| no matter where life takes me, i`ll meet you there |
[19 May 2004|04:28pm] |
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::dances:: yea i had a pretty cool dayy! way better than yesterday..i cryed at school yesterday..which i hate..i hate showing my emotions i cant stand people seeing me cry..i hadnt cryed at school since last year when me and angelina got in tht big fight..yea well anywho..today was pretty cool .. i woke up on time ::gasp:: i kno thts a shocker! i got all prettyed up for the day too..i was wearing my pink undershirt with my pink shoelaces in my black chucks my star earrings n i did all my make up and my hair! haha i was pimpin! yepp yepp you kno it! well in homeroom ashlyn let me borrow her glasses for the day..i looked like such an emo kid it was great the whole day everyone was like 'HEY LOOK iTS SMART JENNERZ!' im like yup yup thts me! but in 3rd period the libary called me down and was like "blah blah blah we're gay and you owe 4.80" im like wtf..thn i remembered it was these books tht i let this girl check out under my name..and i told her tht she needed to give me the money n she tryed to loud-cap me i was like oh no..i mean i know i prob snapped at her but i apologized but she still needed to give me the freekin money for the books so she did..but she kinda loud capped farah and farah got pissed..yea..in 4th period i found out i was failing gym bcuz i WAS FREEKiN ABSENT..does tht makeany sense? nope..retarded gym coach so ima bringh her all my doc excuses cuz shes an effing dike.. grrr.. yea in my other gym (7th period) me nina angela jennifer randy and laura were talkin bout a girls nite out (yes randy isnt a girl but hes one of the girls to us! haha) but either friday nite or saturday nite we're going to manderian house thn comming bak to my place to swimmmm! yea speaking of laura my mom found a letter frm her sayin how me n her aree gunna get fckd up together..so lauras new name is samantha hahaha.. oh it gets better though..my mom found a suicide note i wrote a while back.. and she flipped out..she thinks im always depressed or something wen i wrote tht i was depressed but as in past tense im not anymore..i mean im not exactly happy but im not depressed like she got rly upset cuz in the note it said about how i feel im ugly and overweight and she was like 'jennifer your beautiful blah blah blah' but yea im still fat and ugly so i win i guess? hrrrmm..yea well i walked home today after school..and i walked to the levee and looked out at the lake.. its such a pretty day outside..i went and sat outside by the pool for like 10mins as i was waiting for my mom to get home.. when she got home she had food and i was like yes score 1 for the skirt! haha yea so..im bout to go downstairs and get my tan on..okiloveyoubuhbye! lols love always; jennifahh!
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| no matter where life takes me, i`ll meet you there |
[19 May 2004|04:28pm] |
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::dances:: yea i had a pretty cool dayy! way better than yesterday..i cryed at school yesterday..which i hate..i hate showing my emotions i cant stand people seeing me cry..i hadnt cryed at school since last year when me and angelina got in tht big fight..yea well anywho..today was pretty cool .. i woke up on time ::gasp:: i kno thts a shocker! i got all prettyed up for the day too..i was wearing my pink undershirt with my pink shoelaces in my black chucks my star earrings n i did all my make up and my hair! haha i was pimpin! yepp yepp you kno it! well in homeroom ashlyn let me borrow her glasses for the day..i looked like such an emo kid it was great the whole day everyone was like 'HEY LOOK iTS SMART JENNERZ!' im like yup yup thts me! but in 3rd period the libary called me down and was like "blah blah blah we're gay and you owe 4.80" im like wtf..thn i remembered it was these books tht i let this girl check out under my name..and i told her tht she needed to give me the money n she tryed to loud-cap me i was like oh no..i mean i know i prob snapped at her but i apologized but she still needed to give me the freekin money for the books so she did..but she kinda loud capped farah and farah got pissed..yea..in 4th period i found out i was failing gym bcuz i WAS FREEKiN ABSENT..does tht makeany sense? nope..retarded gym coach so ima bringh her all my doc excuses cuz shes an effing dike.. grrr.. yea in my other gym (7th period) me nina angela jennifer randy and laura were talkin bout a girls nite out (yes randy isnt a girl but hes one of the girls to us! haha) but either friday nite or saturday nite we're going to manderian house thn comming bak to my place to swimmmm! yea speaking of laura my mom found a letter frm her sayin how me n her aree gunna get fckd up together..so lauras new name is samantha hahaha.. oh it gets better though..my mom found a suicide note i wrote a while back.. and she flipped out..she thinks im always depressed or something wen i wrote tht i was depressed but as in past tense im not anymore..i mean im not exactly happy but im not depressed like she got rly upset cuz in the note it said about how i feel im ugly and overweight and she was like 'jennifer your beautiful blah blah blah' but yea im still fat and ugly so i win i guess? hrrrmm..yea well i walked home today after school..and i walked to the levee and looked out at the lake.. its such a pretty day outside..i went and sat outside by the pool for like 10mins as i was waiting for my mom to get home.. when she got home she had food and i was like yes score 1 for the skirt! haha yea so..im bout to go downstairs and get my tan on..okiloveyoubuhbye! lols love always; jennifahh!
