iN SCHOOL |_15 October 2004_ | _11:21am_|
| mood | i feel SiCK =[ |
| music | oh the wonderful sound of typing on the computer.. yes. |

hello hello. im in school. in Computers & Business and im bored out of my mind. I feel like shit today mann. my fucking stomach is KiLLiNG me. anyway, this weekend is gonna suck probably. i have work on Saturday morning and then i'm prob. not gonna do anything. so thats pretty gay. i wanna sleep at jill's house one of these days. hah, we have such great times. i need a sleep over with Alyssa too. i miss her so much and we have so much fun being retarded. i love those girls to death. i would do anything to be back in sayreville. i swear, this is the worst thing thats ever happend in my life. who the fuck moves in the middle of the year, in high school, to MONROE?! so every day is going by slow. i can't wait till i get my drivers license and i can do w/e i want. can't wait. i need to get out of here. i really do. NOthing ever happens here. its a boring little town with nothing to do. allllriiiiight, i gotta go. <3*

l0VE - Justyna Alexis

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welcome back |_21 August 2004_ | _09:11am_|
| mood | tired b/c its fucking early |
| music | T.I. - Lets get away |

oh my, its been a while. a long while. too long. i missed my blurty too much. so yea, chris and i are still going out. 7 1/2 months. a fucking world record for me. i was looking back at my older journal entries from last year. i've changed so much. not that im a different person but i grew up a little, i see in a different perspective. still the same me though. so yea, jill got out of jail/shelter, whatever the fuck it was. i was so sad for those 2 weeks she was gone. but now she's back :D .. first thing we did: smoked a blunt. damn staight. she's gonna be on probation soon, which is gonna suck really bad. but its w/e. at least she's not on house arrest. anyway, she slept over here for 2 days. we got drunk off tequila, mid 20/20, and i drank a little wine. we were acting like retards. so we went outside (its like 1 am by now) and i see my new neighbor (dave) throwing out the garbage so i said hi and me , jill, and my sister ended up going over there for a little bit. he's nice. then we went home but jill and i stayed outside to smoke a cigarette. so we're sitting on the side of the street and a fucking cop rolls by. 1) im drunk.. 2) my mom doesn't know we went out.. 3) jill looks more fucked up than me so i have to talk.. so he rolled down his window and was like " is there a problem" and im laughing my ass off and i say " no, i live right here and we're going home right now".. he said ok and drove away. thats nuts cuz i was sure that he was gonna ask wtf we're doing and that he'd get out and smell all the alcohol on us. but it didnt happen cuz we're lucky as hell. so we went inside (its like 4am now) and i went to sleep upstairs and she passed out on the couch. it was fun. anyway thats about all the interesting stuff thats happened here lately. ill be back. <33 Tina Alexis

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|_23 February 2004_ | _05:26pm_|
new journal ___ http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/besado ___ <33 Tina
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|_17 February 2004_ | _12:03am_|
MOViNG TO GREATESTJOURNAL.. SORRY - LINK WILL BE POSTED WHEN MY JOURNAL IS ALL PRETTY + SHIT.

