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[28 Mar 2008|01:38pm] hatemexloveme [ mood | determined ] She sits in the middle of her bed, blinds drawn, tear stained eyes as she holds the bottle to her lips. She drinks and takes the poison inside of her, feeling as it numbs her from the inside out. Relief, yet only temporary relaxes her, her grip loosening around the neck of the bottle, tears subsiding as she cant even think anymore, no thoughts coming to her as she swims in the pool of alcohol, floating, sinking, drowning beneath the surface. She slips into a false reality, a reality where everything is ok, no jolts of pain, no tears of sadness, a sense of belonging. Holds the bottle to her lips again, draining it of its life, or is it hers that’s being drained? Empty, the bottle is, no more liquid solution to answer her cries. Pathetically saddened that theres none left she lets her self slip into a drunk induced slumber. Waking up, she stumbles, head aching, confusion drawls on her face as she trys to remember, everything is in a haze, looks down to the floor and sees the bottle. Realization, true reality. She didn’t drink all that did I? she asks herself. That’s when it comes back to her, everything she tried to drown to get rid of. The pool is low and now everything is resurfacing, gladly claiming its rightful place inside of her. Nothing has changed since last night, the pain, the tears, the sense of worthlessness is back and stronger then before. She has an angel though, well a friend, but that’s what friends are, angels without wings right? He loves her so. Confronts her of her problem, she denies. Mad that he would accuse her of doing What she really did. She cant see it. Not at first anyways, but as more tears fall, everything isn’t as hazy now. The fog is being cleared and she can start to see again. She has a problem, and she needs help. She knows she’ll be fine now, she has her angels, her friends. [[[[ This is about me I guess, I just wrote it. My bestfriend confronted me abotu drinking when I get depressed and such and how I have a problem. And hes right, everytime I get down I think about drinking and if I can I will. Anyways I am going to get help, but any quotes about saying thanks to my friend for loving me enough to confront me, even though I got bitchy,and how I want to stop and im going to get help, im glad to have a friend like you?anything?? 1 comment|post comment

[14 Dec 2007|03:44pm] loveishate7 Hii Can anyone give Me a good qoute about someone who you thought was your friend but ended up being two-faced xxxxxxxxxxxThanksxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 2 comments|post comment

Quote from a poem or song I wrote [20 Nov 2007|08:30pm] loveishate7 [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Nadda ] " They say home is where the heart is but like a drifter my heart's in too many places and I don't know which one to call home. Don't know which one doesn't make me feel so alone" 1 comment|post comment

[02 Aug 2007|11:40am] homesick4emo [ mood | content ] Im new here... well... here you go... "... and she thought about nothing as the world came crashing down..." heart, ~ Twiggles 1 comment|post comment

Quotes I madee. [29 Jul 2007|06:40pm] gabyxx [ mood | happy ] [ music | Wait for you -Elliott Yamin ] &Falling form the sky is just a distraction. Beauty is just waiting for better beginnings. And we all wish that the begining could never end but if were wishing for htis it's because deep inside we know the end is soon. Fix me . Kill me. Synonyms to your eyes. You're a liar & you jsut lie on her bed waiting for more that what you deserve. &we learn from what we do but we realise what is wrong more when you're the one who sees it. If I was mean I would hurt you. But I'm not. In fact I'm just giving everyone what they trully deserve. Will you welcome this confession?... I love those loveless lover. Why should you cry in the rain? I'd cry when it's sunny because the sun can dry my tears the are from that asshole and burn his face. I said I loved you. Thought it was right Until I realise you never said it back.. 1 comment|post comment

Love.. [28 Jul 2007|02:23pm] gabyxx [ mood | creative ] [ music | Boussi Boussi Boussi -Nancy Arjram ] Love is a topic I've never been able to describe or to express.It's so... complicated. Everytime I start a sentence I can't conitnue because I see you and you take all my attention. When I'm in the Halls I keep looking everywhere for oyu just to see your pretty face gives me butterflies. And when you smile, I wish I could jsut jump on you... touch your skin... smell your shirt and kiss your lips. I guess this is how love is...But the best words to explain it would be "you" . Because you're the one I feel for. Still don't you know and somehow I'm not ready to tell. ILU Gabyxx- 1 comment|post comment

