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Blurty for Vanessa.
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| Thursday, August 7th, 2003 |
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Ha, right after i posted that last post, my mom came. argh! It wasn't all that bad though, but SURE ENOUGH i have to go back, uggghh! It never fails. I have THREE cavities. Aint that some shit?! lol.. Well, one was the same one before that they didn't fix right or something (fucks), then the other 2 were really small, but they were gonna do them now, so they don't get big. OH JOY... My grandma said that there must be something in my system that causes them because she knows how i always have to brush my teeth a lot. And then my brother Dustyn like barely brushes his teeth, yet he doesn't have any cavitites.. hmm, i don't understand..?? lol *Sigh.. anyways. Another boredom fulfilled day. I was supposed to go to Natalie's, but she said she was staying late at Jayde's because of all the crazyiness at her house.. grrr. It's all Alicia's fault lol.. She's so stupid to actually do drugs in her room and shit. But i'm glad Jameson told Natalie's mom, becuase it pissed me off that she didn't know, and there have been times when I'VE just wanted to tell her lol. Tomorrow, though. We're gonna "GET IN SHAPE"...?? lol yeah, that's it. Since schools coming up and all, we wanna loose all the 'summer wieght' as we call it. hehe OOOOOOHHHH! i think i'm gonna go find a GOOD SURVEY to post on here. Muwhahaah! Nothing like a good ole' survey to past the god forsaken time! yay.. now i have something to do. hehehe *devious grin* |
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It's 2:30.. i'm late for my dentist appt.....DAMN! *sarcastically* hehe I hope my mommy doesn't show up at all, and i won't have to go.. yippee. Good ole' mom, can always count on her to not do/ forget about something! *smirks* But then i bet i will just have to get it rescheduled.. meh. Oh well, at least it's not today. I'm just hoping she doesn't come any time soon, because i HATE being extrememly late for things, it's just like "why even go??" |
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*iDENTiFiCATiON* [1]FullBirthName: Vanessa Caitlin Nicole Cantrell [2]NaturalHairColor: bright blonde [3]CurrentHairColor: golden blonde [4]EyeColorAtBirth: blue [5]CurrentEyeColor: hazel [6]CurrentHeight: 5'4 [7]GlassesOrContacts: don't need either *neener-neener* [8]BirthDate: January 15th [9]ZodiacSign: Capricorn [10]Parents: Jeff and Lisa [11]Siblings: 3 brothers [12]Location: Ohio [13]SchoolAttending: Defiance High School [14]Grade: 9th [15]GPA: on last report card i think it was a 3.8 or something like that. [16]CollegePlans: not sure yet [17]PlannedCollegeMajor: ?? [18]PlannedCollegeMinor: ?? [19]Peircings: both ears, but i'm going to get under my lip soon, then the left side of my lip when i'm older. [20]Tatoos: not sure i want any *SOCiAL LiFE* [1]BestGirlFriends: Natalie, Katie (TATIE!), and Ash [2]BestGuyFriends: David and Saul [3]WhoWouldYouMarry: noone [4]CurrentBoyFriend: Michael [5]CurrentCrush: boyfriend: Michael [6]Hobbies: i don't really have "hobbies" [7]Found: my basement, or Natalie's house lol [8]FoundWith: if anyone, Natalie. [9]CellPhone: no [10]Pager: no [11]CenterOrAttention Or WallFlower: depends on my mood; i can be both. [12]YouDrive?: not yet :( [13]YouWishYouDrove: yes, lots. [14]TimelyOrAlwaysLate: most of the time, i'm on time. [15]FriendsOrADate: both [16]BestHangout: Natalie's lol [17]Job: don't have one [18]Church: ha, no church [19]ActiveInAYouthGroup: no [20]LikeBeingAroundPeople: hmm, sometimes. but most the time, yes, as long as i like em! *OUT OF YOUR FRiENDS…WHO?* [1]HaveYouKnownTheLongest: Natalie [2]ArgueTheMostWith: umm, i'm not sure. [3]AlwaysGetAlongWith: Natalie and KT [4]MostTrustworthy: once again Natalie and KT [5]MakesYouLaughTheMost: they all do [6]HasBeenThruTheHardTimes: Natalie, Jayde, and KT [7]Always Has A BoyFriend: Jayde [8]MostSensitive: hm..? i'm not sure. Jory maybe [9]CoolestParents: Natalie (me wuv her mommy) [13]MostBlunt: ASHLEY! definently. lol god, that girl and her mouth! [14]TheShyest: not sure..? [15]MostOutgoing: Bre [16]MostRebellious: umm..