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| 09:45am 23/06/2003 | ||||
friends only. chances are, if you were my friend before, i added you. if you weren't added, go to the journal and comment. -- jen |
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creative| i thought i could hold on with one hand, but you know i couldn't do it... | ||||
| 11:37am 22/06/2003 | ||||
yesterday i sat around all morning. but then bill came over and we watched all dogs go to heaven. but all dogs really don't go to heaven, because the bad one didn't. so that title is a lie! then tori came over and my mom made us go over to my cousin's graduation party which was extremely boring. so then we came back to the house and hung out for a little and then we watched lady and the tramp. haha, tori, 'lady's all sad because she doesn't have a tramp to sleep with.' 'that sounded so wrong.' after everyone went home i asked my dad to drive me back over to my cousin's because i left my cellphone there and my mom was being all bitchy and made me stay and i was freezing cold because i didn't bring a jacket because i thought we were just going over for a second to get my cellphone. but eventually they let me walk home. i feel asleep at like 8, haha, i'm a loser. my sister's home. she's leaving today, i think. my mom's so fucking gay. she won't let me go with her because i have a stupid shrink appointment on monday at 11. i didn't have to go last week because my mom told my therapist i was staying with vanessa when i wasn't, so when i go on monday i just have to sit there and make up all these lies about what my sister and i did while i visited her. you people need to comment! seriously. my cousin is having a graduation party. different one from the one yesterday, obviously. but this one lives way out in the middle of nowhere in north jersey. i really don't want to go, but i don't know if my mom will give a shit that i don't feel well. she'll probably drag me along anyway. she thinks i'm faking because i don't want to go which isn't true because i didn't even know about this stupid party until an hour ago. ( in school they never taught us what we needed to know, like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart... ) -- jen |
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sick| grasp your heart strings by their frayed ends to choke down the feeling left inside... | ||||
| 11:33am 21/06/2003 | ||||
i got my second holes pierced yesterday. i went to the mall to get my cartlidge re-pierced but the lady was all like 'it hasn't healed yet' so i got my second holes done. i don't really like the earrings that are in them but those were the only non-blinging ones out of the ones that i could pick from. then i was just sitting around, mainly talking to syd and we were all sad because everyone was out at parties except for us. i was positive i was doomed to spend my friday night watching veggie tales with my 8 year old sister but then i didn't. because i went to eric's house. harry, eric, and i watched the second half of some bruce lee movie and then the first half of creepshow. haha, i didn't leave until like 11:30. and now i sit here. bored again. and going through thrift store withdrawl. it's horrible. my mom's working today so maybe my dad will take me. and caitlin has to come because she is going through thrift store withdrawl as well. speaking of caitlin, go here. NOW. http://www.geocities.com/caitlinxplease my mom keeps telling me she's going to schedule an appointment with my guidance counselor. and then she never does. maybe i'll buy warped tour tickets today. jcapulet9688: you know what i hate? Oo its caitlin: what? jcapulet9688: when people change their font and color Oo its caitlin: hah why? Oo its caitlin: i understand Oo its caitlin: its not right jcapulet9688: because.. i like. memorize who it is by font and color and then the CHANGE IT Oo its caitlin: GAH jcapulet9688: selfish bastards Oo its caitlin: fishy wishy jcapulet9688: AFTER ALL I'VE DONE FOR YOU! jcapulet9688: THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME, YOU STD INFESTED WHORE?! Oo its caitlin: ... Oo its caitlin: wanna snowcone? jcapulet9688: yes Oo its caitlin: k ah, the conversations caitlin and i have online. -- jen |
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pensive| it's me against the whole wide world knowing that there's no way i could win... | ||||
| 12:13pm 20/06/2003 | ||||
steve left for texas. he's gonna be gone three weeks.. and he has to go in a car. that really sucks. i think bill's going down the shore this weekend.. and since i have absolutely nothing better to do, maybe i'll go stay with vanessa. i really want to lay on the beach and tan.. lol, i'm white as a ghost. it sucks. mhm. i wish people would leave voice mails on my cell phone more often. it makes me sad when there's never any on it, haha. do it now. i wonder what everyone's doing today. *ponder* myway579: oh my god i'm so emo HAA. now i can make fun of you like you always make fun of me. ha. ha ha. HA. i'm gonna go listen to the rain or something.. you said you liked to hear the rain sometimes... -- jen |
