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| Monday, August 9th, 2004 | |
| 11:58 pm | I hate Moths! I've got to be the stupidest person in the world. I've had a lot of time to think. I think we were going to fast, so he got freaked out. For that I'm truely sorry. I just wish i had a second chance. Or atleast go golfing. |
| Wednesday, July 14th, 2004 | |
| 6:46 pm | Here Today ~ Paul McCarney And If I Say I Really Knew You Well What Would Your Answer Be. If You Were Here Today. Ooh- Ooh- Ooh- Here To - Day. Well Knowing You, You'd Probably Laugh And Say That We Were Worlds Apart. If You Were Here Today. Ooh- Ooh- Ooh- Here To - Day. But As For Me, I Still Remember How It Was Before. And I Am Holding Back The Tears No More. Ooh- Ooh- Ooh- I Love You, Ooh- What About The Time We Met, Well I Suppose That You Could Say That We Were Playing Hard To Get. Didn't Understand A Thing. But We Could Always Sing. What About The Night We Cried, Because There Wasn't Any Reason Left To Keep It All Inside. Never Understood A Word. But You Were Always There With A Smile. And If I Say I Really Loved You And Was Glad You Came Along. Then You Were Here Today. Ooh- Ooh- Ooh- For You Were In My Song. Ooh- Ooh- Ooh- Here To - Day. |
| Sunday, June 27th, 2004 | |
| 11:06 pm | Moving Yes hello everyone... Thanks to some people having a problem with my ranting and raving and trying to just get out stuff cause well its' my journal... I made another diary and will be posting from there. So yeah Bye. |
| Saturday, April 24th, 2004 | |
| 11:44 pm | Teenage Drama Queen Strikes again...... argghhh i hate being depressed. Tonight was a good night and all. It just seems everytime I'm with my boyfriend he never wants to be around me, he's so wish he was doing something else. So anytime he gets a call from one of his friends he immediatley goes and hangs with them, which i don't mind cause i love his friends to death but it would be nice if he even acted that he was as excited to be with me as he is with them. Tonight to top everything off one of his friends brought a very pretty person from my school, which one made me feel like crap, and two i know the whole time chris wish he could have been with her instead of me, he said she was pretty but i have nice lips... chris isn't one of those people that compliments or says your beautiful or anything.. saying she was pretty was even more than he's ever told me. After we were at my house he hardly kissed me at all which was really really weird.. so right now i feel lower than low, but because i'm not one of those people that likes to tell the person my problems i can't say a word. *cries* Current Mood: depressed Current Music: "Rainy Day" ~ Guster |
| Tuesday, January 27th, 2004 | |
| 9:14 pm | White Morning Volume rambling.. Time to ramble again about things that i can't ramble about on my other journal for fear ppl might take it offensively... Well my exb/fs band, once the NeighborHood Superheros, now White Morning Volume, are making an ep finally in all the 3 years of being a band.. I used to go to their band practices all the time... I miss band practice.. and just hanging with the guys.. I always wished i could somehow help them out in someway to better become a "band" My friend Hayley just got offered to help them out with their web site.. I hate being jealous over such a freakin' petty thing like that but i can't help it I just feel I'll never be able to be with the band again or help out at all It's like none of them need me anymore.. And maybe no one does.. afterall how can such a small person change the course of the future.. Current Mood: crappy Current Music: I wish you were here ~Incubus |
| Wednesday, January 21st, 2004 | |
| 12:40 pm | The Kiss you should never have given me... hey everybody.. yeah I can't believe I'm updating this.. it's been awhile.. I just couldnt let this get deleted er anything.. i don't know to many memories.. who knows if they should be lost forever... My friend Kyle brought a video camera over to my house so Hayley and I could film a commercial.. We filmed it over at Hayley's and it was a riddorkuless commercial of Backrowave * ask for details* We had alot of good fun and then I came home and finally sat in my room and watched the other tape that Kyle had in his bag... As I watched Kyle being his usual crazy self with James and Clare, I saw for the first time in months the 1 person who understood me and cared about me more than anything... my exb/f Ryan.. if only he knew that i would be watching this a year and a half from now.. I was fine... until driving down to the road to Dc music Ryan's phone rang .. and he told everyone to shut up cause it was me .. I watched him talk about the dance I went to with him at his school and how we did a slow dance then mashed everybody.. and then later he did one of my songs he wrote for me... I couldn't do anything else but sit there and watching it, thinking of how happy i was then... o happy he was.. What happened???? I began to feel the tears flow from my face.. not for a few minutes but no for hours.. i couldn't stop shaking.. i wrote what i felt on pieces of paper... Seeing the man i love through a camera lense and writing down my true feelings to him on a piece of paper... I cried so much i had a headache and my eyes were about to swell shut.. I finally took some advil and perseded to try and get some sleep, after laying in my covers, thinking about what i just witnessed.. i swore i'd always love him.. then sleep finally took me away to be with him ... only in my dreams can i be with him... Remember Keep Smiling.... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Happiness is a warm gun~ The Beatles |
