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|Thursday, June 24th, 2004|
Nightmares have always been a problem for me, and I usually don't let them bother me. But in the last few weeks I have been really disturbed by my nightmares. I have had a string of nightmares in which a wonderful girl I know moves here next door to me. And oddly the only people that live in this town are me and my friends, and this marvelous girl. It starts out with the girl and me hanging out and all my friends hate her, so they play a really cruel prank on her. What is this prank you ask? Well, it's one the worst things that you can do to a girl with pets, my friends killed all her animals. So in a mad streak of vengeance I kill everyone but the girl, which leaves just me and her. I don't know what this could mean, but have an idea of how to make to them stop, and I am to afraid to do what i must do. I might find this courage before i post again.
"Would you just make me what you want me to be." Rawkfist Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Rawkfist - Thousand Foot Krutch
|Monday, June 21st, 2004|
I'm soooooo tired, and I have been for almost 4 days. Why you ask? It's because I've been on 2 Five a.m. fishing trips (which I enjoyed) Had to close mcdonalds all four days (that means I leave about 1 a.m.) and I have had alot of really bad dreams lately. They are very violent and seemly real, but the weird part (I have violent dreams alot) Is that not only are the people I'm killing my closest of friends, but in my violent dreams it usually does not show the gore.. But in these dreams it does, and I have been waking up frequently crying or in cold sweats, because not only have killed my friends here, I have killed a friend that I have never even met. Could I be going insane? Or do all these dreams have some subconcouis meaning? In the latest one Meg, moved here and all my friends critized me for hanging out with her.. So I killed them... Could this have a deeper meaning? I don't know and I prefer not to write anymore about publically.
I just rented Kill Bill Volume 1 today and watched it, and I must say it was pretty awesome, except for all the blood squirting. Anways, It type for the quote/lyric/saying for this update.
"I have found a reason for me, to change who I use to be, A reason to start over new, and the reason is you" The Reason - Hoobastank Current Mood: thoughtfulCurrent Music: The Reason - Hoobastank