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Sunday, June 1st, 2008
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12:13a
She puffs her lips on cigarettes and paces in the lobby
She is the string that holds your fate the one that gets it started
So if you've got the balls to fight then put your mouth around it
Mess with your head, make you want it, so rated R.
You'll do anything because she fucks like a star
Anorexic beauty queen with painted eyes so toxic
She's had a gram, a shot to slam enough to start a riot
What you get is what you see it wont take much to get hooked on me
so shoot me right into your skin and i will be your heroin
The side effects are sexual and your dying for a taste
I put my nails into your back and you feel me like a spinal attack
you want it from me on both knees but not until you beg me please
I'm your pleasure in your pain
I'll numb your fear just like cocain and i'm your treasure
I'm your favorite drug
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10:57p
in·flu·ence
1. A power affecting a person, thing, or course of events, especially one that operates without any direct or apparent effort
2. Power to sway or affect based on prestige, wealth, ability, or position
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11:51p
I am
anxious,
concerned,
upset,
uneasy
and tense
but you did it, didn't you? Not me.
I introduced you to a different path, a different life style.
i never forced you into it. I'm never one to push anything on a person.
But i can see it, your changing. Evolving.
You got a taste and your going back for more and more but you don't know your limit.
Your lost in a swirl of emotions and problems right now and things don't make too much sense, I never thought it'd happen to you though for some reason.
I always had you as a very strong willed person and someone that could stand in this, in my mind.
I trudge through the chaos everyday, it's become my playground and has been for some time
i always found a way to stop it for a while so i could go out and play in the sun with you, i didn't want to expose you to certain things but i got careless and now i might lose you for good.
Don't leave me here to rot. Deteriorate. Crumble.
If i lose you, i'll have no one. I don't want to be alone.
IHonestly, i'm terrified of being alone.
I'm sorry for all that i've caused you but it's not too late for you. You can still mend things.
I can only hope that you do and that you don't fall into the same pit that i have.
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