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Destiny Divine's Journal
well i'm out ya'll tis is gonna b my las entry...it was nice while it lasted but i have 2 say godd bye.....lots of things are happening in my life right now and i won't b able 2 get 2 a comp. regularly.....not 2 mention blurty is aso the online journal service of some people i no longer wish 2 b able 2 contact me...so .........peace n
GOOD BYE BLURTY!!!!!
peace out.....
destiny divine
Current mood:
busy.
NEXT STOP A-T-L
i'm goin to Atlanta for a week!!!!!
jeah, boy!!!
since i dont's have to work till next week my ex-husband offered to pay my way to Atlanta since my birthday is this weekend...
let me tell ya'll how shocked i am.... i usually gotta sweat him for anything but this time he called me back immediately when i left a message saying i neeeded some help cause i wasn't starting my new job when i thought i was....
he sent me some money western union within the same hour and asked me to come down to A-T-L
so i'm going and i'm gonna get drizzunk for my born day....in other words i'm gonna be really really intoxicated and high...LMAO
so i'll see ya'll in a week.....and hopefully by then "Ms. Anonymous" will join us grown folk and come out of the shadows and into the light.....
peace out.....i'm mad excited....
DES
Current mood:
excited.
The Love Vibes Quiz: Who is Your Best Match?
Each Sign of the Zodiac shares a unique vibe with each of the other Signs. These relationships are called Harmonics. Each Harmonic represents a distinctive energy, a sort of general mood for each Sun Sign pair's union. Read your results and then consult the Love Vibes chart to find out which Signs are most compatible with your idea of perfect love!
Note: Scores are rounded to one decimal place and therefore may not total 100%
You scored 30% Sextile: Friendship and Loyalty
A relationship of elemental harmony and amicability is what you're looking for. You desire a partner who shares your outlook on love and life, regardless of any differences in your exteriors. Passion and fire are less vital to your happiness than are true, abiding friendship and a productive creative life or career. You will be best satisfied by a partner who will be your help mate and your most loyal champion, someone who gives you support and yet realizes when you need your space. In your ideal relationship you can help one another grow and there's a mutual respect underlying everything you do together. What this partnership lacks in excitement it makes up in creativity and harmony. If you don't form a long-term love bond, you will nonetheless have a life-long friend. You should seek out a partner whose Sun Sign forms a Sextile to yours. Consult the Love Vibes chart and look for the Sign with which yours shares a 3 Vibration.
You scored 30% Trine: Harmony and Understanding
You are quite the romantic idealist! You desire the perfect love, the kind wherein respect, harmony and cooperation meld seamlessly with attraction and passion. The kind of relationship you seek will be with someone who, on the surface, seems quite different from you. You may have quite dissimilar ways of manifesting your inner drives, but at your core you share the same motivations regarding love, life, career, money, parenting -- whatever issues are most important to the both of you. This can be a union of transcendence of differences and a collaborative effort between two individuals toward a shared happiness. Since this type of bond feels so significant, there is a real danger of taking it all too seriously; just don't allow yourself and your ideal mate to become so wrapped up in your bliss that you alienate your friends and family. But warnings aside, you prize love, harmony and understanding; you should seek out a partner whose Sun Sign forms a Trine to yours. Consult the Love Vibes chart and look for the Sign with which yours shares a 5 Vibration.
You scored 20% Square: Conflict and Excitement
You're an adventurer in the game of love. Love at first sight, flings, spur-of-the-moment unions, Las Vegas drive-thru chapel weddings -- you fall for anything heady and spontaneous in romance. You're looking for someone who burns right through your façade, a mate who forces you to fight for your happiness. If there's no challenge involved you're just not interested. Ease and harmony bore you; you seek friction and conflict as a means of personal growth. The push-and-pull of two very different personalities excites you. There's a karmic bond at work in relationships based on this dynamic; you may feel as if you've known your mate in another life, as though you two are fated to force one another to evolve. If you can eventually harmonize your tension, this can be a very constructive relationship -- but that is far more easily said than done. Still, the undertaking will be exciting, at the very least! You should seek out a partner whose Sun Sign forms a Square to yours. Consult the Love Vibes chart and look for the Sign with which yours shares a 4 Vibration.
