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the tragic life and death of dr faustaus or whatever the hell we're reading in english is really good. christopher marlowe > shakespeare. i really hate bringing up religion in that class, but unfortunately with the time period we're in it's kind of necessary. or maybe people should just calm the fuck down. yeah.
i think 'what kind of music do you listen to?' is the worst question to ask me if i like you because i can't say 'good charlotte' or 'the kind that's better than yours' and i'm just kind of dumbstruck and i look dumb. oh well.
i totally pwnd my math class today. i wouldn't let go of a problem because i didn't understand why a positive all of a sudden turned into a negative and it turned out the person who wrote it up there did it wrong even though the teacher said it was right and everyone got the same answer as me but they just assumed they got it wrong. i felt smart.
i realized the only thing i'm insecure about is my intelligence, especially when i talk to people who i know are smarter than me. i just feel really dumb in all my classes + i think i should've stayed in level + made a's rather than gotten into advanced classes + made c's + felt dumb. meh.
my half-brother's band (infinity's twin) is playing at the engine room on october 5 at the battle of the bands. so... you should go. or die.
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[15 Sep 2003|10:57pm] |
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blurty really sucked today. meh.
anyway... i made a cd.
( Read more... )
it makes me happy.
p.s. i have a new toy. add me on friendster (papercliche@hotmail.com).
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[14 Sep 2003|10:30pm] |
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once upon a time in mexico is the best movie ever. it taught me that all mexicans own and know how to operate guns, can take over a military and know how to use the military's weapons against them and if i'm president and a military came to attack, i should under my desk. thank you for the movie + popcorn, jose.
i'm really looking forward to moving to austin. i'm looking forward to not being looked at weird whenever i go into target and making friends who like going to shows and people actually knowing who the band on my shirt is and being able to discuss music with someone other than jose. but most of all, i'm looking forward to never having to come back to grangerland and see anyone again. it's exciting beyond belief.
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[13 Sep 2003|11:30pm] |
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i think life kind of forgot about me...
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[13 Sep 2003|12:15am] |
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my icon makes me look like chris carrabba aka satan but it's really me i promise. the end.
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[12 Sep 2003|09:50pm] |
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new layout. because i have nothing better to do at 9:45 on a friday night.
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[12 Sep 2003|09:06pm] |
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today a girl who i used to have a crush on said she would date me and then said 'ok!' when i asked her to homecoming even though i'm not going. it made me feel good even though i don't know if she was kidding or not. the pep rally sucked.
i'm not really in the mood to be online but there's nothing to do. someone IM me (hes a revolution).
the end.
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[11 Sep 2003|09:42pm] |
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i think that open house was kind of fun. actually, not really, now that i think about it.
everything nhs does is kind of unorganized. mary's job was to stand at the entrance of the tunnel and tell people it was ok to go through. i had to stand by the doors in the cafeteria and direct parents who may come through there to the schedules. um. mary and i kind of stayed together for a little while and then she disappeared. and then i took over her job. and then my mom came and i went around with her. my english teacher made me mad, because between the person in front of us and my mom, a lady walked in and began to talk to him. my mom felt ignored and kind of stormed out. it kind of embarrassed me, but it'll be ok.
afterwards, mary, jose + i went to domino's and jose bought us pizza + we came back here + ate it. it was a nice little time. i really enjoy spending time with those kids. dover drive is playing on the 4 and jose said he'd try to go. that'd be awesome. i love shows with jose. and i love dover drive shows. yeah.
um, i wrote this last night. and i think i like it. so here.
( can you )
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[11 Sep 2003|03:32pm] |
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so, yea, exactly ten minutes after i got out of school, i was already home + online. i think that means i rule at life.
i got my transcript today. my average for the four years of high school is a 90. i have three c's, twenty-six b's and twenty-two a's. i had no idea. i'm happy.
we started our stories in english today. the first one said 'ass' and the second said 'bitch' and the God kid freaked out and said it offended him so there couldn't be any more cursing. it pissed me off. i'm pretty sure the tales were meant to offend people? i don't know. it's just really annoying how he makes a big deal out of everything. gosh. i didn't have to go today, though, which is good.
open house is tonight. i have a lot to do. i think. i'm just gonna do a little math + then re-read my tale. i don't know if i'm gonna get around to economics. meh. mary is supposed to come over + we're going to open house together or something? meh.
hey blurty stopped sucking...
