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Monday February 23rd 2004 x 1:45 PM
subject: i've been running out of serious things to talk about and my greatest journal is just much cooler...
mood:  creative
music: Bright Eyes - Make War
ok, so i know i've neglected my blurty and i'm sorry. it's just.. Greatest Journal. argh. if any of you have GJ.... go to:
www.greatestjournal.com/users/x_heavensent
thats me. obviously. add me. and check out my awesome layout.
hm, ok.. so whats been going on. erm. i had 2 interview with Circut City ( you have three before you know if you get the job ) so, anyways. i went in for my thrid. the day they set it for and everything, well.. i waited for about 2O min and the lady came out and was like 'We can't see you today... can you come back?' of course i said yea. but i was so fuckin' pissed, thats such shit. i drove to the mall and waited there for about 5 thousand hours. just to be told that. argh. anyways. so i had my interview with DEB on Friday and it seems mucho promising. i find out if i get the job by wedensday. Erm, i hope i get this job.
Erm, the whole Mikey thing... over.. fuck him. fuck everyone at HT.. they're all assholes. Erm, i made new friends at Zumiez . lol. Chris, Karen, Joe, Collin, Mark, Uncle Eddy ( not really my uncle ) . lol. don't ask. Zumiez is the best store ever.. *slowly get s off the topic of zumiez and how much i love it*
i'm cold. very cold. and kinda hungry. I made Lasagna and Apple Crisp ( its like apple pie, but different ) anyways. it was really good.
i got asked last night what i wanna be when i grow up. i really, really wanna own my own skate company. lol. call me crazy but thats my dream. anyways.
i'm gonna be working on a new layout for my blurty. it may take a while. but it'll be up soon. if i have nothing to do today it'll probably be up by tonight or tomorrow.
i have to take a shower soon. i feel so yucky. i don't wanna stand in the shower. bath, maybe? yes. sounds lovely.
k. i'm going to take my bath. i sha'll be back. [ end : 12:42 ]
hey.. *waves* i'm back [ 1:4O ]
ok, so anyways. as i was saying. never mind because i was pointless rambling about nothing important. My back hurts. it's been hurting. a lot. really bad :o(
wanna know whats kinda funny. the week that people had off school here : for Mid-Winter Break. i was waking up pretty late. but then when they go back to school i woke up early. at like. 11 and i didn't fall asleep till almost 4.. i dunno, i thought that was kinda amusing. erm. i'm bored. and i have nothing to talk about but i wanna update my blurty because i never do.
thinking about colors for my layout. and i'm thinking black, white and pink like i have it now. but then i'm thinking that'd be much to plain. because i already have it. *shrug* i don't know man, anyways.
*ponders* i think thats it. i think i ran out of stupid and random shit to talk about.
well.. again. if you have a greatest journal. or wanna check out mine. it's www.greatestjournal.com/users/x_heavensent
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Sunday February 15th 2004 x 5:57 PM
mood:  crushed
music: Alk 3 - Goodbye Forever
who hasn't updated in a long time. *raises hand* me... sorry kids, it's just... i dunno.
anyways.. i've been mucho depressedo lately... it's been really hard to even get out of bed lately and its pathetic, everything is bringing me down and this is horrible. i hate feeling like this. i hate it so much..
i broke down last night... like, i really broke. i hurt myself and i dissapointed my best friend and i didn't mean to.. and i know she might be reading this.. so.. I'm sorry, Sarah.
my valentine's day was good... but the night... fuckin' horrible. it was the worst ever... and i'm sorry to all of you that i pissed off.. because i know a lot of you are mad at me right now.
many of you for different reasons, but Sarah's the one who i really care about hurting right now.. because she's the only one who's mad at me for a really serious reason... and i didn't mean to hurt/dissapoint her.
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i just.. i don't even want to be updating right now... it's so pathetic how i got. fuck man..
i have to go..
later
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Wednesday February 11th 2004 x 2:49 PM
subject: really long nights, "it's so cold, please don't go", and i promise you i'll make this work..i love u
mood:  annoyed
music: Mae - Sun
i had an interview with Circut City on Tuesday. i'm pretty sure it went well.. they said that they usually don't call yo uback for the 2nd interview until 4 or 5 days later.. or something like that.. well, anyways as soon as i got home they called back and said that they wanted me back for my 2nd interview on Friday. that's so fuckin' kewl.
so anyways.. Friday at 1:OO i will be going to the mall for my interview with DEB and then i have an interview with again with Circut City at 3:OO so.. yea.. i'll be forced to go to Hot Topic and talk to Mikey and or Chris until i'm done with my interview. lol.
my hands are so cold and i really want to get Custom Mood Themes on Blurty but they don't have them or something. i re-did my GJ layout.. <333 Ashlee. thanx again babe. She made the Base for it because she's really handy with all that HTML junk.. and i'm just.....eh, not so good. at all. lol.
my arm hurts really bad. :o( . i don't even know why. i must've slept on it wrong... but then why is it still hurting? eh.. whatever..
i had a horrible sleep last night. after [ he ] left which was at 2:57am .lol. i just layed there staring at my ceiling. erm, yea.. i was just thinking about Jen. i think she's mad at me.. well.. i don't know. she has a right to be.. i'm such an idiot. *kicks self* :o(
anyways.
erm... i have some pictures... if you guys wanna see them.. i'll post them.
um.. i just wanted to tell everyone that reads this.. i update my GJ ... www.greatestjournal.com/users/x_heavensent ... i update that at least 15 times a day. lmao. so.. if you guys wanna check that out.
my blurty is just for my longer ones.. but check out my awesome layout on GJ.. it rocks socks.
love ya'll
If you'd be honest and say what you mean
you know I would promise I'd do anything
because I know that without you I'm giving it away.
xoxoxxox
x ___ Erica ___ x
( Can't seem to figure out what happens after this. Why can't I? )
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