You scored 20% Opposition: Unity through Differences
You're a person of extremes, an individual looking for a romantic challenge or an opportunity for significant personal growth. You're less interested in someone who's your mirror image than in a mate who, by way of the differences between you, will help you grow and realize your fullest potential. Maintaining the delicate balance among all your differing qualities is hard work, however; to make it work, you must both decide that your relationship is a priority. Neither of you can expect or demand to be the dominant partner; you must respect your individual identities. This bond can be very complementary if managed conscientiously; there is a unity underlying your basic personality conflicts. To exercise this type of dynamic, seek out a partner whose Sun Sign forms an Opposition to yours. Consult the Love Vibes chart and look for the Sign with which yours shares a 7 Vibration.
ok i'm out no more quizzes today i'm about to get my hair braided by LANEEK the girl i was talkin bout before....
peace ya'll
Current mood:
calm.Current music: where's the love...black eye peas.
The 3 Styles of Sex: Which One Is Yours?
You Want to Really Feel It
The Female Profile
You're a kinesthetic, exquisitely sensitive to motion, to taste, to texture, to nuance, to atmosphere. You have no trouble eroticizing sensation -- and the richer it is, the better. You love the feel of silk against your skin, the thrill of locking eyes with your man across the room, the decadence of feeding him delicacies in bed. You're highly sensual, always attuned to how sex feels, both physically and emotionally.
"Kinesthetics are especially attuned to movement, to the feeling of two bodies coming together," says Dr. Ogden. "Even casual contact -- back rubs, hand holding -- can build up to actual sexual contact." The bonus of being so physically centered? "Kinesthetics are frequently orgasmic all over their bodies," says Dr. Ogden.
You're very good at slow sexual simmer; one way to boost your pleasure during lovemaking is to heighten the anticipation over several hours or even a few days. Walk around without underwear. Leave your husband naughty notes in his day calendar. And when he does reach for you, instead of going straight for sex, slow him down with a make-out session. "Bring kissing back into your lovemaking," suggests Dr. Barbach. "It's an important part of sex for you, but it often gets demoted after marriage. Experiment with a range of touch -- from the light and tentative to the bold and unmistakable."
"My husband often used to awaken me during the night with a gentle, teasing stroking, but my body wasn't responding the way I wanted it to," says one woman. "It took me awhile to realize that I didn't want to be lightly touched. I wanted him to grab me."
Kinesthetics are able to move easily from one state to another, which can be advantageous in bed. For instance, if your husband wants to make love, but you're not in the mood, you may be able to feel more receptive toward him by remembering how you felt the day you two met. Dancing can also be wonderful foreplay for the kinesthetic.
The Male Profile
There are many men who love sensual touch and sexual nurturing as much as women do, and if your man is one of them, he's very attuned to his physical self. While a kinesthetic woman may prefer the long route to sex, the kinesthetic man won't mind if you head straight for his genitals. "He wants you to be direct," says Peter A. Wish, Ph.D., author of Don't Stop at Green Lights. And yet, because of his superior sense of touch -- and his being connected to his body -- there are endless possibilities for foreplay. Indeed, anything that's sensory-based (baking bread together) or physical (a job together) can suggest sex to him.
"The flip side of being so physically centered is that a man (or woman) who favors his kinesthetic sense tends to be more acutely affected by stress -- positively or negatively," says Dr. Wish. "For some, stress is a desire inhibitor. For others, sex helps relieve the tension built up in their bodies," he explains. If your guy answers to the former description, help him find the source of the tension, then help him cope, or give him a massage."
"My husband feels everything in his body with lots of immediacy -- stress, desire, sadness, anxiety," says one woman. There are times when we'll make love and I'll be satisfied to just turn away, separate, and go to sleep, but he needs contact a lot longer. He's taught me a lot about recognizing what my own body is saying to me and my emotional state."
If your husband is kinesthetic, he's sensitive to your moods and to the atmosphere when you're together. He's game for anything new in bed because to him, it's the experience that counts -- not the results. In fact, he can sometimes get so lost in the experience that he seems to drift away during sex, says Michael Brooks, author of Instant Rapport. To bring him back to the here and now, talk to him, using words wrapped in feeling to remind him who he's with -- the one he loves with his heart, soul, and all 10 toes.
weekly flirt horoscope for leo
08/04/2003 - 08/10/2003 Happy Birthday!