*drawing a blank* lol [17]MostLikelyToBecomeFamous: ...?? [18]MostLikelyToBecomeRich: Bre, i bet because she's one of the lucky ones. lol [19]EndUpInJail: hehe, Natalie and I; together i bet! [20]HaveAMillionKids: Ash.. i can so see her and Jacob gettin a lot of kids for some reason! [21]NeverHaveKids: ME! [22]AlwaysWearsASmile: uhh, Jory or Bre [23]Smartest: Natalie [24]BiggestAttitude: Natalie [25]WhoWouldDieForYou: ...if anyone it would be Natalie [26]ComplainsTheLeast: Bre [27]BiggestFlirt: KT, Ash, Natalie.. i don't know! we all flirt [28]NeedsAGoodMan: NATALIE!.. she deserves it. her and KT [29]WouldNeverBetrayYou: Natalie *PERSONAL* [1]YourRoleModel: DAT PHAN!!!!! (right natalie?! hehe) um, seriously though, probably my dad. [2]PetPeeves: jealous ex-girlfriends hehe *thinks of a specific girl* [3]EverBeenInLove: yes [4]EverLikedSomeOneYouHadNoChanceWith: ha, more than once i'm sure. [5]CryOverOppositeSex: YESS [6]TypeOfPersonYouAlwaysGoAfter: i don't know, i don't go after one "certain type". [7]LongestRelationship: 3 months, or something. even though it was off and on (Quae and I) [8]LiedToFriends: yeah, probably. [9]WantedToGetRevengeBecauseYouWereHurt: [10]BeenLiedToByASignificantOther: too many times to count [11]BeenCheatedOn: no, i don't think so. [12]EverSaid*ILoveYou*: yes [13]RatherBeADumpeeOrADumper: i'm usually the dumper, but at times i think it would be easier to be the "dumpee". [14]RelationshipOrHookUp: definently relationships [15]WantSomeOneYouDontHave: yes [16]EverLikeBestGuyFriend: oh yes [17]LonelyRightNow: yes :( even though i shouldn't be, i am. [18]EverAfraidYoullNeverGetMarried: no, in a way, i don't want to. [19]WantToGetMarried: maybe [20]WantKids: uh, not really, but who knows maybe i'll change my mind. [21]BelieveInPhyscics: mehhh.. :/ [22]KnowWhoYourGoingToMarry: no [23]HappyWithYou: never [24]HappyWithYourLife: ha, no.. what a gross question. [25]ScaredRightNow: actually yes [26]ChangeSomeThingInYourLife: how about everything..? [27]SaySomeThing: i wish i could go back, i'd change it all. *FAVORiTE* [1]Quote: too many.. "if i told you this was killing me.. would you stop?" and "i'd die in your arms, if you were dead too. here comes a lie, we will always be true." [2]RoomInHouse: my computer room; i'm the only one ever down here. [3]GirlName: Casey, or Taylor [4]GuyName: Corbin [5]IceCream: strawberry [6]TalkToAboutProblems: KT [7]Music: lots of different stuff. but mainly rock and emo [8]Magazine: ...?? [9]Song: The Smashing Pumpkins -"Stand Inside Your Love", The Cure -"Lovesong", Marilyn Manson -"The Speed Of Pain" & "Man That You Fear", Bright Eyes -"Lover I Don't Have To Love", Bush -"Comedown" & "Alien" [10]Shampoo: Garnier - Fructis [11]Soap: Tone body wash [12]Movie: Fear, Donnie Darko, The Virgin Suicides, The Pact, and For The Very First Time. [13]ActressActor: Johnny Depp/Ryan Phillipee--Rose McGowen/Reese Witherspoon/Kirsten Dunst [14]Beverage: raspberry iced tea [15]Candy: sixlets, nerds rope [16]Gum: juicy fruit [17]Sport2Play: if i had to pick i'd say volleyball. [18]Sport2Watch: BMX [19]SchoolSubject: history/math [20]TimeOfDay: i wear my sunglasses at NIGHT! [21]FamilyMember: my DADDY! [22]Number: 0 and 11 [23]SaladDressing: Blue Cheese/Ranch [24]StuffedAnimal: this cute little white teddy bear that has magnetic hands! aww, it's so cute! Elly bought it for me for Sweetests Day :) [25]MovieQuote: "Yo cous, what's she doin here?.. She's with me. -I carried a watermelon. I CARRIED A WATERMELON?!!?!" -Dirty Dancing.. hehe, i love that part. and "Remember, everythings peachy keen, peachy FUCKING keen." -Jawbreaker [26]DayOfTheWeek: friday [27]Color: black AND pink; together! *cute innocent giggle* lol [28]Perfume: on guys; Curve and Lucky brand [29]TVShow: That 70's Show [30]Flower: any color of roses EXCEPT red. red's too overdone. lol [31]Jeans: don't know [32]FastFood: Burger King [33]Game: CLUE! lol woohoo! [34]Teacher: Mrs. Adam [35]LoveSong: WAYYY TOO MANY! [36]Month: june [37]Season: winter/fall [38]VactionSpot: New York [39]GetAdviceFrom: Natalie & KT *iN THE LAST 48HOURS HAVE YOU…?* [1]Cried: erm, yes. [2]GottenSick: yes [3]Sang: hehe, of course, i sing ALL THE TIME! just like my daddy, right natalie!? *grins* [4]Eaten: i'm not into anorexia [5]BeenKisses: yes [6]FeltStupid: yes [7]Said*ILoveYou*: umm, don't think so. [8]WantedToTellSomeOneYouLovedThem And Didn’t: yes :( *sigh* [9]MetSomeOneNew: ...don't think so. [10]MovedOn: uhh, moved on from what?! [11]TalkedToAnEx: hehe, well i seen him at Marathon when i was there with Michael.. meh..? lol it was weird. [12]WhyDidYouTalkToTheEx: we didn't really talk. he said "WHAT THE HELL" lol [13]HadASeriousTalk: yes [14]MissedSomeone: yes :( [15]HuggedSomeone: yes [16]FoughtWithParents: no [17]FoughtWithAFriend: no [18]DreamedAboutSomeoneYouCant Be With: maybe [19]HadALotOfSleep: kind of [20]DescribeFunniestThingThatHappened: too many things you fuck. [21]WantedThisSurveyToBeOver: YES, my back hurts. i need to lay dowwnn! well, there's my daily survey. lol i'm gonna be posting those sooo much, considering i posted a lot in my last diary thingy. oooopppss *sticks out tongue* MY BACK HURTS! AND I'm SOOO scared & pissed that i have a DENTIST APPOINTMENT tomorrow at 2:30... NOOOO! someone save me:( and the worst part is my MOTHER is taking me! Argh! she's always freaking late! And she'll probably be in a bitchy mood.. ooooh YAY. time for me to go watch "Cry-Baby"...... Johnny Depp.. *licks lips* yum. hehe *innocent little girl smile* |