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apathetic| the people who make the laws and rules for us, they don't give a fuck about us... | ||||
| 10:50am 19/06/2003 | ||||
it's raining out. <3 it's supposed to thunder storm later, too. oo. guess what?! i don't have to go to new york for the 4th of julyyyy. yay. today's the last day of cms.. haa, you kids finally get out. like a week after the sjs kids did. ha ha HA. you can tell i have nothing to right about when i just right few word sentences one after another, haha. -- jen |
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awake| i kill myself because i'm so frustrated... | ||||
| 01:10pm 18/06/2003 | ||||
yesterday was shit. what did i do? absolutely nothing. the entire day. i literally sat on this stupid computer from the time i woke up to the to time i went to bed. i didn't even pick up my guitar or my bass the entire day. oh, i finished my book. but still, that was about five minutes of reading. so yes, absolutely nothing occured yesterday. it was a complete waste of a day. i was gonna go over to the middle school today but when i called caitlin she said she was going out to lunch so she couldn't. and i didn't want to go by myself, so i didn't go. my mom said yesterday we were gonna go over and talk to the guidance counselor at chs today, but we didn't go. heh. wow. i could really use a good tan. too bad it's not sunny and warm out, or i might lay outside. i don't have a book to read though.. there's always my headphones. if i can find them. i shouldn't have finished reading my book. because now i have nothing to do. on friday i get to shopppp. woohoo. my mom has to take me to get my cartlidge re-pierced (damn you, simpson!) and to get this skirt i like from pacific sunwear. and then me and cait are just gonna shop because she's coming with us.. i need to get patches and such for my messanger back for school in the fall. i also need nailpolish. and hopefully i can find some of the shirts from hot topic that i had listed on the previous entry. i also seriously need a trip to the thrift store. i'm going through thrift store withdrawl. i need to go to argy bargy, too. they need to update their website. badly. maybe i'll charge my camera and take some pictures later.. out of sheer boredom. because i look terrible in the ones i have on my info. eh. maybe surveys and quizzes will help cure this plague of boredom. quizilla is being gay at the moment, so here's a survey. check back later for more stuff. ( if three words could heal you, i'd only speak two... ) -- jen |
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bored| as if i'd fall to pieces in the wake of your design... | ||||
| 08:31pm 16/06/2003 | ||||
tomorrow i have to babysit danielle from 12 to 3. babysitting her a few times a week won't be so bad this summer. i'm allowed to take her to the community pool and stuff. so while she's swimming or whatever i can tan and listen to music or read. and i'll probably drag friends with me some days. i really do need to get tan.. haha, i'm white as a ghost and it's bugging the shit out of me. i'm gonna start looking at my collingswood registration papers tonight. i also have to clean my room because it's messy and it's bothering me. here's some stuff i want. if anyone would like to contribute to the jen bernardin fondation, please purchase one of the following and mail it to my house. it would be greatly appreciated. http://www.interpunk.com/item.cfm?Item=26314& http://www.interpunk.com/item.cfm?Item=26712& http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=167440&RN=271 http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=502584&RN=271 http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=698235&RN=271 http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=645022&RN=271 ah, the one good thing hot topic is good for: band shirts. shower time. -- jen |
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crappy| and now you leave me in defeat, leave me battered... | ||||
| 09:49pm 15/06/2003 | ||||