There are those around you who would prefer to keep you as unhappy as they are -- but too bad for them! You're making great strides toward being one happy camper, and your sad-sack friends are just going to have to deal with it. Thursday and Friday take the romance and passion up a notch and you and your sweetie are enjoying life to the fullest. Not even their annoying little habits can get you down! Watch out for fighting too hard to get what you want this weekend -- remember that healthy relationships are all about compromise.
Thanks for trying your FREE sample Personal Profile Report.
Enjoy it!
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Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
You have a sensible and realistic outlook on life and your two feet are always planted firmly on the ground (though you may, on occasion, have your head in the clouds). Others often see you as a rock of strength, solid, reliable, dependable, and constant. You are, in fact, amazingly consistent for you possess great powers of endurance and do not like to make changes or adjustments in your regular routine. You do things deliberately and methodically and do not easily accommodate the unexpected. Though you have a gentle, even soft, appearance, you are enormously strong-willed and stubborn. You go at your own pace and refuse to be rushed or pushed into anything before you feel sure about it. You can be coaxed and persuaded by charm, beauty, love, or affection - but never forced. You won't fight either, but simply stubbornly resist any attempt to coerce you to do something you do not want to do. Find out more with your full-length report...
Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
Proud and intensely individual, you really want to stand out, to be the very best you can be, and to be recognized and appreciated for your unique contributions. Doing something well and being respected for it is extremely important to you, and you cannot tolerate being in the background, taking orders from others, or being "just one of the team". You must put your personal stamp on whatever you do, and direct your own course in life. You need to have a place where you can shine, express yourself creatively, and be the one in charge.
Current mood:
mellow.
"What Kind Of Lesbian Stereotype Are You???" - Results:
Tomboy: You dress pretty casual and you have short hair that's pretty easy to style. You are probably frequently mistaken for a young boy. You are very passionate and fall in love easily
well my hair isn't shortat all...... it's actually very very long...matter fact rediculously long...down to my ass...
but the truth be told the only reason i haven't cut it is cause of my ex girl and cause girls seem to love it....
and cause i love to sit inbetween a woman's legs whie they braid my hair of just play in it.....mmmm.....that feels great to me.....it's my lil' piece of heaven...LMAO.......
though the rest of it is on point...
Current mood:
amused.Current music: i keep on fallin in and out......alicia keys.
so i wake up today and the first thing on my brain is my ex-husband.....it's funny cause the more i say that teh more wierd it sounds to me.....
i've been with him off and on since i was 17....this man has been the only person that has been able to penetrate my walls and thick fronts of non-emotion....
i don't know why i love him anymore....i keep telling myself he's apart of my past and hat i really hav to learn tolet him go....but alas i'm corny cause i can't...what's up with that....
anyone been in love so bad and for so long that it seems wrong for it to be any other way?!?!?
well my friend just toldme last night i said his name a couple of times in my sleep....now that's insane cause i have never talked in my sleep...or at least noone has ever told me i have....
so i'm trying to let go of him and the hope that one day he'll get his crazy act together and be able to be the man i need.....but what if he never does....
and what if he can't be the man i need cause what i really need is a woman...hmmm..that's one to think about...any comments?!?!?.....
well i'm notconfused about my sexuality...i'm just totally confused about who i'll end up with in the long run....
i mean i'v always had a thing for woman i mean i use to chase them around when i was in first grade.....
standing on the boys line so i could hold another girls hand instead of a boys...
maybe i'm just rushing myself.....
i've told myself that i'm not gonna get into any heavy relatonshps this year...unless it just happens....but i don't want to have that intention in my mind....though i am looking for a friend an companion....
i would really like smeone who wants to take things as slow as i do.......no sex....just pure companionship and perhaps then some great sex....lol.....i really believe that great sex only comes when the two in it aren't putting up an act for each other cause they are new to each other and want to impress one another...i have found myself in this situation...the two aren't just trying to get themselves off.....
great sex is when:
both partners can laugh and giggle during it
you can be serious, andmore importantly be taken seriously too
you don't have to be scarred to comunicate what you like and to be yourself
you can be free
when you can trust your parner to ask for your okay before doing something so that you don't freak out cause you don't like it or worse have to fake that u like it
your partner makes love to you for as long as it takes to satisfy you and not for as long as they can bare to...LMAO....
well so i need a friend to have fun with....life is too serious...and i've noticed i've especially been serious about mine for way too long….
…….PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT…….