| Friday, September 12th, 2003 | |
| 10:18 am | It starts stoppin' when it stops stoppin' hey everyone.. Well this is like my last day on lap tops in English for awhile... yeah I know ... so I have like no clue the next time I can update this site... I kind of still want this journal and I don't.. theres no point.. I wish I could keep some of 'em but some of the memoires should be foregotten... just like I've had to forget everything... yep looks like a tonight I'm gonna stay home read and watch movies .. but they must both be sappy enough to make me bawl.. yep this is gonna be one of those nights... Remember Keep Smiling.... J'taime.... |
| Friday, August 29th, 2003 | |
| 2:04 pm | The last entry.. sort of... Hello everyone.... I am at Rachaels house getting ready for the few hrs I have left until it's time to go on yet another road trip.. *groan*... I have no updated in awhile due to the fact that b/c of my computers filter *THANKS MOM!*.. The page is now blocked... so I have another journal... it's http://www.livejournal.com/users/mon_reverie/ ..this really makes me mad since I've had this journal for awhile now.. it's probaly best... to many memories... Well goobye everyone... and remember... Keep Smiling...... |
| Tuesday, August 19th, 2003 | |
| 9:48 pm | the Updating button pushed itself! Brknwing04: NicholaiG05: oo la la NicholaiG05: Cole has a nice butt Brknwing04: BAHAHAHAHA Brknwing04: Uh, I haven't really checked...::writes note on hand:: *Check coles butt* NicholaiG05: lol he has a nice NicholaiG05: one NicholaiG05: but so Do i. . .which mom did i aquire my butt from? Brknwing04: Hum, me Brknwing04: hahaha just kidding NicholaiG05: LOL Brknwing04: Brknwing04: Every thing good about you came from me.... NicholaiG05: well i got my pole strip-dancing gene from mommy kendra, i got my intelligence from mommy hayley. .so i guess i did get my butt from you NicholaiG05: LOL so you are the best mommy? Brknwing04: Well, Of course arcarsenal32: man...that made my eyebrows rise when you told me this arcarsenal32: it's like a saved by the bell episode anothergirl623: Rachael you are The Rachael anothergirl623: he couldn't forget you bud anothergirl623: lol bud.. wow memories.. Brknwing04: Bahahaha arcarsenal32: let it play out arcarsenal32: see what goes down arcarsenal32: survey the areah arcarsenal32: check for unknown viruses anothergirl623: lol Brknwing04: Kyle....thats the univeral cool guy name arcarsenal32: more than one kiss???!!! anothergirl623: umm yeah.. arcarsenal32: more like this is about to turn into melCOLEs place! (melrose place....joke) anothergirl623: LOL Brknwing04: Hey ask kyle how long it took the barber to get through the bush and if he found any change ($) while he was up there Brknwing04: BAHAHAHAH Brknwing04: I wish I knew how to say do I have a booger in my nose in french Brknwing04: ... arcarsenal32: quite lovely arcarsenal32: i'm sure french would love to host your tourism arcarsenal32: the french* Brknwing04: bahah bet! Brknwing04: I would say it real southern like too Brknwing04: no no! in ebonics rcarsenal32: i wonder what french ebonics sound like arcarsenal32: bonjizzle Brknwing04: hum... arcarsenal32: for bonjour Brknwing04: arcarsenal32: i was just wondering Brknwing04: hum, at least things you wonder make sence....me on the other hand... Brknwing04: I was just sitting here looking at these pringles thinking, if once you pop you can't stop then why do pringles come with a resealable top? Brknwing04: :-\ arcarsenal32: it's just in case people with enough will power purchase them Brknwing04: humm... arcarsenal32: and if it's people who can't stop, they use it as a miniature frisbee Brknwing04: YEAH!!! I love frisbees! arcarsenal32: the pringles corporation wins in both scenarios Brknwing04: I throw them at kendra...she likes to catch them...ok maybe its just that she doesn't want to get hit by them Brknwing04: You just made sence out of one of my nonsence wonderings..... Brknwing04: =-O anothergirl623: LOL Brknwing04: GAW! arcarsenal32: ok, kendra said to ask you what's the first thing you think of when i say "James" Brknwing04: No im not gay Brknwing04: ::slaps head:: I fall for that every time anothergirl623: lol YES! arcarsenal32: and now she asks what's the first thing you think of when she says "sqint and tilt head"? anothergirl623: AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH anothergirl623: o look it's John Mayer Jr.! anothergirl623: o wait it's Hayley.. Brknwing04: You know, sometiems I think we are Gods Hampsters Brknwing04: we run around crazy all the time and do stupid repeditive things all day like...go to school and drink alot of mt dew Brknwing04: and we are stuck i this HUGE hampster wheele Brknwing04: and he watches us...and laughes when we run into the gladd Brknwing04: glass* Brknwing04: but then he really does love us Brknwing04: ................ anothergirl623: LOL I hate stripping behind cardboard at school and then having to wear black felt curtains that are only up b/c of a pin... my pictures better be good!.. atleast Coach Leonard * my Psychology/Sociology teacher* drove my bus today.. he's is like one of me favs.. I have missed him.. I got to miss most of Mrs.McCleod's class and she said I did a really good job on my Ancient Greece essay.. and after I got my pictures taken instead of going straight back into Mrs.McCleod's class kind of turned right and went into Mrs.Wilkinson's class and had the last 5 minutes of class in her room.. where I got more info on Europe trip... At lunch we had an odd conversation on how Raisins are corpses lol.. I got a picture frame and candle holder for a prom I didn't go to.. and I talked to Mrs.Cole about Liverpool, England for like 20 minutes lol... she was like GO FOR IT!.. and umm Cole came over and hung out a bit.. just know The Order might be messed up... oui... but all in all I had a good day today... Remember Keep Smiling... |
| 9:22 pm | In other news Blink 182 is Not dead and is coming out with a new cd November 18th.. this should be intresting.. Hayley had this to say about it.. room for hayley: No, they were in Iceland planning to take over the world. In other news the new Dashboard Confessionals cd has come out and Hayley had this to say.. room for hayley: I FREAKIN' LOVE THE DASHBOARD CD! IT ROCKS!!! room for hayley: I want to rape Chris Carrabba now... room for hayley: he he room for hayley: lol Him and his sessy tattoos. room for hayley: I'm NOT A RAPER!room for hayley: I'm a rapper not a raper. room for hayley: ha ha...*bad joke*cough* She also had this random thing to say... room for hayley: I'm trying to talk Rachael into being Mommy 3. I watched Benny and Joone today .. it is now one of me all time favorite movies.. and Johnny Depp is so hott.. he is such an unbelievable actor in whaterver role he has.. I think there is no such thing as Johnny Depp cause he can do anything.. He is not just one man.. he is all the characters he has performed.. *sigh*... alrighty off of that.. But for all of you who have seen the movie I think you will agree the best line is "Mommy!" |
| 8:38 pm | room for hayley: Man, I keep waiting for your Spanish lover to appear or a long loss twin. NicholaiG05: NicholaiG05: lol tainted vanilla: rarf tainted vanilla: rarf goes the cow named kendra NicholaiG05: LOL!!!!!!! NicholaiG05: I"M TELLING HER tainted vanilla: lol she SAID she was a cow NicholaiG05: THAT'S MUH MOMMY YOU'RE PICKING ON anothergirl623: LOL anothergirl623: she also called me a cow in French NicholaiG05: GASP!!! NicholaiG05: no one talks about my mommy that way, MY MOM COULD BEAT HER MOM!!! room for hayley: lol It's fun to watch your life unfold. Mine is like this...*crickets* OOOO! New John Mayer song. *crickets* Wow, it's hot. *crickets* room for hayley: As in platonic or romantic? Cause, romantic is starting to collect dust...LOL room for hayley: YOU ARE NOT ALONE! I was fixin' to type AOL. lol You are also not AOL. lol room for hayley: Oh man. I'm going to get some popcorn real quick...You have a commercial right now. lol Poor Kendra...:-( |
| Monday, August 18th, 2003 | |
| 4:14 pm | Quote of the week " In the end, everything is ok, and if everything is not ok, then it's not the end!" ~ Unknown Thanks kyle........* the bush .. not John Mayer Jr.* I had another dream about him last night....... * Bandages, Bandages, Bandages... * *it's all your fault Hayley!!!* doopy doopy doo... my poor veins... hehe |
| Saturday, August 16th, 2003 | |
| 11:08 pm | Easy Out 'ello everyone, Well Last night was the funniest Friday night I've had in a long time.. and today was just confusing.. but I'll tell you about that later! Remember Keep Smiling "I Quit and I don't mean to win I dont' wanna be the easy out again why don't you stay here and play with yourself!" ~Pain |
| Friday, August 15th, 2003 | |
| 2:53 pm | 'ello Everyone.. Well I guess it is the time where I bring you all back to speed on well my life... The other day was my lil sis Kacie's birthday.. she is now 14... kind of scary.... it's will be a buncha crap on a stick when she gets taller than me.. which will happen at any time now.. Kacie was really sick on her birthday so that really suxed ... but after I got done with school, Mom and I went to the New Hope Pharmacy and got her some stuff.. I got her a candle and a necklace that I will more than likely steal away from her at some point.. Later I went with my lil sis to her Psychologist for the first time.. and she wanted to talk to me alone for about 30 minutes about Kacie's behavior since different family members have different point of views.. She was really nice and she acctually had alot in common with Kacie.. only she's normal.. * the psychologist.. not