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| no matter where life takes me, i`ll meet you there |
[19 May 2004|04:28pm] |
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::dances:: yea i had a pretty cool dayy! way better than yesterday..i cryed at school yesterday..which i hate..i hate showing my emotions i cant stand people seeing me cry..i hadnt cryed at school since last year when me and angelina got in tht big fight..yea well anywho..today was pretty cool .. i woke up on time ::gasp:: i kno thts a shocker! i got all prettyed up for the day too..i was wearing my pink undershirt with my pink shoelaces in my black chucks my star earrings n i did all my make up and my hair! haha i was pimpin! yepp yepp you kno it! well in homeroom ashlyn let me borrow her glasses for the day..i looked like such an emo kid it was great the whole day everyone was like 'HEY LOOK iTS SMART JENNERZ!' im like yup yup thts me! but in 3rd period the libary called me down and was like "blah blah blah we're gay and you owe 4.80" im like wtf..thn i remembered it was these books tht i let this girl check out under my name..and i told her tht she needed to give me the money n she tryed to loud-cap me i was like oh no..i mean i know i prob snapped at her but i apologized but she still needed to give me the freekin money for the books so she did..but she kinda loud capped farah and farah got pissed..yea..in 4th period i found out i was failing gym bcuz i WAS FREEKiN ABSENT..does tht makeany sense? nope..retarded gym coach so ima bringh her all my doc excuses cuz shes an effing dike.. grrr.. yea in my other gym (7th period) me nina angela jennifer randy and laura were talkin bout a girls nite out (yes randy isnt a girl but hes one of the girls to us! haha) but either friday nite or saturday nite we're going to manderian house thn comming bak to my place to swimmmm! yea speaking of laura my mom found a letter frm her sayin how me n her aree gunna get fckd up together..so lauras new name is samantha hahaha.. oh it gets better though..my mom found a suicide note i wrote a while back.. and she flipped out..she thinks im always depressed or something wen i wrote tht i was depressed but as in past tense im not anymore..i mean im not exactly happy but im not depressed like she got rly upset cuz in the note it said about how i feel im ugly and overweight and she was like 'jennifer your beautiful blah blah blah' but yea im still fat and ugly so i win i guess? hrrrmm..yea well i walked home today after school..and i walked to the levee and looked out at the lake.. its such a pretty day outside..i went and sat outside by the pool for like 10mins as i was waiting for my mom to get home.. when she got home she had food and i was like yes score 1 for the skirt! haha yea so..im bout to go downstairs and get my tan on..okiloveyoubuhbye! lols love always; jennifahh!
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mmhmm..yep..a new journal of jennerz teehee..yea im sorta new to this whole 'blurty' thing.. so yea.. its kinda crappy rite now.. but this is for blogging not a beauty contest :P yea well today was pretty lame .. i woke up late for school..and brought in josef(my newfew) thn got in class by 3rd period.. in gym i chilled with jamilah and ashley jamilah didnt seem to happy which made me feel..bleh! and ashley sat in some honey on a tire..?! yea i have no idea either..at lunch i didnt have money so i didnt plan on eating..but jenn loaned me some money..god i owe everyone money..i owe jen 1.50 and chris $40..:\ yea but it wasnt my fault! and i owe angela $1 and i owe abel $2..damnit im in debuts! haha yesterday i went to church with steven and ryan it was really cool..i got to help with little kids :D i kinda realized i need god more in my life..cuz my faith right now isnt all that great.. i mean i jsut dont have an idea wht im doing with my life ..but yea..i have so much to do in these last 2 weeks of school..i keep praying tht ill pass..cuz the way things are going..im not goin to pass.. bleh i got so much on me..grrr life suckss..but i have to look at the good things? hrrm..yeaa next week my padre is gunna bring me summer clothes shopping..ima just get abuncha tank tops shorts capris skirts n tees..i mite make him get me some band tees(incubus,yellowcard,simpleplan,blink 182..ect ect) yea im such a freeking loser haha..yea ima start tanning and doing ab-exercises cuz im gettin too fat and white :\im all jello-ee! today in my 7th period gym me randy and mallory were talkin and chillin n stuff and all of our click was makin fun of randy about having sex with michelle beach ..haha we're soo very evill..wen i got home scotty got me a ice-cream sandwich..which tht was preppty pimp haah now im tired as ferkk..and i need a shower.. bleeh..well i think ima go take my shower earlyy..hrrmm..ill write more later? .. love always; jennifah
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