RECRUITING FRIENDS FOR CHAT OR MORE…
BUT PLEASE REALIZE THAT WE MUST START AS FRIENDS……
I CANNOT RISK JUMPING INTO ANY MORE “RELATIONSHIPS” WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT I’M GETTING INTO….
AND YOU SHOULDN’T WANT TO EITHER!!!!!!!
Peace,
des
Current mood:
contemplative.Current music: emotional rollercoaster....Vivian Green.
MY REPLY TO THIS RESPONSE TO A RECENT ENTRY WAS WAY TOO LONG AND JUICY FOR A POST SO HERE IT IS AS AN ENTRY:
Someone wrote,
WHAT?????!!!!!!
Didn't you just get out of a relationship YESTERDAY? Now you're speaking of another. Grow up. Is your journal real? Are you perhaps "creating make-believe" entries because you "know" who's reading? Come on now. How can you even think about someone else WHEN YOU JUST GOT OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP? You are definetely psycho...and BLUE did herself a favor by kickin' yo ass out. If this Nalissa had any sense, she'd KICK YO ASS OUT TOO! LMAO. You are on get-back that's all. For you to have your eyes on someone else already is nasty, skanky, and retarded. Makes people wonder if you are REAL. From the reads of you "new" journal, YOU SEEM FAKER THAN A 8 dollar bill. LAWD! girl grow up!!!!! *holding nose* YOU SUCK!
IN RESPONSE TO THIS WILD AND I MUST STRESS ANONYMOUS ADD ON (by the way Ms. Anonymous wy don't you come out into the light, or out the closet, lol, like all of us grown folk and stop bein' so scerred!!! LMAO)
playin in the back of my head......
I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE SOMEBODIES WATCHIN ME....Micheal Jackson
dear Anonymous......
ummm first off can we say HATE IN THE BLOOD...lol..
umm
no i didn't get out af a relationship...cause as i stated in my first entry...the person who i thought i was fallen in love with didn't exist...so i got out of a bad situation that's all...i barely knew the girl and she barely knew me....and that's the truth....
and no i'm not speaking of gettin into another relationship with anyone...i don't think i can handle a relationship right now....my life isn't stable yet and i can't be happy with myself much less someone else, if my life is not stable....i'm stayin with my friend Nalissa and if i wanted to spend private time with someone were would i go to a hotel...no that's just not my style.......but anyway i was talkin bout just hangin out with someone besides Nalissa and datin people...i figure it takes me a couple of months before i really get serious about someone so in that time i will have been able to get my own place.....but even if i was what's it to u...
ANYWAY...
as for the "make believe entries" LMAO i'll leave that up to the real psychos who think shyt like that up...LMAO...not to point any fingers at you or nothin....LMAO...i'm sorry but this is too funny....
and as for the people who i "know" r readin my entries....well i actually thought no one was reading them...lol...cause i have no friends listed and cause no one until u (i'm guessing your a she and a friend of Blue if not Blue herself) Ms. Anonymous has made any comments....
as for my friend Nalissa throwin me out...all i have to say is we r FRIENDS...
not over night ones or needy, hurry up and be my friend ones..we have known each other for a long time...we even went on a couple of dates together...
but we never went further cause we saw in each other a wonderful friendship which is unlike any relationship...
see relationships come and go and there is no guaranty that after everything is said and done u wil still be lucky enough to have a friend...but a friendship on the other hand is something that u have through all those up and downs and though me and Nalissa havn't been around each other in a while ....when i stepped out of the elevator and she saw me she screamed in elation and relief....she had her best friend back..and that's why i'm stayin with her and not in a shelter cause of Blue kicken me out...cause real friends can't see each other fucked up or on the streets or even stressed out...so more power to BLue for kicken me out if that makes her such a great person.....lol...i don't know bout all that but i do know that everything hapens for a reason....
and as for being "nasty" and all that junk...whateva....
i still read blue's journal cause after reading the book she is writing i know one thing about her....she's a great story teller...so i like reading her stuff.....it keeps me entertained....not to mention we parted on bad terms and i really didn't want it to be like that..so i also am reading her journal to keep up with her and i guess in a way to check up/ in on her to see how she's doin...i don't want to contact her anymore cause she said she didn't want me to and i don't need no one cursing me out and tryin to have me on some guilt trip or acting like i ain't tryin to be cool when i am or writin crap about me and then havin people like you (that is if this isn't really her) watchin me and talkin shyt to me.....but so yeah...
in Blue's jounal she has made it clear that she herself has found a new/old "Love" interest.....so why should i be ashamed to talk about what's goin on in my world when she is doin the same....i don't talk shyt about her and i don't make fucked up comments in her journal...even as she continues to make lil' remarks about me...journals r meant for people to vent in and share their inner most thoughts and feelings...so that's what we all r doing...