Kacie*.. Well that night we did the Birthday thingy and Aaron and Dana came over and of course b/c of them 2 we looked at wedding stuff online... yeah the way it's turning out.. my wedding is gonna be simple and secret.. cause shesh there's to much time and money that go into those things.. Yesterday my older sister told me that a girl at the Country Club got fired.. and since I need a job so I can go back to Paris .. yeah Dana is supposed to be getting me an application and they really need help so she said I might start working on Sunday.. I hope I can do that job.. the manager is a 60 yr old lady so it might not be that bad.. but being a golf club and alot of rich ppl go there.. yeah it's gonna be strict.. and I just hope I'll have enough energy to do it.. I will get to see the Nelson's * minus Ryan* though.. I miss my Christibeth!.. anywho.. Today just kind of suxed .. I mean it was nice cause I got an A on my Algebra test.. but these black girls wouldn't stop talking about my all stars just b/c they were blue.. and said I had no sense of style.. and then one girl apologized and then started making fun of them again and then was like I apologized but I don't mean it.. I was like gee your intelligent...I really wanted to say atleast I don't dress like a hootchie mama... but I didn't say that.. but oui did I ever want 2... and this other girl gave a smart lil comment so I turned around and gave her one back.. and she was like why do you have to turn around and talk to me.. and I was like cause your behind me.. therefore I have to turn around and talk to you.. the intelligence level in the room kind of went down after that..and the girl has like the grossest contacts I've ever seen when I turned around they were like goldish brown.. and I really wanted to start laughing er something.. but then she probaly would have said something else that would make the intelligence of the room go down even more.. and they need all the brain cells they can muster.. I asked Mrs.Beard to move me cause I was gonna strangle them.. plus it's like the hardest thing in the world to study for one of the hardest tests known to man right there.. 2nd period was Mrs.McCleod's Government test... *groan* that's all I have to say.. it was all write out.. and I was so proud of myself cause I remembered everything on that test.. even some dudes name that I don't even remember reading about.. and it took till the end of the period to finish that stupid test.. and I turned it in.. and found out i got a freakin' 69.... she counted off b/c I didn't have it exactly in her words.. but I got the right answer.. WHAT THE HECK!!!! ... it ticked me off the whole day... I talked to Mrs.Wilkinson and the Counselor about it.. Mrs.Cole didn't really help me.. but Mrs.Wilkson understood.. even though she couldn't do anything. its' just nice to know sometimes that some teachers are on your side.. and aren't evil.. 3rd Period I couldn't even think through.. I was so frazzled b/c of the test I couldn't think and my brain was totally shoot for the day.. Lunch was a blessing today... I just really needed a break.. and Cole and Hayley make me feel better.. 4th period Mrs.Younger was in a really bad mood because of these projects we that were due today and alot of ppl did 'em wrong.. * I got a 100 on mine * We also had a quiz that just kind of suxed .. and then alil measurement thingy.. I was praising Jesus when that bell rang.. Mom took me to KFC for lunch and I told her about everything.. mom said I'm just gonna have to try harder with Government..but that's the thing I know that was like the hardest I can go.. I mean you just don't understand how much I studied this test.. for a week... even though alot of ppl said a 69 for that test was awesome.. I guess I'll feel better when I know about alot of ppl like having 20's..*sigh* ... I also went to Wall's while Mom went to Curves and I found this knited British flag hoodie.. which I got of course.. makes me mad though.. last time I found these Allstars I wanted and someone got 'em.. grrrr.....Well I think thats about everything... I might be going to AppleBee's tonight with Hayley to cheer Rachael on with her new job.. I don't know what I'm doing tonight.. something with Hayley though.. but for right now I am going to go swimming and laying out for a bit.. Asta la Pasta... Remember Keep Smiling! |
| Tuesday, August 12th, 2003 | |