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| Wednesday, August 6th, 2003 |
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 You are the best character on MadTV. THE BEST. I love you so much. You're Stuart. I can't explain who Stuart is or what he's about because I'm too happy right now that you got picked as him. You rock. Really, you do. Call me. ;) Which MadTV Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Wow you are the 80s! I love you! You are unique and love the music. You care about issues going on around us yet like to party and have fun. I bet you love Sid Vicious just as much as I do. Also if you said you didn't believe in women or gay rights then you suck. I'm not gay but I have friends who are and of course I'm angry bout the womens rights thing because I am a women. But most likely you said you believed in gay and women rights. Which Decade In The Last 50 years are you? brought to you by Quizilla ha. 80's.. that's moi. hm, not much to say.. this week has been confusing. VERY confusing.. Mike's working basically all week/weekend, so no seeing him. And i'm bored out of my mind.. but Natalie's at Jayde's with her and Jessica. *sigh Thankfully tomorrow i'm gonna go over there, and we're gonna work out.. oh yeah. lol BUT, i have to go to the DENTIST before i go over there *GAGS* I fucking hate the dentist. And if they try and clean my teeth, i'm walking out! I hate it when they do that.. they put this shit all up on my teeth, that leave this nasty taste in my mouth, and then they make you gargle this nasty tasting pink stuff, which i REFUSE to drink anymore. take that fucks! lol. err, yeah. I'm just hoping that they don't find something wrong, and i have to go back there again, like it usually happens :( *crosses fingers extra TIGHTLY* |
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| Saturday, August 2nd, 2003 |
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[ .001. ] first name: Vanessa [ .002. ] middle name: Caitlin-Nicole [ .003. ] last name: Cantrell [ .004. ] nickname(s): .... [ .005. ] gender: female [ .006. ] age: 14 [ .007. ] birthday: january 15th [ .008. ] height: 5'4 [ .009. ] hair color: golden blonde [ .010. ] eye color: hazel [ .011. ] race: white [ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: neither, i have perfect vision. *sticks tongue out* [ .013. ] do you have braces: no [ .014. ] is your hair long or short: long [ .015. ] where were you born: defiance [ .016. ] current location: defiance, ohio [ .017. ] zodiac sign: capricorn [ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 2 - English and Spanish [ .019. ] nationality: uh, american..? [ .020. ] bad habits: biting my nails, worrying too much, assume things too quickly. [ .021. ] piercings you have: i'm getting under my lip SOON. [ .022. ] piercings you want: left side of my lip and my tongue. [ .023. ] tattoos you have: none [ .024. ] tattoos you want: meh, i don't really want one.. but maybe i'll change my mind when i'm older. [ .025. ] today's date: august 2, 2003 [ .026. ] the time: 6:39 pm [ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: ha. bring em on.. . : Family : . [ .028. ] mother's name: Lisa [ .029. ] father's name: Jeff [ .030. ] step-parent's names: --- [ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): Travis, Dustyn, and Dillon [ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): --- [ .033. ] favorite aunt: AUNT SUE! *grins* i love her. she's the bestest [ .034. ] favorite uncle: Uncle Seed.. i would never admit it to him, but i like him the best.. hehe. [ .035. ] favorite grandparent: grandma cantrell (Naomi) i love her too.. aww. i miss her :( [ .036. ] worst relative: Grandfather [ .037. ] best relative: don't know.. i'd say, probably my daddy. [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: dad-yes, most the time mom-sometimes/depends on her mood [ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you?: i can say NO confidently. . : Pets : : [ .040. ] do you have any pets: no, not anymore. [ .041. ] what are their names: --- [ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: --- . : School : . [ .043. ] are you still in school: that i am [ .044. ] did you drop out: no you fuck [ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: uh, a 3.8 or 3.9 i think.. not sure [ .046. ] favorite grade: 7th [ .047. ] least favorite grade: 8th [ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mrs. Adam [ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mr. Parish- that fucking cunt..ha. [ .050. ] favorite subjects: math & history [ .051. ] least favorite subject: computer [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: packed my lunch [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: HAHA.. no [ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: uh, peer mediation..?? [ .055. ] are/were you popular: yes, but that doesn't mean that i'm like any of them. only a select few. [ .056. ] favorite dance: ha.. i don't think i have one. [ .057. ] favorite memory: too many [ .058. ] least favorite dance: CHRIST.. I DONT DANCE! [ .059. ] least favorite memory: ha, there's wayy too many for that one [ .060. ] most humiliating moment: don't think i had one . : Favorites : . [ .061. ] number: 0 & 11 [ .062. ] clothing brand: i don't know, whatever i like/or want to buy [ .063. ] shoes: etnies [ .064. ] saying: "who wouldn't be the one you love?" & "there's nothing like losing you." [ .065. ] tv show: that 70's show [ .066. ] sport: if i had to pick one it'd be volleyball [ .067. ] vegetable: cabbage [ .068. ] fruit: strawberries & kiwi [ .069. ] movie: Fear, Donnie Darko, The Virgin Suicides, The Pact, and For The Very First Time are some. [ .070. ] magazine: don't know [ .071. ] actors: Johnny Depp, Ryan Phillipee, and Brad Pitt [ .072. ] actress: Rose Mcgowen, Kirsten Dunst, and Reese Witherspoon [ .073. ] candy: nerds rope & sixlets [ .074. ] gum: juicy fruit [ .075. ] scent: On Me: either some peach or vanilla stuff. [ .076. ] candy bar: uh, don't have one [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: don't know [ .078. ] color: black and pink (together) or crimson red [ .079. ] season: fall/winter [ .080. ] holiday: halloween [ .081. ] band: the smashing pumpkins and THE CURE! *licks lips*. they rock my world :) [ .082. ] singer: uhh, i don't know. all my 80's music singers.. haha [ .083. ] group: isn't that the same as band..? [ .084. ] rapper: hahah [ .085. ] type of music: 80's music all the fucking way! but i like a lot of different kinds of music [ .086. ] thing in your room: my bulletin board [ .087. ] place to be: with michael [ .088. ] radio station: i usually don't listen to the radio.. i play my cd's in the car. [ .089. ] tv channel: ?? [ .090. ] junk food: ?? [ .091. ] overall food: strawberries & CHINESE! haha [ .092. ] store: i just buy what i like, but, i'll answer the question.. Rue 21, Gadzooks, Pacsun, Delia's, and probably hot topic or something.. they have good band shirts. [ .093. ] shoe brand: etnies [ .094. ] fast food: burger king [ .095. ] restaurant: anything CHINESE! lol [ .096. ] shape: what the hell.. i don't have a favorite SHAPE! how wierd [ .097. ] time of day: NIGHT [ .098. ] country: ?? [ .099. ] state: Oregon, Maine, and Georgia [ .100. ] boys name: Corbin [ .101. ] girls name: Casey or Taylor [ .102. ] mall: ft. wayne [ .103. ] video game: ?? [ .104. ] shampoo: Garnier 'Fructis' [ .105. ] board game: CLUE! ha.. that game is the shit [ .106. ] computer game: ?? [ .107. ] car: ?? [ .108. ] music video: Marilyn Manson- "Coma White" & "Man That You Fear" and The Smashing Pumpkins- "Stand Inside Your Love" [ .109. ] swear word: fuck, shit, god damnit, bitch.. you know.. the whole variety! [ .110. ] word: ha.. pussy and fuck [ .111. ] month: June [ .112. ] cartoon character: i hate cartoons with a passion *evil grins* [ .113. ] scary movie: err, i don't know. i can't think right now [ .114. ] team: ?? [ .115. ] possession: umm, maybe this ring my grandma gave me a long time ago. . : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : [ .116. ] eminem: meh..?? [ .117. ] dog: shitters [ .118. ] hot: sweaty [ .119. ] britney spears: fucking slut [ .120. ] nsync: aw [ .121. ] real world: hah [ .122. ] orange: fruit [ .123. ] choice: mistake [ .124. ] fuck: me [ .125. ] bisexual: ehh [ .126. ] black: GUYS *licks lips*..ha. (right natalie?!) [ .127. ] icq: people [ .128. ] insane clown posse: gay as fuck [ .129. ] linkin park: meh.. no [ .130. ] jack: off jill [ .131. ] rainbow: i [ .132. ] cherry: fucking [ .133. ] cucumber: hate [ .134. ] shark: doing [ .135. ] lifehouse: these [ .136. ] bats: god [ .137. ] leather: damn [ .138. ] whip: things!! [ .139. ] america: make [ .140. ] water: them [ .141. ] volcano: STOP! . : This or that : . [ .142. ] rock or rap: rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: rock [ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: rock [ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b [ .148. ] rap or metal: rap probably, because i'm a fuck like that. [ .149. ] pop or r&b: r&b [ .150. ] pop or metal: metal [ .151. ] r&b or metal: WHY ALL THE GOD DAMN THIS OR THAT SHIT. [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: neither [ .153. ] tool or korn: uh, tool i guess [ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: neither [ .155. ] hot or cold: cold [ .156. ] winter or summer: winter [ .157. ] spring or fall: fall [ .158. ] shakira or britney: neither [ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem [ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: marilyn manson [ .161. ] kittie or garbage: kittie [ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv2 [ .163. ] buffy or angel: neither [ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: DAWSON'S CREEK. i'm a sucker for gay shows like that [ .165. ] football or basketball: neither [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter [ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: uhh.. i dont fucking know! [ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: rollerblading [ .169. ] black or white: black (in more than just the color..