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Andrew and other stuff . . . [06 Apr 2003|06:50pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | Eminem - Marshall Mathers ]

I've been online so long. Not that many people are talking. So I just make my away messages about Andrew and how much I love him. I wish Andrew was with me right now.
Julie scared me and Amanda D. And we don't know how she is right now. She said that she was going to hang herself. And it was really scary. We kept calling her but she kept hanging up. I doubt she would do what she said but she shouldn't go saying that to people even if she is mad at us. She shouldn't go get us worried. We were really scared. I don't know why she would saii that! But it isn't right. It is a sick joke. Not nice. But she hasn't been online all daii. And when we called back the last time, no one ever picked up. OMG! This is creepy. Verii creepy. . .

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*Andrew . . . [06 Apr 2003|06:36pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Eminem - Kim (instrumental) ]

YoU ArE tHe OnLy tHiNg On My MiNd.
I LoVe YoU sO mUcH aNdReW BeLLo
x0xo amanda x0xo i luv u andrew!!!

That is the away message I have on now. Andrew is all that is always on my mind. The reason I get some bad grades is because I always day-dream about him during class. I am always thinking of him. No one knows how much I love him. And of course my sister says I don't love Andrew. But I know she is lying. I seriously do love Andrew. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Seriously. I think he is the one. And so do many other people. I sent this survey to people about me and they all said that they think Andrew Bello is the one I will marry. And hopefully I do. Next year, we better be in some of the same classes. Andrew is everything I need. I Love Andrew! No matter what happens, he will always stay in my heart. Somewhere in there. But no one will ever replace his spot in there. NO ONE WILL! No one can. Andrew has all my feelings, all my spirits, all my life, and if you take him away. . .I just won't be the same. I won't be the person I was. He holds the key to my heart, and he will never lose it. He will ALWAYS hold the key. . .

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I dunno. . . [06 Apr 2003|06:25pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Eminem - Marshall Mathers ]

Hey! At fun night me and Andrew kissed about 8 times. It was great. We had so much fun! All my probz go away when I am with him and when I kiss him it gives me the best feeling. I wanna kiss him right now. I LOVE ANDREW SO MUCH!
Yesterday I went to the mall with Amanda D. And she slept over my house. We watched Signs. The only scary part was when the alien walked across the driveway. It wasn't that scary though. The Ring was scarier.
I miss Andrew. He is at his dad's house right now or he is on his way home. It ain't fair that he isn't in any of my classes. I wish he was in at least one (besides lunch)! I love seeing him. At fun night he got me a 10K gold necklace. It is so beautiful. I wear it all the time. I will always wear it. It shows how much I love him. Well it doesn't show all my love. (there is SO much love for him inside of me). Todaii I made so many away messages talking about how much I love him.
"There would be no point of living if you weren't there right next to me" "I wouldn't be able to live without you". I also sent him 3 text messages on Sandra's cell phone saying how much I love him. There aren't enuf words to describe how much I love him. Andrew is the greatest thing. No one can ever replace him. I LOVE Andrew. He will always stay in my heart. . .

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[03 Apr 2003|07:33pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Stacie Orrico - Stuck ]

// series one - you
-- Name: Amanda
-- Birth date: May 10th,1991
-- Birthplace: Morristown, New Jersey
-- Current Location: _ - _ - _ New Jersey
-- Eye Color: Blue
-- Hair Color: Blonde
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Taurus

// series two - describe
-- Your heritage: Latvian
-- The shoes you wore today: Mostly white (little bit pink) Entnies Skateboarding shoes
-- Your hair: A little past my shoulders
-- Your eyes: They're so nice.
-- Your weakness?: i dunno.
-- Your fears: Losing the ones I love
-- Your perfect pizza: cheese
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: be a famous gymnast, or singer, or be a writer, get married to andrew bello and adopt a child.

// series three - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: "lmao" and "lol"
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Hmm : why?! I wish I could go back to sleep ; I luv Andrew Bello!
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite (or same) sex: Height, Eyes, Hair, Lips, Style.
-- Your best physical feature: Hm.. eyes ; lips ; hair ; legs.
-- Your bedtime: Whenever I get sleepy.
-- Your greatest accomplishment: kissing andrew!
-- Your most missed memory: last year, wen andrew,john muha,connor,craig,michelle,etc were all friend and we hung out after school EVERYDAY cept weekends.

// series four - you prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: vanilla coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
-- Single or group dates: Single are more intimate; if you feel like just going out and having a good time, then group.
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Lipton or Nestea: Whatever
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: i hate both
-- Boxers or briefs: Boxers.