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[10 Sep 2003|08:44pm] |
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the concept of a canadian jew amuses me to no end.
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[10 Sep 2003|06:03pm] |
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You are Screamo at heart. You love going to shows
and probably the color black. Tight jeans,
anger, and hip sawying is where its at. And you
probably know what windmilling is.
How Screamo are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
woah shit.
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[10 Sep 2003|04:27pm] |
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in english we spent most of the time talking about college. i think i want to live in the dorms now. but i'm actually really worried about actually getting into ut now. i shouldn't have been such a fucktard the last four years and not thought about the future. i'm really mad at myself. and that's like everyone's advice, 'don't slack off your freshmen year'. i suck at taking advice. i really do. meh. a God freak spazzed because our teacher said at texas tech (where he went) upperclassmen can have overnight guests. i was like, 'boys and girls can be friends without anything happening. my best friend is a girl.' i didn't mention that i stayed a week at her house unsupervised either, 'cause that would've been weird... but jeez, not everyone thinks about sex. it's annoying too how that kid tries to tell everyone else how to live when he's had sex with his girlfriend. fuckin' moron. i can't stand him.
uhh, yeah... anyway... my lunch table is fuckin' annoying too. it's all these people who have no one else to sit with and i don't like. and they invite more retarded people. so there's no room and i get annoyed. today this girl took up half the table and she had really long hair and it was annoying 'cause she sucks at life. the end.
in yearbook, three other people and i sat in the office and talked shit about the girl i hate a whole whole lot. it was fun.
the nhs meeting after school sucked at life. people are fucking stupid. nhs is a joke. they want to get out so quickly, but they sit there and talk to their friends instead of paying attention and letting the meeting go by. they're retarded. apparently we have to apply for a scholarship for nhs. i'm kind of happy, because i probly won't get it done any other way. and i'm stressed about getting into ut. >.<
i changed my senior quote. it's "everything you do and say has been done and said by someone better. you are nothing profound." everyone was stealing quotes from famous people and it was annoying. i might change it to a modest mouse lyric, though. i don't know.
umm yeah life should die. :D
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[09 Sep 2003|05:41pm] |
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i went and got the new ap because the letters organize are in it. i thought i got the wrong one but i didn't. i'm happy. it also has calico system + the blood brothers + some others + a free trustkill cd that has like 5 good songs out of 13. yeah.
( reason #22309390 why i'm a moron )
oh, and apparently i didn't miss anything in english because all english classes went to the auditorium to talk about college day. i'm happy.
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[09 Sep 2003|02:43pm] |
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the doctor's appointment went ok. it didn't take as long. but i realized that i've been having x-rays on my pelvic areas since i was like 10 and very rarely do they put the lead chip in the right spot. i'm kinda worried about that. i had to take off all my clothes except some shorts they gave me. it sucked. but whatever. i don't have to go back again. i'm excited.
i looked for a translated version of the canon's yeoman's tale but all i got were summaries. i think i'll do ok, though. and if not, who cares, i'm probly doing horrible in there anyway. i'm the only one in my economics class without an a and i missed the most on the test we just had. i think so, anyway. i can only think of two people in there who would be doing worse than me. but they might cheat like everyone else so meh.
yeah, i don't know what i'm going on about. i need to finish my economics homework.
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[08 Sep 2003|05:18pm] |
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i got a real haircut.
i suck at taking pictures but you get the idea. i like it.
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[07 Sep 2003|05:25pm] |
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this morning my mom woke me up a little before 10:00. i got up, showered and picked my brother up. we went to return his book at the college but he didn't have something he needed for it. so, we left and he asked me to take him to the emergency room because he wasn't feeling well. my mom met us there and i left after waiting for about an hour. apparently he's dehydrated and had a really high fever. they're giving him some liquid or something to rehydrate him and... yeah.
blah. i'm really tired. i did hella downloading today. i think i'm going to make a cd tonight. i'm excited.
tomorrow i'm getting a haircut. and it's going to be an actual hair style instead of me just telling them to do it this way. it's gonna rule.
i don't understand the canon's yeoman's tale. i have to read it by tuesday. blah. i think tomorrow after school i'm gonna go by the library and get an easier version to understand.
so tired...
and blurty still sucks.