so today was tori's graduation party. it was fun. i went swimming for a little bit but only because i was really hot and stuff. and kelsey came! yay. basically we all just hung out and ate food and swam and stuff.. it was a hot party. hahaha kelsey, caitlin, paul, and i were all in the dining room admiring the cake and then paul got some cake on him so he went in to the bathroom to wash it off and caitlin grabbed a piece of cake and was gonna smush it all over his face but he saw her and grabbed her hands so she couldn't so then i took another piece and smushed it all over him! muahahaha. but then he got me back because we were watching shallow hal and he came up behind me with cake iceing all over his hands and got it all over my face. stupid paul. i'll get you back, don't you worry. this is war! fffoooorrrreeeevveeerrrrrrr. <333 sandlot. um.. tomorrow: water ice. middle school. dunno. i have to pick out hair dye. i'm going blonde, baby. jcapulet9688 (10:26:46 PM): do i have a dump like a truck (truck, truck)? jcapulet9688 (10:26:53 PM): thighs like what? jcapulet9688 (10:26:55 PM): what what? Oo its caitlin (10:27:34 PM): baby move ya butt Oo its caitlin (10:27:40 PM): butt butt Oo its caitlin (10:27:50 PM): LEEME SING IT AGAIN worddd, i can play mix tape by brand new.. whatttt. can you? answer that and stay fashionable, ho. i'm off.. i'm playing my guitar and don't feel like typing anyway. -- jen |
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content| sometimes i would rather cut your lips right off your face than kiss them goodnight... | ||||
| 09:27am 15/06/2003 | ||||
yesterday tori came over and we went to luke's for his graduation party. we only stayed for like an hour though and then we went to sean's party and stayed there for about 45 minutes. thennn we went to the show. the show was pretty good, even though it was extremely hot out and everyone was all sweaty and smelling quite strongly of body odor. and 3 songs into no regrets's set, they had to stop the show because show fag emptied a fire extinguisher in the church. i laugh at them, because i'm sure their reasons for doing so had something to do with being 'punk' or showing 'anarchy.' obviously, if those were the reasons, they need to pick up a dictionary and look up the word anarchy because such an act is not listed. and it was one of crites's last shows because he's going away for the summer and then off to california for college.. way to go, asshole. haha, caitlin: 'stupider isn't even a word!' 'yeah it is, i just said it' but anyway, amusing moments of the night: some kid walked by in a phillies shirt so andy#3 said the phillies suck and he came over and started talking to us. and i was like all oh cool, a friend! so i asked him all quiet what his name was and he said steve so i was like 'this is my friend steve, i've known him since kindergarten. and steve knows my name is jen' and caitlin was like 'omg, you really knew him since kindergarten?' because she's dumb like that. and then he was like 'i need a hug' and he like pulled me into a hug so i was all like 'oh.. ok..' and then he was like 'wanna make out?' and i said no and he got all 'why, is one of these kids your boyfriend?' because i was standing with trevor, jac, eric, and some other guys and i said no and he was like 'do you have a boyfriend?' and i said yes and then, to make him even not cooler after bashing me over the head with his bluntness when he asked if i wanted to makeout he went and lit a cigarette. bleh, that disgusts me. and then the kid had the nerve to wave goodbye to me when i was leaving. and terrenova licked me.. bleh, i had no regrets drummer slobber all over me. i couldn't fall asleep last night. today is tori's graduation party.. yes ma'am, it is. eh, i better get back to this cd burning. -- jen |
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sleepy| i want to get out on my own, just need some time to myself or i'll explode... | ||||
| 11:27am 14/06/2003 | ||||
Top Ten Reasons Horseback Riders Make The Greatest Lovers: 10. The good ones were born with natural ability 9. We wear helmets because it can get rough 8. We always have the right equipment 7. We are always ready to ride 6. We are not afraid to get down and dirty and deal with the shit 5. We can always break a stallion 4. We can ride anything with any rhythm 3. We never oppose to a good hard ride in the morning 2. We are always on top 1. We are always willing to saddle up and ride again and again and again lol.. mm, funniness. anyway, yesterday tori and i walked over to the high school at 2:30 and picked up andy. andy was really hungry so we walked over to the chinese food place on haddon avenue. and i got a free no regrets cd, compliments of andy. merci, andy. then i went back to my house because tori had to go get her hair done (it's purple-pink now, it's really pretty). so i sat around for a little and then tori came over with her new hair and then we went over to her house and watched the breakfast club.. god, i love that movie. 'what? what are you doing? i'd expect more from a varsity letterman!' that's the best part, lmao. then we went to alex's graduation party. there's a show tonight, here's the 'fo: June 14 CD Release Show! St. John's Church in Westville $5 4:00 With: Red Plaid Menace Down-N-Out Short Arms Drive-Thru Pharmacy Dirty Larry The Break of Day Jersey Calling so i have that to go to plus two graduation parties.. my my, what a fun-filled day is in store for me.. aiight, mothafuckas, i'm off to play my bass like whoa. -- jen |