| 8:29 pm | I'm a terrible person 'ello everyone.. Tis your lovable furry ole' Kendra again.. Well I just got back from the French meeting about going to Paris, Rouen, Normandy, and some other place on the English channel.. I really really really hope I can go back to Paris.. of course it won't be as fun w/o my cheeky girls Hayley and Allyson.. * I would not regret not going to the disco tech, tech, tech, tech, tech, tech.. hehe* Tomorrow is Kacie's birthday and she wants a PS2.. so we'll see how that goes.. I really dont' know what to get her.. I still can't believe she's gonna be 14!!!.. I dread the day she's taller than me.. I didn't really have the greatest day... I'm just kind of depressed.. The band came over yesterday to say hey.. but mostly so Ryan could get the stupid cd that I burned for him..I mean I just don't know how to act around him anymore.. but enough of that.. Ryan is a douchebag... excuse me.. My Ryan is awesome.. the new selfobsorbed Ryan is a douchebag.. My friends are awesome though.. everyone has helped me through this.. and I don't mean they just say something and you don't believe in it.. but they have all really helped me..It's kind of weird getting back into the swing of school.. but it's nice to be at school to get my mind off of issues.. probaly the only thing its' good for.. classes are easy right now but it'll get abit harder.. atleast in Government.. it's weird though.. I used to not be able to stand anything having to do with politics.. but I have been intrested in everything that comes out of Mrs.McCleod's mouth.. it could be that I sit in the front.. who knows..Scott should be back from Paris by now.. I hope he got home safely.. Dannyboy I LOVED Band Aid Man.. I was like almost rolling on the floor laughing.. I watched it today when I was depressed .. you made me happy.. Oui I hate rambling in my journal.. o and Pray for Cole's stepdad 3 of his arteries around his heart are clogged and he had surgery at Birmingham today.. Well school tomorrow.. so I must be off... Remember Keep Smiling! |
| Saturday, August 9th, 2003 | |
| 11:43 pm | The Reply "ello everyone.. Well I just got home from Starkvegas.. I was with Dana and Aaron all day... First we went to the Antique Shop downtown and there was like tons of stuff in there that I used to have when I was little.. so it was nice to remember some of me past that I have forgotten.. I bought Lurky they big fuzzy bad guy sidekick from Rainbow Brite.. I couldnt' resist.. he's so cute.. Dana got a Cookie Monster cookie jar.. One day she wants to decorate her kitchen in Cookie Monster stuff.. yep that's my sister.. Afterwards in Starkvegas we went to see Spy Kids 3-D.. we all decided that there would be no point in renting the movie.. then we went to Sam Goody's for awhile.. thats' like the hardest place in the world to get Aaron out of.. shesh.. then we went back to the movie theater to see Pirates of the Caribean * it's me 2nd time* .. I love Johnny Deep in that movie.. he is so fine. then we went to Ruby Tuesdays to eat.. and then came home.. Make's me mad though during Spy Kids 3-D I realized my ring I bought from Paris was gone.. I loved that ring.. I got in Galleria Lafayette' .. Shoutout to Hayley for the Rooney and Strokes cds she burned for me.. they are so awesome.. Tomorrow the Hreish family is supposed to come over and eat dinner with us .. its' Mrs.Simera's birthday so were gonna have alil party 2.. I just hate it that Mom always makes me clean the house.. Well I must go clean now... Remember Keep Smiling... |
| Wednesday, August 6th, 2003 | |
| 9:31 pm | stupid computer UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Remember Keep Smiling.. |
| Friday, August 1st, 2003 | |
| 12:18 am | My name is Richard.. *wink, Wink* Hey Everyone.. yeah it's me again.. I bet you all are thrilled.. I just wanted to tell everybody about my night.. Well I have been having insomnia like you would not believe this week.. I dont' know why I'm having it.. I had a dream about Ryan kissing me.. and then was awoken by Dana and realized what I had a dream about.. I dont' know if it's good er bad.. but it kind of scares me.. and then I had a dream about Scott and I seeing each other that was nice.. but I can't really remember what happened.. I woke up at like 1:20.. I thought that was pretty good since I've been going to bed at like 4.. I went on netmeeting with Lee for the first time it was pretty funny .. English ppl are so freakin' refined and clean cut or atleast he is.. Hayley imed me and asked if I wanted to go to this Methodist church thingy at Tabernacle Methodist church that's kind of out in the boonies in Alabama.. and I was like sure.. so then I watched a bit of Arsenic and Old Lace and got ready.. and then Rachael came and picked me up and then we went to Hayley's house were these dive bomb birds were attacking Hayley.. so Hayley got in the car and we were following her mom over to the place... and when we got there we met alot of Hayley's relatives and then Hayley showed us around the place.. I think the hot spot was the manager scene that had a lawn chair and a coat hanger in it.. Rachael got so excited she dropped her keys..then afterwards we ate supper and then had birthday cake and it had blue icing so we all had blue tounges and teeth... we basically sat around and talked about stuff.. until the service ... and when the service finally started there was a caterpillar on my pants so I picked him up and let him crawl around me and Brooklyn, Hayley and I went back and forth passing the caterpillar who i named Herman.. and of course when it was on me Rachael decided it would be funny to say that Herman and my finger were mating and she kept saying "Go, Go!".. *that's Rachael for ya* and Brooklyn and me kept drawing stuff .. and of course Rachael * or Mrs.Sean William Scott* was sitting there doddling pictures of Santa in July and Hayley is a Stinky Pot..and Kelly* or Mrs.Timberlake* is a Poopey Head..Rachael and Brooklyn kept going back and forth aggrivating each other it was really funny.. and Rachael pretend she was picking her nose and wiped it on Brooklyn.. and Brooklyn really picked her nose and wiped it on Rachael.. * yes we are bad influences!!!