[28 Jul 2007|02:20pm] gabyxx Any quotes about always being the one nobody wanted and hten suddenly gettign stuck between two ppl that loves you? Any quotes about not knowing how to keep someone close to your heart when hes far from you? pleasee I would appreciate it alottt Gabyxx- 1 comment|post comment

[16 Oct 2006|11:15am] kelz_tha_nut Hey everyone, I'm new... haven't been on Blurty for god knows how long... I have one quote that I made up.. that I can remember off the top of my head (I'm at work) so here it is: If only her boy was as faithful as her favourite lipgloss... (PS, I'm Australian so if you think I spelt "favourite" wrong, thats the UK/Aussie spelling for it...lol) 1 comment|post comment

[05 Oct 2006|09:38pm] envy88 I think the worst way to break up with someone is when you both still want to be together, but you just cant. I think alot of the time I'm pretending not too care, but then sometimes I feel maybe I really am okay. Then I feel guilty for feeling okay, like 10 months should take forever to get over. He was the most amazing thing that ever happened to me, but I guess all good things come to an end. I was whole without him, and I know that I can continue to be. Its just a shame it didnt work out, I would have done anything for him, and he would have done anything for me. I just wish that stupid ex of his could just die. How could it take 10 months to realise that you still have feelings for someone? Sometimes I really hate him, sometimes I blame him for everything thats going wrong. I want him to fight for me, but at the same time I know that this is enough and that it should just end now. The problem wouldnt go away, no matter what we did to try change that. Its just a shame. And I really miss him. *There are certain people who aren't meant to fit into your life, no matter how much you want them to. *Complete and total adoration, my gift to you, my heart was yours. In ten months you shaped it, in one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, that first step that you took was the worst. *She said: I hate the rain; here it comes again. There's something in my head I can’t get off my mind. Since you've been gone it’s raining all the time. *I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you *I wish I could have had you before those other girls screwed you up so badly. *Always smile through all the drama. Things will get better. It may be a little cold and stormy but it can’t rain forever. *It may seem like the wrong thing to do, but you have to forget about the guy who forgot about you. *It's weird... Yeah, I miss you, but it's so much more than that... I miss the way my heart stopped at just the sight of you... And that smile. Gosh. That smile. The sad part is, your smile isn't the only one I'm missing. I miss my own, too... The one that's only there when yours is. 5 comments|post comment

[04 Oct 2006|11:17am] april8 here's some of mine.. will appreciate comments ~thanks*~ I dont wanna be lost when the sun sets. i don't want to be tamed. I need someone to run wild with me..to burn like the sun..to dance on the grass underneath the night sky. to be beside me, and not flicker one bit. someone to be quiet with, to dream with. To be still with and smolder in the light. And not fade away. Never fade away.* He is my neverland.* He loves me more than i love myself, and i feel so bad everytime i think about wanting to die, coz i know it hurts him more. And he does all this stuff to make me happy. He makes me happy. I hate myself for being like this.* You are all i need, all i need, the strength that makes me weak.* 1 comment|post comment

[24 Sep 2006|12:34pm] envy88 I'm new here, so i hope this works :) You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else. It never gets any easier. People you love not being there anymore. Sometimes the right thing and the hardest thing are the same. There are certain people who aren't meant to fit in your life, no matter how much you want them to. You said, ‘I’ll never hurt you. I’ll never make you cry.’ I must admit: you told the perfect lie. Me without him is like a nerd without braces a shoe w/out laces asentencewithoutspaces I'd rather chew on broken glass than keep on living in the past and wasting time on words I know you didn't mean. So Ill fall asleep and try not to think twice about all the things that forever will kick me down the steps for being too nice Complete and total adoration, my gift to you, my heart was yours. In ten weeks you shaped it, in one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, that first step that you took was the worst. She said: I hate the rain; here it comes again. There's something in my head I can’t get off my mind. Since you've been gone it’s raining all the time. post comment