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determined| i feel weak and i'm slowly losing touch of what is left in me... | ||||
| 04:44pm 12/06/2003 | ||||
tori came over some time today and we watched romy and michelle's high school reunion for a little and then we walked over to the high/middle school. then tori and andy went back to andy's because andy was hungry. eric, pete, bill, and i walked to taco bell because that's where palp, dean, harry, alex, avery, katie, and kathleen were. then avery, pete, bill, eric, and i walked over to the baseball field in oaklyn because caitlin, jimmy, luke, mike, jon, sean, sean, nick, marian, and emily were there. we played baseball for a little bit (or they did, rather.. i was too hot and tired). then jon, nick, sean, bill, eric, luke, and i went back to eric's so sean and nick could get the no regrets cd that they pre-ordered. then we just sat around and then nick rode me home on his pegs. then i was locked out, and it was hot out and i was sad. so i called my dad and he came home and let me in, yay. it is so friggen humid outside.. it's crazy. crazy crazy crazy. -- jen |
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horny| now i'm getting a sick taste in my mouth from the medicine that i can't keep down... | ||||
| 10:56am 12/06/2003 | ||||
then the awards were given out. i got honor roll, can i get a what what? (what what!) i'm not gonna be grounded or get yelled at and stuff, yay! my mom was kind of pissed that i didn't get any other awards, though.. they were mainly all for community service and shit around the school. i helped out, just not consecutively enough to recieve an award for it. she didn't seem to understand that, though. then it was time to watch the video. it was so sad.. it was a video mrs. yeager made of like baby pictures of us and stuff.. my mom was balling, haha. i knew she would be. i teared up a little at the beginning but i didn't cry. man, there were some horrible pictures of me on that tape, haha. then was the dance. i actually liked the dance, probably because it was only the eighth grade. it was fun. we mostly hung out and inhaled helium and such.. haha.. 'guys, i don't think it worked.. ahh! it did! my voice is all weird!' good times, good times. then when i came home my parents gave me my graduation present. it's this kickass 5 cd changer stereo. i looove it. what sucks is it doesn't work, haha. stuff like this always happens to me!! i plugged it in and everything and i put a cd in and tried to play it and it said 'no disc' so i opened it again and the cd wasn't there. so i was freaking out and i had to reach my hand in and pull the cd out which took like 45 minutes and now it won't close. so we have to take it back and get another one, heh. ahhh i got the coolest necklace thing.. haha, it's like this mardi gras bead thing but it says 'congrats grad'. it's so hot, i'm wearing it everywhere. i'm downloading songs to burn my daddy a cd for father's day. woot woot, i'm so cheap. At like 11:30 luke and i are gonna walk up to cabana and then go to the middle school. graduation is tonight at 7:30. i’m kind of nervous... knowing me, i’ll trip and fall or stutter or fuck up or something while i’m doing my reading. i really hope i don’t. i hope things just go smoothly. i also get my report card tonight. i got honor roll, but i'm not sure if that’s for third marking period or my final overall grade for the year. because i thought i did horribly this marking period. oh well. hopefully it’s for the third marking period. anybody ready for some pictures? yeah, that's what i thought. ho. these pictures are from eric's birthday party, the trip to baltimore, and some other random ones. ( hand-me-downs and photographs spread across the floor... ) -- jen |
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accomplished| there's a place we used to go to get away from it all... | ||||
| 01:07pm 11/06/2003 | ||||
tonight is the stupid dinner dance.. i don't want to go. tomorrow is graduation. fun stuff. ( shut up and swallow my pride for me... ) -- jen |
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| 05:48pm 10/06/2003 | ||||
