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[03 Aug 2003|11:27pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | drive thru compilation ] im sick of trying, its your turn. sing me to sleep.

and it seems no matter where she goes she can here this song on the radio, RADIO!! [31 Jul 2003|05:16pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | unsung zeros ] BeLLaBaMbiNa823: so now im guessin u wont grace us with ur presence 2 nite? allamreject85: i might go hang out with ashley...and annas always cool to hang out with BeLLaBaMbiNa823: anna might not be goin she s gotta call her back BeLLaBaMbiNa823: so looks like u might actually have to talk to me.... allamreject85: then ashleys fun to hang out with BeLLaBaMbiNa823: maybe im feelin a lil cold cmon....maybe i cant go allamreject85: then ill go hang out with just ashley. her and i can have some REAL fun allamreject85: no problem at all BeLLaBaMbiNa823: lmao BeLLaBaMbiNa823: id like to no how ash will get there seein as im takin her allamreject85: ill go get her BeLLaBaMbiNa823: not if i get her first....lol allamreject85: oh please, im in the process of calling her now BeLLaBaMbiNa823: pshh i've known her since third grade she would drop everything to hang out with me allamreject85: guess we will have to wait and see *kayleigh sent this to me after they were finished. i thought it was cute, no one ever fights over me* 2 mixtapes - sing me to sleep.

leave the light on [31 Jul 2003|01:04am] [ mood | worried ] [ music | john mayer ] i'll never give up on you sing me to sleep.

motivate me [30 Jul 2003|01:54pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | poison the well- horns and tails ] i need to do some sort of work. my online class, my summer reading book... something. i have no motivation to do either. 2 mixtapes - sing me to sleep.

[30 Jul 2003|01:10am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | dashboard ] he called me. we talked for 25 minutes. he always makes me feel better. i absolutely positively adore him. <3 goodnight 1 mixtapes - sing me to sleep.

this is becoming to routine for me [29 Jul 2003|12:45pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | oar ] i feel so sick. no one truly knows how bad it gets. i dont want them to know. i dont like people worrying about me, but it's times like this where i feel like i should be filling out a will. sing me to sleep.

loves an excuse to get hurt [28 Jul 2003|03:01pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | bright eyes ] i dont want to feel anymore. sing me to sleep.

today i: [26 Jul 2003|08:40pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | the used ] -went to work. -took pictures. -broke my big toe on my left foot. -took a three hour nap. -had a confrontation with mark. -listened to my new mix, two times. -enjoyed a phone call from marissa. -bought two new shirts online, jason mraz + oar. rather lazy day i'd say. some days i wish i felt no emotion. sing me to sleep.

photo-graphy [25 Jul 2003|04:10pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | bright eyes ] ((portraits- taken for photo class)) *andrew* *adam* .................................... some of my "hott friends" as mars calls them =) *ryan* *brian* *nate* *mark [eating chicken]* 1 mixtapes - sing me to sleep.

yo ho, yo ho.. a pirates life for me [24 Jul 2003|05:12pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | bright eyes, yo ] i FINALLY saw pirates of the caribbean. it was amazing. all men should wear eye liner and dress up as pirates, and the world would be one great place. thats it. 1 mixtapes - sing me to sleep.

talk about coming out of no where [18 Jul 2003|04:37am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | his voice in my head ] its 4:37 in the morning. drew and i just ended a conversation that lasted almost 4 hours. surprised? ... shocked?... confused?... dont worry, i am too. sing me to sleep.

im sick of smiling [16 Jul 2003|09:45pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | new found glory ] sometimes, just sometimes.. its really hard for me to watch him wrap his arms around her. sing me to sleep.

look at you tiger woods [12 Jul 2003|01:36pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | dont u want me baby, dont u want me ohhh ] im back frrom the beach. it was a ton of fun. im gonna kind summarize what happened and then write details later. -getting kicked out of mcdonalds -drinking like WHOA [i love my liver] -the beach -sea shell city -sunsations -the big boardwalk -getting too close to brian on the hurricane. haha -brian kicking my ass in mini golf =( -jamie's impression of uncle marlin -kristen all over brian telling him he is hott and that she loves him -brian taking over my cell phone and changing things [note to self: change answering machine] -laurens birthday -harpoon hannah's -sitting out front with brian having a 2-3 hour conversation so i will write more detailed stuff later, maybe. sing me to sleep.