[16 Aug 2006|06:48pm] jennasmithxoxo Im glad to get a few people posting :)! heres just some i wrote to help keep this community running, so let me know what u think: *If you felt an ounce of the happiness he gave me, if for one single second you felt as good as he made me feel, if everytime he looked at you your heart stopped, and then you got all that ripped away from you, you would be telling me to just get over him. *I dont know you, and I guess I never did. Cause if I had known what you were really like; I never would have wasted my time, hopes, wishes and dreams on you. *You need her, and you love her. And although it takes you a split second to get jealous when she talks to other guys or worry about her, you still cant come to realize how much she means to you. Others see it, but you still cant seem to piece it together. *Sometimes you just forgive people and they dont even have to explain themselves for what they did. And its not because it wasnt their fault, but because you love them. You love them too much to waste your time being mad at them, because no matter what they did, its not worth wasting a second without them. *Nothing is worse then not being able to see him...nothing. I would rather hear him yell at me then not be able to hear his voice at all. I would rather be pissed off because of the things he does and says then be at home crying because i dont know if i will ever be able to see him again. *She had one fault, one weakness ...and that was him. The boy she loved more then anything. He held her down, made her wait. Made her cry, broke her heart. Tears fall from her eyes more then she thought possible, but no one could make her smile like he could. No one else could make her hold on that tight. *Its weird how fast you can drift away from someone, or not even drift away...just all the sudden stop talking to them. Sometimes its the people you thought you were the closest with...no you knew you were the closest with. But it makes you wonder how close you really were with them, it makes you question how strong your relationship was. But the truth is...people change, move on, get mad, get jealous, fall in love, fall out of love, and they make mistakes. And a relationship that used to be easy...may not always be that way. *She could try to save him. Change him out of of the disaster he made himself into. But even if she succeeded, how much of her life would she have lost? How much pain would she have to go through first? He's so lost, so broken, so cold. And she knows all of this, but under all that, she sees more...she sees potential, so much potntial. Potential he'll never see in himself, at least not without her help. So, when everyone tells her to give up, to let go...she holds on. Because she sees what everyone doesnt, she sees hope for what everyone else would call "a lost cause." *Why is it that out of all the people in the world we only long for one? What makes us feel like we can only be happy with that person? Why do people become so dependent on someone just to be knocked down the second theyre left heartbroken? I guess thats whats so amazing about love...theres billions of people to choose from, but all you want is one. *And the fact that you cant love her back is going to kill her. Itd be one thing if you just had no interest in her at all, if you didnt have such strong feelings for her...but thats not the case. You just don know how to love, you wont let yourself love; or be loved. And because of that, she'll break into more pieces then she ever thought possible. She knows what you feel for her, not cause you told her...which you didnt. But because she sees it in you, cause believe it or not, its there...if you look hard enough, through all the walls you put up, you can see it. That gives her hope, hope that only time can destroy. Because once she realizeds that you can never give her the love she needs...she'll have put her whole heart into you, ignoring all the warning signs from the people around her. *Dont let yourself be one of those people who dont realize what they have until its gone. Dont wait to say the words you need the one you love to hear. Open your eyes on your own, before they get pushed open by reality. Cause it hits you hard the day you realize youve lost everything you never knew you wanted. post comment

[15 Aug 2006|07:37pm] ixamxthexmovie I know it's not really a quote... but I just wrote this and I want opinions on how to make it better. A lot of the rhymes are really overly stressed and I wasn't in the mood do go on a rhyming dictionary site or anything. The world has lied to us But that will all be changed tonight Hate and war have taken over The city’s been bled white I’m painting this vacant town And getting out as soon as I can They’ll never catch me alive I’m invincible, I’ll survive I’m painting the highways orange Over the green glare they give And taping them back together From all the memories you’ve outlived I’ll paint these dead parks green The way the colorbooks showed them to be Though things were different then When we all thought we were free I’ll paint your people red So there won’t be any confusion And I’ll paint your murky rivers blue So it won’t be just a fairytale illusion I’ll paint the sunset beautiful And I’ll paint the skies pastels I’ll paint anything in this town for you So you can finally see me excel I’ll paint this town your favorite color Yellow like the sun Maybe it’ll brighten it up a bit Maybe it’ll make life fun My deed is done, I’m leaving this town I’ve done all that I can do. But now you want me to paint the world And make you something new That's it. Help? 2 comments|post comment

[15 Aug 2006|05:28pm] ixamxthexmovie This is a really cool community we;re starting. It's rating on different parts of your body. So instead of rating your whole face, maybe you have beautiful eyes and not a great nose. So join because we're going to have lots of fun!! http://www.blurty.com/users/yourfeatures/ post comment

[14 Aug 2006|07:42pm] prettyliesxx [ mood | stressed ] S-E-X And I hope you’re happy ‘cause of it You're killing me, can't you tell? I thought the screams made it obvious but when I leave you will know post comment