after i updated i called luke and we walked to cabana and got water ice and then we walked to the middle school to say hi to people. tori met us there. we saw justin, but he had to go to some meeting. then tori and andy left and luke and i hung out with bill, eric, and steve. we dropped off their backpacks at eric's and just walked around. and then when we went back to eric's, eric's dog like tackled bill.. it was so funny. then we all sort of parted and i walked to tori's and hung out with her for a little bit. then i came home and eat dinner, and it was yummy.. especially since i didn't eat lunch, heh. i'm probably gonna go back over to tori's soon because she got these awesome tiki torch things and we're gonna go swimming. fun stuff. wow, a lot going on this weekend. alex's graduation party is friday night. saturday is luke's graduation party, sean's graduation party, and a nr show. sunday is tori's graduation party. i'm annoyed that there's two graduation parties on the same day of a show that i really want to go to.. sadness. the show starts at like 4.. luke's party starts at 3 and then i'm not sure what time sean's party is. -- jen |
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annoyed| don't try and come find me 'cause i'm already dead... | ||||
| 12:30pm 10/06/2003 | ||||
today was my last day at st. john's. i am so happy.. summer is here! i'm soo happy! i never have to go back there ever ever ever everrrrrrr. it's really nice outside. yay. haha.. i don't have to go to my shrink's next week. my mom lied and told her i was going to spend the week with my sister. i think i'm walking over to the middle school at like 2:15. tomorrow i get to get my hair did. i'm getting it colored again and maybe cut. i dunno if i wanna cut it. it annoys me sometimes because it's long but i don't know if i'd like it short. and i'm dying my hair blonde this summer.. it's sort of blonde already, thanks to highlights, but i want it actually blonde. so that's what i'm doing. i don't really have set plans for this summer besides babysitting danielle twice a week. at the end of august i'm going down the shore for a week.. my whole extended bernardin family rents an old boarding house for a week. it's fun.. sometimes. lol. other times they really annoy me and i lock myself in my room and read or go up on the boardwalk or something. oh yeah, warped tour i'm going to.. haha, my dad's all excited about it. he's like 'true, heading on up to warped tour august 8th' he's starting to talk like me.. haha. i was like 'how did you know when it was?' and he's like 'i found out.' lol.. my dad's pretty cool. and then whenever i feel like it i can go chill at my sister's house for however long. i want to find some hot shows to go to besides warped tour, too. i doubt i'll go see the movielife/further seems forever.. but i want to. hot upcoming concerts (props to www.ticketmaster.com): Thursday - June 20 - Chameleon Club - Lancaster, PA Brand New/Beautiful Mistake - June 24 - Tinks Entertainment Complex - Scranton, PA Don't Look Down - June 28 - TLA - Philadelphia, PA Jets to Brazil - June 28 - Trocadero - Philadelphia, PA The Movielife - July 15 - Trocadero - Philadelphia, PA Reel Big Fish - July 26 - The Electric Factory - Philadelphia, PA Vans Warped Tour - August 8 - Tweeter Center - Philadelphia, PA Reggie and the Full Effect - August 19 - Trocadero - Philadelphia, PA cool news from www.emotionalpunk.com: Norma Jean and Stretch Arm Strong Out on Tour Posted by jane on 09 Jun 2003 Norma Jean and Stretch Arm Strong are going out on tour together for the summer starting in July. Read more for all the dates. (August 10th Philadelphia, PA - Trocadero) Dashboard With A Mission posted by jane on 09 Jun 2003 Finally, a set date for the Dashboard Confessional full length A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar---AUGUST 12th. DC will also go on a headlining tour in August to support the new album. Keep an eye out for more info on the album and tour info. This Might Make Your Day posted by jane on 08 Jun 2003 So it looks as if Taking Back Sunday is back on the Warped Tour. I don't really know what's going down, but I'm pretty sure John Nolan is no longer in the band. More info soon on replacements and whatnot, be patient. hot stuff. too bad norma jean's coming only 2 days after warped. i'm out.. ta ta. -- jen |
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| 12:51pm 09/06/2003 | ||||
fucking shrink appointment.. i wanted to walk over the middle school and see my friends. but i guess not.. i regret staying home that day so much.. i hate having to live with decisions you regret. but i guess that's life. kind of sucks, but oh well. i'm cold. brr.. i hate how cold this room always is. i always need a sweatshirt when i'm down here.. it's nice when it's like 100+ degrees out, though. summer's almost here! i'm so excited. it's gonna be pretty damn hot.. warped tour in august. that's gonna definately be hot. especially if we can manage to get those backstage passes. i have to babysit twice a week, but it'll mean i'll be rolling in the big bolies. $80 a week. HA. i'll be rich and you won't and all i have to do to earn it is babysit an annoying second grader for a few hours a week. i think i have to go register for chs now. buh bye. -- jen |
