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Saturday, April 21st, 2007
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6:25p - ♥Slippin In My Faith Until I Fall♥
Okay so here is what's up....Holly has been terribly sick :(( & I hate it! She hasnt even been herself here lately..Me & Matt got into a Huuge fight Last Sunday... & he Threw one of those huge water Bottles an Empty one but he threw it with alot of Force b/c I still have a Huge Bruise from it :( but then he was nice afterwards & said we need to talk about our marriage then when I said okay he's like well I don't know what to talk about...weird huh?...anyways...so Tuesday night Holly was sick & threw up in theCar we took her to the ER & was there till 3am they didnt find anything wrong but she had a fever of 103.7...they gave her an anitbiotic but I took her to the Dr the next Morning b/c she was still sick & they said Do NOT give her the Antibiotic b/c where she didn't have an Infection it would make her body fight off things she needs & screw up her immune system!..so that proves Northern Hospital dosent know shit about babies! they also told me not to worry unless her fever ws 105 & yeah that could mess her up! my poor baby! she's still sick & she wouldnt eat all day Thursday :( that is sooo not like Holly she even turned down Chocolate Ice Cream!! something she has NEVER done!....Today she did really good though although she woke up at 6am with a fever of 102.3 :( but she played all day she's still fussy & she still sleeps more than usual im scared there is something wrong with her That they don't know about :(( She is my heart & if anything happend to her I would want to die or probably would!...she's napping right now :( & she already took one nap today...her feelings get hurt alot easier now & she's very clingy to me not that she wasnt already but she's much more now it's just the saddest thing & it kills me to see my baby sick! but im sooo glad she's eating again she actually ate alot today & played alot...were getting her a kitten soon! b/c she's been soo Good through all of this She deserves something she Loves & she Loves Kitties!...Matt cut his hair today which Im really happy about b/c well it was getting kinda sucky! he looks like a different person! kinda hott I guess lol!...Im thinking I need to let out alot of the things I've done..I've stopped going to church b/c I dont agree with the Church it's a Hypocrite Church who will hide anything so they don't destory it! basically like lets let the devil get up & sing & preach as long as they don't know it's him & what he's done it's okay!...well im not down with that & Im sure God isnt either!...but not my problem they will answer for it oneday not me & Im sure not going to be a member of a church like that..Matt's mom dosent seem to mind that im not going & his dad hasnt said anything to me about it but im sure he will *rolls eyes* I need to be in Church just not that one..I feel like im being punished for not going in a way b/c of everything that has been happening but....I just don't know...when I find the right one I will go....I just want my Family there with me!....well im done! Later!!
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