* It was a good service but a part of it got really sad when one of the preachers was talking about his son on prom night and this drunk guy made them run off the road and the car caught on fire and his son got out with a broken leg and he was trying to save his g/f out of the burning car but she died.. and the only thing left in the car was a Bible.. After the service we played with Brooklyn and it was so much fun.. she was dancing and we were chasing her around.. and Rachael kept saying yeah she's one of us.. and we had free homemaid icecream .. twas yummers... We then left after helping Rachael get out of the "parking lot" and while going past the manger scene one more time we went to Rachael's house and watched a thing er 2 on Sean William Scott.. the love of her teen life.. and then we took Hayley home and then Rachael and I had a very serious talk on our rantings her about her truck and me about Ryan.. and just guy problems in general.. Tommorrow the lady who is getting D'artanguan is coming to get him at 10 tomorrow.. and my dad is going to play golf and I'm hoping I can go with Hayley and Rachael to see American Wedding before we leave for Atlanta tomorrow..i hope i can go but I think my dad wanted to be on the road by 3... we'll see I guess.. Well I'm coming home Monday.. and then Tuesday I have to vote for Butch Howard* just for you Rachael* and then Wednesday back to school.. O i can't wait let me tell ya.. Tommorrow I have to also go get my schedule.. I'm scared.. plz dont' let me have Mrs.McCleod again and plz don't let me have Mrs.Younger or any other crappy math teacher.. *groan* Well just incase I don't get to see you tomorrow .. I miss you Rachael and Hayley.. plz live until I can get back.. of course i'll still have the internet.. and I'll still be updating on Blurty.. so yeah.. dont' go away.. Hey Dannyboy.. keep recoverin' and I hope your having fun with your family.. Well I must go,go,go *wink* Remeber Keep Smiling.. *even if your so sad b/c Kendra is gonna be gone for awhile.. * |
| Wednesday, July 30th, 2003 | |
| 2:21 am | I'm proud to be an American.. or am I.. 1st public gay high school set for NY NEW YORK, July 28 — New York City is creating the nation’s first public high school for gays, bisexuals and transgender students.The Harvey Milk High School will enroll about 100 students and open in a newly renovated building in the fall. It is named after San Francisco’s first openly gay city supervisor, who was assassinated in 1978. “I THINK EVERYBODY feels that it’s a good idea because some of the kids who are gays and lesbians have been constantly harassed and beaten in other schools,” Mayor Michael Bloomberg said Monday. “It lets them get an education without having to worry.” The school is an expansion of a two-classroom public school program that began in 1984. A gay-rights youth advocacy group, the Hetrick-Martin Institute, has managed and financed the program since its inception. The new school’s principal, William Salzman, said the school will be academically challenging and will follow mandatory English and math programs. It also will specialize in computer technology, arts and culinary arts. State Conservative Party Chairman Mike Long criticized the creation of the school. “Is there a different way to teach homosexuals? Is there gay math? This is wrong,” Long said. “There’s no reason these children should be treated separately.” The Hetrick-Martin Institute’s Web site says the school will give its students “an opportunity to obtain a secondary education in a safe and supportive environment. ... We believe that success requires the ability to respect and value the diverse human community.” I'm sorry but this is just freakin' wrong.. this is almost as bad as the freakin' nudist camp for teenagers in California.. what is wrong with America today.. you would think that we as Americans would have more decency as to not let this go on... I know it's not just in America it's everywhere.. but that doesn't mean it's right.. I remember having a conversation in band camp one day with one of the top seniors * gradewise* he told me that there was some kind of brain malfunction in your head when your born and the babies that that happens 2 turn into gay lesbians.. that's a bunch of bull!!!! further proving my theory that you might be smart gradewise but in common knowledge and common sense those people just dont' have.. Genisis1:20 And God said, "Let the waters bring forth swarms of living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth across the firmament of the heavens." 21 So God created the great sea monsters and every living creature that moves, with which the waters swarm, according to their kinds, and every winged bird according to its kind. And God saw that it was good. 22 And God blessed them, saying, "Be fruitful and multiply and fill the waters in the seas, and let birds multiply on the earth." 