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Saturday, March 6th, 2004
12:18a - crazyness
Tonight was some craziness actually to day in general was crazy. It must have been the nice weather. We'll totday at school caitlin went a like phsycotic. I was trying not to laugh but then it all just came out....oops. Anyway today she was fine and me her and erin went to a thing for her church (which is at the church ciat and i grew up in) and we were running around withjay and anthony and tom fro a little adn jay kept turning on lights and shit and he was being a pussy. Me and cait still know that building so well. Better then all of therm. ITs crazy. We busted out of there 8:30ish and then went driving adn were callin people. Peter had us come to deals b.c he was workin and s we visited him. Then Dylan called cait so we waitde there adn he was with mike chris and katie (who doesnt liek us) after that we went to chris's were we were watching the funnisent things ahh it was sooooooo great. And then we took erin home and chris stayed home. ANd then the rest of us went to stake in shake. For awhile it was us minus katie beause i guess she didnt want to be with us so she went and was talking to some other people from my school that were there. And then dropped her off and then chilled with dyaln and mike. It was hilarious . It was kinda pathetic though b.c little things kept triggering my mind of jake. Nothing big just like country roads,galen drive,ect. I was thinking how bad this will be when the times comes i have to stop thinking about him. But hey i dont plan on that being soon and i hope he doesnt.Tomorrow will be interssting. I wonder if ill get beheaded by paige. Yes i ahve a hater fan club. I am ugly and dumb accourding to her and i talke with her all of 15 minutes. KInda bogus if u ask me. I dont have a problem with her besides that and i TRIED to be nice but shit it s kinda hard when someones being cold. MY step mom pissed me off tonight so bad. First when we were talking about my plans for teh weekend. She wa slike when will we see you...(UM I DONT FUCKING CARE IF I SEE THAT WHORE) amd then i was FIVE minutes late and she was like ur pushing your curfew alittle arent u. And MY own MOTHER doesnt even care if im five minutes late its like 10-15 and if im going to be that late i'll call and its not her fucking place. and one day im gunna go off on that whore and she'll prolly cry and do her selfpitty shit that i cant stand but hey for all that maters i can go to cort and get my mom full control and i wouldnt never have to be here. But i like my dad. I knida wish she and him would have enevr meet. But if they wouldnt have then he would most liekly still live in rantoul and i would screwed on the weeekend. and that would suck major ass,so im happy he lives in champaig but thats all i can say. she pisses me off. SHES NOT MY FUCKING MOM I HOPE SHE REALIZES THAT DN THAT I DONT HAVE TO LISTNE TO A FREAKING WORD SHE SAY WHAT NOW BITCH. thats what i thought. i have control and u can do anything about it GRRRRRR go die. I think i might want to delet some of this. SO yah im gunna go do that. I kinda rambled, Oh well

current mood: crazy
current music: the used track number7

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