and nothing's alright... [09 Jul 2003|11:16am] [ mood | numb ] [ music | simple plan- perfect ] i have that feeling. the bad feeling that starts in my chest, and stays there for a little bit, then goes down to my stomach and makes me half sick. i want to cry. i dont want to go to fenwick. i especially dont want to take the 2 hour drive there with brian because he ALWAYS knows when something is wrong and the second he see's me he will be asking me whats wrong and ill start to cry and everything will be so messed up. i dont want to do anything except sit in my room and listen to music to drowned out my crying. 2 mixtapes - sing me to sleep.

i hope that you can hear me.. [04 Jul 2003|02:41pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | simple plan- meet you there ] you and i are so close to being over. im done making my moves, its your turn. im 4 hours away from your house, and with one tiny phone call i can be at your door. i hope you realize that. call me.. email me.. text message me... your going to lose your chance. sing me to sleep.

hahaha [23 Jun 2003|10:41pm] according to PLAYMASH.COM i am.. going to marry andrew, we're going to live in a mansion with two kids, im going to be a teacher and im going to have a silver mustang haha.. awesome, hey andrew, i want a boy and a girl! hahaa 3 mixtapes - sing me to sleep.

[23 Jun 2003|10:22pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | ataris ] my throat hurts like WHOA. tuesday- laying out by the pool; anna is taking me to mo's to burn a bunch of CDs before i leave for delaware. we are coming back, and anna is spending the night wednesday- laying out by the pool, packing, starbucks with k-lee thursday- 9:30 doctor appt, hanging with steph, 2:30 florida state ID appt, leave for delaware..stop in jacksonville and stay the night friday- my birthday (call me!!) taking the 13 hour drive from jacksonville to delaware. wont be back until july 22. hope to hear from you guys while im away. sing me to sleep.

so why do i feel bad... [23 Jun 2003|12:27pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | bright eyes ] so i just got off the phone with anna. she cheated on her boyfriend... =( its so not like her at all to do something like that. she.. uhg, she is the one who said cheating is the worst thing u can do in a relationship. she said she was "fucked up" when she did it, which to me makes it even worse. all she does is go and smoke weed and drink with this kid, and he leaves.. today actually. he left this morning for college, a college that is 5 hours away. god.. i just, i cant believe she did it. she told me, and i started crying.. ME, i mean why would i start crying? probably because (stephen) her boyfriend.. is trying so hard to get his life worked out, and he has been getting her flowers, and as a surprise he bought her the Harry Potter book yesterday and wrapped it and left it on her doorstep, then her gift in return... oh let me go fuck another guy. i feel so bad for him, and she isnt going to tell him either..she said that whats the point if they arent going to be together in a year anyway.. well i think the point is u love him, and honesty needs to happen in a relationship. im her best friend, and i feel horrible, because by bringing this stuff up, i made her cry.. and i didnt want to but.. god how can you cheat on someone you love. that just... god it boggles my mind. this is too weird, why do i feel so bad for him, when the longest conversation i ever had with him was when i had dinner at her house and he was there and cooked it for us. its not like i see him everyday, let alone talk to him everyday. he is such an adorable kid, and we do get along when we talk because he loves incubus and we usually talk about them. uhg, why did you have to go and do that anna....god... and this is really making me feel weird that im getting so upset over something like this.. when its not even my relationship. anna is coming over to talk about it in about an hour, and i have no idea what to tell her. i want to shake her and be like WHY WHY WHY WHY. stephen is such a great guy.. WHY. uhg. sing me to sleep.

i got my baby baby, the only lady that i adore [22 Jun 2003|09:53pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | eminem YO ] man i should stop listening to eminem. haha. i got a cell phone. woooooo so um, cellify me! 954.829.6204 (thankx for the help mars) and lets end with an eminem quote... wooo! "some days i sit.. staring out the window, watching this world pass me by. sometimes i think theres nothing to live for i almost break down and cry. sometimes i think im crazy, im crazy oh so crazy why am i here am i just wasting my time? but when i see my baby suddenly im not crazy it all makes sense when i look into her eyes, sometimes it feels like the worlds on my shoulders, everyones leaning on me. sometimes it feels like the worlds almost over, but then she comes back to meeeeeeee" 1 mixtapes - sing me to sleep.

"call you a lawyer, file you a lawsuit, i'll smile in the court room and buy you a wardrobe" [22 Jun 2003|12:40pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | eminem, werddd. ] heres the plan: -shower -watch oldschool -go to mo's for a moi-z fest meeting -read some of my new book -listen to my new cd anyone want to get some chillage going? call me 346.5676 oh wait, everyone that reads this lives in a different state. haha. but ehh, call me anyways guys! x to the o 3 mixtapes - sing me to sleep.

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