[10 Aug 2006|11:18pm] prettyliesxx heres some i wrote, they're not so good but comment please :) When there’s thunder in your throat, I hope I’m on your mind I hate the comments people make The things they seem to say They’ll say it behind my back I’d rather it to my face Until it makes me cry I didn’t know it’d hurt so bad Life looks so much better when you're six feet underground Wait a moment while I fade away, you're watching from the doorway to my room. How can you ignore the fact shes crying, when we all know its over you She cries each night, you don’t think I can hear you You’re right next to me in your room You put on to much make up the next morning And smile like its okay you didn't give me what I asked for, you gave me so much more 1 comment|post comment

[07 Aug 2006|02:18pm] jennasmithxoxo Heres some more that I wrote...Im hoping to get some more people posting their own, only a few people have. Anyways, Let me know what u guys think :] 1) Sometimes no matter how many people tell you not to, you get attached to the one person you're better off without. 2) I never used to understand how you could "lose yourself" in someones eyes, until I saw his. 3)All I want to know is if all this is worth it in the end. I dont need to hear what will happen next, I just want the satisfaction of knowing that Im not wasting my time. 4)You cant spend your life pushing away the people you love thinking that youll never get hurt. You dont let them hurt you, but thats only because you hurt yourself before they can get to you. And you may not know that now, cause you think you can get by blocking things out. But somewhere down the line...you'll realize the mistakes are still there. And you wont be able to get over them, until for once in your life, you deal with them. 5)Everybody lives their life normally and thinks nothing of it, until you meet this person that changes everything. Suddenly, you find yourself thinking of this person 24/7, you cant get them off your mind and honestly, you dont want them to be. They make you smile more then anyone else ever has and when you're with them they take all your worries away. You cant imagine life without them, until onday...they're gone. And once again, your life is back to how it used to be...except nothing's the same. 6) Do you have to look into the eyes of someone that's heartbroken, do you have to helplessly sit there and watch someone cry their eyes out over something they cant control, and do you have to see someone fall apart over some guy that cant seem to figure out what he wants? No, you dont have to do any of this, cause you took the easy way out. You tore someones heart out and walked carelessly away leaving her friends to try to help fix what you broke. 7) Just cause it's hard to stay doesnt mean it's any easier to leave. Dont think for one second forgetting you is even possible right now, or ever for that matter...cause it's not. You were never that easy, none of it was. Because it's not the easiest thing to have the best feeling in the world and then having to just walk away from it. You arent easy and life isnt either...i dont pretend that it is. Unlike you, I cant pretend things never happened. 8) Youre losing her and you dont even know it yet, youre running out of the time you never thought you needed. As the days go by, youre losing the love you never openly accepted. Before you know what hit you, she'll be with someone else and it'll be all your faul. Are you willing to live with that for the rest of your life? 9) Once again your fears have over powered you, every bone in your body loves her and every thought in your head is about her. And for the first time in your life, you dont have control of yourself. You no longer know how to block things out of your head and you cant get rid of the feeling your stomach gets when you see her. But, instead of realizing you need her, you still continue to let your fears win and take you over, not even knowing that one day she'll stop loving you altogether and you'll be overcome with the worst feeling in the world, worse then fear and worse then your insecurities; you'll be full of jealousy and regret. 10)Maybe I am stupid for loving him, but maybe Im actually smarter then all those girls that cant forgive someone for hurting them. Those girls that dont have enough faith in love or the guy they love so they go through the pain of moving on. I cant do that cause truth be told every single one of those girls still gets jealous everytime they see that guy with some other girl. Breaking up with a person youre still in love with is hard enough, I dont need to deal with jealousy months after Im "over him" too. I know that I will always care about him and Im not gonna just throw away the strongest feelings Ive ever had for someone. 11) One day you're gonna hate yourself for not taking the one thing you want more then anything in the world. 2 comments|post comment