<33 TinA!
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|_06 February 2004_ | _09:41pm_|
Damn, I’ve been gone for a while now. Crazy shit. Life is so hectic right now. There’s so many different things going on with my life at one moment. Some things I am thankful for, and some not so thankful. Well to catch you all up , ive been goin out with Chris since January 1st, 2004. Its like we started our life together on the start of a new year so its all new beginnings. Things between me and Chris are great and I love our relationship beyond belief. This is the first serious relationship I’ve been in and I truly hope we are together forever because he is such a great person and I cherish every aspect of his personality and being. When I’m with him, its amazing. Its love. In some other NOT so good news - I moved today. Not cool. But w/e it STILL hasn’t hit me. It wont until I wake up on Monday morning and go to my appointment at Monroe Township High School. Yea. Today was emotional as hell. I was a wreck. Actually, better than I expected myself to be since I didn’t really get to say goodbye to too many people since we had our last midterms and schedules are fucked up. I’ll get through this. I mean, I don’t have any other options than to make it through. There’s so much shit in my room. Its ridiculous cuz its not even all mine. My sister’s room isn’t finished so my room is basically used as storage for her shit. So my room wont be in order until her room is done. But w/e after that ill get my peace and quiet + finally unpack. Chris helped drive some shit to the house today . I thought that was sweet. He finally met my mom + step dad. HOLY SHIT, my mom is like in love with him. I swear, its crazy cuz she never likes anyone me or my sister are with. But she sat there and talked to him for a good half hour and he sucked up to her and shit and it was all good. He even offered to help finish my sisters room. He’s such a great person. I wish I was more like him. Anyway - back to the MOViNG situation :’[ .. I’m gonna miss soo many people like crazy. I’m gonna miss having crazy ass mother fucking times with jiLlian all the time. Its not gonna be like I can walk to her house all the time. And we can’t just call each other up every night in the summer to sneak out + we can’t really cover for each other when we get ourselves into some shit. Alyssa is definitely gonna be missed. We had some great times together and even more great inside jokes. We’re definitely illegal substance buddies for life. No matter what, I kno I can always depend on her, even if I were to move to the North Pole or something. Ohh wow - Kristen! Def def def. On that list also. God damn, we had so many late night talks online that would scare most ppl. We’re so retarded but I love it. She can always make me smile + I try to make her smile all the time + im pretty sure it works :D . I hope everything with her and Salvatore works out. Hehe. ((You’re so obvious with that shit! )) . Lizzy! - Oh JESUS. We have so many good memories from this year. Even thou we were friends back in 6th grade but some shit got in the way but BLURTY + sharing stories about Joey brought us back together. WOooptiE wOop. I’m so happy for her. She’s with tommy and everything is going good for her right now + I couldn’t ask for anything more. ((except me staying at Sayreville but w/e I can’t take back time and change the inevitable.)) I’m gonna miss talkin to her all the time + helping each other though those daily problems and shit. Another great girl is ANGiE. Another friend from 6th grade whose friendship with me got fucked up for a while. But we’re good now + I love it. I saw her in the hallway today and I said bye to her and she was on the verge of crying. Idk, it just got to me. I just had to walk away cuz I would have broke down right then and there. I’m def. Gonna miss my Boys too. Bart and I haven’t talked much since like a few weeks ago, but we talked it out and made up. I was about to cry when I saw him today . I just missed talking to him so much even thou it was just for a short period of time. I wish that didn’t happen cuz its just a few more weeks I could have spent with him. I mean, right now any moment counts. Dan is mad at me at the moment because we didn’t get to chill before I moved. Life has been so hectic lately that I don’t have time for myself and I give as much as I can. And if its not good enough then I apologize but at the moment I can barely handle my own life never the less try to make plans and everything. W/e I still love him no matter what because he’s been there for me thought a LOT. Ever since 7th grade. We def. Have some great talks. Great guy. I spoke to Mike today. He made me feel a lot better about this whole situation. He just pretty much told me that even thou we didn’t talk for a long time now , he’s still here for me. Especially when im on the edge of sanity. I wish things were better between us. Our conversations used to be so vibrant and fun and they’re just dry and tasteless now. At least me and him talked today and that makes me feel a LOT better about the way things are going. Much love forever. Those are basically the main ones, but theres like a million others. My life is in Sayreville and Im gonna miss anyone that’s ever affected it. BUT, my life in Sayreville is over and its time to have a new start. Mrs. Suminski helped me out a lot today. She just talked to me for a little while and told me about how when she moved to Florida she was crying the whole way there because she had to leave her life in NJ. 2 years later, she was moving back to NJ and was crying the whole way here cuz she had to leave her new life in FL. The Most important thing she told me is that “when one door closes, another one opens” and that “ Things happen for a reason, and you’re just not meant to be here in Sayreville and you’re meant to be in Monroe. Everything is gonna work out because its meant to be.” she almost made me cry. Its true. This is me starting a new chapter in my life and I know this will make me grow up. I know im gonna go thought some rough akward times but its not the end of the world. And I have great friends here and im sure ill make some great friends there. And in the end - things will work out the way they are planned . Mia also made me realize how much I was over reacting and just making everything 102934 times harder for myself. Thank God she was online today when I got on cuz I just desperately needed to talk to her since she just moved recently also. She made me realize that its not like im dying + I don’t live that far + I will be in Sayreville a LOT. Especially cuz of Chris <33. I will be able to have some “ me “ time to think things through. But after talking to my friends and shit - it makes me feel a lot better. I’ve met some amazing people in my life so far and now I have an opportunity to meet some more people like that. I’m so glad to have met the people I met because they’re the ones that have shaped my life and molded me into who I am today, and who I want to become tomorrow. Ahh. Thank god for computers and journals cuz I really needed to vent. Arite, im gonna go to sleep cuz it feels like weight has been lifted off my shoulders. ill update later
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|_13 January 2004_ | _02:44pm_|
| mood | neglected. |

Hello, thy journal creator, updator, and owner.