// series five - do you
-- Smoke: Nope.
-- Curse: At times
-- Sing well: Yep
-- Take a shower everyday: Yess
-- Have a crush(es): ANDREW BELLO! dur.
-- who are they: I just told you.
-- Do you think you've been in love: Yeah. i am right now
-- Want to go to college: Yes
-- Like school: I do, on certain days. i like hangin with my friends and seeing andrew.
-- Want to get married: Someday.
-- Type with your fingers keys: uh..NO.
-- Believe in yourself: yepp..
-- Think you're attractive: very
-- Think you're a health freak: Not really.
-- Get along with your parents: sometimes.
-- Like thunderstorms: Yes.
-- Play an instrument: Nope.

// series six - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: No ;[
-- Smoke(d): nope ;]
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Have Sex: nope
-- Made Out: well i kissed. and i am gunna most likely make out tomorrow. lol.
-- Go on a date: yea
-- Go to the mall?: yep.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: not all at one time!
-- Been on stage: yep
-- Been dumped: No.
-- Gone skating: yea...
-- Made homemade cookies: yea..
-- Been in love: yep
-- Gone skinny dipping: I've never skinny-dipped.
-- Dyed your hair: Nope.
-- Stolen anything: nope.

// series seven - have you ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: nope
-- If so, was it mixed company: nope
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: wat?
-- Been caught "doing something": nope ~!@#
-- Been called a tease: maybe. i dont remember/
-- Gotten beaten up: from my sister.=.
-- Shoplifted: no.
-- If so, did you get caught:
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope.

// series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: 20 or 21
-- Numbers and Names of Children: like 2. Celeste and John or Andrew
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: on a mountain on a beautiful and have a view of the ocean
-- How do you want to die: old age ; in my sleep
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: gymnastics coach ; writer ; singer ; dancer

// series nine - opposite/(same) sex
-- Best eye color?: blue or brown
-- Best hair color?: blonder or brown
-- Short or long hair?: like down to ur sholders if its a girl. guy - SHORT most defintinly! lol.
-- Best height: at the time right now, 6th grade...5' or 4'11'' but wen im older 5' 8''
-- Best weight: for now 75 - 88 later on 115- 130
-- Best articles of clothing: capris, jeans, tank tops, short sleeves, sorta tight ;D

// series ten - number of
-- Number of boys I have kissed in my life: one ;*
-- Number of boys you have made out with: soon enuf...one
-- Number of boyfriends you've had: 5 or 6. i forget. lol. but only 1 true one. which is ANDREW!
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: A few.
-- Number of CDs that I own: a lot
-- Number of piercings: two in each ear
-- Number of tattoos: Zero.
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: like 3 times. but my picture has been in there a few times (i was in the picture)
-- Number of scars on my body: not many. about two or three?!
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: dont regret anything really.

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Surveyy [03 Apr 2003|07:16pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Jeniffer Lopez ft. LL Cool J -All I Have ]

>> You and Yourself

1) What's your name? - Amanda
2) Do you like your name? - sometimes too many peple have it though
3) What other names were your parents going to name you? - i dun remember
4) And if you were born the opposite sex? - i dont no
5) What is the most annoying name? - Nicole
6) What is the most attractive name? - Andrew
7) Ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex? - no
8) How often do you wash/bathe? - every morning
9) Where do you shave? - lol legs armpits stomach
10) How do you relax? - i listen to music with the lights off and laying on my bed thinking of Andrew
11) What are your pet peeves? - people not believeing you when u r tellign the truth

>> You and Others

1) Who is your best friend? - Amanda D, Staci,Danielle S,Lisa,Grigs,Alyssa G., ANDREW!,Luca F
2) Why are they your best friend? - they understand me and know everything. they trust me
3) Do you have many enemies? - yeppers
4) Do you find it easy to get on with other people? - mostly easy but people get annoyed with me
5) Do you talk to strangers? - not like stranger strangers bgut like people at clubs or at school dances or any dance i go to
6) Prefer to talk to people younger or older than you? - older like up till bout 18
7) Are you patient when talking to others? - sometimes
8) How to you deal with people that annoy you? - i start talking or hang up
9) Would you say you are polite? - sometimes
10) Do you talk to your neighbours? -sometimes.
11) If you see an accident or incident, do you inquire about it? - i duno never had the opportunity to think bout it

>> You and Love

1) Are you in a relationship with anyone? - Andrew Bello
2) If so, do you think he/she is 'the one'? - yes
3) If not, are you currently looking? -
4) Would you ever have an affair, and why? - no
5) Do you agree with casual sex? - um im a virgin so not really
6) Would you have a relationship with someone that already had children? - ya so what kids r kids
7) How old do you want to be when you marry? - 21
8) Or have children? - 23
9) What would you call your future children? (Male and Female) - girl - Celeste, Amber, Reese boy - Andrew, John, Craig
10) Would you ever marry an 80-year-old millionaire? - not unless i was 79
11) What is your age limit for relationships? - 18

>> You and Life

1) What do you want as a future career? - gymnastics coach, poet, writer
2) What are your ambitions? - to succed
3) How long do you want to live for? - i dunno.
4) Believe in growing old disgracefully? - no im going do it gracefully
5) How would you want to die? - of natural causes
6) How would you want your funeral? - in an elegant place in the mountains, overlooking the ocean
7) Would you kill yourself if a loved one died? - im not shure...havent thought of it...
8) If you had one last request, what would it be? - to tell andrew that i luv him so much
9) If you only had a month to live, what would you do? - everything i could think of that i want. i would conquer my fears.
10) What is the point of life? - i guess to try and accomplish stuff. who knows...
11) What are you living for? - to spend my life with andrew! and to succeed in wat i want to.

