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| Tuesday, September 14th, 2004 |
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| Saturday, February 21st, 2004 |
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soo yea, still in tacoma... and im having fun... talked to taylor for a very very very long time today.. it was quite fun... and we baby sat his brother bryceson yesterday, so he got to come over to naomis for a while :) quite fun!... apparently im very very important to him, more important then his guitars, which to those of you that know him, it means alot! it made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.. lol :) funness!!! :) i am head over heels for this guy... :) :) :) he got me a present today, just cause it reminded him of me... :) thats sooooo sweet :) yeah, out of no where last night, brian, BRIAN, of all people IMed me... dont know how he got my e-mail, but we chatted, and it was actually quite nice... atleast he doesnt hate me anymore.. but if this was like, two weeks ago, i would have been sooooo excited, yet, now that i met taylor, it is just kinda nice... i guess i only have eyes for taylor, which is fine by me... i like him alot... i cant get him off my mind.. i now know how naomi feels for andrew.... |
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soo yea, still in tacoma... and im having fun... talked to taylor for a very very very long time today.. it was quite fun... and we baby sat his brother bryceson yesterday, so he got to come over to naomis for a while :) quite fun!... apparently im very very important to him, more important then his guitars, which to those of you that know him, it means alot! it made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.. lol :) funness!!! :) i am head over heels for this guy... :) :) :) he got me a present today, just cause it reminded him of me... :) thats sooooo sweet :) yeah, out of no where last night, brian, BRIAN, of all people IMed me... dont know how he got my e-mail, but we chatted, and it was actually quite nice... atleast he doesnt hate me anymore.. but if this was like, two weeks ago, i would have been sooooo excited, yet, now that i met taylor, it is just kinda nice... i guess i only have eyes for taylor, which is fine by me... i like him alot... i cant get him off my mind.. i now know how naomi feels for andrew.... |
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| Friday, February 13th, 2004 |
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| Wednesday, February 11th, 2004 |
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| just got home from school.. piano time!!! | ||
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people need to stop making fun of me for my obsession with the piano.. its a beautiful thing... so there :P becareful, im watching o.O |
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wow.. the last three entries of mine have been about my piano... strange am I... but i realized its not just my piano... its music... music period... music has charms to soothe a savage breast.. To soften rocks, or bend a knotted oak... just listening to it will make it all better... i think music is my medicine... it might even be lifes medicine... but to play music, that is even better, for the harmonious octave blends rise deep from within, to calm emotional storms... all music is tragic, all music is glorious... music is any mood, but the piano still remains my escape from this tragedy we call exsistence... |
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| is there ways for souls to mainfest themselfs? is it crazy that piano is my soul to me.. i am not sure.. although someone told me that today... *sigh* i wish i had a better piano, the old tones of mine are getting hard of the ear... | ||||||
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| sometimes i feel worthless, like i have nothing to offer anyone..but then i play my piano.. and times get better :) me and my piano.. i love my piano... | ||||||
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| my piano is sometimes what saves me from almost certain death... i dont know if this is normal or reaL.. but when ever i lay my hands down on those ivory keys, my soul seems to sing, and i feel whole, and i feel at peace, my soul is calm, an dit sings.. it sings beautifully... i dont know if this makes sense, but sometimes it feels like those ivroy keys, with their melodious tones, are just part of me... I hope they are... | ||||||
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lol.. found this on cecille's livejournal... so i "borrowed" it.. lol... i m tired and bored, but cant sleep.. ekkk!!!! I AM: odd o.O I WANT: to never be alone I HAVE: no luck I WISH: life was simpler I HATE: labels I MISS: my possey in tacoma.. they knew who they are x.X I FEAR: the dark I HEAR: Third Day I SEARCH: for myself I WONDER: can I ever be good enough? I REGRET: over-thinking situations I LOVE: my friends I AM NOT: very confident I DANCE: to enjoy myself I SING: when I feel crappy I CRY: when I feel crappy I AM NOT ALWAYS: myself I WRITE: all the time I CONFUSE: myself I NEED: something solid to hang onto I SHOULD: relax... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* x. father thinks i am: hopeless x. mother thinks i am: crazy, incompetent, a slut, on drugs... x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: dont have one, so i wouldnt know x. you get embarrassed when: whenever I am myself x. makes you happy: playing my piano x. upsets you: being alone, yet being with people... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* yes or no... x. you keep a diary: yes x. you like to cook: yea, but i burn everything i cook x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: my alarm clock is 20 min ahead x. you bite your fingernails: yes x. you believe in love: not sure.... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* What is...? your most overused phrase: interesting... the last image/thought you go to sleep with: my piano your best feature: couldnt say.. i dont have one... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Do You...? take a shower everyday: yes have a(any) crush(es): just one think you know you've been in love: probably not want to get married: yeah have any tattoos/where?: nope piercings/where?: ears.. kinda want my eyebrow done... but probably wont get it get motion sickness: yes think you're a health freak: i dont eat red meat get along with your parents: nope like thunderstorms: no!!!! they scare me to death ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* SCREEN NAMES: AIM: X2ManyTimeB4X Hotmail: XsomethingtoponderX SIGN: Virgo NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blonde CURRENT HAIR COLOR: kinda blackish redish... EYE COLOR: green ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ( FAVORITES ) NUMBER: 7 and 4571(dont ask!) COLOR: black red and faded blue DAY: none... MONTH: July SONG: Dashboard Confessional Saints and Sailors FOOD: Orange Chicken and General Tso's Chicken with Chow Mein SEASON: summer SPORT: baseball DRINK: jones soda MF Grape, or Wild Cherry Pepsi VEGGIE: carrots ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ( PREFERENCES ) CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? um... hugs! CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? dark VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) CRIED? yes HELPED SOMEONE? yes BOUGHT SOMETHING? no GOTTEN SICK? no GONE TO THE MOVIES? no GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no SAID I LOVE YOU? no WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? yes TALKED TO AN EX? yes WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yeah TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON?: yes HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes MISSED SOMEONE? yes HUGGED SOMEONE? yes FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? kinda ~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+ name 10 fave bands or whatever you listen to: 1) Dashboard Confessional 2) Jars of Clay 3) Green Day 4) Newsboys 5) Cold Play 6) Goo Goo Dolls 7) Audio Adrenaline 8) Our Lady Peace 9) Puddle of Mud 10) Train |
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