This is your journal. Ah, the power of a Blurty to update to its' owner when the owner has NEGLECTED them! I don`t see what your problem is, Justyna, you make me pretty, then you leave for long periods of time. Like I am not good enough! Like you use me for 3-week-intervaled rants that you call UPDATES. Petty 5-lined GARBAGE is what I call it! You're not the same. You used to love me. We use to be conifdants. Alas--those days are over now. You have a developed a life without me. Why? Why?! WHY?!!??!!

This is merely a wake-up call to show you what you're doing to me. This is painful. I have not been created to be neglected! I will not stand for this anymore! I will NO LONGER let you walk all over me!!

::cries::

With love,
Your Blurty.

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|_30 December 2003_ | _09:41pm_|
Unnescessary high school drama makes me look forward to moving.
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i wanna be the reason you smile |_28 December 2003_ | _02:02am_|
| mood | happy <33 |
| music | WANNA GET TO KNOW YOU - G UNiT |

"If you read between the lines you can see that I want you
I bet I'll have you doin' what you said that you won't do"




KRiSTEN + LiZ ---> updating cuz you always tell me too <33




its 2:03 am on a saturday night. i should be sleeping BUT no im awake. im tired as hell tho. i went to the mall today. it was koo, i went wit jilliAn. i haven't chilled wit her for a while. at like 9:15 we met up wit Brittany P. and her friend. Then Chris picked us up from the mall :D .. that kid is the greatest for real. he's the best thing thats happened to me in a while + i love it.




hmm, i think im gonna hit up the club tomorro night. i need to go out nd just enjoy myself. can't wait.




the new house is comin along good. we're remodeling the living room + basement. its a bitch to tear down walls nd shit, but w/e. i'm kinda gettin used to the fact that im leaving. maybe cuz it STILL didn't hit me yet. !@#$ ill try not to think about it.




damn, i never say much in my updates. i just talk about some uninteresting bullshit for a moment + leave for about 2 weeks.




ARiTE - im out cuz im tired as FUCK.




<33 always + forever ; Tina Alexis

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COME SEE ME..!@# ahahah |_20 December 2003_ | _12:16am_|
| mood | blahh |
| music | DiARY - ALiCiA KEYS |

hmm, havent updated for a while. i made a greatest journal, even tho i haven't used it yet. blurty is the shit tho, u gotta admit.




anyway - i've just been chillen lately. nothin much is goin on. except the fact that school is a bitch. i almost got suspended today for leaving school grounds + cuttin a whole bunch of classes + skippin school. i talked my way out of that shit tho :D .. only 2 detentions. shiit, i can live with that. i feel bad for Kristin - she got suspended + alla that bullshit. nd liz has a saturday + 2 detentions. so i got off easy compared to them. Thank God i didn't get a saturday cuz those are the most boring things you would EVER have to sit through, depending who is there of course. but never the less, you end up wanting to just shoot yourself within the 1st hour. crazy shit.




my love life is good rite now. im currently "talking" to someone. BUT im not really lettin myself like him or get attached to him cuz im moving + even tho he has a car nd can drive and see me whenever, its just not the same. nd i'd feel horrible if he had to drive 30 min just to see me. ya kno? but yea, things are goin pretty good there.




well yesterday was the closing date of the house. FUCk that. i dont wanna move. i really like the house, but i just dont like the fact that its in Monroe + not in Sayreville. idk, it just didnt hit me yet. it will wen im walkin into my new high school . wow, i think im just gonna turn around nd walk right out for real. i really don't know how i could ever say good.bye to some of the most important ppl in my life.




man, christmas is comin up. dammit.




thas about it.
<33 Tina Alexis




Shouts to Kristen NegLia cuz she's fucking amazing nd i love her with my whole entire heart. I kno today was hard for you but i kno you're strong. i love you forevER.