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| 09:10pm 08/06/2003 | ||||
haha, this song is too funny.. and so true. (avoid one thing - pop punk band). justin's cool and let me download his warped tour 2003 compilation cds onto my computer. so now i have all this hot shit music. anyway, today. i went to the shore with tori and her parents (ocean city). tori's mom had to paint stuff at some lady's house so she, her dad, and i just walked around. when we realized how incredibly boring the shore was, we tried hunting down a movie theater. no luck.. we found one, but the matrix: reloaded wasn't playing for another four hours. so we rode go karts and played around in the arcade before trying to look for a theater on the mainland. no luck. so then we picked up tori's mom, went out to dinner, and then tori and i saw the matrix: reloaded in cherry hill. it was good.. sucks that it cut off so abrubtly, though. as sean rader said, 'a little piece of me died when 'to be concluded' came onto the screen.' haha. so tomorrow is gonna suck. i have school until 11:30, but then i have a shrink appointment, which sucks. which means i can't go out tomorrow really.. my mom was gonna try and schedule it earlier but my shrink is a fucking whore and said no. so instead i get to do nothing tomorrow. i swear if i have to go these things on 3:00 on summer days i'm gonna pull the trigger with a gun in my mouth. gun in my mouth, i pray for the sunshine... i'm really excited about collingswood.. i'll probably register sometime this week. i don't know what language to take. i think it's between german and latin.. i don't know which one to take. tori's taking german and caitlin's undecided. if caitlin takes german, i suppose i will, too considering i don't want to be the only one taking latin I and if caitlin takes latin i'll probably take that. i don't know what i'm gonna take for my electives. there's plenty of time to decide all that shat, though. ...why is my sister's ex-boyfriend here when she's down the shore? i hate that kid. andrew's cooler. because he knows adam and stuff. i'm gonna go take a shower and stuff.. i feel dirty because i was all at the shore and stuff, heh. oh god.. my mom just made me go upstairs and say hi to anthony (ness's ex) and he got his eyebrow pierced. lordy lordy. -- jen |
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| 06:01pm 07/06/2003 | ||||
then today i went to the moorestown mall with justin, eric, and cait. we didn't harrass people this time, haha. i got black dickies pants and food. mm, food. we shopped a little and then went to the skate park and made fun of the skaters who fell down. and now i'm home. my parents still haven't decided about collingswood.. but i'm pretty sure they're leaning toward yes. just a few minutes ago my mom was like 'i'm gonna join the parent teacher thing' and i asked 'where?' and she was like 'at chs' and i was like 'i'm going?' and she was like 'ifyou go.' anyway, they're all 'blah we want you to dress nice' so i plan to wear thrift store shirts and dickies or skirts or the occasional jeans. after like the first semester they won't care too much anyway. but anyway, i found some cool shat while shopping on http://www.dickiesgirl.com: http://www.dickiesgirl.com/detail.asp?style_number=894GCD (i like all the colors) http://www.dickiesgirl.com/detail.asp?style_number=291G (i like both colors) http://www.dickiesgirl.com/detail.asp?style_number=AL975G (black with grey) http://www.dickiesgirl.com/detail.asp?style_number=AL952G (dark blue) http://www.dickiesgirl.com/detail.asp?style_number=889GMAD http://www.dickiesgirl.com/detail.asp?style_number=151GRS http://www.dickiesgirl.com/detail.asp?style_number=AL980G-5 (white with red) http://www.dickiesgirl.com/detail.asp?style_number=AL1001G (pink with blue) http://www.dickiesgirl.com/detail.asp?style_number=AL4000G-250 (black) http://www.dickiesgirl.com/detail.asp?style_number=AL1003G (i like all the colors) on thursday, after caitlin volunteered at the dolphin show, she was all 'this is my calling!' i can see myself getting a christmas card every year from caitlin in a santa hat swimming with dolphins, penguins, and whales (all in santa hats) and have it saying 'greetings from sea world!' and lighting up ever so randomly and smelling like the ocean. well it's saturday night.. time to hit the dance floor. *random* -- jen |
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| 10:20am 06/06/2003 | ||||
