachel end up together. That's it, I'm happy. That's all I wanted. =) I'm still so sad that it's over. ::sigh:: Now I need a new hobby...
Well I'm out to do homework, ::gag:: school tomorrow. Toodles Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: Eight Of Nine - The Ataris
|Friday, April 30th, 2004|
|"you and i in a little toy shop..."
Thank God Its Friday.
Life has been hell lately. I'm so physically and emotionally worn. On Wendesday we had to take the ACT and then yesterday we had to take the PSAE. Both were easy, but just the thought of having to sit there for hours taking a test sucks. But we got off early, so it was good. Me and Eric hung out...good times. He has work tonight, so I'm not sure what I'm gonna do. Lucky 13 has a show, but I dunno if I'm going...I'll go if Nick ever calls me. If he doesnt, then I'll watch movies with my momma and then probably hang out with Eric when he gets off.
So I think I'm losing my best friend...again. I dunno, me and Mikey aren't as close anymore. Theres a girl, of course, so blah. I mean, I love her because she is awesome, but there doesnt ever seem to be just Mikey and Melissa time anymore. Eh, prom is next friday, hopefully it will rock and then we'll be able to spend time together. I was supposed to ditch today, but our plans sucked ass, so I didnt'. ::shrugs::
I just got done watching the Friends episode I taped last night. I cried. Ugh, I don't want that show to go off! It's like saying goodbye to ten years of my life! ::tear:: One week left.....
Well I'm off to watch a movie, farewell. Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: Yellowcard
|Tuesday, April 20th, 2004|
|boom boom boom boom...I want you in my room......
yikes, why is that song in my head? oh well...its storming outside and im happy. mmm, tornado siren. haha. so lots has happened since ive last updated. its finally offical between me and eric as of thursday night, so thats a good thing. we hung out a lot over the weekend. good times. um...yesterday i got a new cell phone...its the american idol one, lol. (mmm ryan seacrest!) the camera isn't the best, but its still cool. now i can takes pictures of people in the fitting rooms, yay. i mean...
so i met Kandi's sister Stephanie this week. she's pretty cool. she's 11 and totally into GC which is fun so we talked a lot about that. on Friday night, Dee from work had everyone over and it was amazzing. everyone was so drunk, lol. the people i work with are truly awesome. me and steph hung out there a while and then she was my little shadow at work on saturday. it got kind of annyoing, but oh well.
so my little eric got a job at jewel. he's working this weekend, so he's leaving me all alone, so im going to go and visit him and mess up all the shelves. it shall be fun. lucky 13 has a show friday, so i get to sell merch, yay. well im out toodles
10:00 ARRIVAL TOMORROW! Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: Linkin Park
|Tuesday, April 6th, 2004|
|"Why do they call this a waist?"
School was ohkay today i guess. man was i tired though. i need to start getting to bed earlier, otherwise i might die. tuesdays are "mommy daughter date days" so me and my momma went and saw the passion today. oooommmmgggg, i cried so bad. it was like the saddest thing i have seen in a long time. i know that im like not religious at all, but you don't need to be to be affected by this movie. just the things that happen to him and some of the stuff that is said, ugh, is so sad! overall, i love the movie and i cant wait until me and mikey go and see it. =) after that, we came home and watched american idol(go george!) and then i went and picked mikey up from north and picked up my pants from his house. (hey, you pervs..his dad just fixed my zipper on a pair, lol) After that, I came home, cleaned my birds cage(ew?) and then did hw and watched the chappelle show. i was really hoping it was the really funny episode, but it wasnt, but this one was still hilarious. I'm almost done with my homework, which means sleep comes soon, woo hoo. im out, toodles Current Mood: mellowCurrent Music: Slipknot
|Sunday, April 4th, 2004|
|"My heart is in overdrive and your behind the steering wheel"
Waited to the last moment to do my chem write-up...as usual, and now im screwed. No one knows what to do, so oh well. It doesnt seem too hard....::cries:: Last night was, eh. After the ACT in the morning, I came home and then went shopping with my mom, and then went to panera and got food and then my parents left. I watched "Purple Rain" and "Freaky Friday" until like 9 and then I called Eric. Well he was at the other Eric's house, so I picked them up and we went to Omega. We met Mikey, Stuba, Lauren, Brian, and Jessica there. Good times. mmm, coffee. Me and Mikey have been to Omega like every fucking night this week. We live such exiciting live..::sigh::
So then they all left and I dropped off Eric 2 and went to Eric 1's house for a while. Fun fun. I dunno..I had fun last night but shit was bothing me. Oh well. Well I gotta do chem, farewell. Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: Further Seems Forever
|Friday, April 2nd, 2004|
|Do you want to be in our nazi porno? No? Ohkay then.