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|_08 December 2003_ | _07:11pm_|
| mood | kinda pissed |
| music | CHiCAGO iS SO 2 YEARS AGO - FALLOUT BOY |

arite, i know i've been slacking off with updating BUT im back. i swear.




well on the tuesday of the last real update, my sister got into a car accident. she was arite, but her car was totalled. i was the first person she called and i swear to God, my heart stopped when she told me what happend. that was by far the scariest moment of my entire life. crazy shit. but the Most important thing is that she wasn't hurt. Yes, lets all just take a moment nd pray :]




the next day was a half day - had a liL fun after school. haha. some kno wat im talKin about. MOVING on - then i went to work nd it sucked.




Thanksgiving was arite. same as every year. went to work from 10 to 2, went home. ate at around 5ish. everyone got drunk as usual. then at like 8 jill decided she wanted to go to Abyss so i went with her cuz i had nothing better to do. haha - GREAT nite. for real. had a lot of fun, but next time will be better.




on Friday i went to work. made some plans. jill picked me up from work nd we went to my house for a quick minute so i could get ready. then we chilled at the pool house for a lil while + went out at like 9. had a lovely evening, until something happend + it kinda sucked from then on. crazy. came back to jills house at around 1 nd slept.




Saturday - woke up at like 9 + went home. my sis brought the my cat back from the vet cuz he got his front paws declawed. he walked so weird cuz he was still in pain nd not used to not having claws. poor baby. he's back to normal now :] .. i just chilled at home for the rest of the day




Sunday was hell. i worked from 6am to 6pm . if i ever have to do that agian im just gonna kill myself.




monday through thursday - nothing happend.




it snowed on friday :] , but it didnt stick until it was to late to have an early dismissal :[ .. alyssa came over after school. lys is my bitch + i love her for ever. definitaly best friends for life. we ate + went to nicks. shit load of ppl were there. so everyone got high or drank. blah blah blah i went home later nd lys slept over there.




Saturday morning was nuts. hahha. lys knows. then i chilled for a while after she went home. called up nick nd went over his house. made breakfast for everyone who was there. everyone got high once again. i went home at like 6. nd slept




Sunday i had work. then chilled at home all damn day.




MOnday [today] we had a delayed opening. had a good schedule at school. after school i went to the dentist. had a fight with my mom. yea its sad that we cant even be in a car with each other for over 8 minutes or we start fighting. oh well. i dont really give a shit. ............. thats about it bitches. im oUt.




Tina Alexis

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|_08 December 2003_ | _03:02pm_|
new layout . i got bored. ill do an accual update wen i come home in an hour or so..




Tina Alexis
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Jesus C. Patel .. ya kno it |_24 November 2003_ | _10:42pm_|
| mood | tired |
| music | iN MY EYES - RUFiO |

hmm, im back from my little break. i figured i'd update. the last 2 weeks haven't been as hard as i thought they would be. im kinda gettin used to the idea of moving, even though i dont want to. but im sayin that i kno im gonna be arite. y wouldnt i be? seriously - its not the end of the world, i suppose. damn, i hope i make some friends over there real quick cuz it would really suck to sit alone at lunch or sumthin. idk, thats the scariest thought to me. so yea ..




on a better note : this weekend was good. except for friday. Wow, friday started a shit load of drama + i'm pretty sure everyone that reads this knows who it concerns. there's no need to explain it in a journal. but umm yea, im still a lil shocked. nd even tho its not directly toward me - it feels like it is cuz that "person" fucked over jill, nd she's like a sister to me. i never knew "best friends" could be so decieving nd caniving. just makes you think twice about who you trust. Saturday was real fun cuz i chilled wit jill nd we havent really chilled since the weekend b4 that. i didn't do much on sunday except that i went to work. OMG, i was so pissed that i hadda go to work cuz this one girl said she'll work for me on Sunday. but she got tired nd decided to go home + NOT FUCKiNG iNFORM ME THAT i HAVE TO GO TO WORK. nd then wen i got to work - i had to fucking do everything cuz no one did shit in the morning. i swear i did around 180 boxes. i had papercuts like you've never seen before. nd then i got to clean up + get fucking windex nd bleach in all of my papercuts. fun




Today was ok. nothin really happend in school. after school i chilled wit jillian + alyssa. then we went to bK nd ate food nd made idiots out of ourselves :D .. then we went to this Jersey Dollar store thing + bought shitty rings. yea, dont' ask. that shit was overpriced. hA. then we just chilled in the parking lot of bK nd knocked over the trash cans + acted retarded till danielle came to pick us up. went to the gas station + went to the skate park. we were goin back to jill's house so steve Mesa (sp?) came along. mmm, steve is sexy. then we just chilled at jills for a while + we sat in her attic aKa her room. lmfao. i love jill's pink mexican house.