>> What is your opinion on...

1) The war against Iraq? - we need it to prove a point
2) Discrimination? - whatevere please you
3) Smacking children? - E V I L
4) Football hooligans? - ...
5) The fire service strikes? - well they do need money and benefits
6) Obesity? - you should try to take care of it, but if you do eat healty than we all love you
7) Online dating? - gay...
8) Adultery? - ....
9) Euthanasia? - huh? wtf?
10) Vegetarian diets? - its an individual choice
11) Self harm? - why hurt yourself?

>> You and Situations

1) If you could save only one person from a burning building, your favoured parental figure or a doctor with the knowledge to cure a disease such as HIV or cancer, whom would you save? - i wuld definitily save andrew. he is the one I am living for.
2) If you (or your other half) were expecting a child, but were told that due to unfortunate complications, only the mother or child could be saved, which would you let die? - i would die and let a new person have a chance better to have something than nothing
3) If you were trapped in a lift that was about to collapse with a elderly lady and a young boy, who has the right to escape first? - it depends...well i dont think the lady does, because they have lived their life. but if I am the age I am, I would want to escape! it may sound selfish but i still haven't lived a lot!
4) How would you react if you came home and caught your best friend cheating on your trusted other half? - i would hate them both and cry
5) Would you sacrifice your own life for a loved one or family member? - YES. Andrew , i luv u
6) Would you ever donate any of your organs to anyone, either a loved one or a total stranger that needed it? - as long as i dont need it than sure it could be helpful
7) Would you ever abort your own child, or place them up for adoption if they were disabled or unplanned? - if they were diabled than i would keep them and love them if they were unplanned i would put them up for adoption to a family who could better take care of them . i wuld never want to kill a baby! that is so mean!
8) If your best friend's other half was cheating on them, and you knew, would you tell your friend, or confront his other half? - i would do both. first confront him and if he doesnt change tell her
9) How would you react if your own child was a murderer and placed on death row? Would you campaign for or against their life? - i would try to get him in at least jail for the rest of his life. i wouldnt want him dead but he would need to pay
10) If a family member or loved one were killed either through an accident or murder, would you demand justice, the killer’s death, or try and forgive them? - i would want them in prison for life just like my child in the question above.
11) Finally, if you were called up for war, would you go for your country, or refuse and face jail? - i would be scared as hell but im pretty sure i would go. people died for us, lets do them a favor...

x0xo Amanda x0xo
i luv u so much andrew! ur the best

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Angryy People... [03 Apr 2003|07:03pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | Eminem - Stan ]

Jess Studwell hates me. I said I would help her with making cheers/chants and a dance for her so she can try out for cheerleading. I made the cheers/chants, and she expected me to make her a dance. She said help and I was doing all the work! I said I can't help her make a dance tomorrow but I can on Saturday. So she is gunna get revenge on me when I am a freshman in Whippany Park. She shouldn't depend on a 6th grader who has a life to do everything for her. She said she was never a cheerleader. And I was. HELLO! I was only a cheerleader this year. I didn't make the dances or cheers/chants. I went to like 5 games. I ain't that expierienced. Who does she think she is?

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[29 Mar 2003|02:18pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Trapt - Headstrong ]

*2 Kisses on the cheek*
*2 Kisses on the lips*
*This lil cutie is gone with more than 1 kiss*

Me and Andrew slow danced to 3 songs. I got 2 kisses on the cheek, 2 on the lips. That is why I made that quote. When we were in this other room, watching tv, he put his arm around me. I feel bad for Mike D. because Alyssa didn't dance with him cause her sister was there. The dance was so funn. Me and Andrew are both going to Fun Night on Friday, April 4th. So we will dance then and most likely kiss there too. Yay! Lol. He is the best! I luv him so much! Bye.

*a m a n d a*
i luv andrew bello

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Dunno [13 Mar 2003|04:25pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow - Picture ]


He is the best thing that's ever came into my life. We are most likely gunna kiss tomorrow when we hang out. He is the coolest. Alyssa and Connor are going out now. Its cool.
Haha in reading Carly was like "call on me!" and Mrs. Sorhagen said "I want to call on a girl". Me and Devin were cracking up!!! It was hilarious!
Well Bye!


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