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[06 Sep 2004|05:35pm]
i hate my dad. he can fucking go to hell.

and i don't want to babysit on friday, but i didn't have a good enough excuse not to, and i don't know. god, why do you hate me?

and right now, i'm overly unamused.
i want to take a knife and jab it through my skin, but i'm too afraid. and frankly, don't know what to do. and besides it might not be very healthy since i'll have to go around with a sweatshirt when it's about 100 degrees out... and i have to type 3 outlines. god, why can't you just let me go?

and i'm lonely, and nobody really cares, and it's all going to end i hope, soon.

i had a dream that the cute guy i saw at school... which is one in a million, until i decide i don't like him anymore, had a really nice girlfriend with something wrong with her leg, and so i couldn't like him anymore. and that's how the page turns, because nothing ever goes right.

ultra-pessimist because that's how it always is.
the tears fall

[06 Sep 2004|07:45pm]
ok, so things are a little better than they were.

and i suppose i'll have to live with that.

but sometimes it feels like it all needs to go away.

this week will be better.
maybe i'll be able to breathe.
the tears fall

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