some bitch coughed at me today so i think im gettin sick. its ridiculous how fast i can get sick. seriously - you can be like 5 feet away + sneeze nd ill be dying the following day. sucks ass. i think ill take some nyquil/dayquil to prevent it. arite, im tired as hell. im OUT <3 Tina

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.. it never ends |_13 November 2003_ | _01:30pm_|
| mood | blank |
| music | NO DOUBT - iT`S MY LiFE |

yesterday was the worst day. it kinda sucked at school but wen i got home from work it was just completely fucked up. the first thing my mom told me wen i walked in the door was "we're moving" . that just came out of nowhere. yea, i knew my mom nd stepdad went out lookin at houses but they always told me they'd wait till i graduate. well i guess they changed their mind. idk, i just spent like 2 hours crying over it. but i can't do anythin about it so no use for crying. so then i just talked to some of my friends. that was hard. these are the ppl who were here for me for most of my life. how can i just get up nd go? so yea, we'd move in january or around there. but thats only if everything works out as planned. there still is a chance that we wont move. or not at least rite now. so i still have my hopes up. and even if we do end up moving - i'd be able to finish this year in sayreville. but next year i'd have to start in jamesburg. its not that far so its good. only 15 min away from here. but once you dont go to school here, it all changes. idk. i guess i'll see what happens.

<33 Justyna Alexis

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"i just wanna believe" |_09 November 2003_ | _06:05pm_|
| mood | satisfied |
| music | MAGAZiNES - BRAND NEW |

arite, im BACK. again. with a new layout + new icons comin up soon.




my 4 day weekend »


Thrusday _ woke up early as hell for no reason at all . got ready + went online for a liL. then at around 10 , me nd my sis had to take my cat to the vet for a checkup. my cat was so scared. but it was over in a few min. anyway - then my sis nd i went to Manhattan Bagel to get lunch. after that we went to the store to get some stuff. by the time i got back i had to go to work. after work i got ready nd my sis drove me to jessica's. jess, nicole, jill b, nd i went to abyss. a lot of ppl were there. all of us basically chilled wit liz, michelle, lindsay, kim, val, tommy, mark, chris , nd a few others. it was arite, but nothin compared to last time i was there. after Abyss, we took a cab home nd stopped at QuikCheck to get some food. when we got to jess's house i pretty much passed out cuz i was tired as hell.




Friday_ we woke up at around 10 nd ate some bagels. then, jill just stayed online while me nd jess poured all this shit on her floor to make it slippery. we had a shit load of fun doin that. we went outside for a liL. came back nd i took a shower. later on, jess's mom drove me home.




Saturday_ i got fucked over + i had to work from 2 - 8 .. after work i chilled wit jill nd shit. yeaa some great memories. hah




Sunday_ went to church nd finished up my layout.




yea, im hungry so im gonna go get somethin to eat and then watch some tV. - comment !!




/- Tina aLexis

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|_31 October 2003_ | _05:08pm_|
ppl are really gettin on my nerves right now. eat shit and die fuckers.
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:D |_27 October 2003_ | _08:07pm_|
| mood | HAPPY !! |
| music | DOWN FOR ME - LOON Ft. MARiO |

long time no update -->



i dont remember much so here it goes ..



Friday - ended up doing nothin cuz plans got fucked up . as usual. blahh




Saturday - went to six flags wit alyssa, jess, kimm, amanda. we met up wit missy nd her bayone friends + billy, bobby, nelson nd their friend. it was koo. i got hypnotized! it was fucking crazy. lyssa has it on tape. i dont remember anything. it was in this theater they had nd i ended up being one of the volunteers. i can't wait to see the tape. we were there from like 11 am to about 12 pm. ended up gettin home at around 2 , but actually 1 with daylight savings time nd all ..