first was the 2 and a half hour bus ride. i just listened to my headphones the whole time.. OH! until they put on the sandlot. that movie is.. god. i love that movie, even though i hate baseball. the next thing we did was go to the baseball park at camden yards which was gay as hell because i hate baseball. so it was incredibly boring and i wanted to slit our tour guide's throat. haha, while we were there, some guy walked by in a business suit and sunglasses and nick and i looked at each other and went, 'agent.' *dorks* next we went to espn zone for lunch. i had fettucini alfredo.. it was good. then we went to the upper level of espn zone which was a cave. i hurt my finger really bad playing air hockey with nick, ow. haha. then for the rest of the time caitlin and i only played one game because we became obsessed with it.. it was some snow moible game but it was so cool because it blew out cold air and the seat thing like moved and stuff, haha. it was cool. then caitlin and i went to the massively huge barnes and noble that was next door. *book dork* haha. i <3 books. i got a few. i started reading one this morning. then we went to some vintage jewelry store which had a lot of cool stuff.. and then to this little mini-mall thing. haha, nick, allie, tori, caitlin and i all got these little head massagers.. oo, it feels soooo good. except i can't find it, haha. i think i left it on the bus. then we went to the aquarium and saw some fish. and then we saw a dolphin show and caitlin got to be a volunteer and she got to pet the dolphin and stuff. but then she went to wash her hands off in the water which was a training single for the dolphin to splash, but she didn't know that, and it splashed her. lol. and jon and i just sat in the stands and made fun of the dolphin trainers in the purple suits. then we rented paddle boats. haha.. i was in a boat with sean, steve, and caitlin. so we did that for a little bit and then we got on the cruise boat thing. we had dinner and the food was really good.. i can't remember what i ate though, haha. and then we just hung out and it was all good.. i was really tired though. on the bus ride home i listened to my music and drifted in and out of sleep.. i hate that. you like fall asleep for like five minutes, but you feel like you didn't? i don't know, it's weird. i couldn't fall asleep.. those seats were kind of hard to sleep in, haha. i have pictures, and i'll put them on here as soon as i feel like going upstairs and retrieving my digital camera. my batteries had to be gay though and run out like halfway through the trip.. argh. i still got some pictures, though. what am i doing today? good question.. probably go over to the middle/high school and say hi to people at 2:30. then rooney's party is tonight.. i don't want to go. but i guess i might as well make an appearance. -- jen |
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| 03:04pm 04/06/2003 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
math and social studies exams today.. both pretty easy, i think i did well. which is a surprise, especially on math. that's my worst subject. i'm having a pretty good day today and i'm hoping it'll end with the ultimate thing to make today a good day.. being told i can go to chs. my parents are going out to dinner to discuss it tonight and will (i think) have an answer when they come home. then hopefully on friday i can go register and stuff. we got our graduation pictures back.. mine came out ok, i guess.. jimmy called me gorgeous today. i was like 'yesss, today is a good day.' we also got yearbooks and stuff.. yearbook crew did a pretty shitty job, no offense guys. learn to spell and stuff. tomorrow is the trip to baltimore. i'm burning cds like wh0a at the moment. i want to be occupied and not bored on the 2 and a half hour bus trip to maryland tomorrow. the weather's supposed to be nice, though.. that's good. sucks that i'm gonna be gone from 7 in the morning until midnight, though. i hope my mom lets me do some internet shopping when i go clothes shopping for school.. that is, if they say i can. i really hope they well. *crosses fingers harder* there's some cool shiz on the internet. tori got a new blurty. psh, better have.. lol. ~right_as_rain.. lawrence arms. <3 let's see.. tomorrow is thursday and that's the trip. on friday, i have off so i'll probably head over to the high school/middle school and say hey to people.. then i'm probably gonna go to rooney's graduation party. 'cause mike rooney's my dawg. michael's party is on saturday from 2-7.. 5 hour party on a saturday?! no way in hell am i going to that. i got better things to do. aw.. *tear*.. taking back sunday can't be all gone and stuff. when i saw them at skate and surf they played a new song and it was really hot.. i was really excited for them to release it. so what now? shame, taking back sunday. i don't approve of your breaking up. The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell! Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test cd burning time! i'm out.. -- jen |
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