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Good times.. [06 Aug 2003|02:58am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Andy Griggs- you wont ever be lonley ] Yadda yadda, i know i haven't updated since my trip homecoming or so, but..ill do it now. Pretty much over the days, ive been hanging out with lauren, sitting on my bootay, or out with my parents someplace. I havent done anything worthwhile..umm..went to the mall on tax free weekend..got...umm..something. oh yeah! a shirt. lol. 9.99 exactly. its cute..its a tank with a smiley face that says..have a nice day. i like it. lol..i laughed when i saw it, so i hope someone else gets a laugh. Hmm..whats today? tuesday? yeah..well..wednesday right now. Monday, i went to T.mobile to get a cell phone with my parents. The cell phone was free, i got 600 mino, and free nights and weekends. Its good to have free nights lol. from 9 P to 7 A..its free..pretty nice. Ive been using it a lot. not really to call, just to fiddle with..lol. Texted joyce, lauren, and kristen some. Umm..i got a Nokia..3300 i think it is. Its the standard nokia. I think a lot of people have this phone, but oh well. Id rather have a good priced, out of date phone than some 500 dollar one thats the latest trend. Lauren got hers today, which is a...something with an E..i forget..but its got a camera that you can hook onto it..and kristen got one now..it was an old one of janette's..but they got the account redone or some crap. Theyres are nice. I like laurens, but..i was thinking about it and all..cause my parents said i could get a camera if i wanted to. But, you know..i have a camera at home..i dont need one on my phone...plus..i dont want to really be using it more than i have to. Right now, sure..i just got it..but in a couple of months or so..i dont wanna be someone whos always on the phone, or screwing around with it..that gets annoying to me. idk. So..i dont even really want a camera..sure, its cool to say 'hey..i have a cellphone camera!!' lol..but..its just a fashion..i dont want it. Anyways. Enough about that, eh? Today..i went to walmart. FINALLY---- I GOT SOME SWEATPANTS!!! haha they may be too big, theyre mens..i couldnt find womens..but..i like em bigger than they should be..its more comphy. just like sweatshirts..i LOVE them baggy and huge..because..idk..i feel safer..and warmer..and more comphy/cuddlyer in it. lol. yeah. Anyway. i got that, 2 packs of SUGARLESS gum..lol, trying that, 3 cds- Ashanti, Counting crows, and..er..i forget. oh yeah. third day. We got food and junk for steves arrival. He comes back TUESDAY!! I cant wait..lol. i miss him so much..so much. just knowing he'll protect me from everything. Man..i love his protection. My family, and other people outside the family know that..if ANYONE..really..anyone..messes with me, or with Chris..he will seriously beat there asses. I mean, not that id ask him to lol..but its nice to think of it. I feel so much better when i know hes home, before i go to sleep. Anyway. Okay..so..yeah..my parents will leave monday night after school around..8 or 9. Get in SC by 12..go to sleep..then get up the next day to go to his last graduation..and then theyll bring him home. Itll be after i get home from school too..so..its good. Hmm..God, i am so nervous about school. Everyones telling me not to be, but i am..and i hate it. Idk what im worried about..i think mainly lunch..just..where im gonna sit. thats all..and making the grades i expect of me,and my parents expectations of me. I hope i get a b/f too..i dont wanna be the only one without a guy. Lauren thinks she wont get one..but..i know she will. theres actually tall guys in HS..and..she has a chance. shes pretty, shes smart as a whip, and she has a good personality when she gets used to the person long enough. Well, i have no chance. im not pretty, half half smart..when i wanna be..and..my personality sucks. Oh well. I know i wanna guy who likes the music i like..it really doesnt matter..but yeah. I dont care what they loook like, as 3/4s of the school does, because it seriosuly doesnt matter. Why are people so freaking worried about what other people look like? I HATE IT!! its so mean..to say someone is ugly or not nice/whatever..just because of there clothes, or because they have braces, or because they have never had a boyfriend or whatever you wanna say. I hate it..so much. But, that will never change. no matter how time passes. Why did the world end up like it is now? idk. well..im going. see you. Add a salty tear to my face.