*wink* lol) ...that was good huh natalie? :) [ .170. ] orange or red: crimson red [ .171. ] yellow or green: neither [ .172. ] purple or pink: PINK, because pink and black is my fav [ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot [ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: ah, i like them both damnit [ .175. ] inside or outside: inside [ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol [ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone [ .178. ] pen or pencil: pencil [ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: ehh..?? [ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: SCOOBY! [ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: what the hell, this is like shit my little brother would know. [ .182. ] star wars or star trek: hehe.. star wars. because of mikey :) [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings [ .184. ] prep or punk: ?? who cares [ .185. ] slut or whore: WHORE!.. *girly giggle . : Private life : . [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: YESSS [ .187. ] do you have a crush: i have a boyfriend you fuck [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: YES, i'm so grossly in love right now!! heh. [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: YESSS, NOW! [ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: umm, probably like 4 or 5 i think [ .191. ] who was your first kiss: Mark Foldvary [ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: hehe.. not THAT many *innocent little girl voice* [ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 2 [ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: love's a bitch. it's hard work.. it's hate, obsession, everything that just sucks. "true love hurts" [ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: the most beautiful person i know. [ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yess [ .197. ] please post it if you do: no, you fucks. he's MINE! ha. [ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yeah [ .199. ] please post it if you do: nooo, christ! [ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality.. i'm not shallow [ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: uhh.. not like making out, but pecks.. yes [ .202. ] are you still friends: i don't know.. [ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: NO, i'm not that stupid [ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no [ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no [ .206. ] how about a little x: no [ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no [ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: beer BAD [ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: ha, i like wine coolers you fuck. [ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: never had it [ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor [ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: ewwww [ .213. ] are you a virgin: yess [ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: SLUTS . : Would you ever : . [ .215. ] bungee jump: maybe [ .216. ] sky dive: maybe [ .217. ] swim with dolphins: awwww YESSS [ .218. ] scuba dive: yes [ .219. ] go rock climbing: hmm, probably not [ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: ha, no [ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no [ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: NO, that's fucked. i hate people who do that [ .225. ] run from the police: yeah [ .226. ] lie to your parents: yeah [ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: hehe.. yessss, depends on the person though. [ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: nooo thanks [ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: no [ .230. ] streak: maybe . : Your friends : . [ .231. ] best friend: NATALIE JO FEE! :) [ .232. ] known longest: cassy [ .233. ] wish you talked to more: jane/andrew [ .234. ] wish you saw more: noone really [ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: i don't know [ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: jory [ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: natalie and ONLY her [ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': lol.. uhh, no [ .239. ] craziest: saul [ .240. ] loudest: ashley [ .241. ] shyest: none of my friends are really shy [ .242. ] best hair: diana [ .243. ] can