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Friday, July 20th, 2007
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9:51p
Okay I don't think I could be anymore confused I saw Tony again tonight I've seen him every weekend since I saw him at Monte De Rey except for 1 I feel so completely lost without him,The Past 2 Friday's we have stayed the night together & I Miss him I wanna fall asleep next to him I saw him tonight & he's just amazing I don't know what it is about him but I've fallen for him hard! his kisses are amazing I can't even begin to describe it,Im so attached to him & I Love him so much,I'd been depressed & cried every day since last saturday except today,being with Tony makes me sooo happy,Im never in a bad mood around him,I think I've found the one,even though I'd given up on that & thought that true love didnt exist im more than sure he's mine,Im gonna start trying much harder with everything so I can get out faster so I can be with him,he's one of the greatest things that has ever happend to me I havent found one flaw in him I mean I know he plays Video Games all the time & which most ppl would be annoyed by that but that is who he is & Your supposed to love someone for who they are & not try to change them it took me forever to realize that but i did a couple years ago,he says hes nerdy but he's my nerd & i love him with all my heart! well..Im just sad b/c Im used to being with him right now :( & now Possum Kingdom is on & Im sad b/c he sung this song Saturday night taking me home :(..I don't know what else to say I've already started to cry it sucks that im so attached to him b/c im terrified of getting hurt & i trust him when he says he loves me,but Im always gonna worry about other girls b/c girls have a way of getting you to do things & change your mind :( he completes me & makes me the happiest i've ever been with a guy,i think the main reason when i saw him it was like i knew him is b/c he's like what i've always wanted in my head if i had to think of the perfect guy it would be him,I found him when I wasnt even looking & then I see him & ever since then things have fallen into place like this was supposed to happen,well I guess im going to bed b/c I can't stay up Im sad :( hopefully I'll see him tomorrow b/c I can't stand being without him ......... ♥Pringle♥ ♥The Lovely *BrEeStER*♥
current mood:  blah
current music: Toadies-Possum Kingdom (comment on this)
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