In lust...i think. [26 Jul 2003|12:35am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | none ] well, Just updating to talk about my trip. i wanna talk to myself for a while. i actually missed blurty. tear. hmm..the trip was good. well, idk. i have mixed feelings on it. I hated the visiting part of it every single say/night until 8 or 9 at night. which is..9 or 10 our time. But..i liked it when we did things. yeah. We went to mexico one day. I FEEL/FELT SOOOOOOOOOO sad for the kids down there. man..i cried in the car on the way home. we took pictures of them/whatever..ill have those posted on a site as soon as we develop the 12 rolls. ah..too much money. i caculated 160 for doubles. Anyway. lol..It was sad. theres little kids running around barefoot, raggy clothing.cut off sweatpants/cut shirts. ah..its just tearjerking to me. They go around selling jewlery. and we payed this one little kid 2 dollas, twice..to play an accordian, and sing for us. He was so cute..we took pictures of him. hes adorable..but its depressing. Anyway..got alot of souvineers..theyre nice. Umm.. Another day was the beach, which was junk cause i had my period and i hadda fuck with that the whole time. I got it the afternoon that we left. just my luck. Well, glad i dont have it now, i can go swimming/whatever before schools back in! The beach was fun though. South Padre Island. Pretty pretty. i got in though, and felt the sand ooze in between my toes, as the waves pressured up against my knees. ah its breathtaking. Hmm....well, visiting/shopping/whatever until this past monday. Monday we left for Galveston Texas, which is 8 hours from mcallen (where we stayed in the BEST BEST BEST hotel in the world lol) I dont wanna discuss the hotels, because theres a lot i could tell, and im tired. But..we stayed in galveston on the beach in the Hilton hotels. The weleft tuesday morning, to get into Biloxi Mississippi, by tuesday night sometime. The hotel was called Casino Magic. Their were like..4 or 5 casinos around where we stayed, and there was a bus that went to all of them, so people could gamble at all of them. Well, my parents gambled one night, and i called lauren for an hour, and chris for 15 minutes. (that bill will suck) but anyway..the hotel was awesome. It was also on the beach lol..and we were on the 19th floor of the hotel. man..the view was sooooooo cool. i took pictures. hope theyre pretty:). Umm..I saw the sunset on the first night..over the ocean and glowing casino/city lights..it was one to remember man. We stayed there until thursday morning, when we left at around 10. got in atlanta/home at..7 or so? yeah. But im glad to be home. i missed my bed so much, and lauren/the family over there..and my sister a lot. I missed heather too..i missed talking to her..she called before i left..missed it though. er...never heard her voice either..that would help a lot with..things. I kinda..had some other feelings for someone in Texas while on my trip..idk. I hope theyre almost over. I'd feel awkward. Well, you dont care. i missed my shower too..dont say anything--because everyones been looking at me weird when ive said this lol. but i did..i dont feel clean enough unless im in MY shower. So i took an hour shower last night. from 12 something until 1:15..ah..it was sooooooooooo nice and soothing. Im gonna go. ill put the pictures site on here soon this week. hopefully by monday ill be done with it. Much love. Add a salty tear to my face.

Last entry.. [09 Jul 2003|10:35pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Mariah Carey- Heartbreaker (radio edit) ] This will be my last entry, probably until school gets back in. Theres absolutely nothing to write of, and theres absolutely no point in writing in this anymore. I hate this thing. Why bother. Wish me luck with the inspirations of my book, well, if you want to. I don't care what anyone does or says. You're all liars. Leave for texas/mexico- July 14th 2003,Monday morning at 8 o clock AM Come back from texas/mexico- Probably July 23rd 2003,Wendsday night? Lauren moves- August 15th 2003, Friday Any more news? Not really no. If something comes up, such as i die, ill have my mom update my journal for me. Who knows? Things RANDOMLY happen to people. Thank you all for being such fluent readers to me, Cleana Add a salty tear to my face.

sippy cup of milk.. [09 Jul 2003|12:48pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Lonestar- What about now? ] I LOVE LONESTAR! They're awesome!! Anyway! Today i think im going to either go shopping with my parents, or with laurens mom,lauren,kristen, and my momma. Don't know which one yet. Yesterday..lets see..what did i do? I know i went someplace..OH YEAH! I went to target with my sister..to get a raft for her. That..hhaa..turned into 3 cds and deroderent. No raft. Why do things always turn out that way? You go in for one specific thing and expect to leave with THAT THING. Then you go..and not get it, or forget. Funny stuff. Well, i got the Jo Dee Messina greatist hits cd..its pretty good. Chris got Alan, and Madonna's greatest hits cds. We're all about greatest hits around here. Hmm..today will be a good day i can already tell because i got up at 12! wahoo for me. I need a shower. OH! Yesterday..i forgot: I went to the pool. At 4 my mom and i had a hair appointment. So we went to that...I got mine sort-a to my shoulders? idk..its hard to explain with layers. Anyway..then..AH..eyebrow ordeal. Yes, my bushes are lessened down. Finally..They look much better. I CAN SEE!! nah..just kidding..but its good. They didn't hurt as much as i thought they would..haha...pretty cool too. I held my moms hands and all..lol..but it was easy. Shut it..i love my moms hands.? :/ Gotta run! bah..speaking of run..i do need to. er. I'm back with Heather Hensley! back.."out" or..whatever you wanna call it.byebye Why should we wait?, Cleana Add a salty tear to my face.

Another added movie [08 Jul 2003|12:35am] [ mood | moody ] [ music | Chris on the phone with David. ] Nothing happened today. Layed around, went to the pool with lauren and kristen. We got home around 3:30 and then decided to go see a movie. T3 was rated R..so we had to change our movie at the booth, to Hollywood Homoside. It was alright. Not worth spending 6 bucks on..but it was fun to go. After i went to Blimpie with my family, blockbuster, brusters, then home. Watched The Breakfast Club, it just ended. Its a good movie for anyone who hasn't seen it yet. Classic. This morning, i got out of bed at around 1..went out to get a drink before my shower, and my dad says.. "Nina..come in here." so..i go into the living room and get told to sit down that we're going to Texas. So..we're going to texas. I'm leaving next monday. 14th of July. 2 days to get down there (south south texas near some town that starts with a B..its the biggest one down there. Maybe you've heard of it.)..we're staying for 5 days. But..now my moms saying that we might as well just stay until we get tired of it Because theres no reason to come back home for this shitstate. Not those words, but to sum it up there it is. So..anywhere between 1 1/2 weeks to 2 weeks i'll be gone. Courtney may go with us..if not, Lauren/Kristen may go. Depending on if Courtney goes. Period soon. That shit better not ruin my trip. ill kill. well, can't wait. Trips always make me..i don't know..feel like letting loose and not worrying about shit. And on the other SUNNY SIDE OF THINGS i'll find an inspiration for my book. Good. I noticed that, Cleana Add a salty tear to my face.

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