23 And there was evening and there was morning, a fifth day. 24 And God said, "Let the earth bring forth living creatures according to their kinds: cattle and creeping things and beasts of the earth according to their kinds." And it was so. 25 And God made the beasts of the earth according to their kinds and the cattle according to their kinds, and everything that creeps upon the ground according to its kind. And God saw that it was good. 26 Then God said, "Let us make man in our image, after our likeness; and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creeps upon the earth." 27 So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them. 28 And God blessed them, and God said to them, "Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth and subdue it; and have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the air and over every living thing that moves upon the earth." It was not God's intention for us to ever be gay freakin' fruity puffy lesbians.. and if God had the intention why the heck did he make Eden.. see doesn't the logic of the bible make perfect sense!!!! all I have to say is God is coming back any day now.. and franically I can't wait till he does.. If I have offended anyone in some way.. GET OVER IT!!! you need to wake up and smell the coffee * that iced java stuff is pretty good b/t/w I just had some* what you people really need is a hug to know your loved and someone to tell you about Jesus! That is really what America and every other freakin' country needs.. and if anyone out there needs me to tell them about him I would be more than happy to shout it to them! * Wow this java stuff does something to ya* Can I get a witness!!!??!?!?! You know love is something people just don't get enough of anymore.. Adults don't listen to their kids.. and I know I'm 18.. I'm not exactly an adult yet.. but it's not like it's been years since I've been a kid.. I had the greatest childhood ever .. and many adults and kids now-a-days can't even say that.. it's really bad when we go to our homes to escape the world.. but it's even worse when we have to leave our homes to escape our family... we hear more and more about that kind of stuff happening everyday.. I remember growing up I didn't want kids just cause I didn't want to bring them into this world cause of how terrible and down hill it's becoming.. but I have hope because I'm not the only one that feels this way.. and it gives me hope that everyday someone falls down on their knees and asks God for forgiveness.. I know I need to fall on my knees more often.. he's given me so much and I like all of us take it for granted so much.. espically Americans.. because we are "free" and arrogant... Please pray for our country .. for every country.. you can never pray to much... prayer is the most powerful weapon.. Remember Keep Smiling.... |
| 12:06 am | Hey everyone... Today was just kind of poopey... I was awoken early this morning to go to Tuscaloosa... so I got up and got dressed and everything.. Kacie had eaten all the Resse's Puffs ceral so I had to eat this apple ceral that I don't like that much.. then Dana finally gets over here and her car is having problems and Aaron doesn't want her to leave town so she can fix her car.. and then Aaron comes over and Dana leaves.. Mom wants to go to Curves so she wants to leave me and Kacie and Walls.. I just decide to stay home and sleep till 1:30.. Dana still isn't back from being with Aaron.. which doesnt' suprise me since Dana never does anything with me anymore and if we do it's because Aaron's at work or for her stupid wedding.. we had a really bad thunderstorm 2 but I like storms they make me happy.. I watched Pearl Harbor with my box of kleenex like I've been meaning to do for awhile.. but I didn't cry alot.. I wasn't in the mood ... and Dana wouldn't leave me alone.. I hate it when you just want to be alone someone always has to be so happy and get you into an even more fowl mood.. * Rachael knows what I'm talking about with the Adam thing*.. right after that was over Rachael called me and told me about her schedule and told me that Mrs.Mims the Geometry teacher who can acctually teach transferred to Caledonia.. and Mrs.Younger one of my old crap teachers is taking her place... I wouldn't feel so bad and worry about this so much but I am horrible with math.. like I have a phobia with it.. my Dad is awesome at Math and I guess growing up he tried to help me and couldn't and I guess it got drilled in my head that I was horrible at it.. I have really bad test anxiety in math 2.. my first year in Algebra I had a teacher named Mrs.Stumpf.. and she was pretty easy but before the first semester was over she got killed in a car wreck and then we got a teacher named Mrs.Holifield or through the middle of the year she was named Mrs.Harris cause she got remarried with her first husband... she was the hardest teacher ever known to man .. let's just say kids would get happy when they got a freakin' 60.. 