BE EASY MA....AND CHECK YOURSELF BEFORE U TRY TO TELL SOMEONE ELSE ABOUT THEMSELVES....
"HOLLA BACK BUT LISTEN FIRST" - Common
Destiny
...that's crazy.....
P.S. Blue if u read this...i still wish we could have talked some more...the last times we spoke i allowed you to say to me all that u needed to ...i allowed u to vent...but we never talked..two peole talking is an interction otherwise it's just one person venting....... like me commenting on things and telling u how i felt...without u cutting me off and sayin i was a liar.....i thought we were suppose to be friends...and even after u kicked me out (which is something a friend never does to another friend) that day i went and spoke to a person up in the gay center and they gave me alot of good options and ways of talkin to u..she even advised me bringing u down there the next day so we could talk in front of her and she could be a mediator...but things didn't work out that way...and when i got back to your house to find your friends there and u going off on me again...empowered and fueled now by your friends ...i was bothered but i was not gonna allow you or your friend to see me hurt...u know i don't like to cry or feel like people r seein me at a vulnerable point.....well anyway....i admitted to you that i was wrong just so u could clm down and see i was not tryin to be a dick head...but then you got even more empowered by my submission..maybe cause i never did that before...and just for the record that was me changing and trying...but udidn't see it that way..u saw it how u wanted to see it.....and u started sayin evil shyt like u hope i feel horrible and that i should feel like shyt and all this stuff that i never knew you were even capable of ....
but i guess when the worse situations come around, as the old sayin goes you realize who your friends are and you really get to see a person for who they are and not just who they want u to see....
so...
in saying all that i think i'm gonna make this into an entry cause this is fucking long as hell...lol
i think i've been repressing all my feelings and thoughts on the subject that's why...lol...journals are great!!
so ...i don't start working until tuesday..which is wack cause it means i won't get payed till the weekend after my birthday....and it's wack cause i have nothing to do during the passing days...i'm glad it's saturday night already....hopefully time will be good to me and pass by quickly......
as the days roll by and i find myself hanging out with my ol homies and some new ones i realize more and more that i'm not sure about anyhting in my life right now...matter fact the only thing i am sure about is that i'm not sure about anything...lol...
i found myself in a coversation lat night that i would have rather been a spectator in ....
Peanut, a homie from the pj's out here in harlem, bought a couple of bottles, some champagne, alize and some other shit i'm not gonna even try to spell cause i'm not an alki (alcoholic) and i don't know much about liqs (alcohol)...
as we stared to get tipsy...
Peanut, my man Rose, my other mans Bolo, his girl ummm, sorry ya'll i forgot her name, but we'llcall her X for the sake of the story, and her friend...her hot lil friend i might add Laneek...
our conversation starts to get a bit deeper....
no longer are we talking about the drama in each others lives...
and boy do Black/ HIspanic folk have some drama....
or the newest movies and clubs we wanted to hit up...
or where we planned to be in the next year or two...it's ill how people who live in the ghetto have more short term goals than compared to white folks and their "where will u be in ten years" type questions...
when i suggested that to my boy Nut he replied with the bittersweet honesty of aBlack man in the hood that,
"Black folks in da ghetto feel like they r on a time card,
1) who wants to stay in the ghetto, filled with rats and roaches and
2) our life expectancy here is shorter so our time period to achieve goals is shorter."
Dayum, ain't that the truth!!
well while we were startin to slip closer to intoxication... sittin by one of the jungle gyms for the kids...we heard one of the older boys in the group shout out, "well what about having sex with a man."
as the group picked up on thier conversation... the cute lil friend of x, Laneek, said well how do ya'll feel about te gay and lesbian community and the idea of legalizing same sex marriages..
in true "Nutty" form, Peanut said, "well, ya'll KNOW i don't mind me some freaky bisexual bitches gettin down and dirty but i don't get why any nigga who call himself a man would want another nigga stickin his piece all in his ass."