Sunday - church and work. what a great life




Monday [today] - hmm, interesting day .. Per 1 [math] - blah blah fucking blahh. Per . 2 [Gym] - boring .. Per. 3 - [scupture/ceramics] me nd angie had fun while other ppl decided to make up stories about vaccum cleaners. ahhemm. yea RITE. moving on .. Per. 4 [LUNCH] - great :D .. Per. 5 [science] - i had to go to guidance to talk about my lateness to that class . so i basically missed most of it. not too bad. Per. 6 [world history] - finished writing the rest of our scripts for the skits or w/e . Per . 7 [spanish] - chilled wit Danimal nd did a worksheet. act the substitute gave us some of the answers. Per 8 [english] - Mrs. suminski was out !!! great. miss cleo was our sub. i hate her too. ehh. w/e .. i had to stay after school to make up a test from abuot a month ago. then i chilled wit chuck nd we went on the late bus. then we chilled at my house for a lil nd he went home. fun fun ..




someone is def. fuckin around wit my layout cuz the links are out of order nd shit. fuCKers




You're the one I want to chase

You're the one I want to hold

I don't want to let my love go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul




arite arite, im out. -:- special shout to lizzie mO cuz she's great like that -:-




Tina aLexiS
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uHh oHh - TiNA'S BACK |_17 October 2003_ | _04:20pm_|
| mood | tired |
| music | STUNT 101 - G UNiT |

hell yea, im back




today we had PEP RALLY . it was koo. i though it'd be better tho. hmm. maybe next year? i was def. rockin the yellow [frOsh colors] . we missed per. 2+3.



then i had lunch. i love lunch.



anyway, after that i had Phys. Science - it was good cuz Mr. ortiz wasn't there. i fucking hate that man with a passion. %@#$!!



in World history we had officer Chip come nd talk to us about violence or sum shit. then we were talkin about abusive boyfriends. i would NEVER stay with anyone who did that to me.



SPANISH. wow, i love that class. i just sat wit dan the whole time nd we did the crossword puzzle shit. nd we traded our beads/bullets lmfaO.



after that i had english. what a waste of a period. i hate it.



after school some people fucked me over with their plans so i ended up gettin a ride home from slinky's mom. so now im home nd my cat is attacking me.



tonite we got HOMECOMING. its gonna be good. i have no idea who we're even playing.




arite thats about it for now. ill update after the game. i hope it doesnt rain .. <33 Tina aLexis

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".. and you kno me from the hood , hood " |_03 October 2003_ | _09:58pm_|
| mood | happy |
| music | RiTE THURR - CHiNGY |

wat up losers?!




hmm, id update about my life since the last time i wrote, but i can't remember anythin xcept today. today was good. school was arite. i had fun in gym -- me nd liz made up riddles + nursery rhymes. ahem. moving on - i went to the bomber game. saw some ppl i wanted to see. yeaA. lmfao -> Ryan "hates" me supposedly. too bad i dont give a shit :D .. yea, next week i got tryouts for cheerleading. i really hope i make it cuz its the only thing im good at. well im excited about that. so thats about it. life is good at the moment.




<33 Tina aLexis

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"some things are meant to be" |_26 September 2003_ | _02:02pm_|
| mood | OH SHUT UP |
| music | CAN'T HELP FALLiNG iN LOVE WiTH YOU _ ELViS :D |

09.25.03 - went to the doctor. he said im gonna get my tonsils out next month. yea, so then he went on about how i could die from it. yeaa, yu can die from any kind of surgery but how many ppl does he actually kno that died from gettin their tonsils removed. ohh well. anyway he gave me this medicine that makes me wanna throw up. omG, its the worst shit i have ever tasted.



09.26.03 - stayed home. again. what a suprise. i watched some more TV, ate some more food, nd spent some more time online. its kinda shitty outside so i dont feel bad about not bein able to go out nd shit. i was pretty pissed that i missed the BOmber game last nite but w/e at least it wasn't homecoming. hmm, hopefully some ppl will visit me today :D .. DAN said he would _ doubt it tho cuz he'll prolly go play poker or sum shit. nd LiZ said she's gonna bring me a McFlurry . wow, i'd love her forever. those r the best. soo yea, im gonna go take a shower nd watch more tV until someone comes here to cheer me up.




<33 Tina

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home again |_25 September 2003_ | _09:43am_|
| mood | SiCK STiLL |
| music | HEY YA! _ OUTKAST |

hmm, i didnt go to school yesterday or today + prolly won't go tomorow either. im sick as hell .. blahh i hate bein sick! nd i got another doctor appointment today so im not goin to work again. if they decide to get my tonsils out then ill be out of school/work for another 2 weeks. im gonna have soo much shit to make up. ahh fuck. but yea. i've just been watchin movies nd stuff .. im tryin to relax nd shit but my throat hurts soo bad. i can't take it. ahh arite, im gonna go watch some more TV + try to eat somethin.




- Tina Alexis

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