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*SiGh* I hate changes. Whether they happen to me or not, they're never fun, and always miserable to endure. Sometimes it's harder to watch those you love change than to go through it yourself. It's so weird...you get used to one way things are, you're finally adjusted, and maybe you even start to like it a little...adn then, BOOM, something snaps, something changes, and you're thrown into this reality you wish didn't even exist. I hate it. Grr. And not to mention x~mas is coming up, so I'll be lonely and single for another holiday season. ::Sings:: 'Tis the season to be deeepprreesseeeddd...FALALALALA...Damn those happy couples. Damn them all to hell.
Yeah. So. It's Monday night, about 7:30. We had a SnOw DaY! I went shopping and bought some x~mas presents for my bFfz. Yeah, I know, such a great friend. ::forced smile:: I get tired of being such a *great friend* sometimes. I wish I could be mean and bitchy like the rest of the world, but I can never bring myself to treat people the way they treat me. Such a martyr. Riiighhhhtttt. Which isn't exactly true, either. I'm quite evil, just not in that way. Trust me, I'm not the nicest person you'll ever meet, even if it seems that way. Does that make any sense? No. Only the people closest to me get what I'm saying. Hell, I'm not even sure if I get what I'm saying.
Let's look at positive things. Everwood is on in an hour and a half! *WhOoPiE!* Kk, so most of you think I'm jsut randomly obsessed with the show, but I dunno...there's something about it that GETS me. Like I can relate to it. But it's December, so it's re-run season for all the good T.V. shows. Tonight plays one of my fave eppies: Blind Faith. First Ephram/Madison kiss, hints of Andy/Linda, and a whole lotta classic Everwood sniffles. But it's flufferific, and it helps me escape from my life for an hour, so it's perfect. Doodly, doodly...Now my mind is wandering. Which means I should go.
Lurve*xoxo
Shae
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