[01 Aug 2006|10:31am] not_a_hero There will be people that hurt your so badly you wish you were dead. And people who will almost kill you with their decisions. There will be people you'd die for and people who you watch die. There will be people that can save your life, and people who can ruin it. And there will be people you want to save but know you can't. "Ready?" your hand was moving to the zipper of my pants, and your eyes were more clouded over than I ever remember them. And hungrier. Your weight was resting on mine, and the armrest of the couch was pressing hard into my neck, I was sure I'd get a kink. You whispered the word across the skin of my collar bone, and I suddenly had a very different kind of chill travel through my skin. Your lips on my neck were scorched and marking, and your hands gripped my hips, each press of a nail I was sure would make me throw up. I closed my eyes, hoping this was the lesser of two evils, and prayed to any God that existed that I wouldn't cry until you had left. Nelson is in everything I do in my life. He is every step I take, every breath I force myself to take when I don't think I could possibly live any longer. Nelson fought me on everything he never had to. We had similar interests, and similar friends; we had fitting hands and real light in our eyes. Nelson held all the trouble, I held all the consequences, Nelson held all the magic, and I held all the love for it. Nelson had beautiful stars in his eyes, and I had fireflies in mine. He fought me on skate boarding tricks, and on poetry, we fought over his hats and my CDs, but he never fought to keep me. Nelson walked away with his stargazer eyes, warm hands and all the magic. He never fought hard enough, to hold onto my hand. Nelson started out as my enemy, and he ended up winning the war that waged between us. I never forgot him or forgave him, and he hasn't grabbed my hand since Love is always such a gamble. And there was this time when I loved to gamble. I learned to do it young, and fast, I learned not to hold back, just to live it and let it happen. Most of the beginning, I was lucky. Fate was behind me, I could win my hands, I could loss it fast and gain it back faster. Love was the same way. From the beginning, I was in love with the idea of love. I fell fast, and then got over it and onto someone else, without too much heart ache. But lady luck eventually pasted me over. I haven't played a money gamble in a very long time. I've only fallen for three people in the last 5 years. All of them were hard, fast, but long, and painful. Since my first major gamble with love, when I kept hedging my bets and bluffing my way through, when I finally bottomed out and lost, I haven't been able to do anything except crash and burn every relationship I've ever been in since. These are the people who make you who you are. They create your world. And then they crumble it. And they are everything. Hi, I'm New 1 comment|post comment

[30 Jul 2006|04:34pm] jennasmithxoxo Now that theres some more people in this community, itd be great if everyone started posting their quotes...so that this could be more of a group. Heres some more of mine to get us started: *Everyone including you thinks you're not good enough for her...and maybe you arent. Maybe shes just wasting her time on something that is way below her. But if not being good enough gives her the smile on her face when shes with you, and if wasting her time on you makes her feel like the happiest girl in the world all because she got to see you, and if wanting someone below her gives her the look in her eyes when she looks at you or talks about you then I guess you dont thave to be good enough. Cause if those things dont make you good enough, if those things dont count for anything, then what does? *You cant look at me like that when you pass me in the hallway. You cant give me that look that makes us both feel awkward for that split second. You cant do that, you were better then that...we were better then that. We went through too much together to just be a broken up couple that doesnt even know how to walk by eachother. I will not go through that each time you walk by me, because for that minute...it hurts more then anything to know that's all we amount to now...after everything it kills me to know in the end that that's all we are. *None of the promises we made matter now...nothing does. Nothing we said matters. All that matters is where we are now. And thats apart. it doesnt matter that I counted on your broken promises, or that we cant be together for more then 5 minutes without fighting, or that you had anger problems, or that I had jealousy issues, or that we just couldnt seem to get it right. None of that means anything to me. But the fact that Im sitting here crying because all I want to do is see your face, feel your touch, and hear your voice does matter. The fact that I walked away from the perosn that I love more then anything, that I walked away while I was still in love matters more then anything...If theres one thing I learned, its that you never give up on love. If you love someone that much, it's worth the struggle to make it work. *She goes to sleep every night in the bed he laid with her in, she eats her meals at the table he sat at with her...she drives by the places they used to go every day of her life. She talks to the friends they both used to share. She wears the clothes she wore when he touched her. And him, he goes about his day with nothing to trigger memories. And the memories that do come back to him, the little things that do get to him are blocked out, because thats how he is...hes too weak to think back to the time they shared so he doesnt let himself and thats how he gets through his life. No regrets, no 2nd thoughts... but whether he realizes it or not, he left himself with some of the biggest mistakes he'll ever make. *Sometimes when someone you trusted crosses a certain line, makes a certain mistake...you just cant forgive them. Not cause you dont want to, but because you know you'll never feel the same about them. Because theres too much said and done between you and them, too much pain and hurt, too many lies to go back to the way you once felt about them. post comment

[27 Jul 2006|09:30pm] roaring_rory but I know that I don't feel so cold when I'm dreaming of you... post comment

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