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[31 Jul 2003|05:29pm] |
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well things have been pretty horrible latly.
i was seeing this boy brandon.. didnt last what else is knew
my gram has cancer. she has been throwing up blood and shes sick. and she is dying.. my mom keeps saying shell be fine but i dont know.
im scared i love ehr and i dont know what ill doo because shes like my mom. or she is my mom and its just really dificult to imagine life with out her. and all my fucking family seems to care about is where her properties and money are going to be left..
and they suck and blaa im just scared
i guess ill winde up living with dez. but iunno.. i just dont see that happening. i dont think he family needs more stress and blaa.. im so scared.
hopefully she will be okay. ive been so on edge latly. and blaa i dont know i just wanna hurt myself and other people
the littlest things trigger the biggest anger spells in me. i keep crying at work. and all the time. i dont know.. blaaa
fuck it. bye
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[16 May 2003|02:51pm] |
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Vulcan - - Snake River Conspiracy |
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never cry over the non-existant.. never worry over the people who dont care.. and never.. EVER... trust in the untrustworthy...
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