whats his problem?
im done with it. im done with it all.
i got out of work at like 10 because april's client was dumb and she was behind as usual and blah blah, so while im driving home, mikey calls and says to hurry up and that he'll meet me at my house. i get home, change, and then we go to omega to meet james. we drank lots of coffee and ate pie and hash browns and waited for josh and tess and eric(?). bridget, pete, and robyn came by and had some fun and of course the two most annoying people in school were there too, so we talked to them for a while. they didnt want to be in our porno. bah. so then josh comes in, glowing of course, ::giggles::. he talks to the bitches for a while, and then me and mikey leave because it was like midnight and now here we are. ::sigh:: it felt good to hang out with all of them. today was just one of THOSE days...you know, where everything and everyone sucks. but now things are better. tomorrow me and will are going shopping..i need to turn him into a seXXXy beast. yum yum.
im out. toodles Current Mood: gloomyCurrent Music: Mable - Goldfinger
|Thursday, April 1st, 2004|
|Why do we have to keep bringing up HER?
Yesterday was fun...me and Mikey went to Woodfield. I got an awesome prom dress and its uber sexxxy. Too bad im going to have to sell a kidney in order to pay for it....::sigh:: After the mall, we went to meet Gary because he was supposed to get his tattoo done, so while we were waiting, I got my ears pierced...again. So then Gary calls my cell and said he was only getting the stencil done and we didnt have to stay, so me and Mikey went to my house and picked up one of my guitars because some kid in his karate class wanted to buy it, so we dropped it off there and then Chris called and said Gary was getting the tattoo so we headed back over there. OMG, it looks so fucking awesome. Patti is an uber cool lady! =) After he was done, me and Mikey got food(well, I got food and he just ate it, lol) and then went to my house, called some people, and then went down to the pool hall for like 30 minutes. We met James and sexxxy Josh down there, and Ryan was there too, so it was all good. I came home and watched another autopsy on tv....hmmm.
So today started off shitty because I had just woken up and Mikey calls and says that his dad hasn't fixed my pants yet and I was planning on wearing those today and I have nothing else clean, so I need to do laundry because I need to go to work and blah. I'm kinda scared to go to work because I work with some pretty crazy people and who knows what they'll do today. So we'll see. ::sigh:: I gotta go get ready, farewell all. Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: Crazy/Beautiful
|Monday, March 29th, 2004|
|"Go away you black thing that makes eyes puffy!"
So I hung out with Eric all weekend and we almost got in really big trouble, but nothing happened, so its all good. My mom is being an uber bitch though for some reason, but oh well. On Sunday I went to my grandparen's house after Eric's parents came and picked him up (::cries:: he left for Florida) and that was boring, but I got $50 out of the deal..not too shabby. After that, I came home, got bitched at, rented some movies and then hung out with Nick for a while. Erika came over and stole Nick so I hung out with Josh and Mikey. We went and got my left ear lobe pierced for the 4th time and my right tragus done. grrr...sexy. They only charged me for the tragus, because they're cool people like that and I love em. =) Today was a waste of my time. I woke up, watched Bring it on, dyed my hair, hung with Nick who left while I was in the shower, and then did nothing. I should have gone to Woodfield. :sigh:: I need a prom dress...like soon. I'm supposed to go to Woodfield tomorrow, but I'm on call for work, so I really hope I don't need to work. I'm picking Mikey up soon after I finish watching my movie and then we're going to Barnes and Noble cause I need books and I want coffee, and then we're watching 80's movies and the Trio dvd. yummy. I'm out. Toodles.
(William, CALL ME.) Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Queen of the Damned
|Sunday, March 21st, 2004|
|"Candyman, Candyman, Candyman, Candyman, Candyman...."