always make you laugh: most of them [ .244. ] best eyes: andrew.. aww. and saul [ .245. ] best body: quae [ .246. ] most athletic: don't know [ .247. ] sex symbol: QUAE.. he's such a whore. lol [ .248. ] hot tempered: quae and saul [ .249. ] most impatient: saul [ .250. ] shortest: natalie.. haha [ .251. ] tallest: bre [ .252. ] talented: jessica [ .253. ] best singer: jessica [ .254. ] skinniest: jory [ .255. ] nicest: don't know [ .256. ] best personality: hmm, can't decide [ .257. ] biggest drug user: SAUL :( . : Have you ever : . [ .258. ] flashed someone: no [ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yes [ .260. ] been to michigan: yes [ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no [ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no [ .263. ] skateboarded: haha, yes [ .264. ] skinny dipped: no [ .265. ] stolen anything: yes *bad me* [ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: YES YOU CUNT! [ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: hm, yes, sort of [ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yes [ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: yes [ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no [ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: no [ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yes, i guess..? [ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no [ .275. ] been to a concert: no :( [ .276. ] been to another country: Canada, they are such fucks! [ .277. ] talked back to an adult: ha, all the time [ .278. ] got pulled over: no [ .279. ] got in a car accident: no [ .280. ] broke a law: i don't know.. maybe? [ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: no [ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: yes [ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yes [ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: hehe, YES. SO WHAT?! [ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: ahh, i think so [ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: YES . : Opinions : . [ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: don't like it [ .288. ] about boy bands: don't like them [ .289. ] about flag burning: sure, why not? [ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: peace is impossible [ .291. ] about suicide: whatever someone wants [ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: fucks [ .293. ] about abortion: that's sad, and wrong. but it's the girl's choice [ .294. ] about rock/metal music: uhh, i like it? [ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: hopefully not around [ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 yrs: natalie . : What did you do : . [ .297. ] last birthday: i don't remember! [ .298. ] yesterday: went to the mall with ash and natalie [ .299. ] last weekend: went to michael's house [ .300. ] christmas: ?? [ .301. ] thanksgiving: ?? nothing special [ .302. ] new year's eve: ?? [ .303. ] halloween: jayde, elly, corey, and i went trick or treating, then had a bonfire the rest of the night :) [ .304. ] easter: ?? [ .305. ] valentine's day: went to the movies with elly, ashley, and jacob . : the last : . [ .306. ] thing you ate: chinese [ .307. ] thing you drank: mountain dew [ .308. ] thing you wore: sweatshirt, pants [ .309. ] place you went: ashleys house [ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: not yet.. SOON [ .311. ] person you saw: natalie & ash [ .312. ] person you kissed: michael [ .313. ] person you fucked: i haven't fucked anyone..yet *smirks about something* [ .314. ] person you talked to: michael [ .315. ] song you heard: "in those jeans" . : Now : . [ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing [ .317. ] what are you drinking: mountain dew [ .318. ] what are you wearing: sweatshirt and comfy gray pants [ .319. ] any shoes on: no [ .320. ] hair: down [ .321. ] listening to: 80's *grins* [ .322. ] talking to anyone: nope, not in the mood to [ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: YES . : Yes or no : . [ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no, but i'm going to be one.. lol someday [ .325. ] do you like cows: no [ .326. ] are you a bitch: yes [ .327. ] are you artistic: in some ways i guess [ .328. ] do you write poetry: yes every once and a while [ .329. ] are you a fast runner: kinda yeah [ .330. ] can you ski: no [ .331. ] are you british: no [ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: yes, yay [ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: oh yes, all the time.. :) [ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: HAHA OMFG! i can't believe you asked that.. YESS, i always did! *girly giggle [ .335. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: no [ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': yes [ .337. ] are you straight?: yes [ .338. ] are you handicapped: no [ .339. ] are you fat: ha [ .340. ] are you skinny: ha [ .341. ] are you short: not really [ .342. ] are you tall: kinda [ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: i own a hot pink and black striped shirt :) [ .344. ] how about orange pants: no [ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: no [ .346. ] are you evil: sometimes, hehe *evil grin* [ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: YESS! [ .348. ] is britney a whore?: yes she is [ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: yes [ .350. ] am i annoying you: yes [ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: hehe, aww yes i do. he's fucking hott *licks lips*.. mm, yum. [ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: if you want me to be baby. ha! [ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: hehehehehe.. mayyyybbbeee *giggles [ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: yeah, sure i guess so . : Random questions : . [ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: a dolphin [ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would you eat: CHINESE! [ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yes, all the time [ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: color [ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: yeah, sure [ .360. ] can people read you like a book: NO.. teehee [ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: a few things. likeee.. being alone forever, and drowning [ .362. ] do you talk a lot: sometimes, depends on my mood and who i'm with [ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: no [ .364. ] do you like spiders: not really how about grape kool-aid: NO, STRAWBERRY KOOL-AID! can you drive: not yet are you spoiled: yes are you anti-social: i can be do you see dumb people: all the time do you see dead people: all the time any last words: holy hell, i can't believe i fucking took this shit. the current time: 8:03 now that this is over, what are you going to do?: i don't know.. maybe i'll eat something |
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 You are "Oh You are The Roots That Sleep Beneath My Feet and Hold the Earth in Place". Alright, Alright, we know, you're in love. How grand. Your special someone, or the you wish was your special someone is pretty much your world. This person is your strength and you find nothing else in the world to be relevant right now. It must be cool to be in love. Which BRIGHT EYES song are you? brought to you by Quizilla  Maybe your life is nothing. You could be in a coma and not even know it. all of this is in your head! and you're really lying in a hospital bed somewhere...hmm...anyway whether you're really half dead or not your song is "Coma White" and there is something cold and blank behind your smile. Xx What Song From ' Mechanical Animals ' Are You? xX brought to you by Quizilla |
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This is what it sounds like when doves cry.. Well, last night wasn't so bad. When Natalie came over we decided to hurry up and make Ash a shirt to wear to the mall for her birthday! It was so purrty. I wrote "Birthday Girl" on it.. Natalie put a 14, and at the bottom we wrote "We love you Ash!" lol. Then we wrote her last name on the back and did designs on it. It was 'BITCHING'. Theeennn, we decided to make shirts for ourselves that said "I'm Wit Da Birthday Girl" LOL! and they had our last names on the back, and an arrow that pointed to Ash! So she had to walk in the middle of us the whole time.. hehe. Ooooh, and they were extra purty because i have spray glitter for shirts.. so i glittered them all up. *giggles* I saw Elly... *confused sad face*.. lol. And he was with Geo.. and like 2 other black boys that were from New York i guess. This one came and talked to us.. and he sat down with us while we were eating our chinese. hehe. He was soo hilarious, and really talkative. Most guys around here aren't like that! He had some balls to come up to us.. and he like stayed with us the whole time. But i felt kind of bad, because Mike and Alex were there, and i hadn't really talked to him, because it was Ash's birthday so i wasn't gonna hang out with him. IT WAS GIRL'S NIGHT OUT! hehe. UGH, but then Natalie called them to come over and sit down.. errr. I didn't even really talk to him and i don't know why. But towards the end i started talking to him, and hugging him a lot and all. I said i was sorry for acting like such a fuck. He even told Natalie that he thought i was mad at him.. ooops. I did give that black kid a hug before we all left though lol. Since yeah i'll probably never see him again. He said he was leaving to go back to New York today. AHHHH, AND.. Elly was all like "Yeah i went out with that girl".. and they were all like "FORREAL??" lol. I was just happy that he didn't say anything bad about