60% of her students were failing.. probaly more than that.. everyone hated her.. and I of course like many other people failed her.. 2nd year of Algebra was with my pre-Algebra student Mrs.Robbinson.. the first part of the year I was doing fine.. then I don't know what happened.. she was such a bad teacher people would ask a question and she couldn't come to 'em because there were so many other students who were asking questions.. that was my problem.. one time I literally had my hand raised for 45 minutes * no freakin' lie* and she still never came to me.. I came for tutoring.. everytime I came she wasn't there and Mr.Halford * the principal* would always kick of us out of the building.. I asked so many people to help me.. but no one could help because Mrs.Robbins already filled my head with crap ... at the end of the year I was doing a project that would count as 2 test grades.. I did a pie graph and observed 12 differnt topics to go into the graph... and it was perfect.. and I really learned how to do everything right ... but I got a 96.. another girl who it basically one of the popular hoars * excuse me i'm kind of ticked but it's not like I'm lying* .. did one with only 3 topics.. not even colored like mine and she got a freakin' 100.. it made me so freakin' mad all day... I tried telling my parents how much she hated me and my parents finally believed me .. but they believed me to late.. and I failed once again.. I get to take Geometry because its' a different course.. but it's with one of my old evil teachers Mrs. Younger.. who my little sister had last year.. Mrs.Younger told Kacie how much of a screw up I was and that affended me so much.. the year after I had mrs.younger I had Mrs.Allsup .. I had A's in her class through the whole year.. yes I'm such a screw up.. but yes Mrs.Younger is my freakin' Geometry teacher.. after Rachael told me that she had to get off the phone .. and I just started crying right there and went in my room with a box of kleenexes.. Dana tried to cheer me up but it didn't help.. then Rachael called again and tried to calm me down and Rachael helped more than anyone but at the same time I'm scared this year I'm gonna get that phobia in math again .. I think I've been brainwashed and I think counceling or a brick is the only thing that will help.. I finally stopped crying and was ok again when Aaron came in .. and Dana made him tell me what's going on.. and then he started telling me crap on how I'm letting my teachers win because there making me miserable and there winning and I'm losing.. you must understand that Aaron is a 3rd degree black belt and tries to be all freakin' macho.. he solution to everything is I'll go beat 'em up for ya.. he's so freakin' dumb.. and they wouldn't leave me alone.. and then my mom made a smart comment about if I pass Algebra and I ran outside and slammed the door and then hid in my dad's car.. and cried again cause no one really understands how much I hate that school.. or atleast math and the math teachers that I always end up with.. just i know this is gonna be the worst year ever.. I dont' have Ryan anymore and now I have sucky teachers who hate me.. no one could see me in the car.. they looked for me even looked in the car.. I was right out on the open.. I think in that car you literally turn invisible cause my dad hid in the same place when he ran out that one time on my mom.. I finally got out of the car when my mom was going in Marvin to look for me.. she asked me if sometimes I think she doesn't care about me.. I still being mad to her yes and when inside and ate dinner... mom asked me to help her clean out the closet.. and that made everything alot better we went through pictures and old drawings that we drew that my mom saved and old toys.. man I took some bad pictures lol.. by the end of it I put on my mom's old wedding dress.. it's probaly like one of the ugliest things you'll ever wear.. it's not a normal wedding dress.. my parents wanted a very cheap simple wedding so they got married at my dad's house and the dress was this pink white poka-doted flappy sleeve kind of see through in the middle dress.. lol it fit me perfectly.. they were just gonna throw it out but for some reason I put it in my closet.. I started watching Blue Crush and Aaron and Dana finally left and the movie was pretty good.. I know if I lived in Hawaii I would so do surfing for a living.. I love to surf or as much as I can do in Florida.. the waves aren't that big but every now and then you get good practice.. Well tomorrow Dana has to go to a baby shower and then later she might take me to get my schedule but I really don't feel like getting it.. it's like accepting school is gonna start next week.. hopefully I don't get Mrs.Younger.. or any other crap math teachers.. we'll just have to see ... I finally got Chris to watch Strongbad he was always dissing it but he never really watched the things.. and yeah I think he likes 'em alot now.. I wanna get a t-shirt but I can't decide between Homestar or Trogdor.. *grumble*.. I hope your getting better Dannyboy... Remember Keep Smiling... Current Mood: blah Current Music: Here Today - Paul McCartney *he's so sexy* |