Go me and my procrastination. My stupid psychology project is due anytime this week, and she gave it to us like the second day of the semester and I'm just starting now. ::ugh:: I want to be sleeping, not talking about who I am and whatnot. So I forgot to say that I saw "Secret Window" on Tuesday in my last journal entry. It was eh. Johnny Depp was hot, but I guessed the twist of the movie and thats never fun. I was actually sorta bored, except for the scene when there were two Johnny Depp's because I got dirty thoughts in my head. ::smiles:: Work on Thursday was pretty good, but I was there late and that means that I didn't get home until late which isn't always fun. After school on Friday, I dyed my hair again because the stupid pink fades so much and then I went to Loews to buy the movie tickets and then Mindy needed a ride to work, so I drove her. I picked Eric up at around 7 and then we came over here for a while. Billy came over around 8:30 and then Mikey came over around 9 and then Nick came over around 9:40. Me and Mikey went to go pick up Matt at work, but then he was a douche bag and didn't go with us. OMG, Loews sucks and I hate it. The seats were horrible and there was no leg room, but "Dawn Of The Dead" was a really good movie. It was actually a movie that was bloody enough for me and Mikey! =) I feel really bad for not going to the talent show, because Mikey had the sweetest idea ever. ::sigh:: I'm a bad person. On the way to the movie, he asked me to prom, so I'm excited. We're gonna party it up after prom, hopefully in Minnesota. Work on Saturday was fun. After work we went to Unos for some drinks and it was crazy. My boss gave me a wet willy. It was fucking hilarious. After work, I picked up Mikey, and then Eric came over and we went out and bought cigarettes and then went to both family videos until we finally got what we were looking for. I really wanted to watch "Candyman" for some reason, so we got that and then Mikey got "Deep in the Woods". Sounds like a porn movie to me, but he says it isnt. Nick and Erika came over and it was fun. My cat was attacking Erika which was funny. Mikey had to go home early cause his mom was being a douche bag, so I took him home and then Nick took home Erika and then it was the three of us left. We watched some movies and did some crazy stuff. We lost track of time and whatnot, and thats never good, but it was still fun as hell. I found out some good stuff last night, which makes me happy.
I hate the feeling when you need to talk to someone, but you just can't do it.
Why can't I do it?
Psych time! Toodles Current Mood: drainedCurrent Music: Motley Crüe
|Wednesday, March 17th, 2004|
Spring break in 9 school days. I CANNOT WAIT. It must come now. ::sigh:: So Monday I went to Holly's house with Haley and we did tarot readings and my reading that Holly gave me was like right on. It was actually scary. But it said how I was moving on, maybe in a relationship, from someone to someone else. And that is true in a way. Overall, I was happy. The reading I gave Holly was pretty good too. ::Go Me:: Tuesday and today sucked because Eric wasn't at school. We were gonna hang out today, but I couldn't, so it sucked. But he'll be there tomorrow. =) I bought an ACT prep book, and its scary. $29.94 for a test book. Why? Oh well. Ahhh, chappell show is on soon! Toodles.
Kayleigh...if you read this...we should talk soon. =) Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: South Park
|Sunday, March 14th, 2004|
|And When Will You Tell All Your Friends, You've Got Your Gun To My Head..
Never drink two red bulls if you plan on sleeping. I should be tired...but I'm not. hmmm. So work sucked today because we were horribly slow, but some crazy lady came in and got her eyebrows waxed and kept the wax strips...can we say EW? So, that part was interesting, but otherwise the day dragged ass. Last night me, Aaron, John, Jim, and Seth hung out at Jim's house and watched Mall Rats and Super Troopers and played video games among other things. It was fun, but I was definetly not happy this morning when my alarm went off at 7. So me and Eric went on our first date tonight and it was awesome. We hung out with Mikey for a while because I was babysitting that crazy kid, lol, and then we came to my house and then went to see "Eurotrip." It had its moments...but overall there was too much old man penis. ::shudders:: Tomorrow I plan on doing nothing, but homework. Jon wants to go to the movies, but we'll see. I gotta get working on my stupid psych project. ::sigh:: Well im out. Farewell. Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: Powerman 5000
|Friday, March 5th, 2004|
|"Talk Dirty To Me"
Lately I've been on a major Poison streak, and I'm not sure why. Oh well, I'm lovin it! Me and Aaron had a huge convo at lunch about how Poison is sell-outs, well thats his opinon. ::sigh:: SO, I got my hair dyed. I enjoy it. It's fun. Theres still a little blonde streak from the bleach, but you can't really see it, so I'll fix it tomorrow at work. This weekend is going to suck because no one can do anything really. Mikey is working tonight, so I was thinking about going to the basketball game...but thats not my scene really...but someone WILL be there...::sigh:: decisions decisions....
I'm soooo hungry, so I'm gonna go eat. Toodles Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: I Want Action - Poison