Rose chimed in that he didn't understand gay men either, "i mean bitches be complainin that gettin it up da ass hurt so why do niggas actually like that shyt so much. what the fuck wrong with dem."
and Bolo added, "for real dog, that's why niggas be homophobic cause they be swearin them niggas is crazy. personally i don't giva a fuck what eva you do is your business but i hate when gay niggas be tryin to talk tome."
well, before they started believing all the bullshit that they were saying i came in....
" well Nut we all know u's a freak and would love as many women as u could possible get in one room without they bein' a cat fight.....but as for the whole gettin it up the ass thang...let me enlighten ya'll," Laneek giggled loudly and leaned in closer towards the group.
i explained to them how a man's prostate gland is at the end of the rectum canal and that when the prostate gland is stimulated a man cumms...
if any one has ever seen road trip, the movie, there's a seen there which shows one of the dudes goin to a sperm bank and because he thinks he has a chance with the nurse he tells her he needs some assistance to help him arrive....
well, she smacks on a pair of latex gloves and asks him to drop his draws...
he does in a heat of excitement cause he thinks she's gona jerk him off and as he stands up with his pants now strategically placed around his ankles, she grabs him and turns him around so that his back is towards her...
he laughs and says, "i love it when a woman takes control and does someting different," as she slowly guides his back down so that he is slightly leaning over the table in the office...
in the movie they don't show u how they ask the men to hold their cup under their penis or how they grease up their latex fingers ...but they do show.....
the woman sticking her fingers in his ass and him yelling in satisfaction and then shuddering as if he'd just cumm
i tell the group that this is why men like men because yes the "bottom" guy is still getting satisfied..and i guess that it must feel hella good to be cumming without even bein' inside no one, but rather with someone bein' inside you.
my boys shake their heads while chiming in that they still think it's wierd, and Laneek, lil miss cute thang asks me but so what about girls...
i laugh and say what about umm... if u eva been with a man that wants to please his partna' you should have already experienced what gettin ya pussy eatin out feels like...i laugh some more ...but if you've neva' been with a woman you may neva know what it feels like to be eatin out right without no body fallin asleep on you... at this my boys grunt and take bigger swigs of their drinks while X and Laneek laugh they asses off....
Laneek points out that i seem to kow alot about the subject...i laugh and say, "if you're askin' me if i'm battin fo' the home team' my answer is yes. i'm bisexual but bcause i've explored the realm of men so much i'm really lookin more to be with a woman right now."
she smiles brightly at me, while my boys poke each other in the ribs and gigle like a bunch of old ladies after hearing the latest gossip...
i laugh at them as i continue to light the blunt i've been rolling while enlightening my homies from da hood...lol
Laneek comes out of left field and says, " wel ldo youfuck wth girls who have kids cause umm...well..i've got and eight year old lil' girl...but umm i think i like you."
at this the group goes into a wild ring of laughter and oh my gods and dayum Laneeks....
i take a few puffs on the el while things settle down.
Laneek has neva taken her eyes from me...
she's watchin' me for a reaction....
it takes Nut and Rose a minute to settle down and i use this to my advantage i ask X for a pen nd piece of paper and write down Laneeks number...
when they finally settle downi say to Laneek well what we can do is ...
i can take u out ...we'll get a bite to eat ..spend a lil time gettin to know one another...and then we will go out to a gay club and if you really like the life if u really are feelin it then we'll go from there.....
she smiles brighter than sh has all day and says, "aight, thas was up!"
we continue to get intoxicated.....
fast forward to today...
me and Laneek spend some time on the phone....she's cool but i think not for me...she likes to chill on the street alot...i'm mre of a home-body...hand=gin ot outside gettin drunk and smoked out is a rare thing for me..it's happenin now cause i don't have my own crib to chill in and cause i an't got shit to do till i start workin...but i'm still gonna take her out ...
and we'll stay friends through her transition and/ or experimentation.....
well, alot more happened last night....
like me gettin locked out of my best friends crib
and today bein her birthday and her not commin home yet....
she'd out with her ex girl looks like they might be gettin back together...it's funny how things have a way of workin themselves out andhow the universe seems to answer questions by taking action.....
cause i was recently confused about my best friend wondering if i should make teh moves on her...
i'm happy i didn't cause then i would have been caught up in some shyt...lol...
alls well that ends well
well later ya'll
peace,
destiny
Current mood:
blah.Current music: ya loves got me lokin so crazy right now....Beyonce.