me.. *grins* I thought he hated me. But when he was leaving, he was saying bye to those guys, i kept looking at him, and he looked at me, and we both smiled at each other! :) How nice. Wow, i feel odd. I haven't talked to Mike ever since like 9 last night. Then i was at Ash's all night, and didn't get to talk to him. Right now he's at work until TEN! *scowls* When i got home though he sent me a msg that said he watched the "Tonight, Tonight" video last night... and he started to cry, and that he missed me. I was like AWWWW.. why'd he cry :( By the way "Tonight, Tonight" is him and I's song.. like ever since the first time we went out. We kinda have a lotta songs.. but that one is like the MAIN song, that will always make us think of each other. sigh. I miss him tooooo. I wish i could go see him at work TODAY, but i was gonna go see him tomorrow. Since yeah, he's working until 10 again. :( errr. FUCK. I want to talk to him.. |
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CORRECTION! lol. [01 Aug 2003|03:45pm] [ mood | loved ] I forgot that on Wednesday, Natalie and I went to the movies with Michael and Alex! *hits self* How could i forget that wonderful night?! lol. We saw "Pirates Of The Carribean".. and it ended up being shitty, and there was still like an hour and a half left so yeah we all left! We went driving around, which Natalie and I were paranoid about. Since we didn't want to get caught, and we felt wrong doing it. Sooo.. we told them to take us back to the mall, where we called her mom, and we all waited for her. Whew, thank GOD we didn't get caught! Just had to add that, since that was my favorite thing that i did all week :) I love you Michael. |
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I forgot that on Wednesday, Natalie and I went to the movies with Michael and Alex! *hits self* How could i forget that wonderful night?! lol. We saw "Pirates Of The Carribean".. and it ended up being shitty, and there was still like an hour and a half left so yeah we all left! We went driving around, which Natalie and I were paranoid about. Since we didn't want to get caught, and we felt wrong doing it. Sooo.. we told them to take us back to the mall, where we called her mom, and we all waited for her. Whew, thank GOD we didn't get caught! Just had to add that, since that was my favorite thing that i did all week :) I love you Michael. |
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Erm, i feel REFRESHED. i just got out of the shower, and i'm currently trying to try my hair, and get ready for the day. By the way... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!! :) The big 1-4! lol.. Today is Ash's b-day! Her and Natalie are coming over around 5:30-6! Then, i guess we're gonna go to the mall, since Ash wants to buy some stuff, and of course Natalie and I want to eat some god damned CHINESE! lol After that my grandma is picking us up and taking us over to Ashley's and we're gonna stay the night there.. fun fun! I haven't hung out with Ashley all summer.. sooo yeah, i'm pretty excited that i get to see her today! :) me miss her! On a better note, this week has probably been one of the best weeks of summer! Yes, i know.. it's sad, but hey.. that's my life! Monday- I went to Natalie's house around like 6, and we watched "Don Juan" with her mom hahaha, ahhh that was so funny. Johnny Dep was lookin' damn good though *licks lips*..hehe. Then, we went for a walk, and when we got home, my grandma showed up..errr, so i went home. Tuesday- Natalie and I went out to marathon to get a movie from Mikey :) which, we watched later that night, and i just stayed at her house. Ended up finding out stupid shit, and getting in an argument with Mike, but.. everythings fine now. Wednesday- Went to the mall with Natalie to look for a birthday present for Ash! We got her an Elton John Greatest Hits cd! lol.. I sure hope we got the right one, because there were a lot *crosses fingers tightly* Thursday- I pretty much sat around by myself, then around 7 i went to marathon to hang out with Mike while he was working :) My grams dropped me off there, and i stayed for an hour or so. AND i saw David! lol.. 2 times! I was happy about that, because he's my BUDDY! ha. And TODAY (Friday)..well i already told you my plans for today! AHHHH... it's almost FOUR! I NEEEEEED to do my make up and my hair, and get dressed.. *sigh. Me must go now! Byes. |
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"We are young, heartache to heartache. we stand, no promises no demands. love is a battlefield" ha. this god damned song... over and over and over and over again. i just can't bring myself to listen to anything else i guess. |
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Blurty for Vanessa.
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content.
confused.
lonely.
blank.
loved.