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Below are the most recent 15 friends' journal entries.
| Thursday, July 3rd, 2008 | ||
| thenatural | 11:26p | and this thing we are trying is good for me how exactly? Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Cold-Suffocate |
| thenatural | 12:10a | Why do these desicions always have to be so hard? Current Music: Crossfade-Cold |
| Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008 | ||
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blurtysecret [ missyouloveyou ] |
3:29p | it's weird - it's my birthday and we broke up about an hour ago. i'm happy. because i've finally realised that i am in love with you, and in september we can work this out and try again. i'm gutted, but at the same time i'm happy. it's weird and i'm not sure how i'm supposed to feel right now. |
| thenatural | 12:12a | "theres no easy way out,theres no shortcut home,giving in cant be wrong"...can it?can for once deciding with my heart instead of what my head and everybody else tell me is right?can for once the supposed "wrong" choice actually be the right one? Current Mood: confused Current Music: Rocky IV-No Easy Way Out |
| Tuesday, July 1st, 2008 | ||
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blurtysecret [ teh_love ] |
1:44a |  this was a year ago. It's still true, baby, I just need you to believe it to. |
| Monday, June 30th, 2008 | ||
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syaoranbear |
7:38p | heh |
| Sunday, June 29th, 2008 | ||
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ghxsts |
8:07p | we've paid for it. "You can turn a phrase until it reads a million ways. It makes no sense but it's as good as it is sad." You can twist and turn and flip direction within your life as much as you want, but at the end of the day it's still your own and your own inhibitions and insecurities will still be there. Maybe slightly skewed, or better yet, masked... but until you really face them, when it's all said and done they still exist within that small chunk of reality you call your life. |
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blurtysecret [ butterfliexkiss ] |
2:35p | When i had a bad dream.. i watch them to make me feel better.. =P |
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blurtysecret [ butterfliexkiss ] |
2:27p |  I don't think i can fall in love.. I feel like we're all individuals in this world.. you were born alone, so you will die alone two! why live your life with someone else you think you are in love with.. There is so much more then just fall in love and have a happy ever after... there is this world to find out, friends to have fun with, parties to go to and a carreer to shape. that's life for me,, i don't think i need someone else with me to live this life Current Mood: weird |
| Saturday, June 28th, 2008 | ||
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blurtysecret [ sunflower_soup ] |
10:18p | I really dont care what you've done in the past All I care is where you're going and who you're with. And if that person can be me...? |
| Wednesday, June 25th, 2008 | ||
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blurtysecret [ unodosthrice ] |
7:08p |  I didn't make this. I found it on photobucket. |
| thenatural | 12:01a | i have no idea what im supposed to do....this hoping for things to go back to the way they were doesnt seem like its anything more than a pipe dream.....its like its not overly fair that she i feel like im making all the sacrifices and nothing is happening .i feel so second rate its like she only talks to me when its convienent for her and she not around anybody but she had no problems talking to other ppl when she was around me ever...its like im really in a lose-lose situation.i feel like a car in the garage that needs work but its still a good car and its like after shes text driven every other one and didnt like them then it would be back to fixing the old car again...if you wanted to have me in submission then you got it.If your reading this then YOU tell me what im supposed to do.as rude as it that all sounds it seems im being jobbed out into the same spot aaron was in Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: Three Doors Down-Going Down In Flames |
| Monday, June 23rd, 2008 | ||
| thenatural | 11:56p | just when things seem like they couldnt be more wrong,it gets worse.i dont know what to do or say or anything anymore,im sick and tired of being sick and tired.for ONCE could something feel right again? Current Mood: blank |
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blurtysecret [ liiivvi ] |
10:38a |  |
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syaoranbear |
12:16a | got made manager. Hours are monday-friday 6am-2:30, so I have to be sleeping by 9pm every night, It's so hard to function with the amount of sleep I need though. I sleep 12 hours a day. I'm yawning non-stop because my lungs think that it's time to sleep and they slow down, so if I over-exert myself my skin starts to feel tingly because I'm about to pass out from lack of oxygen heh. This robin hasn't left yet. He's doing well though. Chrono is doing well too in puppy training classes. ugh. Tired. fuck. I have to make 3 appointments somehow. One for hair, one for the doctor to get a physical and pap test and switch to an anti-depressant that doesn't make me sleep so much, and another for chrono's last shots. I'm going to bed what the fuck I work in 5 hours. |