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[06 Sep 2003|11:13pm] |
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dear blurty,
plz quit sucking at life & saying i'm logged in but not letting me read friends-only journals whose friends list i'm on or editing any entries of mine. do this or die.
love,
 woeisme
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[06 Sep 2003|09:51pm] |
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so, today went something like this:
mary: do you want to go to houston?
caleb: sure, let me ask my mom
mary: ok
caleb: i'll be there in a little while to pick you up
not exactly like that, but you get the gist.
so, mary and i went into houston. i rock at driving in houston. cutting people off is my specialty. for serious.
mary and i parked at dillard's and waited for mark to get there. we went to the galleria, which is this huge mall right across the street from dillard's. it had all these stores that i had no idea existed outside of new york because i've only heard them talked about on friends. their music store is fucking huge. we watched people ice skate and made fun of the people who were showing off. we decided the only people who were there were trendy teenagers whose parents had a lot of money, and adults with bad style but a lot of money.
when mark got there we walked to the waterwall and sat down on the grass and took pictures. mary and i brought our homework but we didn't do it. i chased her around and we got grass stains on our pants and people looked at us.
we went to starbucks and we made it obvious we were from the country. we were walking across the street and the little man turned into a red hand and mary freaked out. she stopped in the middle of street, screamed, and grabbed us, asking what we were supposed to do. people were looking at us. and then she started talking to the guy selling roses, asking him how business was. it was funny. starbucks is good.
on the way home we stopped at texaco and saw a drunk passed out on the side. the people who worked there were nice.
my favorite part of the whole day was on the ride home with mary. we just talked about a lot of random things. i liked it a lot.
pictures.
i had a nice day.
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[05 Sep 2003|07:51pm] |
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d00d everyone on my buddy list is away 'cause they're not lame and going to eat at their sisters work with their parents. meh.
tonight is our first football came. i think it started like... 50 minutes ago. we were supposed to dress like cowboys for 'spirit'. i was standing outside of the classroom before 2nd period waiting for our teacher to open the door and i asked cassie where her cowboy attire was and people were like, 'where's your cowboy attire?' i think i said something like 'this is as cowboy as i get' but i don't remember. then they were like 'oh yeah i forgot you don't conform, you're a rebel.' i don't really ever remembering saying that, but whatever. i was busy saying hi to megan but i just rolled my eyes and said 'yep, i'm a rebel.' rahrah people are just dumb. i think we're done with beowulf and i'm glad. we were each assigned a different story in the canterbury tales to read and we have to re-tell our stories to the class on tuesday. eh. at least it's not beowulf. i think i made a 100 on my vocab quiz. 'cause i rule at life.
some people in my ninth period are freaking out about getting fat when they're older. it's annoying. your life isn't over when you get fat unless make your life over. lame. oh, well. whatever. they can be retarded and shallow if they want.
i'm pretty sure that i'm going to austin after graduation. if not for ut, then at least for austin community college. however, ut will seem less ridiculous, so that's what i'm shooting for. mary is going to ut, too. and my mom will move to austin if i do. so there's nothing keeping me here, and the only time i'll ever have to come back are for weddings and funerals. i think it's better that way.
uhh i think we're leaving.
edit i just checked thrice's website and they're coming to #'s november 7. yay.
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[04 Sep 2003|10:36pm] |
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everyone is trying to think of/find something deep and philosophical for their senior quote, and i'm afraid that mine will look incredibly juvenile when compared to ripped off ben franklin quotes. ah, well. if i do change it, it will be something i made up. i don't care how deep plato is; he's not going by my name. oh, gosh. how fucking self-righteous am i? oh, well. in search of finding a good quote, i've looked through some poetry of mine i wrote when i was depressed. i like it, but i think i must've been really fucked up. i might post it sometime. or just... show it to people who care. yeah.
edit. i think i've found a layout i can keep for more than 15 hours.
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