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i dontttttt careeeeeeeeeee. lol i was just thinking & idc about anything anymore im tired and i just want to sleep. :sigh: am i depressed? LOL..i think if i let myself i would be but im trying not too...not depressed over anything in paticular just...not happy. u know? hmmmmm...idk whatever im over it. anyways sooo last night jamo called saying he wants to hango ut so me 7 the girlies went over there. lmaoi laffed like so much..it felt good. its weird cause wen i hear myself laff its like "whoa was that me?" lol..i kno it sounds weird but i havent laffed much latley or liek out loud anyway...it felt good tho. LOl it was fun :] :] then i left made a detour & then came home :] &&& im sooo unsure if i slept or not? i think i did..but all i rememebr is one dream and tossing and turning ALLL night! its liek i didnt sleep but maybe i did? ughhhh i freaking hate my brother honestly the more and more i hang out with him or be in his presence the more i dislike him and thats bad ...thats not good. like hes sooooooo rude and EXTREMEMLY i talking BADLY selfish! seriously its sad, how much he only cares bout himself, like...and hes just an asshole! like dude chill out! ugh.. he FUCKING pist me off this morning so im liek NOT talking to him seriously im REALLY REALLY not gonna talk to him thats messed up for real, he knows i have a hard time sleepign btu he just DOESNT GIVE A FUCK! liek he just doesnt...whatever im over that, i rather not asscociate with an asshole liek that. anyways im NOT down to party tonight like AT ALL..but i do not wanna be bored at home either...and i dont..:sigh: IDK WTF I FEEL LIKE DOING! ugh im annoyed at myself for being so confused and not happy. :/ grrrrrrrrrrrr.
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